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« on: January 10, 2015, 06:06:03 AM »
I can't stand it anymore. I am always putting my skype info in skype threads on 4chan. I know that seems like a shitty place to make friends... it definitely is. It seems like most of the time when I add someone it just turns into a really long 3 hour conversation the first time we meet, and then we never talk again. I talked to someone for a couple hours, a couple days ago and when I woke up this morning I was removed from skype. Most of the time when I add someone on skype they just want to talk about sex for hours and hours. A lot of people just want to show me their cock immediately after they add me.
I am really fucking sick of it. All the chat rooms I go to really cancerous. I go to a music chat room that's filled with hatred. I go to a few steam chat rooms that are really slow and boring and I hate video games and I only have steam to play counterstrike. I went to another 4chan based chat room and it was really fucking hateful and cancerous. I am so fucking lonely and tired of trying to meet people. I have been trying to make friends online for like 2 years since I graduated high school. I made one friend but she turned on me and told me I was shit after knowing her for like a year.
I have gotten to the point where I hate people, and I literally just have an irrational hatred for every single person that I see walking around outside. I never get to leave my house because I have no job, and I am unable to complete a college education because I just hate college so much. I hate being around the students because they're all snobs who never take the time of day to even look at you. I hate jobs so much. I had two jobs as a bus boy and a barista at a coffee shop. I hate menial jobs so much and I hate being around the people who I have to work for and work with. I honestly just hate living sometimes.