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The Flood / Re: Im staying up all night
« on: April 08, 2020, 09:43:53 PM »
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But to actually respond without losing the essence of my previous reply:

I'm not perfect, and yes, as you relentlessly showed, I've done so many awful, duplicitous things online. I don't stand by them or have anything to say to justify them. But I beg anyone reading this to wonder, just for a second, why I did those things - not to forgive me, but to understand my madness. Verbatim seems to think my reasons lie in nothing but malice and a desire to entertain myself. That's the one thing he got wrong in his post. I'm not an expert on my own psychology, but I can promise you it wasn't that. It was more just, I wanted to be known. I wanted to have antics to be remembered by. I guess a desire for attention was part of it, but I wasn't trying to hurt people or be cruel. I was just trying to be someone else, I guess.

I don't have a season of personalities or whatever he said. I've changed in my life and at certain junctures of it, sometimes for the better, usually for the worse. But I'm not insincere past all of this. Please notice all of these links you've brought up are years old. I'm not trying to be anyone but myself anymore, and I desperately want to change how people see me. Sometimes people deserve second chances - not that I do - but I'd do it for any of you. I don't have some Stolen Fruit personality is what I'm saying. It's just me, and maybe in years if this forum is still around, then anyone who's left here with me will see that.

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And to make things crystal clear, none of the Adventure threads (book coming soon) had a single lie in them, and I would never hurt an animal. That cat's death was a fucking tragedy, and it still stings what people say about me there. Also, I would never lie about my gender or anything like that. I used to have messed up opinions about that, a long long time ago. Like in 2014. And if you don't know why I "held" those opinions then you're truly hopeless.

Long story short, I don't lie anymore. If you never accept that, then you'll always have the wrong idea about me. Which, I guess you don't really care about anyway. Which is fine. Me personally, I would be very discontent if I ever had an inkling of a thought that I might be wrong about my entire perception of someone.

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The Flood / Re: Im staying up all night
« on: April 06, 2020, 06:02:27 PM »
It was a joke for like one day, I don't "pretend" to be anyone.
yeah, you just lie about every aspect of your life constantly
Wrong! Wrong.

I don't lie at all, and every single thing I've claimed, I can verify. Try me!

Am I seriously still defined by shit I did on Bungie.net when I was 15? I don't fucking lie on the Internet. There's absolutely zero point to the conversations or online connections I've made, if I'm going to lie about a thing. I haven't lied on the Internet since I was a literal child. I'm 24 now. Seriously Jacob, try me. Say one thing you're iffy about the truth on, and I will verify the veracity of it, right here right now.

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The Flood / Re: Im staying up all night
« on: April 06, 2020, 05:53:04 PM »
i mean you literally just admitted that you have an alt on your own discord channel where you pretend to be your own childhood friend called Diane or some shit, right
It was a joke for like one day, I don't "pretend" to be anyone. I have some alts, sure, just like a lot of people. If that's seriously your excuse to treat me this way, then pardon me if I don't have much respect for you or or opinions in turn. Sucks that you were the one who set me on the path towards better values in the first place, a long time ago. But hey, people change, and evidently so have you.


so at this point, i'm 99% sure that you exclusively use the internet as a shapeshifting medium to play all these fake characters just to fuck with people
Not whatsoever. As I said, I have alts yes - get over it. I don't fuck with anyone, and honestly dude I can get rid of all of my alts if it goes 1% farther to convince people I'm a legitimate person.

And no, I'm not good with words or debates on here. So even if I'm not making sense right now, that doesn't mean that I'm not sincere.
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so yeah pardon me if i "misgender" you, you fake fuck lmao
Evil.

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The Flood / Re: Im staying up all night
« on: April 06, 2020, 05:43:59 PM »

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The Flood / Re: Im staying up all night
« on: April 06, 2020, 05:31:01 PM »
misgendering isn't cool for an alleged progressive Jacob

Also: getting off to weird stuff doesn't make you a bad person, it just makes you a victim of biology/your brain. You're such a hypocrite Verbatim, idc what these literal Trump supporters think, but the fact you just bandwagon with them because I'm unpopular here says a lot about your character.

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The Flood / Re: Im staying up all night
« on: April 06, 2020, 04:37:22 PM »
This is disturbing.

Also Class I'm sorry but you look creepy. Your look doesn't work at all.
Bruhs either gonna murder his family or diddle some kids

Well heโ€™s got 13 year olds in his server so heโ€™s bound to fall in love with one of them sooner or later
Disgusting, both of you. Seriously sick in the fucking mind.

Not only am I not a pedophile, but I'm happily engaged. This forum actually needs help.

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Septagon / Re: How do I delete my account?
« on: April 06, 2020, 06:52:34 AM »
Short Answer: You can't.

