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The Flood / Re: I'm scared of dying bros
« on: September 08, 2024, 10:44:49 PM »
to this day i have no idea what the fuck people mean when they say shit like "oh yeah i've died once"

no you didn't
whatever you think happened to you, it wasn't death
if you ever died, you wouldn't come back
that's what death is
Allow me to rectify.

I was dead, no heartbeat, for 8ish minutes before I was successfully resuscitated. The previous me died, there is no getting that brain matter back after being so oxygen starved. I don't write the same, I don't talk the same, I don't think the same way I did before that happened. The me before died and I am the one living in this body until it expires.

I have the same wants, the same dreams, but what I (probably?) gained in emotional intelligence, I lost in the actual thing.

I saw nothing. Just the void ripping shit away from me and I am lesser for it.

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The Flood / I'm scared of dying bros
« on: September 08, 2024, 06:29:18 AM »
I've done it once, a very long time ago, but the blackness beyond the last of your neurons firing for the time just scares me. I think about this constantly and it gets my heart racing so bad now that I have so much to live for and so much to lose the day I finally kick the bucket.

Any of you dealing with this? Any advice? I'm not in a great place because of it.

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Gaming / Re: Backlog thread
« on: August 06, 2024, 09:04:00 AM »
An excessively modded Tale of Two Wastelands and Stalker GAMMA were the last things I played while waiting for Elden Ring's DLC to drop, but my CPU cooler failed and my son was born so kinda limbo atm.

Pray for the return to games, fam.

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The Flood / Re: Final Warning: make sure your email is up-to-date
« on: May 18, 2024, 03:18:46 PM »
So were having coups too right?
Was coup a thing here, or is that just a joke? Probably a dumb question but I haven't seen it mentioned since b.old and I've never been the most active, so I'm actually being serious.

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The Flood / Re: Final Warning: make sure your email is up-to-date
« on: May 17, 2024, 06:09:46 PM »
Glad I got to see this before the transition. Haven't had access to my old email since around 2017, so that most definitely would have sucked

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The Flood / Re: Anyone willing to help a brotha out?
« on: May 11, 2024, 11:30:53 AM »
Surprising to hear that there is a number 2 given circumstances.

It's still hit and miss at times, but I love my boys. Seeing my first born laugh and poke his brother was the balm my heart and soul definitely needed considering everything going on in life.

Hope things are going good on your end, Q. Sorry about the radio silence, I just completely forgot my password for the site and I no longer have your contact info due to recycling phones very consistently over the past half a year (my older boy has tossed three in the bath so far).

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The Flood / Re: Anyone willing to help a brotha out?
« on: May 11, 2024, 11:21:14 AM »
Sent a small amount. No need to repay me. Please pay it forward by being excellent to yourself and your family.
You have saved me from the ravages of debt, and I am forever thankful for that. Truly the kind and gracious overlord Sep7 needs. I will pay you back regardless at some point though because being in someone's debt just feels wrong to me.

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The Flood / Anyone willing to help a brotha out?
« on: May 09, 2024, 10:22:54 AM »
Baby number 2 came yesterday, and in the hectic nature of the day I completely forgot I had an automatic payment set to go through, so now my account is around -11.62. If anyone is willing to help I should be able to pay you back on the 14th, but regardless, I'm sorry for having to ask.

In case anyone is curious, Timmy was born at 8:05, weighs 8 pounds 5 ounces, on 5/8 of all fucking days. Truly a magical time for those numbers.

Venmo is @bustanut69 if any of you guys can assist.

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The Flood / Re: Sep7agon day
« on: August 17, 2023, 10:22:01 AM »
Halo MCC was on sale lately and it's crossplay.

Otherwise there's Destiny I think? (Lol) and Planetside 2.
I'd be down to play some Halo with you guys, ngl.

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Serious / Is this correct?
« on: December 05, 2022, 02:21:26 AM »
After all this Ukraine stuff, I was looking into all of the of the humanitarian atrocities committed by both sides. This was one of those down the rabbit hole moments where you just click and click, until I got to where the estimated average of any nation's military may stand at. The U.S., obviously, stands at a respectable number... but accounting for Militia, it stands at a respectable zero in comparison to the multi-millions every top ten or so nation has.

Is it because Wikipedia considers the National Guard to be that, or that most countries believe that anyone can eventually pick up a gun during any kind of invasion?

Just looking for your thoughts.

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Septagon / Mod powers
« on: August 20, 2022, 04:54:37 AM »
Make me one to clean up this cesspit. Or just let me make this a post to keep people on.

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The Flood / Re: Haven't thought about this in years
« on: May 24, 2022, 09:34:07 PM »
Have not thought in years
Thinking is for the autismoes and fagetronts. Good on you buddy.

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The Flood / Haven't thought about this in years
« on: May 24, 2022, 12:20:15 PM »
but you just lost the game.

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The Flood / Re: How have you changed since Sep7 began?
« on: May 01, 2022, 04:25:19 AM »
With pure honesty? Not the best of times.

