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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« on: Today at 06:40:01 PM »
Coming to the end of my third year of uni (doing computer science). Finalising our big group project which we present to the public in three weeks. Got one more year left after this where I've gotta decide on what I want to do for my individual project. Problem is that you can do absolutely anything you want, but have to come up with it yourself, which I'm terrible at doing. Hoping to do something related to machine learning, not sure what specifically.

Other than that, nothing much. Haven't had much time for gaming because of coursework and have only really been playing Sea of Thieves, PUBG and New Vegas. Hoping to get back to The Witcher 3 soon, though.
what was the project?

 i hate working with others
So there's 66 of us split into groups of 6, and since September each group has been working on a video game. It's all coming to an end now, and in a couple weeks there'll be a Games Day where the general public can come in to play our games. Our game is an arena-based game where 32 players are competing in what is basically American football but with some light parkour and emphasis on tackling other players. It's very wacky with some crazy physics. Earlier this week we had some school kids come in to play and they all really enjoyed it, some saying they would probably buy it if it were released which was great to hear.

Group projects are very hit-or-miss for me. Get a good group and it'll be one of the best projects, get a bad group and it'll be one of the worst. Thankfully I have a good group this year.

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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« on: Today at 05:34:47 PM »
I've had a subpar week. I've become obsessed with abstinence for its social benefits as well as my own pride as I remove addiction from my life (as well as the chemical boost I'd receive to facilitate muscle growth). Unfortunately, this presents a few problems I've had issues dealing with. For example, my anxiety has spiked. I used to be a pretty anxious person to begin with but in the last couple of years I've been meeting my very high personal standards of productivity and the confidence boost did wonders for my stress levels. This last week though has been particularly difficult because, when I'm not otherwise occupied, all I'm thinking about is sex. I spent 4 hours at the gym on Tuesday, most likely because of this (I mean, I also wanted a thorough leg workout.) My sex drive is through the fucking roof, which makes it a lot harder to focus on other things while at home (school, art, talking with friends, etc.) This makes me feel anxious because

a) I'm trying to avoid sex and/or masturbation, but I really want to fuck

and

b) I don't want to fail to meet my own expectations.

So I either give in to my desires and feel somewhat relaxed for a time (which can be helpful for falling asleep, which is generally how I used to do it), but have to deal with the fact that I failed to do something I set out to do,

OR

deal with the side affects of my anxiety, like difficulty falling asleep, difficulty finding motivation (which I've always prided myself on not needing, so imagine how low it must really be here), lowered hunger, etc. Failing to fall asleep and not eating right directly affects my primary focus these days (training), so it's an even bigger problem. For example, Wednesday night which marked the 2 week point for my current absitence period, I could NOT fall asleep. This directly affected my ability to perform at the gym the following morning, where I could not lift anywhere near my previous bests. For anyone who trains, the high you get from visibly getting stronger and pushing higher weight is awesome, but you also know the feeling of defeat at not being able to beat even on par with your previous self. I also got my results for my monthly weigh-in and it should have made me much happier than it did.

It could be that I didn't have a great work schedule last weekend (I feel very useless if I'm at work and not working, so when they asked me to train the new kid, I had him do everything I usually do on my shift, and I felt sort of superfluous) or the fact that my trainer has been gone for a week on a trip, and being the highly habitual creature that I am (borderline neurotic), I'm just feeling a little subconsciously frazzled at the weird day-to-day I'm going through. I'm trying to get back to my normal sex drive (release every other day or so, sometimes longer depending on schedule.)

Not a bad week relatively speaking, but I'm someone that generally wakes up pretty excited to get his shit done and loves his life, so a 5 or 6/10 week feels like a real bust to me. I was going to make a thread but this worked out perfectly.
Why even set this "goal"? What's wrong with having sex and masturbating?
god is always watching

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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« on: Today at 04:45:11 AM »
hang in there, college can be tough

I tried to go for the whole college experience and I didn't work out, chemistry is super hard

and I'm all right - just working and trying to meet someone

TWD S8 is over and I haven't even finished it, it's been so long since I've watched a show :(

yeah, chemistry is a challenge but it feels good when i finally understand it

ive been super bad about twd, i think i stopped watching it 2 episodes into season 8
This season was pretty shit, with a small number of decent ones sprinkled here and there.

