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The Flood / Re: Class wtf
« on: May 04, 2017, 10:42:42 PM »
he's alive you cunk, fuck outta here
huh?

I dont get what youre trying to say

that thread was a way for sol to vent, he was never going to kill himself

i wanted it locked because people kept bumping it for no reason

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The Flood / Re: Class wtf
« on: May 04, 2017, 10:32:53 PM »
um cheat did

long overdue

4773
Serious / Re: I'm about to try to kill myself again.
« on: May 04, 2017, 09:21:43 PM »
um can you lock this thread or something

this is over

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The Flood / Re: Yo stfu you racist retard
« on: May 04, 2017, 05:36:04 PM »


lmao perfect

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 02:11:22 PM »
No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience.
Yeah, exactly. Why would you ever think that would help me, then? A fantasy experience is what I need, it's the only way for me to be who I am. This isn't about changing my mindset, it's about changing myself completely.
I explained exactly why in my post above. You seek a fantasy experience because you desire something that you can't really have, but ultimately the separation of ego would change you. That desire would begin to weaken and thus would your suffering begin to diminish.
The desire is who I am - it's not going away.

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 02:00:15 PM »
No meditation would not give you a fantasy experience.
Yeah, exactly. Why would you ever think that would help me, then? A fantasy experience is what I need, it's the only way for me to be who I am. This isn't about changing my mindset, it's about changing myself completely.

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 01:42:57 PM »
Meditation would help a mentality like yours so much if you managed to stick with it, but I wouldn't expect you to have the will to do it.
It wouldn't work for my purposes.

tbh I use this to treat my gender dysphoria

I can dissociate from myself and become whoever I want on high doses of dxm, like if I'm watching a movie or a show I can literally "become" the character

meditation isnt that extreme

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 01:08:48 PM »
>cough syrup
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
dxm isnt cough syrup, its in cough syrup. your post would have been just as accurate as:
Quote
>drugs
>as a lifestyle
That's pretty low.
And you're right, it is! But that's where I'm at right now. If there was a way to mentally will myself into dissociation, I would. But I can't.

And what do you mean? Is Alibaba not safe? Please go on, this is what I wanted from this thread.

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Serious / Re: Trump on the subject of Old Hickory
« on: May 04, 2017, 01:03:22 PM »
Evil is evil. 99% of people in the classical era were evil for being okay with the extremely fucked up shit going on, and while that number got smaller as the world moved on and did less evil things, it doesnt absolve what's right and wrong.

A wolf who viciously kills a rabbit when it could've eaten something else is evil, even though it doesnt have a choice (just following instincts) and can't be blamed for being evil. In the same way, a politician who treats people as subhuman and massacres them is evil, even though he has less of a choice in it than us (just following society/upbringing), and can't really be blamed for being evil.

But that doesn't mean we have to glorify the wolf, or the politician.

I think it's a little silly to say the Wolf is evil even though it had no choice in the matter.
Maybe, but it's still true. A schitzophrenic man who thinks ogres are attacking him with chainsaws and kills them all in self defense, and then it turns out they were kids in a playground, is still evil - even though he can't be blamed for it and he had no choice

Sometimes people are evil and it's not their fault. There was no way for them to stop it or even know what they did was wrong, but it still happened

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 12:28:20 PM »
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.

I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out
why do you keep referring to your mother that way
its weird if i say my mom when i refer to her, too many words

her name is diana
that's a little bit on the cringey side my dude
probably because I'm a cringy person my dude

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Serious / Re: Trump on the subject of Old Hickory
« on: May 04, 2017, 12:27:06 PM »
Evil is evil. 99% of people in the classical era were evil for being okay with the extremely fucked up shit going on, and while that number got smaller as the world moved on and did less evil things, it doesnt absolve what's right and wrong.

A wolf who viciously kills a rabbit when it could've eaten something else is evil, even though it doesnt have a choice (just following instincts) and can't be blamed for being evil. In the same way, a politician who treats people as subhuman and massacres them is evil, even though he has less of a choice in it than us (just following society/upbringing), and can't really be blamed for being evil.

