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6421
« on: November 15, 2016, 11:41:34 PM »
Oh boo fucking who. Just get a mail to order bride like Trump did and shut up.
lmao fuck off deci
lmao fuck off class
Good one? also get on discord jesus
6422
« on: November 15, 2016, 11:41:08 PM »
jesus christ what the fuck is this
fuck california
What you expected shit to be cheap here? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Welcome to California, where your wallet gets cucked everyday.
woah man you said cuck, what a badass
6423
« on: November 15, 2016, 11:40:42 PM »
Oh boo fucking who. Just get a mail to order bride like Trump did and shut up.
lmao fuck off deci
6424
« on: November 15, 2016, 01:52:32 PM »
ok
6425
« on: November 15, 2016, 01:08:28 PM »
6426
« on: November 15, 2016, 10:41:30 AM »
it's like bioscience minus the bro
6427
« on: November 14, 2016, 08:12:59 PM »
just redosed lmao
call the police if you dont hear from me in four days
6428
« on: November 14, 2016, 08:12:18 PM »
I don't understand how you can have a 'happy trip' on dxm
do you take enough to really dissociate from reality? that can be a dark place in my experience
god I hope I dissociate, it's amazing
took them at 3:00, 3:40 now
only feeling a little off
how do you feel/think when you dissociate?
everything feels so far away
like yesterday seems like 100 years ago, like a distant memory
my name/face seem like someone else
careful that you don't send yourself psychotic, dude
if you think life is bad now, wait until you've broken your brain and feel depressed on top of that
not much to lose
oh well, if anything's going to teach you to value the little things and simple pleasures, it'll be a round trip to hell and back
at this point I feel blessed and euphoric when I have my hands busy with housework hahaha
"the little things" are shit
my whole life needs to be changed
and yeah I'm feeling it now, this is far from "hell"
Change comes from personal effort.
Drugs can give a different perspective, but they aren't going to do the change for you.
some things you cant change and yeah I'm only trying to be happy rn
6429
« on: November 14, 2016, 06:38:10 PM »
nope
6430
« on: November 14, 2016, 06:28:33 PM »
ill succ yo dick for less
dont have one
6431
« on: November 14, 2016, 06:12:51 PM »
I don't understand how you can have a 'happy trip' on dxm
do you take enough to really dissociate from reality? that can be a dark place in my experience
god I hope I dissociate, it's amazing
took them at 3:00, 3:40 now
only feeling a little off
how do you feel/think when you dissociate?
everything feels so far away
like yesterday seems like 100 years ago, like a distant memory
my name/face seem like someone else
careful that you don't send yourself psychotic, dude
if you think life is bad now, wait until you've broken your brain and feel depressed on top of that
not much to lose
oh well, if anything's going to teach you to value the little things and simple pleasures, it'll be a round trip to hell and back
at this point I feel blessed and euphoric when I have my hands busy with housework hahaha
"the little things" are shit
my whole life needs to be changed
and yeah I'm feeling it now, this is far from "hell"
hey I'm not here to preach, just warn
hell comes later
I at least wish you smooth sailing for now
you dont know me
6432
« on: November 14, 2016, 06:08:00 PM »
I don't understand how you can have a 'happy trip' on dxm
do you take enough to really dissociate from reality? that can be a dark place in my experience
god I hope I dissociate, it's amazing
took them at 3:00, 3:40 now
only feeling a little off
how do you feel/think when you dissociate?
everything feels so far away
like yesterday seems like 100 years ago, like a distant memory
my name/face seem like someone else
careful that you don't send yourself psychotic, dude
if you think life is bad now, wait until you've broken your brain and feel depressed on top of that
not much to lose
oh well, if anything's going to teach you to value the little things and simple pleasures, it'll be a round trip to hell and back
at this point I feel blessed and euphoric when I have my hands busy with housework hahaha
"the little things" are shit my whole life needs to be changed and yeah I'm feeling it now, this is far from "hell"
6433
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:59:20 PM »
I don't understand how you can have a 'happy trip' on dxm
do you take enough to really dissociate from reality? that can be a dark place in my experience
god I hope I dissociate, it's amazing
took them at 3:00, 3:40 now
only feeling a little off
how do you feel/think when you dissociate?
everything feels so far away
like yesterday seems like 100 years ago, like a distant memory
my name/face seem like someone else
careful that you don't send yourself psychotic, dude
if you think life is bad now, wait until you've broken your brain and feel depressed on top of that
not much to lose
6434
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:45:20 PM »
I don't understand how you can have a 'happy trip' on dxm
do you take enough to really dissociate from reality? that can be a dark place in my experience
god I hope I dissociate, it's amazing
took them at 3:00, 3:40 now
only feeling a little off
how do you feel/think when you dissociate?
everything feels so far away like yesterday seems like 100 years ago, like a distant memory my name/face seem like someone else
6435
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:41:50 PM »
I don't understand how you can have a 'happy trip' on dxm
do you take enough to really dissociate from reality? that can be a dark place in my experience
god I hope I dissociate, it's amazing took them at 3:00, 3:40 now only feeling a little off
6436
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:21:04 PM »
Coricidin can make you really sick. If you're determined to trip DXM, stick to things that only have DXM alone.