The finale felt like it should have been one for a much better season though, it was pretty great and surprisingly emotional as far as modern TWD goes.

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The Flood / Re: howre you doing
« on: Today at 04:44:35 AM »
Coming to the end of my third year of uni (doing computer science). Finalising our big group project which we present to the public in three weeks. Got one more year left after this where I've gotta decide on what I want to do for my individual project. Problem is that you can do absolutely anything you want, but have to come up with it yourself, which I'm terrible at doing. Hoping to do something related to machine learning, not sure what specifically.

Other than that, nothing much. Haven't had much time for gaming because of coursework and have only really been playing Sea of Thieves, PUBG and New Vegas. Hoping to get back to The Witcher 3 soon, though.

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The Flood / Re: Post characters that are literally you
« on: April 19, 2018, 07:30:06 AM »
This is literally me. Intelligent, nihilistic, and with a wicked sense of humour.


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The Flood / Re: Harry Potter RP in gmod in a nutshell
« on: April 16, 2018, 04:59:45 AM »
"No!"

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Gaming / Re: What Is Your Opinion Of BDobbins?
« on: April 15, 2018, 04:11:41 PM »
He's always been a twat.

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The Flood / Re: Meme thread
« on: April 15, 2018, 01:05:58 PM »
if ancient gamer is fallout 3, halo 3 etc, what the hell do you call someone like Fedorekd
Daddy

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Gaming / Re: What are some popular franchises that you've never played
« on: April 15, 2018, 10:31:57 AM »
Pokemon
Zelda
Final Fantasy
Dark Souls
Ninja Gaiden
Tomb Raider
Uncharted
God of War
Kingdom Hearts
Street Fighter
Resident Evil
Splinter Cell
You should play most of those, but I can't believe you haven't played Dark Souls. Didn't you at least play Bloodborne?
None of these franchises particularly interest me.

And I haven't played Bloodborne because I don't have a PS4.

I actually have played Dark Souls when it was free on 360 but I couldn't get into it. I only put it on this list because I didn't really play it enough to count.
fuck you kike
Where's my rent?

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Gaming / Re: What are some popular franchises that you've never played
« on: April 15, 2018, 10:23:16 AM »
Pokemon
Zelda
Final Fantasy
Dark Souls
Ninja Gaiden
Tomb Raider
Uncharted
God of War
Kingdom Hearts
Street Fighter
Resident Evil
Splinter Cell
You should play most of those, but I can't believe you haven't played Dark Souls. Didn't you at least play Bloodborne?
None of these franchises particularly interest me.

And I haven't played Bloodborne because I don't have a PS4.

I actually have played Dark Souls when it was free on 360 but I couldn't get into it. I only put it on this list because I didn't really play it enough to count.

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Gaming / Re: What are some popular franchises that you've never played
« on: April 15, 2018, 09:34:16 AM »
Pokemon
Zelda
Final Fantasy
Dark Souls
Ninja Gaiden
Tomb Raider
Uncharted
God of War
Kingdom Hearts
Street Fighter
Resident Evil
Splinter Cell

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Serious / Re: Trump Vows ‘Big Price’ for Syria Attack
« on: April 14, 2018, 01:03:47 PM »
It's great how one of the major reasons trump won was because ignorant double digit IQ retards thought Hillary was gonna start "WW3" by enforcing a no fly zone in Syria.
just give him a chance

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Gaming / Re: Video game music that no one appreciates but you
« on: April 14, 2018, 12:48:39 PM »
YouTube

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Gaming / Re: Video game music that no one appreciates but you
« on: April 14, 2018, 09:52:46 AM »
YouTube

YouTube

One of these isn't music.

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Serious / Re: Trump Vows ‘Big Price’ for Syria Attack
« on: April 14, 2018, 04:18:06 AM »
I'm glad the Tory minority government's foreign policy is dictated by Blumpf's twitter.

