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« on: January 20, 2016, 06:43:35 AM »
Here's a game for you to play along with it:
Every time you see a loli pawn wearing silk lingerie, you must take a drink of your strongest available alcoholic beverage.
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« on: January 15, 2016, 08:21:39 PM »
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« on: January 13, 2016, 02:36:11 AM »
Heaven in a box.
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« on: January 12, 2016, 03:45:59 PM »
Very chill, able to recognize that shit happens and not take things personally. Very depressed, afraid what others might think if they knew to what extent, though I don't bother others with my feelings. Expects and breeds failure easily.
Am mildly irritable when dealing with morons, but I never say anything - conflict breeds conflict, and it's better to guide others than to outright be a dick to them.
I also hate memes.
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« on: January 12, 2016, 01:44:55 AM »
2D avatars only
3D get OUT
But all images are 2D on a screen, Fruit.
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« on: January 11, 2016, 06:28:41 AM »
Can't even remember. Not really a huge fan of crisps/chips, but I'll eat 'em when they're available. Spoiler Sexually, the last time was before my dad died. There's a girl at work who's interested, and another I know from when I was in high school, but I refuse let it go anywhere. Even if they aren't looking for love and commitment, I am, and I'm honestly not ready for it. Unlike Roman, I can at least recognize that you can't prioritize sex over shit that actually matters in life.
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« on: January 10, 2016, 03:36:37 PM »
I don't remember preordering the Day One Death Edition for this game, guys.
RIGGED
518
« on: January 10, 2016, 09:29:21 AM »
Why, Luci? I just wanted to escape the nightmare!
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« on: January 09, 2016, 07:14:07 PM »
I'm ready.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 08:25:20 PM »
Dark Messiah of Might and Magic Morrowind Warframe
Been having tons of fun with them all.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 06:12:07 PM »
Challenger is reminding me of when I used the term circadian rhythm to my classmates and they acted surprised that anyone would use the term in conversation ever.
Except that's totally different. You're using a term to describe something.
This guy is adding so much filler it's like a
Like a sandwich
I am a fan of a good sandwich.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 09:15:30 AM »
Yes.
Then allow me to express the deepest of heartfelt apologies for doing what is basically instinctual. Though I am utterly incapable of changing something so core to my being, I hope my words are sufficient enough to placate you for as long as I remain here. That's his gimmick.
Thanks Verb. Still too new to get a good read on the people here, but I'm learning.
523
« on: January 08, 2016, 09:03:36 AM »
Is the filler really that bad? Because it's not intentional. Though you're being kind of a complete faggot about it.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 08:43:56 AM »
He easily writes the most tryhard posts on this site.
"Easily." I think that's a bit of an exaggeration. From my own observations, I don't make comprehensive posts unless they're expressly negative about myself or what's going on in my life, and trying to impress anyone on here serves no purpose when I'm going on about how shit I am as a person. Hell, most of my replies are one sentence responses, and they're usually so few and far between than I'm surprised I have any recognition.
525
« on: January 08, 2016, 08:34:36 AM »
Don't talk to me
Why? Don't you want to be friends?
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« on: January 08, 2016, 08:31:05 AM »
Put the thesaurus down
I REFUSE. Spoiler Don't hate, playa. It's only when I'm really damn tired that my brain seems to function properly.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 08:07:16 AM »
No. I am admittedly in a better state than I was previously, (i.e. self harming, fully committed to suicide, fully isolated from the world, etc.) but nothing has compromised the bitter dissatisfaction and burning self-hatred that consumes me every time I shake off the unassuming facade of complacent acceptance that keeps others from seeing how honestly fucked up I am as a person. I have long since passed the point where deluding myself is impossible, and that pretending I don't feel anything at all is just an illusion ‒ most of what I feel is a void of apathetic acknowledgement that I will die without purpose, depressed and alone, in a situation where the "sadness" I feel is all I've ever felt.
Now that I have a job again it seems I have an outlet to focus my displeasure upon, and actual human contact appears to be a boon, but I know that all this is only temporary. Relapsing into that lifestyle of ultimately self-destructive behaviors has been a mainstay of my life since I was a child, and I can only hope that I can find some means to prevent it before it happens again.
Become a boxer and inflict harm on others? Or a politician, same thing really.
