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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:32:42 PM »
>not having a $2500 gaming laptop
you're making me sad :(
You still have a desktop, right?

Also, I have a G750JZ and I still just use the default keyboard. It works well enough for me and I don't miss mechanical keys too badly. I have my Deathadder set up as well. It's honestly not that bad.
Just shut the hell up.

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The Flood / Re: how to make a homemade smoke grenade
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:22:00 PM »
what the hell is a smoke grenade even for?

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:19:20 PM »
>not having a $2500 gaming laptop
you're making me sad :(

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:15:53 PM »
does anyone know if there's a way to transfer files directly from my computer to my laptop via cord or something?

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:12:10 PM »
>pay for it myself

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:09:50 PM »
do what makes you happy.
What if little kids make me happy? Can I do them?
no because no kid will consent to having sex with you.
That's why you got to adopt them when they're young and teach them to enjoy sex. Then you have a cute willing loli or shota who loves daddy very much.
no because it's not within the law
Laws are arbitrary.
so true

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 01:05:13 PM »
okay so I would be grateful and stuff... here's the thing though. I don't know if I need a desktop to be there. this isn't a matter of I just got the thing and I'm not happy with it. It's a matter of there are possibly more logical concerns that need to be addressed. such as if I should have got this laptop or just got an entirely new desktop computer instead and built it when I got there. I could get a better deal than the laptop. My dad said that I should worry more about portability so I don't have to carry around a big desktop computer with me while I'm there. So he said that the laptop would be best. I still want an upgraded desktop computer though... and having a desktop while I'm there would be a lot nicer than this laptop.

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:37:12 PM »

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:36:34 PM »
Just trade it in or get your money back and stop being an autismo lord
then what would I do for a computer in colorado? just have no computer? dude, are you even trying to think of my best interest here, or are you just shit posting?

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:23:19 PM »
Okay you gotta be trolling
Nope. It's called

I'M JUST NOT POOR

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:20:47 PM »
Come on dude, they spent $1000 on you. It's the thought that counts?
what counts is it's a fucking down grade... I still need a new headphone amp for my sennheiser 650 headphones, a new mouse (my old one is fucking up), and new sunglasses. IF I SEEM SPOILED TO YOU THEN EAT GLITTER AND DOLLAR BILLS BITCH.

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:13:49 PM »
okay dude. I get it. you had a rough childhood. not my fault. I'm not covered limb from limb with callouses and mental scars. I wish you the best.

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:10:21 PM »
but also you can see that my monitor is wider than my keyboard. the laptop isn't even that wide. cut off the key pad on my keyboard and that's about the width of the new laptop.

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:09:15 PM »
Be grateful and stop whining.

loaf pls
Maybe I'd be grateful if this wasn't a huge fuckin down grade. I may want to ship my monitor over there so I could put the computer on the side and us the keyboard, mouse and monitor on a desk or something. That way I don't have to suffer through putting my mechanical keyboard in front of the laptop and making the already small screen look even smaller. This is a major down grade.

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The Flood / Re: Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 12:07:51 PM »
Doesn't look that small... what's the screen size?
I dunno. I don't have a tape measure next to me.

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The Flood / Moving to colorado, parents got me a new laptop...
« on: January 18, 2015, 11:57:25 AM »
So I'm moving to colorado alone. I already brought this up last week I think. They point is that this thing fucking sucks. I can't use my mechanical keyboard on my laptop, because putting a keyboard in front of a tiny laptop is stupid. They got me a gaming laptop and apparently for 1000 dollars it was the best they could get. It has such a fucking small screen though and I hate using the keyboard. The track pad sucks. Also, look at how fucking retarded that windows 8 setup is. I dunno how I am going to go from using my fill size desktop computer to using that fucking laptop. My desktop is a couple years old and out of date. It's just that it's going to suck so fucking bad.

I dunno what to do. Should I send it back?



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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 11:48:15 AM »
I think I stopped caring about trying to define my sexuality four or five years ago.
Same, if I find something hot, it's hot.
Its just easier to not label yourself
Just say you're a fruit.
youre a vegetable
lol that comment reminds me of this

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The Flood / Re: What's the deal with airline food?
« on: January 18, 2015, 11:32:47 AM »
DO I LOOK LIKE AN AIRPLANE?

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 11:31:38 AM »
I think I stopped caring about trying to define my sexuality four or five years ago.
YouTube

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 11:22:04 AM »
If you look at naked men far more than you do women and you enjoy it, possibly masterbate to it, and you are a man yourself, you are GAY! Is that wrong? NO, but you are gay and you can't sit here and debate otherwise.
except that is a generalization.

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The Flood / Re: I'm going to shower, AMA
« on: January 18, 2015, 10:00:29 AM »
People dissing jim's taste in music... I'm gonna bust a nut in your face.
A lot of people here just listen to dadrock only. I agree that Jim actually has good music taste.
Jim's taste in music is fucking amazing and so is mine. I will destroy all of you if you get in my way. The sentrifical force of my thoughts alone are enough to crumple a grown man. Don't worry though zen, I like you. You have been spared.

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The Flood / Re: I'm going to shower, AMA
« on: January 18, 2015, 09:53:47 AM »
People dissing jim's taste in music... I'm gonna bust a nut in your face.