I got a bottle of the softgels (300mg of pure DXM) and a pack of CCCs so I could get to 600mg and still have enough left to redose when I start coming down
6437
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:07:21 PM »
Should you make your bleak life even bleaker?
wow, that's a toughy
except it doesnt
it makes everything so happy and optimistic
pretend happiness
pretend optimism
then reality comes back harder than ever
I'd rather have pretend happiness than no happiness
6438
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:05:37 PM »
why are you such a loser
hi dad
6439
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:05:18 PM »
Should you make your bleak life even bleaker?
wow, that's a toughy
except it doesnt it makes everything so happy and optimistic
6440
« on: November 14, 2016, 05:02:22 PM »
I mean I already took them, everything is so bleak in my life
more of a thread to call me an idiot I guess
6441
« on: November 14, 2016, 04:06:07 PM »
jesus christ what the fuck is this fuck california
6442
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:49:18 PM »
god I love life
all things considered you have it easier than a lot of other people as far as starting point goes
LOL O L not only did I lose the great coin flip of life™, I lost it so hard that it was made sure I had zero to one percent of transitioning convincingly I'm tall as fuck, have mannish facial features, apparently have bad shoulders now, and in general just disgusting I'll probably end up doing it anyway, cause it's that or kms pretty much. Best case scenario, I'm some freak's fetish, whatever. Better than nonexistence, only time will tell
6443
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:42:19 PM »
god I love life
6444
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:39:11 PM »
Anyways you're 6'3" and like 170 which is pretty thin but you CAN afford to get skinnier. The problem with people with your skinny/fat dismorphia is that you think you're fat, and you actually ARE in terms of body composition. Just because you're skinny doesnt mean you don't carry lots off fat.
But the problem comes in because you don't have any muscle, so you can get unhealthily skinny (dangerous) but still see flab and that messes with your head.
And for facial bloat, you probably eat lots of sodium. Also high estrogen makes you retain water in the face. Some people also just have a genetic predisposition to hold more fat/water in the face. And like Gatsby said you have weak facial structure/bones so you're going to look softer no matter what
tell me about it
I do like salt, but I never thought I consumed it in excess. And I'm not on hormones or anything, so I don't know how estrogen factors in. Thanks a lot for fucking parroting that shit that gatsby said though, especially since I can't do shit about it. Really appreciate it dude.
As long as I have flab, I can't be too skinny, retard.
Hahahaha, i don't know why but you look so weird to me. Yes you do, I'm gross. I'm doing all I fucking can, jesus.
how you treat your body can effect your hormone levels fyi
you likely have low testosterone levels
Well I hope so, I take 1350mg of saw palmetto a day
wtf okay then
just use your drug money for hormones
it costs like $10 for 100 450mg capsules
not comparable to the cost of transitioning (which I'd definitely need FFS for) at all
it's like $17 for the pills someone I know gets from the pharmacy
compared to the $65-120 for testosterone, it's a fucking steal
wtf I thought they were like hundreds of dollars
but there's more considerations than that, anyway. Like I just said, FFS
also the fact I can't really afford to quit my job/move somewhere - I'd have no place to go
you don't need FFS
a buzzsaw to the shoulders maybe but if this is your face now without HRT you'd be fine
thanks for bringing up the main problem; even if my face looks feminine (it doesn't, I have a cleft chin and a huge nose) my body is ridiculous and depressing. My face needs to be as feminine as physically possible to offset that. FFS is a necessity for me to have even the slimmest chance of passing.
