The jobs are just temporary. I'm sticking around for another year and then I should be good to quit the workforce for the rest of my life.  As for a relationship, nobody's been up to par to match my SO. And I don't even really like the idea of getting involved in another relationship because it'd feel like cheating on her. But it's incredibly lonely on my part, so the only option I have is to roll the dice and just keep travelling. I'll be travelling for a while longer yet anyway. I've got a couple grave sites left to visit and say my goodbyes to people who meant something in my life.

Quote from: E on August 03, 2020, 01:30:07 PM

Not going to lie, Rust reminded me of Verbatim a bit, at least back when he was more volatile. I'm just going to assume that current Verbatim is the same one from old Bungie. He seems simmered down a bit.

who were you on bnet

I think my account name was just an amalgamation of mixed numbers and letters. Never commented either, just lurked. Essentially I'm nobody of note. Sorry if you were expecting a long last face to re-emerge.

Watched Hotel Rwanda last night.

Jesus Christ.

Oh boy that one's a barrel of fun.

Ban class

Hello fellow singular letter.

Everybody fits into the box I make for them because I use the relevant information at hand to make the box, which can be remade at any time if any parameter shifts to prove me wrong. So far you haven't done anything to disprove my inklings about you.

Which is unfortunate because that means that as long as I visit here I'll probably predominantly have to put up with your mildly irritating lapses of drug induced insanity or verbal detritus. And that sucks.

naruto peaks at rock lee vs. gaara tbh, but shika vs. temari was also pretty dope

You seem to be the resident mass media consumer here. By any chance have you ever watched the first season of true detective? That shit seems like it'd be right up your alley.

At times like these, I would like to remind everyone - there are NO true F2P MP games on Xbox.

All of them require you to pay for a Gold membership.
Meanwhile PS4 and Switch let you play F2P games without requiring paid memberships.

Warframe counts as f2p mp does it not?

Quote from: E on July 30, 2020, 08:36:45 PM

Was it on trains or buildings?

No train yards anywhere near where I lived. It was on brick walls and tarmac.

Here's a shitty flip phone picture of my first ever piece.

Full color sketch:

Do you know much about street art? Because I sure don't. What is it about the particular style that appeals to you more than other forms? Looking at the way your work is done, I think it's relaxing when you do it. It reminds me of the "paint by numbers relaxes you" deal. I can imagine that in the methodology of making your work you tend to disappear into it as you work.

Gonna break my rule and talk to you for a little bit. Maybe I can lend some outside perspective to what's otherwise a closed group of people who've made all the arguments that already could be made. I've been here since January, I think. So I've seen a pretty diverse array of what you demonstrate as forum behavior. I know forum behavior isn't the go-to for knowing what a person's like in real life, but how a person interacts online is a damn fine gauge for judging what's going on with one's mental state.

As a new person here, the picture you paint to me is that of instability. Your mood seems to fluctuate constantly on a dime normally, never mind when you're doing drugs(that's another train fuck of nope all together). In most conversations I've seen you interact in, there's little of real substance, it's like you're not even there as a person, just ranting in a daze. On most occassions you're engaging in slap fights with other members of this forum. And if anybody tries to pin anything down on you, there's immediate behavior centered around deflecting it or playing a pity card and calling yourself a victim. What you call zany can be described as flaky. Most people don't tend to like flaky people, because they're erratic as fuck and unstable.

Almost everything that I've seen you do on here is like an attempt to jab your way to somebody's attention. You make some outlandish or weird thread and then inevitably end up getting into a slap fight when the same members wander in and tell you to fuck off. You tend to go quiet for a bit and then sometimes re-emerge a few days later, and make some post while clearly high as a fucking kite, and then rinse and repeat.

This forum is evidently slow as molasses, but I don't mind it here as it breaks the monotony of all the other places I visit. But it really is a tired sight for me to see when I jump on here and see the front page littered with your weird ass shit, because I've seen the same behavior in a dozen other places over the years and it gets old quick.

So ya. You act like a loon and you're a fucking druggie to boot. You don't do much of anything but spew vapid shit in an attempt to reel in some commentary, and on the odd occassion I've seen you converse with people coherently, I'm pretty sure it's just another avenue to reel people in for another dose of flaky shit.

All of it just reeks of.... fuck if I know. A lot of shit. If I didn't give you the benefit of the doubt as being slightly different irl then I'd say you're disturbed, heavily. Nobody likes dealing with disturbed people, less so with ones that cause endless levels of strife. And you wonder why people here get their pitchforks out.

More past drama I'm not acquainted with I see. Haven't been here for too long other than to recognize SecondClass as an appropriately titled "disruptive" attention seeking shitposter. I can only call what I see. In the time I've been here this user's not exactly warrented getting the boot despite their irritating and mentally unstable properties. As I said elsewhere the magic trick to dealing with a shitposter is just being absent and not responding. No ban necessary.

Oof. Not a good weight to carry on your shoulders.

So what level of illusionary distance makes for appropriate distance then? We talking like from here to the moon or pluto? My guess is the moon would be too close, because it'd be like seeing your asshole neighbor next door. But Pluto distance would be out of sight out of mind?

You're probably the oddest person I've met lately, Desty my man. I can't read you for shit and that's because I can't tell half the time whether you're serious or not. I also don't make the best reader of humor through text so I'll just answer your question with a legitimate answer. My life wasn't a mostly empty void when my SO was alive. Plus, your mum made you. She's the only reason you even exist at the moment to complain about women, so there's that.

Interesting channel I bumped into, thought I'd share.