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« on: May 11, 2020, 06:02:59 PM »
apart from everybody's favorite golden anal rodeo buddies.
i'm currently on that ride right now
not as bad as i expected with +14 pyromancy flame
I didn't have the luxury of pyro when I did mine. I think I used a lightning resin buffed starting weapon. It was painful as fuck.
572
« on: May 11, 2020, 06:01:24 PM »
Nobody owns language. So yes.
However, one still owns up to consequences. Saying it in a crowd of blacks being a good idea? No.
Unless you are black.
Considering the murder rate and gang violence between blacks in the states? It honestly wouldn't surprise me if another black got murdered for using their "own" special word.
573
« on: May 11, 2020, 05:15:17 AM »
made it to anor londo. was scared to engage anyone and lose my 50k souls so i turned around and went all the way to blighttown to upgrade my pyromancer flame. the hike back is gonna be a pain.
Is Anor Londo really that bad?
The only thing really hard there is O&S and even then the fight is trivial with a lightening spear
I have no clue but I'm not allowed to spend souls on anything but pyromancy and weapon upgrades and idk what to expect in anor londo. I'm playing (somewhat) blind.
Wait
You're playing Dark Souls for the first time and you're doing a challenge run?
maybe
Take some blood pressure meds pre-emptively before doing Four Kings my dude. Even though all the bosses one shot you anyway, I think FKs gave me the most panic attacks at SL1, apart from everybody's favorite golden anal rodeo buddies.
574
« on: May 11, 2020, 05:10:34 AM »
Nobody owns language. So yes.
However, one still owns up to consequences. Saying it in a crowd of blacks being a good idea? No.
575
« on: May 11, 2020, 01:23:04 AM »
Well, mum's dead so not much. Just a mental happy mother's day while I go to work.
576
« on: May 06, 2020, 01:40:09 AM »
Ya'll need to update your definitions of what's gay. Liking the sensuality of a woman without any of the actual downsides that come with, packaged with that air of arousing mystery that comes with traps is wholeheartedly not gay. Being alive is pretty fucking gay though. That's the definition of being gay.
Would you date me E??
https://boards.4channel.org/lgbt/thread/15289645
I don't date. That and being a druggie automatically disqualifies you of any consideration on my part. My condolences.
I meant appearance dummy
Who said I let appearance call the shots for me?
577
« on: May 02, 2020, 10:23:00 PM »
why is the video unavailable
Because the holocaust never happened, of course.
578
« on: May 02, 2020, 10:22:21 PM »
Ya'll need to update your definitions of what's gay. Liking the sensuality of a woman without any of the actual downsides that come with, packaged with that air of arousing mystery that comes with traps is wholeheartedly not gay. Being alive is pretty fucking gay though. That's the definition of being gay.
“I’m not in denial because I’m not in denial”
I think you're in denial that being alive is gay, chump.
579
« on: May 02, 2020, 10:21:35 PM »
Ya'll need to update your definitions of what's gay. Liking the sensuality of a woman without any of the actual downsides that come with, packaged with that air of arousing mystery that comes with traps is wholeheartedly not gay. Being alive is pretty fucking gay though. That's the definition of being gay.
Would you date me E??
https://boards.4channel.org/lgbt/thread/15289645
I don't date. That and being a druggie automatically disqualifies you of any consideration on my part. My condolences.
580
« on: May 02, 2020, 02:10:13 AM »
Ya'll need to update your definitions of what's gay. Liking the sensuality of a woman without any of the actual downsides that come with, packaged with that air of arousing mystery that comes with traps is wholeheartedly not gay. Being alive is pretty fucking gay though. That's the definition of being gay.
581
« on: May 02, 2020, 02:04:09 AM »
May I make a funny and call diaper fetishes shit tier?
582
« on: April 28, 2020, 12:21:11 AM »
Over my time spent here I gather that you're this place's local druggie, so I'm half tempted not to take anything seriously coming outta you. But the commentary on alcohol was at least interesting, since I actually know very little about alcohol even though I waste my life working at a sobeys liquor store. My day was shit. I worked my two jobs and came home and went to sleep.
583
« on: April 28, 2020, 12:16:28 AM »
Long time ago I heard one of the devs always envisioned Chief like clint eastwood. Does that last one strike you as clint eastwood? Be pretty cool.
584
« on: April 26, 2020, 12:17:11 AM »
Haven't actually played it unfortunately, but I've heard a lot of mixed reviews about it. Based off what I've seen, it's a cool attempt at an artistic endeavor for a video game but it's also bogged down a bit by its more sluggish and unrefined elements.
585
« on: April 25, 2020, 12:33:25 AM »
Assuming that I can continue to work myself to death seven days a week on two jobs, I make 33k a year.
586
« on: April 22, 2020, 03:37:55 PM »
How about that Monster energy advertising?
587
« on: April 22, 2020, 03:34:56 PM »
One of them may or may not be me. I ghost most of the forums I visit half the time.