Thanks for your time tho
any time fam
if it's any consolation skeletal structure is something everyone with gender dysphoria will always have issues with so you're not alone on that
not really
some people are built with perfect little bodies, I look like an ape
okay some people get lucky with bone structure but the reality is most aren't
fat redistribution and working out helps but yeah
it's one of those things you can't change
so I'm fucked p much
I can't change my ugly face or disgusting body so I may as well get thin. That's one thing I can control. Everyone giving me shit itt because of it are idiots
probably because what you're trying to do is unhealthy
also fat redistribution from the 'mones makes bone structure less obvious
well what else am i supposed to do
there's nothing else I can do
hormones dont change your musculature/skeleton, losing weight does
musculature yes
skeleton no
losing weight changes your musculature
hormones wont do anything about my freak body
no, hormones alter your muscle mass though doing it in conjunction with exercise/weight loss does result in more dramatic effects
buzzsaw it is like is that an actual surgery?
6445
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:36:57 PM »
Your life is pretty much determined by the bone placement in your face which you have no control over
Welcome to Jives February 2015 obsession
and yet we keep pumping out kids just to subject them to this good stuff humanity
6446
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:34:27 PM »
Anyways you're 6'3" and like 170 which is pretty thin but you CAN afford to get skinnier. The problem with people with your skinny/fat dismorphia is that you think you're fat, and you actually ARE in terms of body composition. Just because you're skinny doesnt mean you don't carry lots off fat.
But the problem comes in because you don't have any muscle, so you can get unhealthily skinny (dangerous) but still see flab and that messes with your head.
And for facial bloat, you probably eat lots of sodium. Also high estrogen makes you retain water in the face. Some people also just have a genetic predisposition to hold more fat/water in the face. And like Gatsby said you have weak facial structure/bones so you're going to look softer no matter what
tell me about it
I do like salt, but I never thought I consumed it in excess. And I'm not on hormones or anything, so I don't know how estrogen factors in. Thanks a lot for fucking parroting that shit that gatsby said though, especially since I can't do shit about it. Really appreciate it dude.
As long as I have flab, I can't be too skinny, retard.
Hahahaha, i don't know why but you look so weird to me. Yes you do, I'm gross. I'm doing all I fucking can, jesus.
how you treat your body can effect your hormone levels fyi
you likely have low testosterone levels
Well I hope so, I take 1350mg of saw palmetto a day
wtf okay then
just use your drug money for hormones
it costs like $10 for 100 450mg capsules
not comparable to the cost of transitioning (which I'd definitely need FFS for) at all
it's like $17 for the pills someone I know gets from the pharmacy
compared to the $65-120 for testosterone, it's a fucking steal
wtf I thought they were like hundreds of dollars
but there's more considerations than that, anyway. Like I just said, FFS
also the fact I can't really afford to quit my job/move somewhere - I'd have no place to go
you don't need FFS
a buzzsaw to the shoulders maybe but if this is your face now without HRT you'd be fine
thanks for bringing up the main problem; even if my face looks feminine (it doesn't, I have a cleft chin and a huge nose) my body is ridiculous and depressing. My face needs to be as feminine as physically possible to offset that. FFS is a necessity for me to have even the slimmest chance of passing.
Thanks for your time tho
any time fam
if it's any consolation skeletal structure is something everyone with gender dysphoria will always have issues with so you're not alone on that
not really
some people are built with perfect little bodies, I look like an ape
okay some people get lucky with bone structure but the reality is most aren't
fat redistribution and working out helps but yeah
it's one of those things you can't change
so I'm fucked p much
I can't change my ugly face or disgusting body so I may as well get thin. That's one thing I can control. Everyone giving me shit itt because of it are idiots
probably because what you're trying to do is unhealthy
also fat redistribution from the 'mones makes bone structure less obvious
well what else am i supposed to do
there's nothing else I can do
hormones dont change your musculature/skeleton, losing weight does
musculature yes
skeleton no
losing weight changes your musculature hormones wont do anything about my freak body
6447
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:30:55 PM »
Anyways you're 6'3" and like 170 which is pretty thin but you CAN afford to get skinnier. The problem with people with your skinny/fat dismorphia is that you think you're fat, and you actually ARE in terms of body composition. Just because you're skinny doesnt mean you don't carry lots off fat.
But the problem comes in because you don't have any muscle, so you can get unhealthily skinny (dangerous) but still see flab and that messes with your head.
And for facial bloat, you probably eat lots of sodium. Also high estrogen makes you retain water in the face. Some people also just have a genetic predisposition to hold more fat/water in the face. And like Gatsby said you have weak facial structure/bones so you're going to look softer no matter what
tell me about it
I do like salt, but I never thought I consumed it in excess. And I'm not on hormones or anything, so I don't know how estrogen factors in. Thanks a lot for fucking parroting that shit that gatsby said though, especially since I can't do shit about it. Really appreciate it dude.
As long as I have flab, I can't be too skinny, retard.
