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such a cliche phrase

the only help I need is being fucking pretty and being useful to others

which will be harder now

2942
meth isnt the issue

I feel no need to do it again

the issue is my face

2943
Get fucking help.

That's all I have to say.

Class, you're OG. You have been around almost as long as I have. That means you have pull. You influence others. Do you think that is what new fish should endure?
I'm on a good track

go to florida, live with dietrich

maybe there I can be submissive

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The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 21, 2017, 02:15:56 AM »
yes it fucking is
No it's not lol. You can keep trying to resist it but reality is going to keep hitting you with bombs(herpes, rapid aging and skin deterioration from meth, balding etc)
dude it the only thing that maks me happy

like I aid I wont be doing it to that extent again, but being underneath someone is the only time I feel like myself

2945
The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 21, 2017, 02:06:06 AM »
yes it fucking is

2946
The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 21, 2017, 02:00:00 AM »
yeah

I used to be semi pretty but just because I served my purpose I'm not anymore?

thats not fair

2947
The Flood / Re: Can you sleep well in a strange place?
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:59:06 AM »
Places I've slept:
my bed
the floor
in a chair
on concrete
on a plane
on a train
on a ferry

2948
The Flood / Re: will dietrich even accept me after all this
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:49:11 AM »
I'm not going there again lol

but I just needed that delve

now I cant fulfill my purpose

2949
The Flood / Re: will dietrich even accept me after all this
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:44:41 AM »
I blew him because he was nice to me

they are all nice

they arent going to kill me

2950
The Flood / Re: will dietrich even accept me after all this
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:36:40 AM »
oh my fucking god

I dont need help I need a place to stay and live my life

2952
The Flood / will dietrich even accept me after all this
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:33:09 AM »
how can i keep my job

what really went on between Marilyn Monroe and the Kennedys

and who really pulled the trigger on JFK

2953
Only Christ can drag you out of the hell you've built for yourself.
I like deluding myself too

but I need a master (male or female) to serve, not an imaginary thing designed to make you feel better

You are choosing an unworthy, mortal master.
better than an imaginary one so people can feel good

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I NEED TO BE SERVING UNDER SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY WANTS ME

not people who HAVE to accept me
there's only one man who really wants you. And you can't suck his dick
i cant because it doesnt exist

and hed be a woman anyway

2955
I NEED TO BE SERVING UNDER SOMEONE WHO ACTUALLY WANTS ME

not people who HAVE to accept me

2956
I placed myself there

I wanted to serve and I did

2957
The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:19:23 AM »
Welp, you reap what you sow.
I reap pleasing someone and get back shit?

makes total sense

2958
Only Christ can drag you out of the hell you've built for yourself.
I like deluding myself too

but I need a master (male or female) to serve, not an imaginary thing designed to make you feel better

2959
Dude chill the fuck out. You honestly do not need to do any of the hard drugs. It is just going to fuck you over.

If you want to be loved, it is best to go on dates with random people and see what works. Some will like you, and some will not. You can find someone but make a clear list of what you are looking for. Personally I go in with a very negative expectation and I have different goals in life. To deal with not being loved(which I am by my family) I focus on my other goals.

If anything you need to maybe join some groups who can help you with this. Knowing you have a kink just go to one of their meetups. I mean I think you are registered in FetLife and in a big city. So obviously you are going to have an easy time finding someone to help you out in that respect.
HA

dating people is like an audition

I have no talents
No one does, that is why you take on hobbies. I mean I started learning the guitar because I felt inadequate. And then found out I have Grand love for music.

If you do not have confidence, find out why, and maybe just work on that skill to increase your selling point.

Also some people like to take care of people with no talents.

But at the end of the day it is all about learning skills and adapting to sell yourself.
dude I cant sell nothing

all I can do is look cute, do sexual favors, and clan and do work and stuff

I want to be used

2960
The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 21, 2017, 01:05:37 AM »
fuk lol u gonna get AIDS nigga
then I can die in peace

at least I made someone happy

2961
Dude chill the fuck out. You honestly do not need to do any of the hard drugs. It is just going to fuck you over.

If you want to be loved, it is best to go on dates with random people and see what works. Some will like you, and some will not. You can find someone but make a clear list of what you are looking for. Personally I go in with a very negative expectation and I have different goals in life. To deal with not being loved(which I am by my family) I focus on my other goals.

If anything you need to maybe join some groups who can help you with this. Knowing you have a kink just go to one of their meetups. I mean I think you are registered in FetLife and in a big city. So obviously you are going to have an easy time finding someone to help you out in that respect.
HA

dating people is like an audition

I have no talents

2962
the people who love me HAVE to because of this bullshit connection of "oh i birthed you or am related to the person who birthed you"

its not real love, its an obligatiion

I want people to love me because im pretty but now that wont happen

The familial connection doesn't invalidate their love for you.

People loving you purely because of how you look isn't love.
yes it does

I want to be loved because of ME

Just because they initially love you because they're your family doesn't mean they don't love you for who you are.
yes it does

I want someone to love me for my face

to care about me because I'm a cute girl who can serve them

2963
mother fucker, you were serious?
ofc I was

I wouldnt lie on this site for giggles like jake

2964
the people who love me HAVE to because of this bullshit connection of "oh i birthed you or am related to the person who birthed you"

its not real love, its an obligatiion

I want people to love me because im pretty but now that wont happen

The familial connection doesn't invalidate their love for you.

People loving you purely because of how you look isn't love.
yes it does

its not loving me for something that I am, its loving me because of nullshit "oh muh family"

I want to be loved because of ME

2965
the people who love me HAVE to because of this bullshit connection of "oh i birthed you or am related to the person who birthed you"

its not real love, its an obligatiion

I want people to love me because im pretty but now that wont happen

2966
Damn, dude, sounds like you've fallen quite hard my friend. I would avoid this road if I were you.
I probs wont see him again but I want to

he said I was cute and pretty

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The Flood / Re: Just stopping by to say I love you all.
« on: August 21, 2017, 12:43:57 AM »
hey ily too

how are you

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The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 21, 2017, 12:37:34 AM »
arg confirmed

herpes of this sort doesn't generally produce symptoms until about a week after
do you want a picture lmao

wait hopefully its not herpes and Ive been freaking out all day for nothing

it started like a few hours afterward and has exacerbated since
Pictures (NSFW)
Spoiler




I'm ugly now

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The Flood / Re: haha fml
« on: August 20, 2017, 11:58:50 PM »

2970
Why are you complaining if you like being treated like shit
I have a sore on my mouth and now I cant fulfill my purpose

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