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Gaming / Re: Backlog 2020/2021
« on: January 04, 2022, 12:56:40 PM »
Put in over 80 hours into Three Houses over the last week and a half.

Still need to finish Fallout 2 (finished 1 a month ago when my internet was out), but I've got my anime game to complete beforehand. 2 is definitely far more interesting and enjoyable though, tbh.

Got Skyward Sword for Switch on my birthday, but considering I was 90% done with it on Wii before my brother trashed the system, it's on the lower list of priorities.

Still stuck on the Sand Pharoah on Luigi's Mansion 3, but I've only just thought of that NOW.

Kinda wanna do another playthrough of Wind Waker and New Vegas as well.

Still need to buy Infinite.

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The Flood / Re: Dead
« on: January 04, 2022, 12:51:05 PM »
And from the woodwork, they cum.

 ;D

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The Flood / Dead
« on: November 20, 2021, 05:08:37 PM »
The meme aside, it really does seem like activity has hit the lowest levels I've ever seen. Just look at the latest responses on the second thread of each forum. It ranges for days to weeks, and across the board, even some of the most recent posted in topics have comments in that same spectrum.

RIP

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The Flood / Re: Bungie sues Marty for $100,000
« on: September 16, 2021, 11:01:03 PM »
a mess of his own making

he can get fucked
Much as I love the man's work, I can only echo this sentiment.

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The Flood / Re: How Often Do You See Your Parents
« on: August 26, 2021, 12:41:57 PM »
My father passed in 2015, and I haven't had contact with my immediate family (aside from my younger brother) in years.

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The Flood / Re: How have you changed since Sep7 began?
« on: August 11, 2021, 08:16:06 AM »
I went from being a shitty McDonald's manager, to being an intern chef in a 2-star Michelin restaurant, to being approved and THEN denied at Benu (3-star in San Fran) due to not having a shot that no longer seems to matter because of DELTA lol.

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The Flood / Re: I made some food
« on: July 21, 2021, 03:31:26 AM »
Different strokes, I know. But it's all multi-cultural. They're good guys and gals though, and appreciate the effort. Better workplace than any I've experienced thus far.

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The Flood / Re: I made some food
« on: July 21, 2021, 03:31:02 AM »
Fair enough. Working at a traditional African place right now, so I'm just used to pushback in regards to opinions. Makes sense as I'm the only white guy. Still kinda sucks when they can concoct some of the best dishes of my life, but scorn momo, poutine, or Lihapullat, alongside other dishes.

Spoiler
First is Nepalese, second Canadian, third Finnish. Tried different tastes.

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The Flood / Re: I made some food
« on: July 20, 2021, 11:35:46 PM »
Don't downplay that Louisiana/Cajun cookin'. Some of the BEST cuisine in the world. Kinda biased as I'm from and have worked in plenty of New Orleans kitchens.  :D

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Hopefully you weren't thinking I was similarly downplaying your cooking. Mashed Potatoes are one of my favourite foods, and those were some of the buttery and best I've seen.

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The Flood / Re: I made some food
« on: July 20, 2021, 10:39:21 PM »
Wow. Seriously good looking pics. Are you legit a chef or in the food business or something?
As someone who has apprenticed in a 2-star Michelin restaurant, this is pretty good. Mashed taters of this quality (no matter how good they might look AND HOLY FUCK DO THEY) wouldn't pass though, just by appearance and texture.

If you are a chef Solo, everything else looks pretty excellent. Especially that beef in the first pic. Fat Mmm right there.

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The Flood / Re: Gunpla
« on: July 18, 2021, 07:15:02 AM »


Might wanna spoiler tag that
Yeah, my bad. Hope no one saw that lol

Man, if this isn't one of the best Gundam soundtracks tho. Earth has put me into a writing mood like no other.

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The Flood / Re: Gunpla
« on: July 17, 2021, 05:50:56 PM »
Just finished the Hathaway novels (watched the movie yesterday).
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The ending was what I expected for our boy, but holy fuck did he and Bright deserve better.

