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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by MarKhan on Today at 03:39:03 AM »
Spoiler
Deadline for a coursework in Monday
Deadline for task to take a job is in Monday. Taking job will consume all my free time.
A shittone of homework for next week
Diploma until June though
Nobody visits classes
Nobody to help me
Nobody to talk with
No time to update my gaming thread, no time to waste
Why I'm still here? A big hypocrisy from my side. But other than that it is great.

sounds like a lotta stress
Not enough
do you try to find time to relieve some stress?
No time, no point either
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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by Casper on Today at 03:30:16 AM »
I'm in between going nuts and being totally oblivious.  I just turned in my research paper, so that's off my back.  But today I start a week long excursion to Nuremberg and then to Prague, and I'm freaking out because for one, I've made no friends here, so I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do when we have free time, and two I have to share a room with other people, and I've never been able to do that, especially with strangers.  And I couldn't find a cheap enough single room, so there went that.  I've been inbetween moods of being totally miserable from being alone to being content and thinking i don't need anyone.  Uhh I've still convinced myself that I have no future, because I'll have to go back home to take care of my mom, try to learn zbrush, but then might have to get a job, so I don't know how that is going to interfere with trying to learn.  Plus I may be moving to Alaska at some point, but not having an estimate is bothering me.  Uhhh classes are frustrating because I'm in a class of Californian/Middle Class fuckwits who dont care about learning while I sit bored in class trying to learn as much German as I can.  Also not being able to buy an Gundam models to build is eating at me bad.  I think that's everything off the top of my head other than the usual overthinking and getting pissed when I start thinking about my past.  Part of me wants to get tested for like autism or aspegers or whatever when I get home, but I don't know what good it will do, since it'll be just another thing for my mom to tell me to get over.  So yeah
Oh and even though I only have a month or so left here, I'd still like to meet up with oss, even thought he already blew me of like twice before.  I doubt it'll happen tho

i dont think the “not knowing what to do cuz i dont know anybody” part is a bad thing. during the summer, i was forced to live on campus for the college experience™ and dorm w/ others, but i ended up always going home instead of living in the dorms. my roommates were cool, but i never bothered to get to know them better outside of class

how come youre tryna learn german? my brother has a gundam model thats been siting there for like a month, hasnt tried to build it

havent seen much of oss around, is he even active still?
Well no but the bad thing is that I'll need to sleep in a room with them, something I've never been able to do.  Plus I dont really know how to wander around on my own, so i try to find a spot to stay put, but it gets kinda boring.  Not really sure why I wanted to learn German, but I have been since high school, back before the invasion of europe.  Now I'm trying to figure out if I want to learn Norwegian or Icelandic, cuz I'm trying to find somewhere cold to move to, plus I dont really have a sense of belonging anywhere, so may as well try somewhere new.  Oss is around here and there and we on-and-off talk because clearly we're not good at communication between him not saying much and me assuming to fill in the gaps.  Im just at that point where I figure i'm along for the ride of somebody else's life cuz i sure as hell dont know what to do with mine, and no matter what I know someone is going to tell me I'm just making excuses, so i just say or do anything
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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by alphy on Today at 03:23:10 AM »
I have one more academic year to finish my astronomy major and physics minor. I would've gotten a physics major but the quantum professor said no because she doesn't want me to fail and I don't wanna stay another fucking semester being jewed out thousands for one core class to finish a second bachelors. Plus I hate physics. Might get a research position with faculty about asteroid stuff which seems promising. Technically I graduate this coming fall but I'm starting the extra semester for research experience and maybe a during internship for a newspaper.

Also I went bar hopping

astronomy is cool, it was one of the majors i was thinking about before i chose biology. what else would you wanna do w/ thag astronomy major?

i have to take physics too, super not looking forward to that

what is bar hopping
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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by alphy on Today at 03:20:08 AM »
I'm in between going nuts and being totally oblivious.  I just turned in my research paper, so that's off my back.  But today I start a week long excursion to Nuremberg and then to Prague, and I'm freaking out because for one, I've made no friends here, so I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do when we have free time, and two I have to share a room with other people, and I've never been able to do that, especially with strangers.  And I couldn't find a cheap enough single room, so there went that.  I've been inbetween moods of being totally miserable from being alone to being content and thinking i don't need anyone.  Uhh I've still convinced myself that I have no future, because I'll have to go back home to take care of my mom, try to learn zbrush, but then might have to get a job, so I don't know how that is going to interfere with trying to learn.  Plus I may be moving to Alaska at some point, but not having an estimate is bothering me.  Uhhh classes are frustrating because I'm in a class of Californian/Middle Class fuckwits who dont care about learning while I sit bored in class trying to learn as much German as I can.  Also not being able to buy an Gundam models to build is eating at me bad.  I think that's everything off the top of my head other than the usual overthinking and getting pissed when I start thinking about my past.  Part of me wants to get tested for like autism or aspegers or whatever when I get home, but I don't know what good it will do, since it'll be just another thing for my mom to tell me to get over.  So yeah
Oh and even though I only have a month or so left here, I'd still like to meet up with oss, even thought he already blew me of like twice before.  I doubt it'll happen tho

i dont think the “not knowing what to do cuz i dont know anybody” part is a bad thing. during the summer, i was forced to live on campus for the college experience™ and dorm w/ others, but i ended up always going home instead of living in the dorms. my roommates were cool, but i never bothered to get to know them better outside of class

how come youre tryna learn german? my brother has a gundam model thats been siting there for like a month, hasnt tried to build it

havent seen much of oss around, is he even active still?
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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by alphy on Today at 03:14:27 AM »
Deadline for a coursework in Monday
Deadline for task to take a job is in Monday. Taking job will consume all my free time.
A shittone of homework for next week
Diploma until June though
Nobody visits classes
Nobody to help me
Nobody to talk with
No time to update my gaming thread, no time to waste
Why I'm still here? A big hypocrisy from my side. But other than that it is great.

sounds like a lotta stress

do you try to find time to relieve some stress?
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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by alphy on Today at 03:12:27 AM »
hang in there, college can be tough

I tried to go for the whole college experience and I didn't work out, chemistry is super hard

and I'm all right - just working and trying to meet someone

TWD S8 is over and I haven't even finished it, it's been so long since I've watched a show :(

yeah, chemistry is a challenge but it feels good when i finally understand it

ive been super bad about twd, i think i stopped watching it 2 episodes into season 8

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The Flood / Re: who would win
« Last post by SecondClass on Today at 02:57:33 AM »
But Aku can win the long war by conquering Middle-Earth and making it a Samurai Jack situation

he has the advantage that no mortal weapons of any kind can hurt him
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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« Last post by Naru on Today at 02:57:23 AM »
I have one more academic year to finish my astronomy major and physics minor. I would've gotten a physics major but the quantum professor said no because she doesn't want me to fail and I don't wanna stay another fucking semester being jewed out thousands for one core class to finish a second bachelors. Plus I hate physics. Might get a research position with faculty about asteroid stuff which seems promising. Technically I graduate this coming fall but I'm starting the extra semester for research experience and maybe a during internship for a newspaper.

Also I went bar hopping
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The Flood / Re: who would win
« Last post by SecondClass on Today at 02:52:49 AM »
Also Gandalf is a Maia so his spells would definitely harm Aku (Eru itself is in every Ainur)
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The Flood / Re: who would win
« Last post by Killua on Today at 02:48:20 AM »
technically Olorin in the form of Gandalf is only forbidden to use his true power against Sauron and his forces IIRC, so he wouldn't be nerfed against Aku
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