Long Answer: PM Cheat and request it. (He won't do it however.)
I permabanned them as requested. And itโ€™s she (I think I can start enforcing that since I donโ€™t have a dick anymore, right? Idk).
you could've enforced that any time lol

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The Flood / My review of Scorcese's "The Irishman"
« on: April 05, 2020, 11:41:24 PM »
just kidding, that's super boring and if you clicked here wanting a review of some pretentious movie then I sincerely feel bad for you

really what this thread is about, is vanilla pepsi. What even is this?? What is this flavor? Is it trying to be a cream soda? No - too carbony. Is it trying to be an actual soda? No - way too creamy / candyish. So WHAT is going on here? Is this just a classic failed drink, like a New Coke situation? Or is there something more here? Am I missing something?

I'm not saying it's bad, I just want to know what happened.

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Guess you should've changed it to Weenie Hut Jr's.

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looked like a fun time tho for realz
join we are fun

discord.gg/XETdAyk

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I am a positive influence

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The Flood / Re: My April Fools joke went terribly wrong
« on: April 01, 2020, 09:56:11 PM »
I have like 13 year olds on this server dude.
yikes
You're literally allowed to be 13 and on Discord, that's the minimum age. I started my Internet adventures at around that age on Bungie. My server locks off all the adult content behind roles dude. We're a whole functioning society, and societies have children in them sorry lol

yikes
Literally nothing wrong with what I said LOL. Go onto the server and I will give you access to view every chat, we do nothing but good things. Sometimes people who have been through the same thing come together, crazy right? Age is really irrelevant so please just stop

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The Flood / Re: i have an idea for a new multimedia discussion forum
« on: April 01, 2020, 09:50:28 PM »
"that's just your opinion" is nothing more than an empty non-sequitur that stifles discussion and fosters an atmosphere where people are afraid to speak their true minds without sugarcoating, walking on eggshells, or otherwise potentially hurting someone's feelings just for choosing to assert oneself in a way that doesn't insult the intelligence of everyone reading the post
Oh I get it. Like, if you say some really well-thought-out logical argument that didn't seem to have any flaws, to your dumb cousin or something. And they say in response "yeah well that's just your opinion." It's like a get out of jail free card where you can just say that and make it seem like you ended the discussion in a badass way, but it's just stupid. Definitely a poser move there.

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so it's not about free speech; if anything, posting shit like that is anti-free speech, and these rules would encourage more in-depth discussion, because it opens the door to better responses, such as "why do you feel this way?" which will inevitably lead to a more fruitful conversation or argument
ah I get you now, so literally like setting up guiderails for people so they dont fall over the edge of their backwards logic. It sucks because that's a forceful imposition, but at the same time it just generates so much positive moral utility at practically no downside that's it hard to turn it down.

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everyone over the age of 3 understands that nobody's opinions are factual, so there's absolutely no point in acknowledging the subjectivity of your statementsโ€”it's kind of like pointing out that the sky is blue; why would you even do that
100% agreed lol

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the only appropriate response to posts like that is to ban them, because they're essentially spam that contributes absolutely nothing
ahh I gotcha man



Your post got better the more I read of it

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The Flood / Re: My April Fools joke went terribly wrong
« on: April 01, 2020, 07:27:41 PM »
I have like 13 year olds on this server dude.
yikes
You're literally allowed to be 13 and on Discord, that's the minimum age. I started my Internet adventures at around that age on Bungie. My server locks off all the adult content behind roles dude. We're a whole functioning society, and societies have children in them sorry lol

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The Flood / Re: i have an idea for a new multimedia discussion forum
« on: April 01, 2020, 06:58:10 PM »
Sounds harsh, what's wrong with free speech?


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The Flood / Re: My April Fools joke went terribly wrong
« on: April 01, 2020, 06:54:08 PM »
dumb and lame prank
Why? Seriously I just think you hate me and therefore will ascribe anything I do as bad.
because there's no joke, it's just you doing an annoying RP
The joke is that we got hacked. People sincerely fell for it. I have like 13 year olds on this server dude.

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The Flood / Re: My April Fools joke went terribly wrong
« on: April 01, 2020, 05:51:40 PM »
yta for pranking a safespace bro
not cool
I never meant to make my server a safespace it just kinda happened

but works for me! It's active as hell now

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The Flood / Re: My April Fools joke went terribly wrong
« on: April 01, 2020, 05:29:37 PM »
dumb and lame prank
Why? Seriously I just think you hate me and therefore will ascribe anything I do as bad.