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The Flood / Re: Any Boot Recommendations?
« on: June 28, 2021, 10:23:16 AM »
where them feet pics at tho

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The Flood / Re: What is the worst sitcom ever
« on: June 18, 2021, 12:12:22 PM »
It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia
Never understood the obsession with this show. The only good one I remember was when they went to a waterpark and Danny DeVito pretended he had AIDS/HIV to bypass all of the lines or some shit.

Other than that? Eh.

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The Flood / Re: How have you changed since Sep7 began?
« on: May 12, 2021, 05:22:24 PM »
no u

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The Flood / Re: Gunpla
« on: April 22, 2021, 02:50:24 AM »
Never been into models, but any of you boys got any variation of the Tallgeese (not that I enjoyed Wing, really)? Favourite Mech alongside the Zaku I and Rick Dom, but I've not seen many irl.

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What the fuck is up with Gendo? That eye just makes me think of 100% Boros from OPM.

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The Flood / Re: Nut?
« on: March 11, 2021, 12:46:03 PM »
Only if you're bustin'.

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The Flood / Re: Moved to Utah (rant)
« on: February 28, 2021, 09:18:44 PM »
I don't think calling Class's situation "making it" would be accurate.

If SC made it, so can you.
I've given her a lot of shit over the years (much of it I regret), but at least she's fucking happy.

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The Flood / Re: Moved to Utah (rant)
« on: February 28, 2021, 09:08:14 PM »
And you're beating yourself up for nothing too. Be real about this. You still got family. They're all still alive back where you left em. You're still alive to see them.

You might feel like an ass if you can get back to them. You might feel like an ass just telling them what happened. But they're still there for you, even if you goofed. Ideally, that's what family is. And you really didn't goof from the sounds of it. You met assholes, both corporate and bums on the street. That's not your fault.

Ask yourself a question. Is right now on par with the worst day you've ever had in your life? If it's not, you can beat it. And if it is, then try anyway.

I can only offer one more bit of commentary in the meantime. You've got a girlfriend that gives a shit about you and cares about you. And it sounds like she cares enough about you to help you out. Just go back to her, man. Tell her you're sorry, you tried, and you love her. If she's a decent human being who really gives a fuck about you she'll stand by you. That alone should be enough to get you back up.

Put the ashamed feelings and the desperation aside because they're not going to do you any good. Get up and fight it. Make you a deal. If you can weather the shit that's hitting you right now, then I'm willing to try to keep fighting the shit that's hitting me right now. Come on. You can do it.
I'm just tired of this, Q. I was in a bad place before this garbage, and now I'm in an even worse spot. I can't eat, I sleep maybe three hours a day because all I dream of is dying, and I don't know what the fuck I should do. The fantasy of abandoning everything is becoming more of a necessity because no one I know really understands. I've alienated myself, and the one person who I thought might understand now just thinks of me as some pill junkie looking for kicks. My own fucking dad OD'd, I refuse ALL pills, but he doesn't see that. No one (except you) believes in me. I'm basically a walking corpse, with the façade I've given them shattered.

I just don't know what to do anymore. No one will hire me, no one trusts me, and I'm basically a stranger in a strange land. My fiancé wants me to see someone, but all they do is push fucking pills. I've had sixteen years of that shit to know that's exactly what's going to happen, and I refuse. I don't want to hear "you just haven't found the right one" anymore. I want to be stable, I want to feel something other than suicidal depression or boiling rage at my own inability to feel the former. I want to be fucking normal.

It just feels like I'm broken, with no way out.

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The Flood / Moved to Utah (rant)
« on: February 28, 2021, 01:55:57 PM »
And holy fuck does it suck.

Mugged within the second week, beaten to unconsciousness by three dudes, had my phone stolen, and here I am left with broken teeth that makes me look like a methhead, and a large ass hospital bill to boot. Literally just wanted to go mountain climbing, but NO, these shitters had to screw me over. I can't even eat anymore without pain.

The job I was promised? The company filled days before I flew out (NOT THAT ANYONE CONTACTED ME ABOUT IT, FUCK CORPORATE), so now I'm just some jobless loser, subsisting off my girl's good will.

