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« on: October 29, 2017, 08:06:00 AM »
ask him who it was that brought him to this country he lives in in the first place.
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« on: October 20, 2017, 12:59:27 PM »
All I ever hear is gimme this gimme that from these niggers. But let me ask you, what have the niggers ever given to deserve all these special rights and benefits that us white folk don't? If you ask me they're a bunch of greedy sons of bitches. The niggers will never be happy, because they're niggers.
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« on: October 14, 2017, 06:43:43 AM »
When someone makes fun of a guy for being "like a girl" in any way, this is a form of misogyny, because it's denigrating the female traits in a guy. Also, when a guy is afraid of being girly, or makes fun of other guys for being girly, this is called toxic masculinity. Toxic masculinity and misogyny towards males is a pervasive part of our culture, and it shows just how pervasive misogyny is, not only towards women, in our entire society.
Some of the other ways this manifests is making men repress their emotions, it's often seen as weak to show emotions if you're a guy. This could lead to repressed emotions and feelings of insecurity and shame, and corrode the psyche of the male mind. It obviously has an effect on the gay community, and you see it in cases where guys say "I'm fine with homosexuality, but there's a certain lifestyle and way of behaving attached to it". They're of course talking about the way that some gay guys subvert gender norms, but they could also be talking about sexual fetishes. Either way, it's bigotry. It could also be one of the reasons why men aren't taken seriously when they say they've been raped, and this is what people mean when they say "rape culture".
There's many other ways that misogyny can effect us all, and this is why men should call themselves feminists. I call myself a feminist because I realize that not only should I try to be supportive of the female species, but I recognize that misogyny isn't just a problem that effects women, it's a problem that effects us all. This is why I say, we need to smash the patriarchy; we need to smash the hierarchical structure of the dominance of toxic masculinity.
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« on: October 11, 2017, 06:16:32 PM »
What could be spookier than cat boys 
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« on: October 09, 2017, 01:36:59 PM »
Here's an obvious case where we're not all equal. You have the ugly, uncontrollably pants crapping, useless members of society, who can't perform basic mental tasks. This refutes absolutely that everyone is equal, because there's obviously vast majorities of people who are superior to these mongoloids.
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« on: October 08, 2017, 07:48:36 PM »
I'm always around people and I try to be sensitive around them, and act like things that are hurtful are actually inappropriate and hurtful. But all the while I'm just sitting there thinking, what a fucking lie. I'm like one of the most insensitive people ever lmao. This is one of the reasons I always feel uncomfortable around people who are sensitive, because they'll see my sensitive side and accept me, but then they'll soon realize it's a fucking lie. Except it's not a lie and I actually am sensitive and insensitive people hurt my feelings, but at the same time I'm really insensitive. What the fuck do I do? Lmao.
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« on: October 08, 2017, 07:48:08 AM »
I just think that Hitler is an interesting man. There's all sorts of species on this planet earth. There's thousands of species of butterfly alone. Some look at the human race as though we're all just one unit, with degenerates and master race. But Hitler himself was just one of these many species of butterfly which we see, one of the many evolved forms of life which inhabit this earth. When I think of Hitler in that way, I don't look at him as an evil, deranged man. That's not to mention that he was passionate, had a great mustache and uniform; aesthetically he was pleasing as well as in the nature of his being.
On these accounts, I actually really like Hitler. I think Hitler was pretty cool. I think it was really Macabre how he killed all those Jews, but it's almost like an art in a way. It's just so abstract and real.
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« on: September 28, 2017, 09:34:02 AM »
Every person you meet, you size up for their thoughts and behavior. You determine whether or not you are compatible with them, whether or not you can fuck, whether or not they’re superior to you, whether or not they share opposing beliefs. You know eventually whether or not you would fuck them, or whether or not they would have their way with you, and whether or not you would want them to.
You will divide yourselves up between each other, you will only talk to those you can tolerate, and stay around someone only long enough that you cannot tolerate them any longer. That is because they are not someone you can fuck. That’s because you are not in love with their thoughts, and they tire you. You will roam around these pods, these solitary capsules of brains, insulated from anything other than they know inside their skulls.
