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The Flood / Re: Latest batch of selfies
« on: March 13, 2019, 09:18:40 PM »
Are you on hormones yet?
Not until April

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The Flood / Re: Latest batch of selfies
« on: March 13, 2019, 09:18:20 PM »
a little rough around the edges but if you actually study beautician techniques you could easily be a cutie

but not based on these photos. make them smaller jesus its like one of those prank games from the 2000s that would have pop up scares of dead little girls. sayin that from the heart no disrespect

https://imgur.com/a/saqK2EB

Okay any better?

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joined a 4chan trap server and "confirmed" I was a trap by posting a dick pic,
hol up
?

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Low key worried all this ego boosting is going to get you hurt one day
How would that happen? Don't worry - after Kris I know people are fucked up and evil. It takes a lot to get me to trust someone. Even in ubers I feel scared knowing that the driver could snap at any second and kill/torture/rape me.
Who's Kris?
It's a long story. If you want to know, this is a file I sent to one of my e-bfs a while ago.

Spoiler
Be aware this is a very personal, sad story and you might not want to read it. Not looking for anything, he asked and I answered.
Wew. What happened in the end?
He's still "missing", but no - he's dead. I've accepted that already.

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Low key worried all this ego boosting is going to get you hurt one day
How would that happen? Don't worry - after Kris I know people are fucked up and evil. It takes a lot to get me to trust someone. Even in ubers I feel scared knowing that the driver could snap at any second and kill/torture/rape me.
Who's Kris?
It's a long story. If you want to know, this is a file I sent to one of my e-bfs a while ago.

Spoiler
Be aware this is a very personal, sad story and you might not want to read it. Not looking for anything, he asked and I answered.

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Low key worried all this ego boosting is going to get you hurt one day
How would that happen? Don't worry - after Kris I know people are fucked up and evil. It takes a lot to get me to trust someone. Even in ubers I feel scared knowing that the driver could snap at any second and kill/torture/rape me.

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The Flood / Re: I have kidney stones
« on: March 11, 2019, 08:30:05 PM »
A drug gave me the courage to do what I never ever would've done sober. Can you honestly still cling to your "all drugs are bad" viewpoint knowing this? Again - not trying to get on your nerves or anything, really just trying to see how your logical process works.
the problem is that you can't really know that

i like to think that if i, of all people, with all my neuroticisms and mental issues with severe depression, social anxiety, sweeping misanthropy, an intense hatred of 99% of shit in general to the point where i'm not even comfortable breathing or inhabiting my own skin (last night, when i was in pain, i spent some time contemplating my own heartbeat, and how much it disgusted me), can still abstain from almost all drug and alcohol use and still be in a position where i'm content enough with my existence to better myself (at my own pace), then i honestly believe in my heart of hearts that fucking anybody can

to claim otherwise, i think, would be to claim that i'm somehow special, or an inherently stronger person than average, and i just don't think that's the case (as flattering as that would be)

so honestly yeah, i still don't think your drug abuse is all that helpfulβ€”i'm sure believing so feels validating in some way, and i guess that's fine, and it's great that you have this newfound courage

i just refuse to believe that you never could've attained it sober, and i think you have a bit of confirmation bias going on
I think I have it much worse than you. You don't know how hard it is to have this disease. Every day it's all I can think about, and I have to distract myself with TV, video games, social stuff (attention whoring), or drugs, or else I spiral and go crazy with depression and self-hate. Why don't you think it's helpful? Don't you notice a change in me at all? Why do you refuse to believe I couldn't have gained this newfound confidence sober? I really couldn't have.

This is evidence there's a God. I take back everything I said about this site needing to be shut down. As long as Verbatim reports on his pain to this website, it deserves to exist.
i still don't really know what's causing this vitriol towards me

pretty much everyone who's once disliked me has either gotten over it, or has decided i'm not so bad after all (whether they're right or not, it's what always happens)

the worst thing i could possibly have done to you is say something you dislike, either because it was mean, or simply because you disagreed with it

i think there's a case to be made for me "deserving" what i'm going through right now, but if i do, it's certainly not for whatever i've posted on the internet

i can say that i wouldn't wish what i'm currently going through on even my least favorite user of this website
the only things you don't deserve to come your way are positive

my single greatest desire in life is for you to suffer

I hope that in that way, I am very much like God
You're fucking disgusting. You're a worm, not God. You're beneath us all - certainly beneath even me, and that's fucking saying something. Get some mental help please.

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Congratulations.
Thank you! This means a lot.

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joined a 4chan trap server and "confirmed" I was a trap by posting a dick pic, shortly thereafter I got contacted by this guy

Spoiler



funny thing is I would've sent him nudes for free lol, but I saw a chance and I took it (The Schuyler seat was up for grabs so I took it)


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The Flood / Re: I'd fuck you all
« on: March 10, 2019, 10:36:05 AM »
https://imgur.com/a/9rd9Kix

me please

how did I miss this thread

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Awesome! Keep up the good work Mittens

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The Flood / Re: I have kidney stones
« on: March 10, 2019, 10:30:00 AM »
Oh my god Jacob I'm so sorry to hear this. My selfie thread is so fucking disrespectful now, I am so sorry for all this pain you're going through. My uncle had kidney stones but he led an awful life. I'm so sorry to make this about me, but I really don't want to be a victim to this. Is there anything you'd recommend to prevent getting them?
since your uncle has had them, unfortunately that does mean you're more likely

what you can do now is stay hydrated, lots of water, eight glasses a day is generally recommended

if you drink soda or other sugary drinks, quitting them entirely has myriad benefits on top of reduced stone risk

limit your intake of sodium, oxalates, and various savory meat products

just take care of yourself, watch your diet, keep it balanced, don't be too negligentβ€”nothing fancy, and since this is all general basic health advice, you're gonna be preventing all sorts of shit and will probably feel great about it too
Hmmm okay - thank you! I've been meaning to get on an exercise regimen anyway (mainly concerned with squats) so this could definitely coincide.