Hahahaha, i don't know why but you look so weird to me. Yes you do, I'm gross. I'm doing all I fucking can, jesus.
how you treat your body can effect your hormone levels fyi
you likely have low testosterone levels
Well I hope so, I take 1350mg of saw palmetto a day
wtf okay then
just use your drug money for hormones
it costs like $10 for 100 450mg capsules
not comparable to the cost of transitioning (which I'd definitely need FFS for) at all
it's like $17 for the pills someone I know gets from the pharmacy
compared to the $65-120 for testosterone, it's a fucking steal
wtf I thought they were like hundreds of dollars
but there's more considerations than that, anyway. Like I just said, FFS
also the fact I can't really afford to quit my job/move somewhere - I'd have no place to go
you don't need FFS
a buzzsaw to the shoulders maybe but if this is your face now without HRT you'd be fine
thanks for bringing up the main problem; even if my face looks feminine (it doesn't, I have a cleft chin and a huge nose) my body is ridiculous and depressing. My face needs to be as feminine as physically possible to offset that. FFS is a necessity for me to have even the slimmest chance of passing.
Thanks for your time tho
any time fam
if it's any consolation skeletal structure is something everyone with gender dysphoria will always have issues with so you're not alone on that
not really
some people are built with perfect little bodies, I look like an ape
okay some people get lucky with bone structure but the reality is most aren't
fat redistribution and working out helps but yeah
it's one of those things you can't change
so I'm fucked p much
I can't change my ugly face or disgusting body so I may as well get thin. That's one thing I can control. Everyone giving me shit itt because of it are idiots
probably because what you're trying to do is unhealthy
also fat redistribution from the 'mones makes bone structure less obvious
well what else am i supposed to do there's nothing else I can do hormones dont change your musculature/skeleton, losing weight does
6448
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:15:05 PM »
Anyways you're 6'3" and like 170 which is pretty thin but you CAN afford to get skinnier. The problem with people with your skinny/fat dismorphia is that you think you're fat, and you actually ARE in terms of body composition. Just because you're skinny doesnt mean you don't carry lots off fat.
But the problem comes in because you don't have any muscle, so you can get unhealthily skinny (dangerous) but still see flab and that messes with your head.
And for facial bloat, you probably eat lots of sodium. Also high estrogen makes you retain water in the face. Some people also just have a genetic predisposition to hold more fat/water in the face. And like Gatsby said you have weak facial structure/bones so you're going to look softer no matter what
tell me about it
I do like salt, but I never thought I consumed it in excess. And I'm not on hormones or anything, so I don't know how estrogen factors in. Thanks a lot for fucking parroting that shit that gatsby said though, especially since I can't do shit about it. Really appreciate it dude.
As long as I have flab, I can't be too skinny, retard.
Hahahaha, i don't know why but you look so weird to me. Yes you do, I'm gross. I'm doing all I fucking can, jesus.
how you treat your body can effect your hormone levels fyi
you likely have low testosterone levels
Well I hope so, I take 1350mg of saw palmetto a day
wtf okay then
just use your drug money for hormones
it costs like $10 for 100 450mg capsules
not comparable to the cost of transitioning (which I'd definitely need FFS for) at all
it's like $17 for the pills someone I know gets from the pharmacy
compared to the $65-120 for testosterone, it's a fucking steal
wtf I thought they were like hundreds of dollars
but there's more considerations than that, anyway. Like I just said, FFS
also the fact I can't really afford to quit my job/move somewhere - I'd have no place to go
you don't need FFS
a buzzsaw to the shoulders maybe but if this is your face now without HRT you'd be fine
thanks for bringing up the main problem; even if my face looks feminine (it doesn't, I have a cleft chin and a huge nose) my body is ridiculous and depressing. My face needs to be as feminine as physically possible to offset that. FFS is a necessity for me to have even the slimmest chance of passing.
Thanks for your time tho
any time fam
if it's any consolation skeletal structure is something everyone with gender dysphoria will always have issues with so you're not alone on that
not really
some people are built with perfect little bodies, I look like an ape
okay some people get lucky with bone structure but the reality is most aren't
fat redistribution and working out helps but yeah
it's one of those things you can't change
so I'm fucked p much I can't change my ugly face or disgusting body so I may as well get thin. That's one thing I can control. Everyone giving me shit itt because of it are idiots
6449
« on: November 14, 2016, 03:08:03 PM »
Anyways you're 6'3" and like 170 which is pretty thin but you CAN afford to get skinnier. The problem with people with your skinny/fat dismorphia is that you think you're fat, and you actually ARE in terms of body composition. Just because you're skinny doesnt mean you don't carry lots off fat.