Some are naive. They show affection to each other. These people are the most evil. You know that they are fuckers, they fuck one another, they hug one another. They are the ones to beware of the most. They will single out any thought that deviates from their own, with laser precision. They will launch rockets at you, from hidden silos they’ve built just for scum like you. They find those who don’t have any deviations in thought, lovey dovey bullshit. These people are bastards.
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« on: September 27, 2017, 06:01:57 PM »
You ever just be listening to kilslug and you want to smash the beer bottle right next to you and beat some sjw with it? Now, I'm not saying I would ever do anything to harm another person, but the way I feel right now is pretty pissed off. I got banned from a non binary support group on facebook, because I made a thread about coming out to the queer student union about being gender non conforming. I may have added "I hope that everyone doesn't hate me..." "... but I can't tell, because everyone just gives finger snaps and claps afterwards", because you know, I was fucking joking with my stupid facetious humor. So they told me that they didn't think my posts were real support posts, and that they banned me after looking at some of the posts on my facebook wall. Now, this is why I fucking hate sjws with a burning passion, they always find some reason to be upset with you. But I have beer. And I have this.
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« on: September 26, 2017, 10:16:31 AM »
SoI've never been sexually molested, but I signed up for this group. I went to the group meeting and when we were all introducing ourselves, I basically said I've never been raped, I'm just here to get jack off material. So they all said ohhh loaf, you're so hot. Then they all took off their clothes and started masturbating and fucking each other and fauning over me sexually. It was fun, I recommend rape survivor support groups.
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« on: September 26, 2017, 07:04:39 AM »
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« on: September 25, 2017, 06:44:15 PM »
I mean, it's just really exciting. The thought of just all of a sudden, DEATH, you know what I mean? You just cease to exist.
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« on: September 24, 2017, 10:42:31 AM »
I basically judge people on whether or not they realize we're in a rigged system. The interests of politicians, for example congress people, often poll very low in public opinion, and the politicians themselves also poll very low in approval rating. This is because of super PACs, which basically buy political power for their interests. This is why I don't look at people as republican or democrat anymore, because whatever party they support is basically not even representing them. Even democrats who are more left wing on social issues, they'll throw you a bone to win political support on stuff like that, and then go and cut deals with bankers and CEOs, so that those people can make more money. That's not even to mention taking away privacy rights.
Look at Hillary Clinton taking thousands in speaking fees from wallstreet, look at how the NRA controls a portion of our government, and how the military industrial complex is basically a for profit system. Are there better things we could be spending our money on besides countless interventions and military budget? Yeah, probably, but oh wait, Saudi Arabia just gave us a few billion for a weapons deal. Oops, looks like we can't have principles and money is what determines our policies.
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« on: September 23, 2017, 09:55:47 AM »
 I don't have the rainbow socks and sleeve gloves, skirt, cat leggings, and cat ears yet. Sorry.
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« on: September 22, 2017, 02:33:08 PM »
I don't want anyone to have any misconceptions, I am very much progressive in my political perspectives.
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« on: September 22, 2017, 01:09:05 PM »
There's no way to define virtue, and anything you do define will just be based on subjective cultural norms. Human beings obviously don't have inborn virtues, because any virtue that you try to state is a virtue is technically going to be imposed as a law. It's clear that not all human beings follow laws, because laws are arbitrary and man made and don't always coincide with human nature. If you think that morality is somehow objective, you are objectively a retard.
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« on: September 21, 2017, 07:01:46 AM »
The nigger will be about a black guy who dindo nuthin, and it will be a bunch of highly filtered, high resolution film shoots of "the nigger" walking down the street, buying a candy bar, and it will show extreme close up shots of cops watching the nigger, and extreme close up shots of the nigger as he glances at the white man who he despises.
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« on: September 21, 2017, 05:52:04 AM »
God, I got so many plushies and rare books I've been wanting for years now. I'll just list what I got so far.
