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3421
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:52:03 PM »
pretty funny how people need to use a defense mechanism like little buzz words like edgy to preserve their fucking lie of a life. it is a defense mechanism, I hope you know that. Instead of looking at what I have to say you have to make a pathetic response like that. there's no other explanation. if you actually read what I say and put thought into it it would effect your view of the world. if you don't maintain the lie you end up hating life. you can't hate life because you know life is futile and hating it will just end you in a self perpetuating cycle of misery. So you will maintain your lie. I won't support you though because I think you are shit, a diseased animal, a virus.
3422
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:47:55 PM »
Whoa whoa whoa, guy, are we viruses or animals?
Every mammal on this planet instinctively develops a natural equilibrium with the surrounding environment but you humans do not. You move to an area and you multiply and multiply until every natural resource is consumed and the only way you can survive is to spread to another area. There is another organism on this planet that follows the same pattern. Do you know what it is? A virus. Human beings are a disease, a cancer of this planet.
3423
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:47:09 PM »
Because anyone wants to listen to you complain for three paragraphs
my point exactly, actually.
3424
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:43:05 PM »
they will keep you locked up like an animal your whole life. that is really what society is is an animal containment center we set up for ourselves. it's no wonder that our society is in a perpetual state of decay and misery. we set ourselves up for failure. we are animals though. we are just smart enough to be self aware, so we tried to set up an environment where we can thrive as animals. we are not intelligent enough to work in such large numbers though. our society is too big, and trying to accommodate everyone is a farce.
everyone's stinking lie of a life will be withheld by the boundaries of society. It's a massive force that we have set up. it's mind control. every single person in the whole country is against you if you fight back. the only way out is death. there is no way to defeat the massive conundrum that society has put you under. you live with it, or you try to rally people together to fight for your cause. because that's all that living is really is a fight for power, which you can get in numbers and you can get through money.
fuck this life. our planet grows over populated day by day and all we can do is sit back and tell ourselves that it's okay. we have grown up in a society where everyone believes so hard that everything is okay, that we are very insecure. we will all try to push so hard for our illusion that everything is okay. in the end it will all die. the dream, the lie, it will all die when we do. then they can perpetuate it to the next human being.
3425
« on: January 20, 2015, 11:19:19 AM »
Have you been passing alright? Are your bowel movements hard or soft? Mine have been rather hard. I go rather frequently. Usually once a day. I think I need to drink more water or eat more fiber or something. I should be having softer ones.
3426
« on: January 20, 2015, 09:54:47 AM »
UK fucking sucks. they want to ban so many things.
3427
« on: January 20, 2015, 09:52:26 AM »
Oh fuck yes. No questions asked. Where is she? Come to butthead...
3428
« on: January 20, 2015, 04:08:54 AM »
Ryle, I don't want to jinx you or anything, but please never stop being awesome.
3429
« on: January 20, 2015, 02:02:29 AM »
I have my own taste.
And by that, I listen to shitloads of drastically different music, like rock/alternative/classical/dubstep/soundtracks/praise and worship/etc.
soooooooooooo eclectic. did you get your taste from /v/?
3430
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:52:02 AM »
oh shit. like 5 pages back I posted "oh god yes". I thought I was in another thread.
3431
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:45:38 AM »
Sometimes tensions run high 'round here.
Let's bring it down a notch and chill.
*pours beer*
Cheers.
fuck no. you're old.
3432
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:40:06 AM »
this laggy fucking website made me double post. edited. woops.
3433
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:39:07 AM »
Considering I play piano and write my own music, I'd say pretty safely I actually like music.
yeah, if you don't listen to a lot of styles of music then your artistic endeavors have no value.
I enjoy making music myself. So yeah, music is great.
same goes for you.
playing music does not equal appreciating music.
Oh, so classical pianist have no value? While they play the hardest piano pieces ever written to large, wealthy audiences in the best music halls in the world?
So, if writing music, playing music, listening to music, LOVING music isn't enough, then how do I truly "appreciate" music?
Literally the complexity of music has no bearing on how good it is. This is just an emotionally driven opinionated rant by you.
While you do kinda have a point about complexity and quality, a good amount of simple music is shit. There's a reason pop music is shit. 4 chords and the same song structure will only get you so much.
yep
Indeed.
There's a reason pop music sells so well - because it's simple. You're selling your product to the lowest common denominator. The more complex you make it, the more listeners you lose. You want something everyone can tap their feet to, sing the chorus too, and get drunk and dance to. There's no value or quality in the song itself; it could literally be about anything and people would be none the wiser. Case in point: Hook
The song is literally about nothing. The lyrics are just nonsense phrases.