588
« on: April 22, 2020, 03:32:59 PM »
GA Gov Kemp is opening bowling alleys, nail salons, massage therapists, and gyms Friday. This is six days before the shelter-in-place order ends, and also while not even getting close to the WH guidelines and infection rates are still up. This idiot bootlicker is going to kill us all.
Maybe you could make a documentary about it. Call it "Bowling for Corona"
589
« on: April 22, 2020, 03:30:40 PM »
Can't quarantine with family if you live in a truck camper mate. It also helps not to have a family either.
590
« on: April 21, 2020, 12:36:57 AM »
update: decided to try SL1, but am stuck on the bell gargoyles. starting to think this won't last long.
nothing a few titanite shards wouldn't sneeze at
there's really only one weapon you should be using, too, and i'm gonna assume you already know what that is
Reinforced club? I only know because of your other thread.
Cut off the hellkite's tail for early cheese.
591
« on: April 21, 2020, 12:35:49 AM »
Ben Shapiro said there is close to 0% chance of you dying from corona if you are young and healthy. It also hasn't affected Sweden much more than others despite keeping things open.
Pneumonia doesn't really care how old you are. And I think there's something critical that everybody is overlooking due to their insistence on "fixing" the economy back up to speed. All viruses mutate. Corona's death rate may not be staggering compared to other pandemics of the past, but right now what we're looking at is a lucky blow. What if it develops more lethal parameters? With a virus, these scenarios are all based on time. It's not a question of if, if it's a question of when. The more people that catch and spread it, the better chances it has to develop more virulent strains or make cross species jumps like the one that killed that tiger in the new york zoo.
We don't take this person seriously here.
I don't take anybody seriously.
592
« on: April 20, 2020, 09:44:32 AM »
Only one part of that sentence is correct.
593
« on: April 20, 2020, 12:23:43 AM »
To be totally fair, there's probably a lot of childhood stuff out there better left forgotten. And then there's shows like totally spies and total drama island which live on immortally via wankfest in young adults still tapping into the golden teenage nostalgia of years long past.
594
« on: April 19, 2020, 12:48:11 AM »
Ben Shapiro said there is close to 0% chance of you dying from corona if you are young and healthy. It also hasn't affected Sweden much more than others despite keeping things open.
Pneumonia doesn't really care how old you are. And I think there's something critical that everybody is overlooking due to their insistence on "fixing" the economy back up to speed. All viruses mutate. Corona's death rate may not be staggering compared to other pandemics of the past, but right now what we're looking at is a lucky blow. What if it develops more lethal parameters? With a virus, these scenarios are all based on time. It's not a question of if, if it's a question of when. The more people that catch and spread it, the better chances it has to develop more virulent strains or make cross species jumps like the one that killed that tiger in the new york zoo.
595
« on: April 19, 2020, 12:31:15 AM »
Deprived best class
596
« on: April 16, 2020, 11:58:10 PM »
Can confirm
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/sandtrap-70947/30/
"Yep, don't have kids"
I don't think he even read the fucking OP.
normally i'd be the last person to defend secondclass, but given how much i can relate to tactlessly injecting my personal beliefs where they don't necessarily belong, something compelled me to clear this up
all she's really trying to say here is "the fact that cancer can kill such good people is so cruel and so terrible that it's a wonder why we continue to bring more children into this world when they're all so very likely to have a similar fate"
she wasn't necessarily trying to be disrespectful; it was just a combination of very poor timing and very poor phrasing
so yeah secondclass is garbage and that post was bad, but not for the reasons you think
It's honestly somewhat interesting reading through this thread, seeing the reactions of various people. I'm glad I wasn't the only one to bump into Sandtrap. He seems to have left a mark here. I don't believe in coincidence, but it's funny that this particular thread is here not too long after I thought I'd stay here a while, the only reason being that I decided to drop by here was because of Sandtrap and some talks I shared with him in what feels like so long ago. Sandtrap was the first person I ever talked to openly about some personal and extremely hard hitting deaths in my life. Only because he had a way of coaxing it out of me so easily. At one point I had to ask him what he thought about dying. Wasn't he angry about the situation? I'm the last man standing in my circle of friends, and I lost somebody I love to a drunken idiot who chose to get behind the wheel of a vehicle and drive. I'm not even dead or dying and I'm fucking livid for all of my dead friends if I think about it too much. When I asked him his particular feelings on the matter, essentially what he told me was that "death is only an unbiased function. The awfulness of it comes from our emotions. Our emotional investments in life and in ourselves are being ripped away from us like toys, and we don't like having our toys taken away from us." That particular conversation stuck with me. In a way it helped me deal a little better in coping over the loss of my friends. If we're talking about statements regarding life and death, I find there's a quaint level of humor in the statement "don't have kids." I'd be in a different place today had I not had very specific conversations with Sandtrap.
597
« on: April 11, 2020, 12:08:18 AM »
Its dead. Don't really want another one. I'd rather kill myself than date again.
I have no fucking purpose or absolute reason to date anyone anymore and there are no more single classy women left. Everyone either has some kind of major issue or I am forced to walk around eggshells with them. Political correctness fucking ruined women.
I always thought honesty was key in a relationship but apparently that's a fucking lie now. If you can't be honest with whoever you're with, then how can you even have a strong trusting relationship?
