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991
« on: May 13, 2019, 08:47:53 AM »
I don't want to hate you, but you make it impossible not to. How can you honestly claim you don't hurt everyone around you, and then in the next breath claim you're responsible for the death of some girl.
Get help before you kill anything, or anyone, else.
I killed Emily not in reality, but in what I should have done. And that was like eight years ago. If you joined my server and actually tried to reconnect with me and know the person I am now you wouldn't hate me. I don't blame you for not wanting to do that, but if you don't then please don't act like these wrong judgments of me you burden yourself with constantly are justified.
992
« on: May 13, 2019, 08:43:44 AM »
If Sol had any compassion in her black heart left at all, this would be the time where she grows the fuck up and apologizes to me. But nope - she just has to make it about herself, follow the bullies, and keep up the status quo to look cool. What a person she turned out to be. Such a spoiled, entitled, little princess who thinks she runs the fucking world and everything is catered to her whims. Someday she'll get a reality check and it will be oh so satisfying to see it happen. Her luck won't last too much longer - bad people are the ones who no one likes in the end, no matter what clout or materials they've gained from being bad.
What on earth would I ever apologize to you for.
You're murdering small animals, performing sex work for drugs, and children live in the same space as you. Someone has to do something.
If you seriously think I went out of my way to catch and butcher some cat then you're either retarded or a psycho yourself. I linked this thread to the Video Club and everyone was laughing at how idiotic you guys sound. You're a bunch of fucking 4chan-esque maniacs and what little respect I had for this forum was eliminated here.
You should apologize for following me around and saying these awful things about me everywhere you go. Yes, I did something bad to you a long time ago, but at this point it's time to grow up and move on.
993
« on: May 13, 2019, 07:55:17 AM »
If Sol had any compassion in her black heart left at all, this would be the time where she grows the fuck up and apologizes to me. But nope - she just has to make it about herself, follow the bullies, and keep up the status quo to look cool. What a person she turned out to be. Such a spoiled, entitled, little princess who thinks she runs the fucking world and everything is catered to her whims. Someday she'll get a reality check and it will be oh so satisfying to see it happen. Her luck won't last too much longer - bad people are the ones who no one likes in the end, no matter what clout or materials they've gained from being bad.
994
« on: May 13, 2019, 07:41:12 AM »
I'm calling the police.
I know that you've been arrested before and that they will be able to find you.
just in case, should I send them to the address at Sul**** ******* or Sha******* **?
lmao is this supposed to scare me? Please call the police - I did nothing illegal whatsoever
995
« on: May 13, 2019, 04:09:44 AM »
Yeah I've started a regimen myself. I'm doing squats every day to make my butt look nice. I need to be an attractive trap to compete with Sol.
its not a competition, and you're not going to be able to compete anyway, he has the height advantage of being short
exactly I'm just going to step on him lol
it's not an advantage at all
You're right, hon. Girls can be tall, too
You can be bitter all you want lmao. It will just make it funnier when I'll pass as an Amazon because of all of the standards I'm holding myself to now while you sulk. Actually, damn. That's not really funny, on second thought. It's actually just sad. I really hope you let go of all this hate and negativity towards others, because those toxins poison you and you alone.
996
« on: May 13, 2019, 12:24:21 AM »
 Thanks to a really inspirational post I made on r/truefilm, we have tons of members now. It also doubles as a trans support group. Sol's server has members, yes, but it has no soul. Please keep that in mind,
997
« on: May 12, 2019, 11:36:46 PM »
Yeah I've started a regimen myself. I'm doing squats every day to make my butt look nice. I need to be an attractive trap to compete with Sol.
its not a competition, and you're not going to be able to compete anyway, he has the height advantage of being short
exactly I'm just going to step on him lol
it's not an advantage at all
998
« on: May 12, 2019, 09:40:19 PM »
Then you don't fucking know me at all. Who poisoned your minds about me? What the fuck did I do that makes you think I'd be capable of such a gruesome act?