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 09:07:19 AM »
Are you sure you're actually interested in guys emotionally, or do you just like to masturbate to gay porn?
I'm interested in women emotionally. Guys have very little appeal to me. In all my dreams where I am having gay encounters I have no emotional interest in them. Sometimes I do fantasize about having a really cute boyfriend (just thinking about the word is kind of vomitrocious tbh). I think that those thoughts only exist in a vacuum. I don't think I could actually meet a guy who I have real feelings for. Sometimes I see guys who seem really really cute who I think I may have feelings for. I think that that's mostly just infatuation.
And you don't think it's a coincidence that you're only attracted to feminine guys? Are you sure you're really gay?
Yeah you make a good point. I don't think I'm actually gay.

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 09:04:30 AM »
Are you sure you're actually interested in guys emotionally, or do you just like to masturbate to gay porn?
I'm interested in women emotionally. Guys have very little appeal to me. In all my dreams where I am having gay encounters I have no emotional interest in them. Sometimes I do fantasize about having a really cute boyfriend (just thinking about the word is kind of vomitrocious tbh). I think that those thoughts only exist in a vacuum. I don't think I could actually meet a guy who I have real feelings for. Sometimes I see guys who seem really really cute who I think I may have feelings for. I think that that's mostly just infatuation.

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 09:00:09 AM »
huh?

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 08:59:30 AM »
another thing i dislike is that gay trope that all gay guys are effeminate. It's really insulting and it's kinda one of the reasons I hate talking about this stuff. I really despise the whole stereotype that infests our culture. It's based off of bigotry too, because apparently a long time ago they made evil characters in plays or movies and stuff effeminate males to show that they were evil. I heard that somewhere. Either way I wouldn't doubt it at all that it grew from a negative stereotype. I really hate stereotypes and it pisses me off that there are no straight stereotypes. I wish that I could degrade straight people, except they're the ones that oppress everyone with their bullshit.

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The Flood / Re: Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 08:54:41 AM »
if I may respond in star trek form

YouTube

lmao. yeah that's another thing. I don't know if I could really be in love with a guy if I wasn't attracted to them. the thing about guys is that unlike girls, where they're pretty uniform in how they look (besides the fact that some women have huge breasts which is grotesque and appalling), guys come in many many many shapes and sizes (disregarding fat females because they aren't really human). I don't really like fat males, I don't like males that are too burly and unkempt. I don't like guys that are too old. That's one of the biggest things is I feel like I am mostly attracted to guys in my own age range. I don't know if your taste in guys matures as you get older or if you stay attracted to your same age group all your life..

Another thing is that a lot of people who are actually into the same sex are actually legitimately gay, and they say that they knew from the time they were very young. I mean I remember eye balling males of my same age range and stuff back as early as middle school. It wasn't even vaguely sexual at that time though. I guess that's how all attraction starts off is non-sexual. I would know because I have another fetish that started when I was young and then turned sexual around middle school. I feel like most people have a good grasp on their sexual orientation and I don't. So I still wonder if I am actually gay or if this really is a "phase. I hate to use the wording of a person who is trying to spread anti gay propoganda but I really feel like that may apply to my situation.

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The Flood / Re: Music thread!
« on: January 18, 2015, 08:44:39 AM »
RASPBERRY FUCKING BULBS

YouTube

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The Flood / Has anyone ever been mostly interested in guys...
« on: January 18, 2015, 08:43:00 AM »
and then realized they were mostly interested in girls? Right now I think males have more appeal to me. That's not to say that I dislike females. I spend the majority of the time I spend looking at naked people, in my free time, looking at pictures of cute naked guys. I just think it's so weird how if you tell anyone this in our society they will quickly jump on the bandwagon. They will say "just come out of the closet and you will be so much happier". Uh... I don't actually think that I am gay, and I would be much happier if I didn't. I feel like if I did then i would be lying to myself and other people. Then when they realize that I'm not actually all that bisexual then they will start to feel lied to.

Now I kinda loath the double standard that being straight is just a given and being gay is something you have to "confess". The thing is I really just don't know and I wish that somehow I could figure it out. I look at all the really cute guys and I just can't imagine myself being in a situation with them. I could much more imagine myself being in a situation with a woman, but I don't ever actually try to put myself in that scenario mentally. A lot of you guys may just say that it's denial, but I think what it really is is I am just trying to test whether or not I am gay. Also every time I think about it I just think about how everyone makes into a big joke. Maybe that's why I hate it I dunno.

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Btw I would like to discuss a dream I had last night. I was back in sailing camp in one of the boats seen in the picture above. We were going out to the open lake to race and I was in a boat with one of the people who I was friends with. The boat didn't have a sail on it and we kind of just floated around eventually we were sitting on opposite sides of the boat and I had my feet on his balls and he enjoyed it. I remember distinctly thinking that it wasn't very enjoyable and that I am still not gay. I think what my dreams are trying to tell me is that I am not actually homosexual. Does anyone know anything about homoerotic dreams?

People would be more inclined to respect someone who drinks a 6 pack of beer while watching monday night football and going to a bar to hit on women before they would respect someone with the opposite issue.

Btw here's some cute sfw guy pics (is nsfw even allowed?). I will keep it sfw. It's hard to find pictures of guys that I find super attractive. Most of the ones I have on my imgur are just femboys. Most of the ones I have on tumblr I reblog are like black and white vintage photographs of gay sex and fancy black and white pictures of male models from russia. I think most of last year I was just into femboys and really twinky twinks. I think now I realized that I appreciate guys who are more mature looking now. It is hard to find that middle ground between twink and muscle builder though. I really like these though. So this is kinda what i have right now in terms of SFW that I can show you guys. I just edited one to make it sfw.

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