In general, I strive to be perfect, so I think I can do this for sure. DXM has given me confidence and hope I'd never have dreamed would be possible. I know you hate me for that, and that I'm weak and shouldn't need DXM to feel this way. I know all that - but here we are, right now. A drug gave me the courage to do what I never ever would've done sober. Can you honestly still cling to your "all drugs are bad" viewpoint knowing this? Again - not trying to get on your nerves or anything, really just trying to see how your logical process works.

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The Flood / Re: I have kidney stones
« on: March 10, 2019, 08:09:32 AM »
Oh my god Jacob I'm so sorry to hear this. My selfie thread is so fucking disrespectful now, I am so sorry for all this pain you're going through. My uncle had kidney stones but he led an awful life. I'm so sorry to make this about me, but I really don't want to be a victim to this. Is there anything you'd recommend to prevent getting them?

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The Flood / Re: Latest batch of selfies
« on: March 09, 2019, 09:08:28 PM »
BTW - the last two images are from before I plucked my eyebrows down for the first time in my life. I got an eyebrow kit at CVS and it's served me nicely so far with these little precision tweezers

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The Flood / Re: Latest batch of selfies
« on: March 09, 2019, 08:14:43 PM »
it gets progressively worse as I scroll down
This album is MUCH better

https://imgur.com/a/9rd9Kix

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The Flood / Latest batch of selfies
« on: March 09, 2019, 06:10:02 PM »
Did these turn out okay? Which one of the six is the best?

https://imgur.com/a/9rd9Kix
Spoiler











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The Flood / Re: who did this
« on: March 07, 2019, 05:03:10 AM »


ok but did you spend a summer in Chernobyl or something
LOL you like?

I think being gaunt with big cheekbones is an amazing look, makes me look more like winona


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The Flood / who did this
« on: March 07, 2019, 01:28:25 AM »
http://boards.4channel.org/lgbt/thread/11961242#p11965439

h i l a r i o u s

someone on sep7 loves me

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The Flood / Re: Join my /lgbtmedia/ server
« on: March 06, 2019, 04:40:05 PM »

is this 4chan's version of "stop posting"
nah this is Desty, I asked him to bump the thread for me

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The Flood / Re: Join my /lgbtmedia/ server
« on: March 05, 2019, 01:45:39 PM »

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The Flood / Re: Join my /lgbtmedia/ server
« on: March 04, 2019, 11:05:56 PM »

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The Flood / Join my /lgbtmedia/ server
« on: March 04, 2019, 02:38:38 PM »
I want to be a positive role model for young trans women, so I made a server where the topic is LGBT representation in the media. Please check it out!

http://boards.4channel.org/lgbt/thread/11945031

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The Flood / Absolutely the hottest story that has ever existed
« on: March 03, 2019, 08:52:00 AM »
http://mamabliss.com/stories/the_witch.html

holy shit this story is so fucking amazing in every single way

please read it

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The Flood / Re: Carmen's 4chan saga
« on: February 28, 2019, 04:38:23 PM »
because AGP is a slur used to attack trans women

it's basically saying "you are not the same type of trans women that I, an HSTS, am. You only want to be a girl to get off, you dont have dysphoria"

its offensive and annoying
would it seem weird to you if i responded to someone calling me gay (as an insult) by saying homosexuality doesn't exist
your problem is that you see AGP and the feminization fetish as synonyms while theyre not

blanchard literally believes there are two different classes of trans women, and that they cant intermingle

but its not true - gender dysphoria and the feminization fetish are not mutually exclusive

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The Flood / Re: Carmen's 4chan saga
« on: February 28, 2019, 04:27:24 PM »
i should also add that i'm not remotely interested in ray blanchard or any of his theories

i'm only concerned with the etymological roots and pragmatic usage of the word "autogynophilia" itself

i know two thingsβ€”the base definition of the word, and that there are some people who identify with it, and because i don't really have a good reason to assume these people are lying, i conclude that the fetish does indeed exist

what's lost on me is why this is such a big deal in the first place

if someone says they're an autogynophile, in what way does that affect you
because AGP is a slur used to attack trans women

it's basically saying "you are not the same type of trans women that I, an HSTS, am. You only want to be a girl to get off, you dont have dysphoria"

its offensive and annoying

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The Flood / Re: Carmen's 4chan saga
« on: February 28, 2019, 02:49:57 AM »
It's not fucking real.
Quote
You can have the fetish and be trans
you seem to be going back and forth between these two statements in this post

i'm pretty sure you can only choose one of them
AGP isn't real (AGP as a gender orientation) but the feminization fetish is real

whats so hard there
absolutely nothing (for me)

it's you who seems to be having some trouble here, but that's not surprising
No, you're the one with the trouble, because you're trying to imply AGP is a thing, when it's not. Read this post (not written by me) if you need any fucking clarification here:


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The Flood / Re: Carmen's 4chan saga
« on: February 28, 2019, 01:32:20 AM »
It's not fucking real.
Quote
You can have the fetish and be trans
you seem to be going back and forth between these two statements in this post

i'm pretty sure you can only choose one of them
AGP isn't real (AGP as a gender orientation) but the feminization fetish is real


whats so hard there

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