999
« on: May 12, 2019, 08:55:45 PM »
Okay do you guys actually think I killed this cat or are you just trying to get me upset? Very childish.
1000
« on: May 12, 2019, 08:34:02 PM »
You're all a bunch of fucking trolls.
1001
« on: May 12, 2019, 08:20:38 PM »
No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldnβt be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory
why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.
Bloodβs pretty fresh, it was clearly killed right before you took the picture. And for someone pretending to be so horrified by a dead cat, you seem to be completely comfortable taking several pictures all from different angles. Whatβs more likely, your bullshit story about going to buy candy and finding a dead cat, or the fact that youβre so mentally deranged from meth abuse you strangled this cat and cut him open with your pocket knife?
Really? Really?! I'm so fucking disgusted that you'd think I'd ever fucking do that. You're a fucking psycho. What's more fucking likely????? Defintely the first one motherfucker. I did meth fucking once. I was NOT comfortable with this at all. It fucking made me so sad. I had to take pictures because otherwise you giys would say it's bullshit. I needed proof. I can't believe fucking Verbatim liked your post. I am just fucking appalled at this entire community right now. You should be fucking ashamed for posting this, and anyone who liked the post should be ashamed too. I want my Mom to call you. You have the wrong idea about me 100%. I'm the only fucking good person here. You're a sicko. Go fuck yourself.
1002
« on: May 12, 2019, 08:06:17 PM »
Yeah I've started a regimen myself. I'm doing squats every day to make my butt look nice. I need to be an attractive trap to compete with Sol.
1003
« on: May 12, 2019, 08:02:32 PM »
No corpse looks like that after getting hit by a train, retard. Nice try tweaker. Legit wouldnβt be surprised if you killed the cat and cut it in half yourself.
maybe it didnt get hit by a train then - I have no fucking idea it was just a theory
why do you have such a negative opinion of me??? I wouldn't fucking kill a cat. Please just shut the fuck up dude, you're a menace.
1004
« on: May 12, 2019, 07:38:13 PM »
So this all happened because no one wanted to do anything with me today. Elliott was stuck on his tablet and Mom didn't want to watch a show or anything. So I asked, "if you guys don't want to do anything with me today, can you at least give me a dollar so I can walk up to the store and get a coke," to which she was like "I don't have a dollar, sorry." So I just said I'd find one myself, in my change and such.
I guess they didn't think I was serious or something, because as soon as I went into my room and flipped my couch up, my Mom went into her room and brought out like, three dollars in quarters. She said, "there's one dollar for you, one for Elliott, and one for me." Elliott's came from his stash, and I was thankful my Mom gave me a dollar. So the idea is I'd walk up there and get us each a dollar sized treat. Elliott wanted sour Skittles, my Mom wanted peanut M&Ms, and I wanted the little baggie of mini Twix.
So I walked up to Family Dollar - all is fine. I picked out those three items and I asked the lady there if Chris (the store manager) got her note that I stopped by the previous day to inquire about that job. She said yes, but that they were busy and had so much going on, but that he'd definitely call me because they're desperate for more workers. Awesome. So I'm pretty much set for that job.
I figured I'd stop and try to find John, because honestly I looked pretty nice and I wanted to tell him that I started HRT. I went down the tracks to find him, but couldn't. I figured I'd walk up to the second bridge and have a little reprieve there, see if anyone was headed this way, and then head back.
But what I found at the second bridge was so fucking disturbing and fucked up. At first I thought there were two of them, but then I realized it was just two halves of the same body. There was a dead cat there. She was so fucking fresh - she couldn't have died more than twenty minutes from when I got there. I think the train probably hit her. I was so sad.