No one gives a fuck about pop music. No one was talking about pop music. Do you think that I care about pop music? I don't. I said that complexity has no bearing on the value of music. I didn't say anything about pop music being good. It's not good. You don't need to randomly drag that discussion into here out of the blue.
3434
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:35:00 AM »
Considering I play piano and write my own music, I'd say pretty safely I actually like music.
yeah, if you don't listen to a lot of styles of music then your artistic endeavors have no value.
I enjoy making music myself. So yeah, music is great.
same goes for you.
playing music does not equal appreciating music.
Oh, so classical pianist have no value? While they play the hardest piano pieces ever written to large, wealthy audiences in the best music halls in the world?
So, if writing music, playing music, listening to music, LOVING music isn't enough, then how do I truly "appreciate" music?
Literally the complexity of music has no bearing on how good it is. This is just an emotionally driven opinionated rant by you.
While you do kinda have a point about complexity and quality, a good amount of simple music is shit. There's a reason pop music is shit. 4 chords and the same song structure will only get you so much.
I have no idea why you're bringing up pop music. It has nothing to do with the discussion at hand.
3435
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:31:45 AM »
Considering I play piano and write my own music, I'd say pretty safely I actually like music.
yeah, if you don't listen to a lot of styles of music then your artistic endeavors have no value.
I enjoy making music myself. So yeah, music is great.
same goes for you.
playing music does not equal appreciating music.
Oh, so classical pianist have no value? While they play the hardest piano pieces ever written to large, wealthy audiences in the best music halls in the world?
So, if writing music, playing music, listening to music, LOVING music isn't enough, then how do I truly "appreciate" music?
Literally the complexity of music has no bearing on how good it is. This is just an emotionally driven opinionated rant by you.
3436
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:21:41 AM »
3437
« on: January 20, 2015, 01:19:19 AM »
Considering I play piano and write my own music, I'd say pretty safely I actually like music.
yeah, if you don't listen to a lot of styles of music then your artistic endeavors have no value. I enjoy making music myself. So yeah, music is great.
same goes for you. playing music does not equal appreciating music.
3438
« on: January 20, 2015, 12:48:34 AM »
CHEEEEESE
3439
« on: January 20, 2015, 12:35:59 AM »
If I tried to dance to my music I'd look like a real faggot.
it's not your music. The fuck kind of question is that?
Of course I like music. And the way you enjoy music is entirely valid.
there's nothing valid about listening to music and not appreciating it. do I sense butthurt?
3440
« on: January 20, 2015, 12:31:09 AM »
I feel like most music is about trying to get you to get up and really feel the rhythm. I really hate that. I listen to music while sitting down in my chair, in my bedroom. I apply my attention to it and I decide if I like it or not based on how it makes me feel. I am not out at the club, or dancing, or playing it on speakers with a bunch of people over. I actually like listening to music for the sake of listening to music. How many of you can say that you actually listen to music for the sake of listening to music? Can you put on your headphones and just sit there and listen to an entire album without getting bored? Or do you need alterior motive to even listen to music in the first place?
3441
« on: January 19, 2015, 11:12:51 PM »
3442
« on: January 19, 2015, 11:05:20 PM »
That you have it
okay troll Explosion Imminent
not if you don't suck my dick a lot harder than that baby
3443
« on: January 19, 2015, 11:02:42 PM »
that's a fake loaf account. you should report it.
3444
« on: January 19, 2015, 11:01:26 PM »
I still say a lot of research still needs to be done. It's still a big mystery. People used to think that this shit was ADHD.
Yeah I really hate it. It seems like a poor excuse for being bad at socializing and I doubt any actual neurological research has been done for it. It seems a lot like a catch all excuse just like ADHD.
3445
« on: January 19, 2015, 11:00:31 PM »
damn it. I hate that "edited" tag on the OP. I fudged it up and I just made a correction. Can a mod remove that bullshit?
