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2011
« on: March 15, 2018, 01:10:24 PM »
The way I see it, you want to be male, so you changed your gender. Loaf wants to be female, so he took the aspects he likes about females and made it his own thing. Basically you changed because you want to fit a role, and he just put on a dress while still acknowledging that he's a male.
You changed because you were uncomfortable, he didn't because he's comfortable.
I'm not transgender, dipshit. Guys can wear girly clothes too.
Guys don't wear girly clothes. The only ones who do are the ones who want to be girls.
but that's a girl
But it`s not
What do you mean its not, of course she is
Yeah...
Spoiler But she(he) is not 
looks like to me the person under her is talking, cant trick me
Even if the person under him is talking, then why he states that he`s "so damn hard"?
2012
« on: March 15, 2018, 12:44:54 PM »
The way I see it, you want to be male, so you changed your gender. Loaf wants to be female, so he took the aspects he likes about females and made it his own thing. Basically you changed because you want to fit a role, and he just put on a dress while still acknowledging that he's a male.
You changed because you were uncomfortable, he didn't because he's comfortable.
I'm not transgender, dipshit. Guys can wear girly clothes too.
Guys don't wear girly clothes. The only ones who do are the ones who want to be girls.
but that's a girl
But it`s not
What do you mean its not, of course she is
Yeah... Spoiler But she(he) is not
2013
« on: March 15, 2018, 12:31:15 PM »
The way I see it, you want to be male, so you changed your gender. Loaf wants to be female, so he took the aspects he likes about females and made it his own thing. Basically you changed because you want to fit a role, and he just put on a dress while still acknowledging that he's a male.
You changed because you were uncomfortable, he didn't because he's comfortable.
I'm not transgender, dipshit. Guys can wear girly clothes too.
Guys don't wear girly clothes. The only ones who do are the ones who want to be girls.
but that's a girl
But it`s not
2014
« on: March 15, 2018, 12:04:31 PM »
The way I see it, you want to be male, so you changed your gender. Loaf wants to be female, so he took the aspects he likes about females and made it his own thing. Basically you changed because you want to fit a role, and he just put on a dress while still acknowledging that he's a male.
You changed because you were uncomfortable, he didn't because he's comfortable.
I'm not transgender, dipshit. Guys can wear girly clothes too.
Guys don't wear girly clothes. The only ones who do are the ones who want to be girls.
2015
« on: March 15, 2018, 01:06:25 AM »
[anything anime with fanservice]
2016
« on: March 14, 2018, 05:23:43 PM »
Good writing, though I saw better stuff, but hey - there is always someone who does something better than you. I'm telling you that, so you wouldn`t think you hit a ceilling
2017
« on: March 14, 2018, 04:29:08 PM »
I had an interview in one company, they had a cool office with a kitchen in entrance and room with computers with comfy leather chairs. Place was really colorful, it`s was actually pretty cool designed. There were a lot of people of my age working, chatting, drinking coffee, tea. I heard one guy talking about how he wants to buy second monitor to play videogames on them. There were a few posters with motivating stuff. Recruiter proposed me a coffee or tea. I would really like to work there, even if I wouldn`t like job itself. It was really close to my place, and I could pick my working time, I would receive 1.5x salary if I would work at night shift, and I would be picked by taxi, paid by company, if my working time start/end at 24:00.
Too bad my English grammar sucks (if you didn`t notice already).
2018
« on: March 14, 2018, 02:17:36 AM »
ay marky mark, recommend me a 2hu game, Automata got me craving for shmups
I've played Touhous from 1 up to 9, and my personal favorite is 6, I've heard that 10 is easier to new players, and I think 8 is preatty easy too. You can ask True, he knows more about Touhou than me. There is Jigoku Kisetsukan, it`s free, on Steam, it has slow difficulty curve grow and it is decent, it`s also good for newcomers. There is Len`en, from what I've heard it`s slightly harder than Touhou, but I don`t know, I haven`t played it yet. 2 days ago I bought myself Murasaki from Steam, cause it`s from same developer that made Irisu Syndrome, Tetsu (or wTetsu), and it`s a great game, it has more slow paced gameplay. It`s basically Irisu Syndrome meets Touhou, and it works very well, I'm planning on covering this game. There is Koumajou Densetsu (or Touhouvania, as people call it) it`s Touhou meets Castlevania, it`s also a great game. Lastly there is Danmakufu, you can play custom made scripts there. You can also create one, knowledge of C based program languages will help in it.