But the problem comes in because you don't have any muscle, so you can get unhealthily skinny (dangerous) but still see flab and that messes with your head.
And for facial bloat, you probably eat lots of sodium. Also high estrogen makes you retain water in the face. Some people also just have a genetic predisposition to hold more fat/water in the face. And like Gatsby said you have weak facial structure/bones so you're going to look softer no matter what
tell me about it
I do like salt, but I never thought I consumed it in excess. And I'm not on hormones or anything, so I don't know how estrogen factors in. Thanks a lot for fucking parroting that shit that gatsby said though, especially since I can't do shit about it. Really appreciate it dude.
As long as I have flab, I can't be too skinny, retard.
Hahahaha, i don't know why but you look so weird to me. Yes you do, I'm gross. I'm doing all I fucking can, jesus.
how you treat your body can effect your hormone levels fyi
you likely have low testosterone levels
Well I hope so, I take 1350mg of saw palmetto a day
wtf okay then
just use your drug money for hormones
it costs like $10 for 100 450mg capsules
not comparable to the cost of transitioning (which I'd definitely need FFS for) at all
it's like $17 for the pills someone I know gets from the pharmacy
compared to the $65-120 for testosterone, it's a fucking steal
wtf I thought they were like hundreds of dollars
but there's more considerations than that, anyway. Like I just said, FFS
also the fact I can't really afford to quit my job/move somewhere - I'd have no place to go
you don't need FFS
a buzzsaw to the shoulders maybe but if this is your face now without HRT you'd be fine
thanks for bringing up the main problem; even if my face looks feminine (it doesn't, I have a cleft chin and a huge nose) my body is ridiculous and depressing. My face needs to be as feminine as physically possible to offset that. FFS is a necessity for me to have even the slimmest chance of passing.
Thanks for your time tho
any time fam
if it's any consolation skeletal structure is something everyone with gender dysphoria will always have issues with so you're not alone on that
not really some people are built with perfect little bodies, I look like an ape
6450
« on: November 14, 2016, 02:30:05 PM »
Anyways you're 6'3" and like 170 which is pretty thin but you CAN afford to get skinnier. The problem with people with your skinny/fat dismorphia is that you think you're fat, and you actually ARE in terms of body composition. Just because you're skinny doesnt mean you don't carry lots off fat.
But the problem comes in because you don't have any muscle, so you can get unhealthily skinny (dangerous) but still see flab and that messes with your head.
And for facial bloat, you probably eat lots of sodium. Also high estrogen makes you retain water in the face. Some people also just have a genetic predisposition to hold more fat/water in the face. And like Gatsby said you have weak facial structure/bones so you're going to look softer no matter what
tell me about it
I do like salt, but I never thought I consumed it in excess. And I'm not on hormones or anything, so I don't know how estrogen factors in. Thanks a lot for fucking parroting that shit that gatsby said though, especially since I can't do shit about it. Really appreciate it dude.
As long as I have flab, I can't be too skinny, retard.
Hahahaha, i don't know why but you look so weird to me. Yes you do, I'm gross. I'm doing all I fucking can, jesus.
how you treat your body can effect your hormone levels fyi
you likely have low testosterone levels
Well I hope so, I take 1350mg of saw palmetto a day
wtf okay then
just use your drug money for hormones
it costs like $10 for 100 450mg capsules
not comparable to the cost of transitioning (which I'd definitely need FFS for) at all
it's like $17 for the pills someone I know gets from the pharmacy
compared to the $65-120 for testosterone, it's a fucking steal
wtf I thought they were like hundreds of dollars
but there's more considerations than that, anyway. Like I just said, FFS
also the fact I can't really afford to quit my job/move somewhere - I'd have no place to go
you don't need FFS
a buzzsaw to the shoulders maybe but if this is your face now without HRT you'd be fine
thanks for bringing up the main problem; even if my face looks feminine (it doesn't, I have a cleft chin and a huge nose) my body is ridiculous and depressing. My face needs to be as feminine as physically possible to offset that. FFS is a necessity for me to have even the slimmest chance of passing. Thanks for your time tho so lemme get this straight--you wanna be 6'3" and 140? that's a well underweight bmi of 17.5
if you equate "cuteness" to looking like a 12 year old holocaust victim then whatever fam
I need my face to thin out
what the fuck bro. what the fuck. is this some old school class memeing?
show me specifically where you believe your face is too fat
neck, cheeks, chin
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