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The Flood / Re: Ender
« on: April 13, 2018, 06:58:59 PM »

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The Flood / Re: Ender
« on: April 13, 2018, 06:58:42 PM »
Ender please like mine.
nice dubs bro

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The Flood / Re: Is an egg a fruit or a vegetable?
« on: April 13, 2018, 06:58:23 PM »

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The Flood / Re: Ender
« on: April 13, 2018, 06:41:29 PM »
Ender please like mine.

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The Flood / Re: Psy this isn't going to get you the pussy
« on: April 13, 2018, 10:49:51 AM »
what the heck

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The Flood / Re: SecondClass shaming thread
« on: April 10, 2018, 03:36:01 PM »
don't get me wrong, I have very little respect for academic convention
Oh don't get me started on that shit. Nothing like being up until 2am because the editor has remarks about the style before publishing. Thankfully most good journals have people who do just that for you. And many of the common styles in non-contintental journals look absolutely horrendous too. MLA, APA, CMS? Ugh, what is up with the double-spacing, large borders and lack of structuring with headlines.
You can say that again
Oh don't get me started on that shit. Nothing like being up until 2am because the editor has remarks about the style before publishing. Thankfully most good journals have people who do just that for you. And many of the common styles in non-contintental journals look absolutely horrendous too. MLA, APA, CMS? Ugh, what is up with the double-spacing, large borders and lack of structuring with headlines.

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Gaming / Re: Fedorekd plays The Witcher 3 - The Free City
« on: April 10, 2018, 10:53:54 AM »
haven't played this in a couple weeks. got a bit distracted when i went home for the holidays. iirc I'm onto the stuff about finding Whoreson Junior.

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The Flood / Re: new solo trailer
« on: April 09, 2018, 01:31:10 PM »
YouTube

I like how when it says "jabba" there's a shot of Caloreesi.

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The Flood / Re: Post shit from your childhood
« on: April 09, 2018, 11:22:24 AM »

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The Flood / Re: new solo trailer
« on: April 09, 2018, 06:11:19 AM »
I'M HAN SOLO, I'M HAN SOLO, I'M HAN SOLO

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The Flood / new solo trailer
« on: April 09, 2018, 05:09:31 AM »
YouTube


wow i cant wait. so exciting

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The Flood / Re: What is your daily routine
« on: April 08, 2018, 09:09:14 AM »
Wake up
Go to lectures
Do some coursework
Play video games
Sleep
This basically
I guess you guys left out the eating part because British "cuisine" isn't food 😏
>americans think this is food

IT'S ROTTEEEEEEEEEEEN
when your country sucks so bad at making food you have to call over a british chef to show you how to do it right  :P  :P  :P
>tfw Ramsay is from Scotland 😏👌
>implying Scotland isn't in Britain
Not for long you filthy brexiter
fuck i might have to move there  :'(

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The Flood / Re: What is your daily routine
« on: April 08, 2018, 08:57:42 AM »
Wake up
Go to lectures
Do some coursework
Play video games
Sleep
This basically
I guess you guys left out the eating part because British "cuisine" isn't food 😏
>americans think this is food

IT'S ROTTEEEEEEEEEEEN
when your country sucks so bad at making food you have to call over a british chef to show you how to do it right  :P  :P  :P
>tfw Ramsay is from Scotland 😏👌
>implying Scotland isn't in Britain

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The Flood / Re: What is your daily routine
« on: April 08, 2018, 08:51:54 AM »
Wake up
Go to lectures
Do some coursework
Play video games
Sleep
This basically
I guess you guys left out the eating part because British "cuisine" isn't food 😏
>americans think this is food

IT'S ROTTEEEEEEEEEEEN
when your country sucks so bad at making food you have to call over a british chef to show you how to do it right  :P  :P  :P

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The Flood / Re: What is your daily routine
« on: April 08, 2018, 08:49:42 AM »
Wake up
Go to lectures
Do some coursework
Play video games
Sleep
This basically
I guess you guys left out the eating part because British "cuisine" isn't food 😏
>americans think this is food

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