Akita Niru Nendoroid Plus Plush
Cirno Nendoroid Plus Plush
Squishable Gnome Plush
Squishable Cthulhu Plush
Hand Made Felix Argyle Plush (from etsy)
Omocat "Pretty Boy" Sweater
Realistic Cat Ears (from kittens playpen)
Rainbow socks and sleeve gloves
Cat leggings
Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep - Easton Press edition (easton press makes authentic leatherbound books)
Michel Gira - The Consumer (book by the main member of the band swans)
The Book of Disquiet by Fernando Pessoa (the hard to find hardcover of the Richard Zenith translation)
The Complete Works of HP Lovecraft (easton press edition)
The Complete Illuminated Works of William Blake (thames and hudson hardcover)
The Master and Margarita - Folio Society
Pierre Boulez Conducts Schoenberg - Sony 11 CD Box Set
Poetry books
William Blake - Easton Press
Percy Shelley - Easton Press
Robert Frost - Easton Press
Emily Dickenson - Easton Press
Hart Crane - Franklin Library
Sylvia Plath - Turtleback Books, library binding
All of this stuff I got in the past month, most of it in the past couple weeks. I'm super excited lol. It's like Christmas has come early. Now I'm facing the problem that there's not that many more plushies that I don't have that I wish I did.
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« on: September 18, 2017, 05:06:48 PM »
So, the only things that I could think of to ask for for Christmas, are plushies or rare and/or collectible books. There has to be something else that I actually could use more. Like, idk, some appliance or some really nice coat, or some piece of electronic which would be pretty awesome. I can basically ask for several hundred dollars worth of stuff. The only thing I've asked for so far has been this leatherbound Easton Press version of the complete works of Euronymous Bosch.
In all seriousness, what sorts of things would you ask for if you could ask for several hundred dollars worth of things?
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« on: September 18, 2017, 02:08:04 PM »
I mean like, spy on them like the ghost of christmas past from the story of scrooge. You can see everything that they do in their private or public life. Would you? The answer to most people would probably be yes.
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« on: September 17, 2017, 10:19:15 AM »
The talking butthole says, hi, how may I serve you today? xd BEHOLD THE TESSERACT! IT IS A 4 DIMENSIONAL CUBE IN 3D SPACE! YOU CANNOT IMAGINE THE TESSERACT! IN ORDER TO UNDERSTAND REALITY ONE MUST FIRST UNDERSTAND THE TESSERACT! POOP CHUNKS! POOP CHUUUUUNKS!!! 
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« on: September 15, 2017, 03:31:40 AM »
Let this serve as a lesson.
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« on: September 10, 2017, 09:34:33 AM »
You know, I have two very weird conflicting parts of me, concerning police brutality. One part of me knows that a lot of racial profiling happens, and crime is mostly caused by poverty, which is what should be addressed instead of increasing police presence; it's the wrong treatment for the disease. But then, another part of me just gets pissed off that there's people who have to do awful criminal stuff, like roam around the streets at night making it dangerous to walk around for others, and selling drugs to kids and getting into stupid pointless gang battles; and the part of me that thinks of that just thinks, good, go beat the fuck out of those fucking human insects.
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« on: September 07, 2017, 04:17:46 PM »
I have about 20 minutes before I go to my psychologist appointment (yeah, you can tell I’m one crazy bitch, can’t you), so I thought I’d write a little bit about why I find it difficult to talk to my mom about the classes I chose to take this semester in college.
This semester, I signed up for multicultural literature, the theme rotates every year, and this year is lgbt literature. So I had to sign up! It sounded so cool. Yet, yesterday when I was riding in the car with my mom, I couldn’t bring myself to tell her about the classes that I was taking. I mentioned that I was really enjoying the multicultural literature class, and I even said that the short story I read last night was my favorite I’ve read so far. That attempt to coax an inquiry from my mom, seguing into a discussion about the topic, just didn’t happen.
Why I didn’t just bring up the topic to her directly, is because I don’t feel comfortable talking to my mom about lgbt themes. My mom has so many lgbt friends, actually organized a panel to discuss lgbt issue in my city, and talks about going to drag shows with her gay friends from college. Yet, I never talk to her about the issues that I feel, pertaining to my own self image and sexual orientation.
