Legit though I feel terrible.

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I am always around, but never seen. I am often avoided, but you can't out run me. for I will come when you're old and grey, or maybe even the very next day. I will come with cold embrace, and give you rest with a chilled kiss on your face. I come in many forms of emotional state, whether it's irony, love, laughter, or hate. I am everyone's final fate.
So yeah, I'm back form the mission, Seattle, whatever.
I'm pretty bummed being home....It's super weird not being busy ALL the time. So i just feel like I'm not progressing.
I got a job, went a day, going to quit tomorrow.
Been on a few dates, they like me, we make out. Feels good in the moment but nothing feels right anymore.
Starting to get depressed again.
Wut do, flud?

 
 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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You're in Seattle? That's amazing, I've always wanted to visit the Pacific Northwest. You could go on a hike.

 
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I am always around, but never seen. I am often avoided, but you can't out run me. for I will come when you're old and grey, or maybe even the very next day. I will come with cold embrace, and give you rest with a chilled kiss on your face. I come in many forms of emotional state, whether it's irony, love, laughter, or hate. I am everyone's final fate.
Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2016, 02:39:08 AM
You're in Seattle? That's amazing, I've always wanted to visit the Pacific Northwest. You could go on a hike.
I'm back in Utah, I was in seattle. But yeah! Seattle is honestly stunning, I miss it every day. They have amazing hikes!

 
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Quote from: Death on June 06, 2016, 02:52:26 AM
I'm back in Utah
That explains the OP.

 
 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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Quote from: Death on June 06, 2016, 02:52:26 AM
Quote from: SecondClass on June 06, 2016, 02:39:08 AM
You're in Seattle? That's amazing, I've always wanted to visit the Pacific Northwest. You could go on a hike.
I'm back in Utah, I was in seattle. But yeah! Seattle is honestly stunning, I miss it every day. They have amazing hikes!
Ohh, gotcha. Utah does seem boring, don't have much advice in terms of that. You could always watch some good movies!

 
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I am always around, but never seen. I am often avoided, but you can't out run me. for I will come when you're old and grey, or maybe even the very next day. I will come with cold embrace, and give you rest with a chilled kiss on your face. I come in many forms of emotional state, whether it's irony, love, laughter, or hate. I am everyone's final fate.
Quote from: Luciana on June 06, 2016, 02:52:53 AM
Quote from: Death on June 06, 2016, 02:52:26 AM
I'm back in Utah
That explains the OP.
Yeeeah, seriously, all I do is go to the gym, watch anime and hang with friends.

 
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Can't say I've been in your situation man idk what to tell you

I do know that my friends who moved far off to college feel very similar when they come back for vacation, only thing that seems to solve it for them is going back.

 
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Be happy you're not an introvert like I am. Be happy you can afford to even travel.

 
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Quote from: Death on June 06, 2016, 02:55:35 AM
Quote from: Luciana on June 06, 2016, 02:52:53 AM
Quote from: Death on June 06, 2016, 02:52:26 AM
I'm back in Utah
That explains the OP.
Yeeeah, seriously, all I do is go to the gym, watch anime and hang with friends.

sounds like my life tbh...

Why not go for hikes in Utah? There's gotta be good places to go?

 
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If I'm not here, I'm doing photography. Or I'm asleep. Or in lockdown. One of those three, anyway.

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Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2016, 03:01:15 PM
Be happy you're not an introvert like I am. Be happy you can afford to even travel.
Countering sadness by being sadder doesn't exactly alleviate his situation.

Think back on those times fondly, and think what can you do tomorrow, and how you can do it. I had this sorta blue feeling after going on holiday to reconnect with some old friends, and after I kinda just lazed about. I realised what made me happy was being with my friends, and so I organised more things to do with them and ta-da! Blues eradicated, because I got the same happiness then as I did before.

Is the possibility of going on another mission possible?

 
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Quote from: PsygnI on June 06, 2016, 03:21:33 PM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on June 06, 2016, 03:01:15 PM
Be happy you're not an introvert like I am. Be happy you can afford to even travel.
Countering sadness by being sadder doesn't exactly alleviate his situation.

Think back on those times fondly, and think what can you do tomorrow, and how you can do it. I had this sorta blue feeling after going on holiday to reconnect with some old friends, and after I kinda just lazed about. I realised what made me happy was being with my friends, and so I organised more things to do with them and ta-da! Blues eradicated, because I got the same happiness then as I did before.

Is the possibility of going on another mission possible?

I see.

 
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feel better <3