Anyway, I took the bottom half of the cat and put her back onto the top half, so at least she had some dignity. I pet her, felt her, shooed away the flies that were quickly convening on her, and just cried. I looked into her eyes and she looked like she was still alive. It had to have happened so fucking recently. I almost considered burying her, or trying to taxidermize her, but I was like that's dumb. Unfortunately, I didn't bring my fucking phone with me, but I knew I had to go back out there and take pictures. So I set up some rocks in the shape of "DO NOT MOVE" on rhe tracks near it.
Once I did all that, I realized I just touched and handled a dead animal. So I took a detour and walked up the bridge and crossed the street to get into the gas station bathroom. I washed my hands and arms thoroughly, apologized to the clerk that I had just entered the place to use the bathroom, and went back down to the bridge and went home. I was sure to run when I could, because I didn't want night to fall and have my pictures be useless.
I got home, dropped off the candy, and told my Mom what happened. She understood, and I took my phone back out there to get some photos. It started raining, unfortunately, but I remembered that the cat was under the bridge and thus this wouldn't be a problem. I went there, took all my photos, and walked back to the first bridge. I met some new people there - told them about the cat and they didn't care, and us three waited for the storm to pass. The guy was a total dick to his wife/girlfriend but I held my tongue.
The storm cleared, they went up the tracks toward the second bridge and I went back home. The storm was intense as I walked home, but I was just glad I got those photos. I'll post them below in spoiler tags.
So yeah. This little cat died because we just needed to move things faster. Life is so cruel and pointless. No morally conscious person isn't an antinatalist.
1005
« on: May 12, 2019, 10:40:35 AM »
yeah shocker, people use HRT just to look more feminine and prettier, not to actually feel like a woman! Shouldn't have come as a shock to me. I was having hope but nah - society just cares about looks. That's all there is, that's just how the story goes. You need to look good or else you're trash and even HRT itself thinks thats the only reason why you want on it. Great.
maybe you can describe it to me
what do you think a girl feels like
No idea! Never been one! I'd hope not being angry all the time, not hating your own body all the time, not being so filled with hate and rage and senseless violence. But no - HRT just makes you look cute, that's all it's for.
tbh i've felt a lot less angry and frustrated since i've started, so at least give it a shot before you pass it off as doing nothing
what I told her, and exactly what I told her, was that nothing had changed because she'd only been taking hrt for three days, and it would take weeks for these minor changes in mood to appear, and months to reach full strength
of course, SecondClass has no concept of a drug that takes longer than an hour to alter your mind, and also no concept of a drug that doesn't change your mind in an extreme way
I am willing to put money on it that she thinks all biological females are ditzy and cloudy brained, and constantly giggly. To SecondClass, this isn't treatment for dysphoria, this is just another drug.
You're way off base pal! Don't take your anger out on me.
1006
« on: May 12, 2019, 08:32:01 AM »
I refuse to let the fact that life has been a little hard turn me into a stereotypical ladyboy sex worker, and someone like you with no respect for those close to them, for their own body, or for themself in general can never understand that.
What??? I have no respect for others? Shut the fuck up you privileged little girl. I have no respect for myself, yes, because I fucking killed Emily. I can respect others. I'm nice. Why is it so hard for you to be the same way?
1007
« on: May 11, 2019, 11:59:23 PM »
1008
« on: May 11, 2019, 10:30:06 PM »
It's such a great film. I at least have plenty of DXM to enjoy it on, and idk maybe my mood will improve. We're making preparations in my discord and I'll post the rabb.it link here when it's ready! It starts in about a half hour, at midnight EST. I'm making popcorn too.
1009
« on: May 11, 2019, 10:23:54 PM »
Ah damn, you're smart. I never thought about that option. That would be quick, poetic, and apt. That's probably what I'll do when I do it. I would have to do something to knock me unconscious or else I know I'd pussy out though. Thanks for this; I hope you've been doing well. I know we've had our problems in the past but I sincerely hope your life has been ok.
1010
« on: May 11, 2019, 10:09:25 PM »
Iβd shoot everybody in this thread if I knew I could get away with it.