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The Flood / Re: My April Fools joke went terribly wrong
« on: April 01, 2020, 04:07:25 PM »
And oh, this is how I solved the crisis, I just used my alt lol (who people think is my IRL best friend since I was 11)

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Yeah. Take a look at what I did below: (I'll only use one spoiler, for easy access)



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So it started off simple. The idea is, Aku took over my server lol. I even made my normal movie announcement in the style of Aku.

So for reference, normally my movie announcements are formatted like this:

But I did tonight's movie announcement in a different way:

And it was all nice - until it wasn't. And remember, I'm taking screenshots and I'm trying to make them as accurate as possible, but Discord isn't letting me change my name that often. While this happened, my name was ๏ผก๏ผซ๏ผต.

But yeah, people got upset.









So at this point, I started to use our server's feature where you can give someone the "Banished" role. The role sends them directly to the #prison channel, and that's all they can access. It's normally used for deciding what to do with troublemakers, and listen to their appeals and such, and decide whether to ban them or not. But Aku sent people who didn't give him his due respect to that channel instead. And yes, that may have been over the line. But I wanted to give Aku some actual power to make it in character (he referred to the prison as "The Pit of Hate") without actually banning/kicking people.








Anyway, one of my mods let them all out of #prison early, which I guess makes sense. I thought people were going to get into character and be like "O Mighty Aku we apologize, please let us remain on your land", but I guess people are very strict these days.

Anyway, here's what happened after they were released:









So yeah, I made her a mod for that lol.




BUT YEAH. So many people got so pent up. Here are my DMs with my ex-boyfriend on the subject:








But even that wasn't the end of it. No, we had to have a little fight about it afterwards too:











vvvvvvvvvvvNEW MESSAGESvvvvvvvvvvv

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So there you have it, that was my prank. I thought more people would appreciate it, but whatever. But here's what I want to know: Was I in the right, or in the wrong here? Please comment with your thoughts!

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The Flood / Im staying up all night
« on: March 30, 2020, 11:46:08 PM »
Inland Empire fucked me up. I havent slept in 3 days. I wanted to beat Inland Empire and not be scared of it. But it's terriying. I have no more dxm. I asked to sleep with my mom and sister and brother in their special room. No. I cannot. I have to sleep alone. I want to sleep on their floor of their room. They say no. I say Im not sleeping alone they say you are. I say I will just pressure through the fourth night

dxm is what let me stay up those three nights but I have none. I need the light of the dawn. Thats when I can feel safe. The Dark Knight Rises was terrifying. I watched that too. Terrorists are evil and they will always win.

A note I wrote to them
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There is no hope. Terrorists win. Everyone dies, and they suffer. No one cares. They laugh and they mock and they go into special rooms without me. There's no symbol of hope - that died a long time ago. That died a long time ago. I always thought these films were a realistic take on the idea of Batman. But there's nothing realistic at all - about a society that wants a hero - about a world where principles matter more than whims. There is no hope in America, Gotham, or anywhere. Batman was supposed to mean something, but he dies like everyone else. Movies aren't real - they're delusions. Themes arent real. Values arent real. Motifs arent real. All thats rwal is suffering - and chaos. chaos chaos chaos always. Theres nothing else left.
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The Flood / Re: Inland Empire
« on: March 30, 2020, 12:32:54 PM »
https://discord.gg/XETdAyk
My awesome server which does this stuff all the time

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The Flood / Inland Empire
« on: March 30, 2020, 12:29:39 PM »
You're welcome. It comes with subtitles which are essential when they start speaking in foreign languages. Try to find a digital copy of this movie anywhere else - it's impossible.


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The Flood / Re: How are you going to spend your time during Corona?
« on: March 25, 2020, 03:09:05 PM »
besides video games, this'll give me a bit more time to make some headway on my book
YouTube

Verbatim is Brian, it all makes sense now

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The Flood / Re: I'm officially a vegetarian now
« on: March 25, 2020, 02:46:44 PM »
cool

if the quarantine hadn't complicated things, would you consider going the extra mile into veganism? because if it's an ethical decision for you, it's important to understand that vegetarianism isn't quite "enough" unless you're using it as a stepping stone
No, because I don't think there's anything wrong with using animal goods when you're not hurting the animal. A sheep in captivity, being shaved every now and again in exchange for food, water, shelter, and security, is not a bad deal for the sheep. They essentially get to escape the cruel cycle of life in exchange for a harmless procedure done every once in a while.
the trouble is, when extracting virtually any product from farm animals, they are pretty much invariably harmed in the process

the animal exploitation industry is a business like any other, and like any other business, they have to meet profit margins by selling as much produce as efficiently as possibleโ€”and there's no scenario where this ends well for the animals

with regards to sheep-shearing, a factory farm isn't going to hire someone who treats sheep with love and care, because that's not fast enoughโ€”instead, they hire sociopaths who don't care if they injure the sheep, as long as they get it done as fast as possible

