I have something to bitch about.  Every single fuckin' forum I visit is dead as shit nowadays.

EVERY. SINGLE. ONE.

I need to find a new community to get involved with. .

Fuckin' around.

Because I only drink water like a G.

Not an atheist but I don't hold a traditional viewpoint so I'll post mine anyways I guess.

I hold 'the self' as the highest regard. The self being the most fundamental essence of what you are, IE the purest awareness of your existence that you can have. (one without the bias of human experience, or any experience for that matter)

In life we have many notions about who or what we are but these arise from and are influenced by duality, or the state of being in which multiple phenomena are experienced. Your name, sex, race, personality, interests, family, occupation, religion, all of these things that you might consider to be the makeup of what you are, all exist interdependently, not inherently, and they are all rooted in something. They each have a source to their manifestation.

If you remove these notions and follow their sources back further and further, you come to a point where you reach that which cannot be gotten rid of. IE: the self. Through all uncertainty in life there is one truth, for each person (and this a very personal truth), that supersedes all others. This truth is that you simply are. It's not, "you are this" or 'You are that". It's not,"I am Zach," or, "I am a white male," or, "I am an American. " No it's just simply, "I am."

However, whosoever abides by this absolutely does not hold the thought," I am." No, in fact, anything that arises from human experience is absolutely extinguished in this state. That includes the ego. (Thoughts, personality, memories, emotions), leaving only the self in it's most naked and purest form. Without form or definition. No identity.

I feel like in death, we all return to this state. And maybe, perhaps after innumerable eons or even in an instant, becomingness is stirred up yet again and we might just take on a new identity in a new reality somewhere, or maybe even the same reality. Of course that life would be just as impermanent as this one ergo one would still return back to 'the self' eventually. Or maybe one might just stay in such a state indefinitely and break from the cycle entirely. I believe Hindus and Buddhists like to call that Nirvana or enlightenment.

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notice me senpai

i already made a thread its about tulwars go check it out and subscribe

Ah I'm just so busy being a deadbeat nobody, though.

Get a job, ya fuckin hippie.

If you payed any amount of significant attention to me you'd realize that I'm way too cynical to be a tree hugger.
Don't half ass your stereotypes, G. I know I'm not much worth giving a shit about but at least know me better before you banter. It makes it more fun that way.

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Quote from: DemonicChronic on April 09, 2016, 10:28:33 AM

notice me senpai

i already made a thread its about tulwars go check it out and subscribe

Ah I'm just so busy being a deadbeat nobody, though.

notice me senpai

I bottle the most important aspects of my issues inside. Not one for pity parties.

I've a feeling that doing so is stressing me even more, but I just don't like to be a bother.

What do I do?

I don't own a slave.

I want this album to beeeeeeeee ouuuuutttttttt

No one has every really given that much of a shit about me tbh.

You can't be an egoless transcendent being and still have an affinity with your physical form.

Anyways, Learn to skim but still take in as much information as possible. Reading a book doesn't mean you have to sound out every single word in your head like you're reciting the thing for someone else to hear. As long as you recognize whatever is trying to be conveyed, then you're golden.

You don't know everyone in the world, ftr, so you have no idea whether or not chivalry has completely died. Unless you can somehow permeate throughout the entire planet and perceive everyone like some ethereal deity or something. . .

No? Okay then you shouldn't use your own personal experiences as the basis for the bigger picture, because your perspective doesn't equate to all perspectives.

Personally, I witness chivalry on a day to day basis here, however it wasn't the case when I lived in The Bronx so I assume it has varying degrees of practice in different regions of the world.

Emotion can and inevitably will be a burden in life, regardless of the times it's not.

Sometimes I feel like my capacity to feel strongly about something is diminishing, but then something sets me off and it all comes out like a river of blood, sweat, and/or tears, so I realize that my heart is still conflicted.

However, I've come to see that emotion undergoes a sort of metamorphosis in a way when you start to look at the bigger picture and focus on the most important things in life more often. Your mindset begins to change and it puts things into perspective. And thus do a lot of petty or superficial concerns begin to diminish leaving only the more essential ones to focus on.

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Sithis>all

sithis is anu's bitch tbh

Nothing is permanent. All things must return to the void in time, even gods.