I'd welcome that
Maybe someday we can do like an assisted suicide thing in a state where it's legal and you wouldn't even have to worry about the law.
idk, I sound dumb just something worth staying positive and hopeful about
1011
« on: May 11, 2019, 10:05:05 PM »
ngl I'd be weirded the fuck out if I was sol and someone offered me like, 12x the going rate of a tg hooker around here.
that just screams "you gonna end up the dead person on some Investigation Discovery program" to me
Yeah, that's why you should be careful and be on your guard. And lol, I'd relish the chance to die anyway. If it was get five grand and turn my family's life around or die trying, and I get the compliment of someone liking my body enough to even do all this, yeah I wouldn't be bitching like sol is. Whatever. I just went to sleep and woke up and I'm still more angry than ever. I'm useless, so is she, and so is this entire fucking world.
1012
« on: May 11, 2019, 10:01:33 PM »
also stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
you do have a pretty admirable mindset tho
thanks, I try to stay positive more these days and talk about how things are going to get better, but staying grounded in reality is important tooalso stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
LOL. If you think your life is bad you are just a spoiled person lol. I'm not fucking flattering you, I'm pointing out that you have it all yet still lord over us. Like yeah, I get it. You're amazing. Great stuff buddy!
I know this is hard for you to understand, but I have REAL problems in my life other than whether or not people like me on the internet, or whether or not I'm being treated like a PURCHASABLE OBJECT often enough
I don't want to talk about everything ailing me right now, but your misplaced envy is really pissing me off
If you have the option of having someone pay for the privilege of fucking you because they find you that attractive, you don't have real problems. Hahaha what are your fucking problems? My family is getting kicked out of our house. I'd be flattered if someone wanted to have sex with my disgusting body, let alone pay me five grand for the honor of it. You're a child.
I'm a child, but you think of women as non-human objects to be bought and sold and that's a completely mature way to think, right?
No I should just take the money and when my boyfriend finds out I can just tell him, "Hey I love you and everything but neither our relationship nor the dignity of all women and especially all trans-women aren't worth $5,000 to me."
LOL NO???
If a woman was offering a guy five grand to do the same, he'd be an idiot not to as well. Gender is MEANINGLESS in this scenario, don't try to paint me as a misogynist just because you're so coddled that A) you have some man taking care of you and B) even if you didn't, you could easily fucking get five grand just for getting off with someone who likes your body. Fucking disgusting dude. You are so entitled and privileged and I'm starting to not even feel bad anymore after seeing the person all that suffering made you into. Suffering is supposed to form you into a better, more tolerant person, but it seems as soon as you got the chance at the good life you certainly hopped ship and clung to that. You're just like my sister lol. Fucking it enjoy it please, and for God's sake, stop fucking complaining.
1013
« on: May 11, 2019, 02:50:19 PM »
yeah shocker, people use HRT just to look more feminine and prettier, not to actually feel like a woman! Shouldn't have come as a shock to me. I was having hope but nah - society just cares about looks. That's all there is, that's just how the story goes. You need to look good or else you're trash and even HRT itself thinks thats the only reason why you want on it. Great.
maybe you can describe it to me
what do you think a girl feels like
No idea! Never been one! I'd hope not being angry all the time, not hating your own body all the time, not being so filled with hate and rage and senseless violence. But no - HRT just makes you look cute, that's all it's for.
tbh i've felt a lot less angry and frustrated since i've started, so at least give it a shot before you pass it off as doing nothing
Just taking words from the great masters of this!
1014
« on: May 11, 2019, 02:47:45 PM »
also stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
you do have a pretty admirable mindset tho
thanks, I try to stay positive more these days and talk about how things are going to get better, but staying grounded in reality is important tooalso stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
LOL. If you think your life is bad you are just a spoiled person lol. I'm not fucking flattering you, I'm pointing out that you have it all yet still lord over us. Like yeah, I get it. You're amazing. Great stuff buddy!