the nicks and cuts they get from this procedure are known to attract fliesโ€”so many, in fact, that they'll start laying eggs inside of their wounds; the maggots will then start wreaking havoc on their insides and, of course, cause an even worse infestation (this is called flystrike)

because flystrike happens most often around the anus (for obvious reasons), farmers began to cut off the strips of skin around their tail in a process called mulesingโ€”imagine having the skin on your buttocks peeled off, basicallyโ€”to help prevent infestations, which is neither foolproof nor humane

this all takes place, of course, so that human beings can have cuddly clothes

when the sheep age beyond their usefulness, they are immediately slaughteredโ€”and although opinions vary among vegans on how big of a deal this is, we can all agree that if you're going to put an animals "out of their misery," they should be euthanized, not slaughtered

online, you'll probably find articles talking about how important and necessary it is for sheep to be shorn, because they're incapable of shedding themselves, and will overheat and die if we don't do it for themโ€”"so what's the harm in reaping the benefits of that"โ€”and this is true, but you have to remember that the only reason sheep on farms don't stop growing their wool is because they've been selectively bred for that very purpose

so no matter how you look at it, livestock sheep are bred to sufferโ€”the industry cannot sustain itself if they don't
I totally feel you with all of this, but this is a problem with capitalism, not with using animal products.

To give you a comparison - even in the most humane, painless farms, executing an animal for its meat will always be wrong. Even if an animal is given a fantastic life, and they're killed in their sleep painlessly, that would still be wrong.

The problems you laid out above are problems with our current way of garnering products from animals. Hypothetically, we could procure animal products in a way that's completely morally fine. And in many organic, small establishments, even in the US, we are working on doing that.

Of course, I'm going to use animal products as little as possible for exactly the reasons you described, but if I see an opportunity (a family friend who breeds chickens in his spare time, giving us eggs, and we see that the chickens are given a good loving home, for instance), then I don't see a problem with it.

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The Flood / Re: I'm officially a vegetarian now
« on: March 23, 2020, 06:47:56 AM »
cool

if the quarantine hadn't complicated things, would you consider going the extra mile into veganism? because if it's an ethical decision for you, it's important to understand that vegetarianism isn't quite "enough" unless you're using it as a stepping stone
No, because I don't think there's anything wrong with using animal goods when you're not hurting the animal. A sheep in captivity, being shaved every now and again in exchange for food, water, shelter, and security, is not a bad deal for the sheep. They essentially get to escape the cruel cycle of life in exchange for a harmless procedure done every once in a while.

Of course, this assumes that the animals are being treated fairly. And of course, the core problem here is a lack of consent. But in this case, we can assume that because this is a beneficial deal for the animal, the animal would give consent if it could. If a different deal was offered (we food/house/protect you for your childhood in exchange for slaughtering you as soon as you're a healthy adult), then it wouldn't be a beneficial deal for the animal, and thus we can predict that they wouldn't give consent if it could.

An animal being used for it's goods is no different than an animal being used for it's services. Think dogs - entertainment and home protection in exchange for food/water/shelter. Or horses/donkeys/oxen using their strength to help us and we feed and house them for it. Is it exploitation? Yes. Is that better than being thrust into the cruel circle of life, where failure doesn't mean your owner yells at you, but you get eaten alive? Yes.

I hope you can understand my logic here. Being a vegan was never a goal for me.

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The Flood / AMA I'm officially a vegetarian now
« on: March 22, 2020, 12:47:16 AM »
My little brother has been one for a while and I've always wanted to be one. It goes against my beliefs of antinatalism so much by furthering the suffering of sentient life. Anyway, I was going to do it for new years but couldn't so I said I'd do it after my birthday.

And to be clear, I'm a vegetarian for moral reasons, so if meat is already there and is going to be wasted, then yes in that case I'm kinda obligated to eat it, or else the animal died for nothing. I can still honor the animal the best I can. But I'll never actively seek out meat, because then new meat has to replace it.

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i dont really celebrate my birthday

in fact i get quite annoyed when people try to do things for me
same here but people insist, so I try to just ask for small nice things like this

normally my sister wouldn't sit down and watch a movie with me, but today she said yes and ended up getting so into it. We all smoked of course. It's a really good film - much better than the original

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they loved it by the end (my mom didnt watch - just me, my sister, her boyfriend, and my young brother)

my sister was obsessed with the first one when it came out lol but didnt want to watch this one but it was funny when she started getting so into it. Being with that terrible controlling boyfriend has changed her but whatever.

It was also nice to get free weed and nicotine and such. Anyway this post shouldn't be just about me - what was your best birthday?

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