3446
« on: January 19, 2015, 10:57:54 PM »
This is the new "autism level one diagnosis". Spoiler 1. Stereotyped or repetitive motor movements, use of objects, or speech (e.g.; simple motor stereotypes, lining up toys or flipping objects, echolalia, idiosyncratic phrases). 2. Insistence on sameness, inflexible adherence to routines, or ritualized patterns of verbal or nonverbal behavior (e.g., extreme distress at small changes, difficulties with transitions, rigid thinking pattern, greeting rituals, need to take same route or eat same food every day). 3. Highly restricted, fixated interests that are abnormal in intensity or focus (e.g., strong attachment to or preoccupation with unusual objects, excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests). 4. Hyper- or hyporeactivity to sensory input or unusual interest in sensory aspects of the environment (e.g., apparent indifference to pain/temperature, adverse response to specific sounds or textures, excessive smelling or touching of objects, visual fascination with lights or movement). - See more at: http://www.iidc.indiana.edu/?pageId=369#sthash.We9WcgLL.dpufThis is the old aspergers diagnosis which I always read about when I was a kid. It's bullshit and describes nothing about me. Spoiler 1. Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions or affect, to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions. 2. Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction; ranging for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication. 3. Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understanding relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit various social contexts, to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends, to absence of interest in peers. - See more at: http://www.iidc.indiana.edu/?pageId=369#sthash.We9WcgLL.dpufIt really always pisses me off that people compare me to something like that. I guess now that I look at the new diagnosis it still kind of seems like a pussy excuse. I have had a bunch of people, including doctors, parents, teachers, kids around me, try to tell me I am autistic. It's pretty offensive, but when I watch an actual video of myself or listen to myself talk, I am kind of astounded at how fucking retarded I look and sound. I honestly really hate myself for that and I feel like there is no way I could ever actually be "normal". I am extremely socially isolated too. I haven't really talked to anyone outside of the internet in years, which my therapist says is pretty extreme in my case. Spoiler 1. Deficits in social-emotional reciprocity, ranging, for example, from abnormal social approach and failure of normal back-and-forth conversation; to reduced sharing of interests, emotions or affect, to failure to initiate or respond to social interactions. - See more at: http://www.iidc.indiana.edu/?pageId=369#sthash.We9WcgLL.dpuf I definitely have a hard time initiating conversation with people irl. I often don't pick up on jokes in when I am talking to someone in person who I don't know very well. If I am talking to someone who I know well like my younger brother or a friend then I get the jokes really easily though. Spoiler 2. Deficits in nonverbal communicative behaviors used for social interaction; ranging for example, from poorly integrated verbal and nonverbal communication; to abnormalities in eye contact and body language or deficits in understanding and use of gestures; to lack of facial expressions and nonverbal communication. - See more at: http://www.iidc.indiana.edu/?pageId=369#sthash.We9WcgLL.dpufI dunno about this one. I think I have pretty good verbal communication skills. I don't think I have a hard time understanding body language and gestures at all. Spoiler 3. Deficits in developing, maintaining, and understanding relationships, ranging, for example, from difficulties adjusting behavior to suit various social contexts, to difficulties in sharing imaginative play or in making friends, to absence of interest in peers. - See more at: http://www.iidc.indiana.edu/?pageId=369#sthash.We9WcgLL.dpufI definitely have a hard time adjusting behavior to different social contexts, in uncomfortable situations. If I am just at a party with my relatives or something or at a nice restaurant, or at a play or concert, or anywhere that is formal and people are respectful, sure I get along with no problem. If I am at school though or trying to interact with people at school, I would be much more inclined to want to punch someone in the face. I dunno about the "imaginative play part". I definitely hate RPing lol. I definitely don't have an absence of interest in my peers. I just feel like talking to them makes me super vulnerable to them thinking I'm weird. So I just try to avoid it because I feel extremely hurt every time I try to engage with someone who I never met. It always leaves me feeling awkward and retarded.
3447
« on: January 19, 2015, 10:14:59 PM »
well I live in Ohio, and have for my whole life... so... yeah I really hate it here. Can't wait to move to Colorado in 2 weeks.
3448
« on: January 19, 2015, 10:11:05 PM »
So apparently someone who is edgy is someone who is trying to appear dark and sinister but really just comes off as a dork .-.
Please don't call me that...
3449
« on: January 19, 2015, 10:05:23 PM »
you're an odd one, loaf
Oh. So I'm odd because I don't "fit in" with your world? In another world I may be perfectly suited for it. Not this one though. In this world you and your society govern the norms. So I am nothing more than a pawn in your little game... that's what you think.
Go to that other world then.
If only I could, my little sweetums.
3450
« on: January 19, 2015, 10:03:46 PM »
you're an odd one, loaf
Oh. So I'm odd because I don't "fit in" with your world? In another world I may be perfectly suited for it. Not this one though. In this world you and your society govern the norms. So I am nothing more than a pawn in your little game... that's what you think.
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