I know this is hard for you to understand, but I have REAL problems in my life other than whether or not people like me on the internet, or whether or not I'm being treated like a PURCHASABLE OBJECT often enough
I don't want to talk about everything ailing me right now, but your misplaced envy is really pissing me off
If you have the option of having someone pay for the privilege of fucking you because they find you that attractive, you don't have real problems. Hahaha what are your fucking problems? My family is getting kicked out of our house. I'd be flattered if someone wanted to have sex with my disgusting body, let alone pay me five grand for the honor of it. You're a child.
Could be some gross, skeevy, or black guy offering the money tho. It's not always worth the money
(tho I'd prolly take that offer)
Yeah I'd take the money if it was some gross person offering me $50. I'm gross, he's gross, what's the fucking difference? $50 could get me a nice couple of days. $500 is like an entire paycheck. and $5000 is more than I've ever seen in my lifetime and would change my entire family's fucking lives. But Sol can't do it because it feels so ewwy for someone to be so attracted to you they're willing to drop five grand. It's a fucking joke. I have to go to bed rn but I sincerely hope I don't wake up. I know that I will which is the saddest part about this entire thing
1015
« on: May 11, 2019, 02:12:57 PM »
yeah shocker, people use HRT just to look more feminine and prettier, not to actually feel like a woman! Shouldn't have come as a shock to me. I was having hope but nah - society just cares about looks. That's all there is, that's just how the story goes. You need to look good or else you're trash and even HRT itself thinks thats the only reason why you want on it. Great.
maybe you can describe it to me
what do you think a girl feels like
No idea! Never been one! I'd hope not being angry all the time, not hating your own body all the time, not being so filled with hate and rage and senseless violence. But no - HRT just makes you look cute, that's all it's for.
1016
« on: May 11, 2019, 02:00:58 PM »
also stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
you do have a pretty admirable mindset tho
thanks, I try to stay positive more these days and talk about how things are going to get better, but staying grounded in reality is important tooalso stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
LOL. If you think your life is bad you are just a spoiled person lol. I'm not fucking flattering you, I'm pointing out that you have it all yet still lord over us. Like yeah, I get it. You're amazing. Great stuff buddy!
I know this is hard for you to understand, but I have REAL problems in my life other than whether or not people like me on the internet, or whether or not I'm being treated like a PURCHASABLE OBJECT often enough
I don't want to talk about everything ailing me right now, but your misplaced envy is really pissing me off
If you have the option of having someone pay for the privilege of fucking you because they find you that attractive, you don't have real problems. Hahaha what are your fucking problems? My family is getting kicked out of our house. I'd be flattered if someone wanted to have sex with my disgusting body, let alone pay me five grand for the honor of it. You're a child.
1017
« on: May 11, 2019, 01:52:35 PM »
yeah shocker, people use HRT just to look more feminine and prettier, not to actually feel like a woman! Shouldn't have come as a shock to me. I was having hope but nah - society just cares about looks. That's all there is, that's just how the story goes. You need to look good or else you're trash and even HRT itself thinks thats the only reason why you want on it. Great.
1018
« on: May 11, 2019, 01:48:22 PM »
also stop it, I'm not perfect and my life is almost as garbage as yours is, I don't want flattery and I won't accept it from you
LOL. If you think your life is bad you are just a spoiled person lol. I'm not fucking flattering you, I'm pointing out that you have it all yet still lord over us. Like yeah, I get it. You're amazing. Great stuff buddy!
1019
« on: May 11, 2019, 01:32:35 PM »
ok
make up your mind
1020
« on: May 11, 2019, 01:31:23 PM »
you sound jealous
Oh I'm incredibly jealous. I'm jealous and yet it's well deserved karma for what I did to her. I'm in no position to complain - yet I'm complaining. That makes me even worse. Sol has everything, and she's an amazing person. Really lost my chance there, as I do with absolutely everything.
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