I don't enjoy hurting others or the tendencies of the politically savvy to dance around issues and/or maintain their positions for somewhat selfish pursuits. Fact remains though that those fields don't interest me. I don't have any idea what I should be doing.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 07:58:40 AM »
No. I am admittedly in a better state than I was previously, (i.e. self harming, committed to suicide but with outside factors/guilt keeping me from doing it, completely isolated from the world, etc.) but nothing has compromised the bitter dissatisfaction and burning self-hatred that consumes me every time I shake off the unassuming facade of complacent acceptance that keeps others from seeing how honestly fucked up I am as a person. I have long since passed the point where deluding myself is impossible, and that pretending I don't feel anything at all is just an illusion ‒ most of what I feel is a void of apathetic acknowledgement that I will die without purpose, depressed and alone, in a situation where the "sadness" I feel is all I've ever felt.
Now that I have a job again it seems I have an outlet to focus my displeasure upon, and actual human contact appears to be a boon, but I know that all this is only temporary. Relapsing into that lifestyle of ultimately self-destructive behaviors has been a mainstay of my life since I was a child, and I can only hope that I can find some means to prevent it before it happens again. Finding a new job, moving, and traveling are all things I'm contemplating currently.
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« on: January 08, 2016, 01:25:15 AM »
Cadenza, you are the greatest treasure of New Zealand to me~
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« on: January 07, 2016, 08:52:20 AM »
Contribootin
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« on: January 07, 2016, 08:02:58 AM »
This hurts my brain. Not because I can't fathom or speculate how others could find such a philosophy appealing, but because I admittedly can't come to terms that others can so firmly accept that everything's so shit and that we should feel bad for existing. Yet at the same time, I don't feel anything. The logic is sound, but it's my brain rather than emotion telling me that such concepts are wrong; perhaps it's the conditioning, or the instinctual drive to survive overriding reason as you've stated, but I can't shake the notion that even as much as I hate myself or that I DO exist, I very much prefer having lived to having not. Spoiler Allow me to apologize for not actually debating/discussing your viewpoints with you. I've spent thirty minutes replying to numerous sections of what you've stated all before seeing how much of it could be misconstrued, causing me to just delete all of it immediately. This is why I don't post in Serious that often.
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« on: January 07, 2016, 06:01:04 AM »
Not exactly sure how comprehensive my answers might be, but I'm up for any questions.
JESUS H FUCK WHY ARE THESE MORONS ALLOWED ON THIS BOARD
FUCK IT FLEE, LOCK THE THREAD
DON'T INSULT ME, DICK I'VE DONE NO WRONG YOU RUDE PERSON, I MEAN WHO EVEN READS SHIT ON THIS BOARD
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« on: January 07, 2016, 05:39:40 AM »
Not exactly sure how comprehensive my answers might be, but I'm up for any questions.
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« on: January 07, 2016, 12:48:58 AM »
A few episodes. It was interesting, but it never really came on TV for me.
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« on: January 06, 2016, 07:30:17 AM »
Heck, even one of the creators wants a Fallout game during the Resource Wars. Heck, I'll admit being a conscript/spy being sent off for the invasion of China (with the roleplayer's alternative choice of a beginning, of course) and having to survive the onset of the nuclear war and coming winter over there would be the absolute tightest shit. Dealing with the Loyalist remnants of the Chinese military and some of the remaining soldiers who have begun carving up swathes of territory for their own little city-states, uncovering super secret black ops programs detailing technological developments and weapons programs, fighting monsters even more horrifically mutated than what's in the States because China's kind of a shit hole anyway, etc. Sign me up.
536
« on: January 06, 2016, 07:10:27 AM »
When someone shoots a man before throwing him out of a plane.
Why not the other way around?
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« on: January 06, 2016, 05:49:14 AM »
Smoking, ever since doing so killed my dad.
That my mother spent, and continues to spend, money on things she doesn't need when she's got bills she has to pay. It's as if the very thought of financial responsibility has fled her since she started dating again.
My apathy and self-disgust.
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« on: January 06, 2016, 05:35:35 AM »
Staff Name Rank Trained By Blankina Agent I -Cristye Motto: [HIA] Agent I [CrisT] ENTRY PERMITTED
proud of you fam
thanks fam, I look forward to the But I mean, holy hell, not even my first job interview was that long.
539
« on: January 06, 2016, 02:57:12 AM »
How might I go about playing with you guys? This shit is hilarious.
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« on: January 05, 2016, 09:30:11 AM »
Mount and Blade: Bannerlord NieR: Automata Dragon's Dogma PC Persona 5
I'll end up getting Dark Souls III, but I'm not at all excited for it. I'm sorta hoping From will stick with their decision to quite making Souls games, though I'd admittedly be open to a Demon's Souls remake (which was hinted at).
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