Sorely poor since moving to where I am currently, because my wife's family lied about the housing  prices and job availability. Not in the genuine market value sense, but more in the WE WISH TO CONTROL ideal of thinking. Moved a little ways away after cutting contact, and if my recent posts can't clue your in, we just need to get the fuck outta here.

Having a good paying job at an unmarked building where we do fairly nefarious shit isn't worth this. I just want to go back to being a chef for a living.

Gubment job btw. I have a nondisclosure agreement to not tell anyone the full name. Starts with a N tho

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The Flood / Re: Having a Bass battle with an asshole neighbor
« on: April 24, 2022, 03:03:40 PM »
How goes the war my man
The war is lost. They've resorted to just pounding bass in their car, right below us. Went down to ask them to turn it down yesterday, and immediately two of his friends from the adjacent car came to check shit out. Immediately fled, as I'm not going to get jumped again.

Wife had a screaming match from the window a couple hours later, and he threatened to murder us, so... nice. Called the cops three times, and they never fucking came. Just need to move out of this shithole.

Jesus where do you live Detroit?
Do you have a gun?
I've asked her multiple times why we don't. The argument of having a kid has definitely gone the toilet now, though. Gun safe is to be delivered in the next couple days, and my Mossberg 590 Nightstick is due to the store the day after tomorrow.

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The Flood / Re: Having a Bass battle with an asshole neighbor
« on: April 24, 2022, 12:09:02 PM »
How goes the war my man
The war is lost. They've resorted to just pounding bass in their car, right below us. Went down to ask them to turn it down yesterday, and immediately two of his friends from the adjacent car came to check shit out. Immediately fled, as I'm not going to get jumped again.

Wife had a screaming match from the window a couple hours later, and he threatened to murder us, so... nice. Called the cops three times, and they never fucking came. Just need to move out of this shithole.

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Gaming / Re: Unpopular (Widely Disliked) Games You Love
« on: April 18, 2022, 09:45:55 AM »
Is TP considered widely disliked?

I thought it was basically the most renowned Zelda between the 64 ones and BOTW?
General consensus on Zelda forums was it brought nothing to the table that OoT didn't. Don't think it was really unpopular tho
I'd call it more polarizing than disliked, kinda like WW.

You either loved it or hated it. Definitely aged poorly graphically due to it going for the realism approach. I can't stand it on the Cube now because it really doesn't look great, so I have to emulate. Got an mClassic on the way though, so hopefully those days are over.

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Gaming / Re: Unpopular (Widely Disliked) Games You Love
« on: April 18, 2022, 12:39:12 AM »
Twilight Princess, too. Yeah, the beginning dragged, but the tone was awesome. Wind Waker might be my favourite Zelda, but TP holds a special place in my heart. Also had the best companion, so a brownie point for it there. Wii version was fun as hell, as well. SS might have been a superior revision, but TP as a OoT copy-paste it still did everything significantly better than Skyward.

id say TP had some if not the best dungeons in the series

city in the sky is personally one of my favorites
City in the Sky, Ancient Cistern (Koloktos being my favourite boss of all time), and the Forest Temple from Ocarina were all so excellent that I wish most games could follow up to Zelda's ingenuity. The variety they can come up with is insane at times.

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Gaming / Re: Unpopular (Widely Disliked) Games You Love
« on: April 16, 2022, 11:18:58 PM »
The first Drakengard. Very shitty gameplay even by PS2 hack and slash standards, but the mindlessness of killing perhaps thousands per level was exhilarating. That the story getting increasingly deranged per route (my favourite part, ending D being the best imho) got it universally panned is tragic, but knowing it lead to Nier and Automata is pretty awesome though. Caim is still my favourite protagonist/anti-villain, and he was the Red-Eye.

Starfox Adventures as well. Fucked with the formula, but it was genuinely a fun game. Some parts were unnecessarily difficult or dragged out far longer than they needed to be, but overall it was lit af. I imagine its current status as the pariah of the series comes mostly from how hard it enabled furries due to Crystal.

Twilight Princess, too. Yeah, the beginning dragged, but the tone was awesome. Wind Waker might be my favourite Zelda, but TP holds a special place in my heart. Also had the best companion, so a brownie point for it there. Wii version was fun as hell, as well. SS might have been a superior revision, but TP as a OoT copy-paste it still did everything significantly better than Skyward.

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The Flood / Re: Which Sep7 people have you met irl, if any?
« on: April 10, 2022, 01:14:53 AM »
Only person I'd care to meet are either Verb to see how he acts in real life or E because he's a cool fuckin' guy.

Had plans to meet with Cadenza before he left, as we were buddies since around 2011. Even if it was unnecessary, we were pen pals for years too. Not gonna sort through the letters for the exact dates, but we were going to hang at a beach in Australia with his family around November 2018. Then he dropped out of college, and that was the last I ever heard from him.

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The Flood / Re: Rubbed heroine(?) into my eye on accident
« on: March 07, 2022, 04:22:14 PM »
Just a reminder - I lived in Louisiana for 16 years in a shitty neighborhood, and lived in Arkansas for another 9 with no problems whatsoever.