Attempted suicide failed because four beers and about forty Xanax couldn't do the trick without my stupid body rejecting it, and now no one trusts me to be a normal human being.

Fuck this. I abandoned my family and the few people I actually care about for fucking nothing.

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The Flood / Re: $400 for an audio CABLE!?
« on: February 12, 2021, 01:03:28 AM »
The 4 meter is 14k USD.

lmao wtf

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The Flood / Re: If there's no more reason to keep going, why?
« on: February 10, 2021, 05:45:27 PM »
I mean yesterday I was mugged, beaten to unconsciousness after they shattered a couple of my teeth, and then proceeded to dump me in a field when they realized the only thing of value I had on me was my phone. Don't remember when or why I left my house due to the massive concussion I sustained, but the neighbors have footage of some dude carrying me off into the darkness. Thankfully I didn't have my wallet on me (SS and credit cards all it it), but that's the only brightside.

Also, the job I literally moved six states away for straight up stated they'd filled my position the day before I left.

Shit could be worse bro.
Wtf, do you live in Detroit or Baltimore or something? Hope the scum gets caught.
The shittiest part of Salt Lake City. There's an apartment complex a street over where immigrants trying to get their Visas/Green Card reside, and there's a cop presence almost 24/7 due to robberies and GTA. Broken glass everywhere from all the smashed in windshields lol

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The Flood / Re: If there's no more reason to keep going, why?
« on: February 10, 2021, 05:26:57 PM »
I mean yesterday I was mugged, beaten to unconsciousness after they shattered a couple of my teeth, and then proceeded to dump me in a field when they realized the only thing of value I had on me was my phone. Don't remember when or why I left my house due to the massive concussion I sustained, but the neighbors have footage of some dude carrying me off into the darkness. Thankfully I didn't have my wallet on me (SS and credit cards all it it), but that's the only brightside.

Also, the job I literally moved six states away for straight up stated they'd filled my position the day before I left.

Shit could be worse bro.

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The Flood / Re: The Concept of Widespread Fully Immersive Virtual Reality
« on: February 08, 2021, 07:44:09 AM »
While the possibilities are very exciting - first and foremost for people with disabilities. We can give blind people sight and deaf people hearing.

There is also the spooky aspect of what if you get a virus? Could this malicious software hijack your senses and make you experience pain or something else that can cause damage?
Much as I hate SAO for being derivative on other series who've handled literally every concept better, it is the most main stream example. There's only so much immersion before this 'game' has the potential to take over your life. Then we get into Ghost in the Shell's superior perspective where reality itself has the potential to 'break', leaving you in a sort of limbo where nothing is at it seems and anyone could be fucking with you at any moment, because you have no actual control. Who's to say they can't reinvent your life from the ground up, forcing every fear and failure you've ever experienced to wear you down, and so you find yourself in an endless loop of torment because of some monsters?

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The Flood / Re: The Concept of Widespread Fully Immersive Virtual Reality
« on: February 08, 2021, 07:27:46 AM »
YouTube

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The Flood / $400 for an audio CABLE!?
« on: February 08, 2021, 01:46:31 AM »
How can you justify this shit? I get electrostatics are expensive by default (which is why I'm making the thread), but consumers who allow this are fucking retarded. Even the aftermarket replacements are stupidly beyond the normal price-range.

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The Flood / Re: math
« on: February 07, 2021, 08:26:24 PM »
i hate the way math classes are taught far more than i hate math itself

history bores the ever-loving shit out of me, and to this day represents the biggest lacuna in my education

we had a lot of history nerds on this forum, which has always mystified me
Those who don't know history are bound to repeat it
- humans stupid
Brevity at its finest.

I'm personally a history buff because of our failures and the inevitability of us repeating past mistakes.

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The Flood / Re: nigger
« on: February 07, 2021, 07:07:07 AM »
Just wait until our nonexistent admin gets hold of you.

Literally just wait lol.

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The Flood / Re: how dead is this website
« on: February 07, 2021, 04:33:27 AM »
Its all just bots posting at this stage. We are all phantoms in Cheat's mind.
Truly ghosts in the machine at this point. Cheat hasn't posted since Christmas, and that's our site admin lol.

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