2019
« on: March 13, 2018, 06:22:32 PM »
Sexually trigger?
2020
« on: March 13, 2018, 02:49:16 PM »
ITT: characters that remind you of Verb.
2021
« on: March 12, 2018, 03:54:41 PM »
Well, all is left is watching anime and listening to vaporwave
2022
« on: March 12, 2018, 03:27:05 PM »
I didn't get the promotion. They told me I was the top performer of the year and that I knew the information better than them... So I don't really understand why I didn't get it. Oh well.
Happens sometimes
Spoiler  Note: I didn`t have English tests, they just assumed it from my CV and ability to understand other quizzes I guess
Ugh. That kind of stuff hurts my head. Like why build me up just to tear me down?
Well, they try to be P O L I T E, they don`t want some guy to rush into their reception with shotgun in one hand and middle finger in other. Also they awknowledged that I'm somewhat good, despite me passing or not and that I shouldn`t give up, even though there were fuckton of people to apply to same place, that are better than me.
2023
« on: March 12, 2018, 02:57:42 PM »
I didn't get the promotion. They told me I was the top performer of the year and that I knew the information better than them... So I don't really understand why I didn't get it. Oh well.
Happens sometimes Spoiler Note: I didn`t have English tests, they just assumed it from my CV and ability to understand other quizzes I guess
2024
« on: March 12, 2018, 02:44:22 PM »
There's jobs that you might find more compelling and worthwhile though. There's also some things you can't realistically do without it being a job.
Spoiler i really wish the first statement were true, but i'm afraid it just isn't
if there really was something out there for me, do you not think i would have found it by now?
though, to be fair, what i'm basically struggling with is my mentality
even if i found the perfect job, i would still find a way to piss and bitch and moan about it, because i have such a perverted sense of self-fulfillment that being miserable almost gives me a perverse sense of satisfaction, just knowing that i was "right" all along, because i made myself right—that's just kinda the way i am, i literally feed off of my own negativity
you could say i just have a mental issue, which would be fair, but i also like to think that i have my reasons for being this way
jobs beget responsibilities, responsibilities beget mental burdens, mental burdens beget stress, stress begets misery
it's not to say that i can't handle a little bit of stress—it's the slow-burning cumulative effect of all the stressors in concatenation that makes them all the more soul-crushing, and it doesn't really matter what kind of job it is, because that's going to apply to pretty much all of them
obviously, none of this stuff is an issue for people who are pre-ordained to be responsible, itinerant, hardworking, normal people, but i'm just not one of those people—i have the potential to be a hard worker, but unless i'm actually passionate about something, i will go out of my way to put in the minimum effort, or i just won't do it at all
i also struggle with finding a sense of purpose—my philosophy on existentialism aside, it all really just seems like a fruitless struggle to me
on the offchance that i find an enjoyable place to work—that's still time that i could be spending doing shit that i actually want to do, which is sit around, sleep, consume art, make my own art, all while trying to be as little of a burden on the rest of society as possible as i live alone in the quiet, being a spectator, contributing nothing to a world i never asked to be part of in the first place
but what i think sounds reasonable is way too much to ask, so that doesn't give me a whole lot of options as far as my own happiness and personal comfort goes
i firmly believe that not everybody is cut out for work, and not everybody should have to work if they're so disinclined to do so—so the very idea that a person like me can exist in a world so incongruent with my values is a sick joke, and one that hasn't been funny in five years
i could go on but you're not my therapist, i'm just trying to get you see things from my pov for a moment
By any chance, do you feel shit for doing completely nothing for a long amount of time? Like you even wanted to make something done, like learn something useful, but you don`t have any drift for it and more time passes and you feel more and more shit for not progressing anywhere, and there is no drift. And at one moment you think "let`s play some videogames, because at least I'm progressing in it" but after launch you just feel so shit, because you play a game, while you could have something done and then after an half hour you close it and... "There is no drift for doing anything". You start to think about various things how to fix it, might be that you start to pick up some hobbies that look cool, but after doing it yourself you just don`t have a drift for it. Then next thing you start to think is "maybe I need to change my viewpoint. Well, my death is inevitable and there is no point to do anything. But even if I was immortal, even if I save my mind, my memories, myself through all those cycling, is there any point to do something?" And the answer is the same. Just saying.