But that doesn't mean we have to glorify the wolf, or the politician.

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 12:02:00 PM »
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.

I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out
why do you keep referring to your mother that way
its weird if i say my mom when i refer to her, too many words

her name is diana

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 11:35:41 AM »
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.

I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you
#2
gotta get back

back to the past

diana's womb, watch out

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 11:17:22 AM »
thank you for the legitimate advice
Here's some legit advice:

Don't do dxm.

I have three choices

use dxm
find a time machine
die

which one makes the most sense to you

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The Flood / Re: since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 09:52:21 AM »
thank you for the legitimate advice

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The Flood / since dxm is a lifestyle for me now
« on: May 04, 2017, 09:04:58 AM »
I want to start getting the legit pure powder online, so I dont have to go to cvs or ingles or whatever

I found a site called alibaba that sells it, it kinda seems like a foreign ebay. Has anyone else tried this site?

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obv

i like the midget gay cop thingl

and how he changes from first person perspective to third person perspective between songs

4788
really trying hard to ham it up, aren't ya
hed rigjt tho

wny do you have to be so.mean to the people who are nice to me

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The Flood / Re: I'm also a liar
« on: May 02, 2017, 03:29:08 PM »
this makes me like you more

if only it were true

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The Flood / Re: An old man mistook me for a woman today
« on: May 02, 2017, 03:20:14 PM »
8)
i live with my sister and mom an stepdad not w/ myself

i dont give a fucking shit anymore, full honesty
considering your circumstances it was kind of hard to believe you were able to support yourself so this isn't surprising
yep im a liar and a moocher

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The Flood / Re: An old man mistook me for a woman today
« on: May 02, 2017, 12:11:56 PM »
coming clean to sep7 and my fam

this is weird

its like 2 different lies

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The Flood / Re: An old man mistook me for a woman today
« on: May 02, 2017, 12:10:15 PM »
im so shit

only told my sister btw

i hate me so much 21 y/o doesmt have own place

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The Flood / Re: An old man mistook me for a woman today
« on: May 02, 2017, 12:05:34 PM »
i live with my sister and mom an stepdad not w/ myself

i dont give a fucking shit anymore, full honesty

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The Flood / Re: An old man mistook me for a woman today
« on: May 02, 2017, 12:04:36 PM »
i came out today

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The Flood / Re: An old man mistook me for a woman today
« on: May 02, 2017, 12:04:17 PM »
luxky you

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The Flood / Re: Jive Turkey gets over his ex: the thread
« on: May 02, 2017, 08:35:05 AM »
its still not spam
Yeah it is. Any other site with mods that actually give a fuck would've given you a warning for just saying "ok" a long time ago and then eventually a ban.
its not spam when it has more discussion value than the op
its spam
nope
it is tho
whatever you say my man

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The Flood / today is the day
« on: May 02, 2017, 08:17:23 AM »
may 2nd is the new may 1st

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The Flood / Re: Jive Turkey gets over his ex: the thread
« on: May 02, 2017, 07:37:23 AM »
its still not spam
Yeah it is. Any other site with mods that actually give a fuck would've given you a warning for just saying "ok" a long time ago and then eventually a ban.
its not spam when it has more discussion value than the op
its spam
nope

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The Flood / Re: Jive Turkey gets over his ex: the thread
« on: May 02, 2017, 05:56:56 AM »
its still not spam
Yeah it is. Any other site with mods that actually give a fuck would've given you a warning for just saying "ok" a long time ago and then eventually a ban.
its not spam when it has more discussion value than the op

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The Flood / Re: What's Up?
« on: May 02, 2017, 03:53:56 AM »
thats awesome i need to get back into rs

i feel if i did now I would be overloaded with nostalgia lol i remember so much about that game

im just sitting here listening to mazzy star

about to play twd

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