I'd rather be alone or dead.
I think having 2 ex girlfriends in my dating history was enough, I don't need a 3rd. First one was in a fucked up love triangle (which ended really bad) and the second one just didn't work out and was impossible for it to remain stable. For the record, both of them broke up with me, and this is all individual separate times, I don't cheat, I actually hate cheaters. Regardless, I'll still be considered the fucking loser on here either way for being a decent human being.
I swear I don't know if this is just my experience but apparently women really love to fucking argue now or look for a reason to argue even if there is none, and give you shit if you don't argue back. Like what the actual fuck?
I'm tired of getting hurt and being blamed for shit that isn't even my fault to start with, and I'll admit when I'm at fault, because I know I'm not fucking perfect and am a mess, but holy fuck do I really fucking try, I thought it was all about being able to tolerate one another but clearly that's not how shit works anymore, especially with chivalry making you a sexist. Chivalry.... which is something my own mother taught me at young age.... is considered sexist. And its not like I'm romantically challenged, I have no problem with that and can do all that just fine and have actually made her day, but the negatives always seem to be more of the focus with women today, its like they look for a reason to feel and be offended.
Why the ever loving fuck should I even desire another relationship when I'm not even going to be fucking appreciated? Wanna know what makes it worse? When the person you're with will take a petty problem that shouldn't even normally cause an argument and turn it into a fucking mountain of an argument. Small petty shit.
And if all of this itself makes me a fucking incel, all the more reason to stay fucking single. I have no plans to procreate and I don't need my genes to get passed on anyway, hell, I didn't want to even be brought to this planet anyway.
I was born way too fucking late. Fuck my generation.
If you think I should still date, quote this reply and try to change my mind. Otherwise, I'm done. I don't need a woman to complete my life, I don't need ANYONE to complete my life, so no. I'm not going gay.
/rant
TL;DR version:
Song sums it up perfectly.
May I empart a story to you? Of course I can, since I'm writing this. I study people as I go about my life. And I see a lot relationships fall apart for various reasons. I'm not here to talk about those reasons. I'm writing for the sake of explaining what an actual relationship is, what it feels like. I met a girl when I was fourteen. She was a gamer, like me. The very first night I bumped into her, I stayed up all night talking to her. And the next day after, I talked to her again. And again. We communicated through a combination of gaming and webcam, email and so on every day. Every morning and every night. I got to know her explicitely well, probably as well as you could know a person short of them actually being there in person. I was friends with her for about three years. And then one day, things clicked. I realized that I loved this person. What they'd done for me, all the times they'd been there for me. I was in an awful place during my younger years. Meeting her pulled me through it. We both did. We grew together. And we started making plans. Closing the gap, getting passports, finally meeting in person after all these years because we both missed each other even though we'd never so much as touched in person. The short story is that she never made it. She was killed before any of our plans could truly come together. The only thing I can say is that part of me died with her. That's what it feels like every day. When I was younger, I didn't care about finding somebody. I always thought I was going to be alone. And I was okay with that. And she had to come into the picture and destroy that hopelessly childish belief. Standing here now without her, day by day, I can only tell you this. I miss her. I miss loving her. I feel like I'm half a person without her, and that's the truth, because she made so many things right in my life. We did that for each other. We both had flaws. We grew and learned together, lived our lives together, as much as we could through the mediums that enabled us. Without her, my existence is nearly meaningless. Life was worth living because she was there beside me to live it with me. I'd do it over again even if I knew she was going to die every time. I'd do anything to give her a chance to be alive again. That's what you feel when you find the right person. The other stumbling blocks and shit relationships on the road are just that. Stepping stones. Whatever pain they cause pales in comparison to what you feel when you're ready to call somebody your other half, and you mean that with every shred of your existence.
598
« on: April 10, 2020, 11:33:14 PM »
While I'm on my day off I may as well post some of my work. Some of it has great personal significance to me, and some of it was just practice.
damn, i love that second one
I do as well. I usually listen to music as I work and zone out. So when I come back up from finished work, I'm usually in awe of what I've made, especially if I've nailed the colour and light I wanted to achieve. I'll end up looking over my work for a while and just studying what I've made. This one is no exception. The work I put into the shadow and lighting always catches my eyes, apart from the morbid nature of the content.
599
« on: April 10, 2020, 10:08:37 PM »
While I'm on my day off I may as well post some of my work. Some of it has great personal significance to me, and some of it was just practice.
600
« on: April 10, 2020, 05:27:00 PM »
Name I haven't heard in a long few years. Kind of funny that this pops up on the sites feeds honestly. It's part of the reason why I signed onto this site. I was having a particularly bad night for nostalgia, thinking about friends of mine I've lost over the years. Sandtrap was one whom came to mind. I didn't know him for long, but he was a remarkable person when I crossed paths with him. I owe some of the problems sorted in my life due to him, which makes him so remarkable to me. He was able to untangle years of problems through a few conversations and observations, enough to draw me out to talk to him. He's one of the friends of mine whose graves I'm going to visit one day.
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