2025
« on: March 12, 2018, 01:43:29 PM »
Might be interested depending on the games.
Any suggestions?
Russian roulette
2026
« on: March 11, 2018, 08:16:15 AM »
Well, I was planning to write reviews on certain games since start of February, but couldn`t get it done for various reasons. Games, which I planning to cover, mostly are indies, they all have some interesting (from my perspective) gimmick in them. Reasons behind existence of this thread are next: 1) Leaving notes - as a human being with some sense of logic, I don`t want to keep my thoughts and analysis all in my head, since my memory isn`t perfect, so I write it down here. Also my reviews aren`t gonna be perfect and I might miss something, so critisizm is welcomed. 2) Contribution - as member of this community, I don`t remember writing quality threads. Gonna try to fix this with this thread. 3) Development of communication skills (A.K.A Attention seeking exersice) - writing reviews gonna tune my skills of writing something for audience, which quantity is more than 1, also hones my English pretty well I guess. 4) Bringing attention to games itself - some games are popular, some aren`t. Probably you never heard of 85% of games that I'm gonna cover. Gonna fix that too. I'll try to update this thread once a week. Right now I'll leave it as a placeholder and as reminder, pressuring me to get something done. Ok, I hope you will enjoy that, or at least not get annoyed when this will pop up on last 5 updated topics. (This section will be edited as time goes) Games I'm planning to cover: Ib Yume Nikki Eversion Toilet in Wonderland Murasaki & Murasaki Sword _ICEY._ Va-11 Hall-A Covered: Doki Doki Literature Club (PC, Steam, free to play) Irisu Syndrome (PC, free to play)
2027
« on: March 11, 2018, 05:05:39 AM »
Basically the bad guy cliche: Tall, dark, handsome with a demented past who trusts and loves only me, and no one else. Burn the world kind of attitude. So basically my husband :3
Your husband is Dante?
2028
« on: March 10, 2018, 08:27:01 PM »
Do you fuckers see why people a lot leave the site now? Nice going. We just lost a quality member.
"Hurr but he's not a quality member he's a fu-"
SHUT UP!
He wasn't part of that picture so he added his name on it to try to be cool.
Source?
Old thread
2029
« on: March 10, 2018, 08:18:59 PM »
sean is the fob version of deci
Only when drunk I think. Alcohol and/or bad times does that with people sometimes
2030
« on: March 10, 2018, 05:57:58 PM »
2031
« on: March 10, 2018, 04:23:05 PM »
If you love her, but she doesn`t love you, it doesn`t mean that is all over.
It might hurt, but if you love her, just keep supporting her and be a friend to her.
One day you might find somebody else to love in the same way or even more, and it`s fine to love more than just one person, but it divides your strength and attention to more people, so you have to get stronger and better for them. It`s always a good idea to get better anyway, so don`t lose it.
2032
« on: March 10, 2018, 03:47:11 PM »
2033
« on: March 10, 2018, 03:16:14 PM »
What makes metal death? Genres are so blended together nowadays.
Big loud screamo. Bonus if it includes gothic, occultism, red sep7agram etc. Thats only my guess. Edit: Guess something like this works
2034
« on: March 10, 2018, 07:22:41 AM »
Tfw you type this on a phone and you are too lazy to switch to numbers, so you type O instead of 0. Should have typed I instead of 1 too.
2035
« on: March 10, 2018, 06:40:07 AM »
Also you can post something yourself, so people have less problems picking something more suitable to your tastes
2036
« on: March 10, 2018, 06:37:18 AM »
Video representation to this one is NSFW, so beware:
2037
« on: March 10, 2018, 04:19:57 AM »
Playing videogames
2038
« on: March 09, 2018, 03:58:59 PM »
So what car are you planning to drive?
2039
« on: March 09, 2018, 10:58:56 AM »
I caught you, Shiny lenny-chu
now where`s my bad dragon toy?
2040
« on: March 08, 2018, 06:33:46 PM »
Chode, Azu, it isn't worth replying to this thread anymore :/
who is this person
Nobody worth noting. Sometimes my name on here is Kokopelli and in the past I would post here and there to get a feel of Sep7 but it's not for me. Met some cool people here tho
Well, I hope you enjoyed your time here. Welcome.
how are you gonna welcome somebody who joined 2 years before you😂
Just cuz I can
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