Since coming to Utah for the year and a half I've been here, I have been beaten to unconsciousness and robbed (with broken but thankfully fixed teeth), had an actual home robbery, and now I'm partially blind. Last part is incidentally my fault for not just kicking it away and not properly washing my hands afterwards... but fuck this state. Makes me want to move away as far as possible.
whether you want to or not, it sounds like you're on the path to being an excellent country singer. just need to throw in some good bar fights
ngl, I've had a really crappy county song lurking in the back of my head since the advent of soundcloud rappers. The worst part is, I think the hicks and rednecks might actually love it. Got a friend in a cm band, and he thought it was hilarious.

Beer/truck/guitar is always the go to for lyrics. Maybe a little bar to spice things up.

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The Flood / Re: Rubbed heroine(?) into my eye on accident
« on: March 07, 2022, 03:57:33 PM »
See I actually did meth once and didn't lose my sight

sounds like a bummer for sure though. Just goes to show that drugs are no bueno
Dude, I never did that shit. I tried to toss the ounce baggie and it spilled onto my hand.

Anything in the HIGH class range of drugs I've never had, nor do I want to. DMT is the exception; was fun as hell, but I'd never do it again.

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The Flood / Re: Rubbed heroine(?) into my eye on accident
« on: March 06, 2022, 09:27:38 PM »
Just a reminder - I lived in Louisiana for 16 years in a shitty neighborhood, and lived in Arkansas for another 9 with no problems whatsoever.

Since coming to Utah for the year and a half I've been here, I have been beaten to unconsciousness and robbed (with broken but thankfully fixed teeth), had an actual home robbery, and now I'm partially blind. Last part is incidentally my fault for not just kicking it away and not properly washing my hands afterwards... but fuck this state. Makes me want to move away as far as possible.

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The Flood / Re: Rubbed heroine(?) into my eye on accident
« on: March 06, 2022, 09:07:08 PM »
The hospital told me it was meth. Been under an eyewash for the past two day, and I can now see again.

Have some saline or pure H2O(?) to rub it under for the next few days to continuously wash that garbage out.

Any lasting damage?
Oh, absolutely. They say the toxins of whatever it was cut with tore my cornea and underlying tissue to shreds, but particles slowly seeping behind my eye with every blink made it even worse. They were glad I came, otherwise I would have permanently lost sight in it.

Not gonna lie, significantly reduced vision is better than a completely blind eye though.

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The Flood / Re: Rubbed heroine(?) into my eye on accident
« on: March 06, 2022, 04:57:26 AM »
The hospital told me it was meth. Been under an eyewash for the past two days, and I can now see again.

Have some saline or pure H2O(?) to rub it under for the next few days to continuously wash that garbage out.

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The Flood / Rubbed heroine(?) into my eye on accident
« on: March 03, 2022, 10:20:10 PM »
Could have been meth or coke, but a miniscule baggy sitting below my mailbox piqued my curiosity enough to toss it so I didn't get the cops called on me. Left eye is so fucked right now I want to just die. Right side of my brain feels like a steamroller is running over it.

Why the fuck did I touch that shit.

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The Flood / Re: Having a Bass battle with an asshole neighbor
« on: March 02, 2022, 03:50:08 PM »
Audio psyops are routinely ineffective (see Waco).

Try tear gas and tanks instead.
Never heard of Waco until now. That was a pretty interesting read.

Dude hasn't had an utterance from his apartment since I started, though. Seems to be working fine, until I get murdered lmao.

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The Flood / Re: Having a Bass battle with an asshole neighbor
« on: February 28, 2022, 04:28:47 PM »
Play The Hills by The Weeknd on a great sound system with bass that’ll make fat people jiggle to assume dominance
That shit was loud even on my regular settings. Where tf were you when I needed you?

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The Flood / Re: Having a Bass battle with an asshole neighbor
« on: February 28, 2022, 12:17:37 AM »
Can you not just knock on his door and tell him if you hear that music while trying to sleep you'll pay a visit and make him look like a pretzel?

That or escelate it. Just park all your shit right outside his door and sit there in a camping chair. Hope you're picking the most obnoxious music you can find.

If you really want to break him down just play something like Barney the dinosaur's into music on a loop. They use it in guantanimo to psychologically break people down and it apparently works like a charm.
Dude is 250 (or more) of pure muscle. I'm 120 of an admittedly sedentary lifestyle. No intimidation factor there, as I'm the one intimidated lol. I feel like I've escalated as much as I can at this point. Multiple sound ordinance calls have done nothing, letters just make the guy get fucking noisier in response.

Imagine having a fucking newborn child. I can barely sleep anyways, so this dickhead ensuring my child CAN'T, at all times of the day and night?

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The Flood / Re: Having a Bass battle with an asshole neighbor
« on: February 27, 2022, 11:16:13 PM »
Im going to laugh my ass off if you end up getting a warning for this
I have called the cops on this asshole three separate times. The day I get a warning, I'll laugh along side you.

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