I would say that I’m gender non conforming, I’ve always preferred to see myself as cute, rather than manly. That isn’t to say that I feel like I’m trapped in the wrong body, although I do wish that the skin on my face was softer, and the hair on my legs wasn’t so thick. My mom, however, seems to have inborn biases which are present throughout all people, and so does my dad to a degree; even though I don’t think they’re aware of these things.
I once asked my mom whether or not she thought it was weird for guys to shave their legs; she told me that it’s definitely weird. I tell her often that I wish that my face wasn’t rough because of past acne problems, I even told her that I would prefer to be cute instead of manly, in those words. She says “oh, like a babies butt?” I think she may be trying to lighten the mood, but it does not seem appropriate at all, considering that actually is how I want my face to look, except for the macabre picture of the skin from a babies ass covering my face. What the fuck.
I hate gender norms, and I think that even the issue of sexuality falls into this category, which is why I don’t even feel comfortable telling my parents that sometimes I still go to that lgbt center that I volunteered at; which was just one of several organizations that I said I was interested in, under the moniker that I just really feel passionately about the cause. I’ve told my parents explicitly that I would date a guy, but I don’t find most guys attractive. I even let it slip from my tongue once that I was using the bisexual search option on okcupid. Yet in spite of all of this, I still feel uncomfortable talking about the issue with my mom.
The internet is where I usually cultivate a cuter, more androgynous personality, much like the “femboy” that I see myself as, than the “ruddy” faced (as my mom would say), hairy legged, totally butch guy that I identify as in general. This is one of the reasons I identify so strongly with the trans community I suppose, sometimes I even like to go by they them pronouns. I think I would fall more under the category of non binary though, I just want to reiterate for categorical accuracy, that I don’t see myself as transgender.
I was going to go to the queer student club at my college yesterday, but unfortunately I had an anxiety attack during multicultural literature class, which my mom was driving me home from the hospital from. I went to raise my hand during class, and all of a sudden I noticed that I felt like my hand was about to go limp and I was going to pass out. I was answering the question the professor posed, which was to give examples of bi chic in modern culture; I raised my hand and mentioned lil peep. The anxiety of raising my hand and talking about lil peep did give me some anxiety, but it was mostly because I had drank a medium cup of this unusually strong caffeinated coffee that morning, after not having much breakfast. I am really sensitive to caffeine, and that pushed me over the edge.
I won’t go into the effects of the actual anxiety attack, because they are horrendous and don’t need to be shared, I’m still sort of trying to get over how horrifying and somewhat embarrassing it was, but that is what brought up this issue for me in the first place - brought it into focus when usually it’s just something that I tolerate. It’s hard that I can’t even talk to my mom about the class I’m taking, and that it’s related, even if not directly, to what was happening when I had a huge anxiety attack.
Hey, it looks like I was able to finish writing this in 20 minutes! Now I am going to the place where I obviously belong, in the seat of a psychologist, talking about my problem with a person whose intelligent and understanding, and working through difficult, complex issues.
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« on: September 06, 2017, 06:57:00 PM »
┬─┬ ノ( ゜-゜ノ)
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« on: September 03, 2017, 07:20:05 AM »
Is anyone else so annoyed by people who are bitchy about racial identity, that whenever they see a picture of a black person they just think, uggggh, here we go again. It's the black person up in my face about to tell me about how oppressive white people are. I was just scrolling through tumblr, and I saw a picture of this woman, and my gut reaction was uggggh. But then I thought to myself, it's just a picture of a girl, dude, lmao. Nothing should make me feel like that, but I do, because it's so annoying listening to people bitch about identity politics. 
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« on: September 02, 2017, 06:45:06 PM »
I have to spend all my time studying. I don't have any time to do anything except school, food, sleep, repeat. Fuck, it sucks. You can get caught in such a mindset of pessimism that you just feel like everything is fucking garbage and you want to escape the suffering. But I was just hanging out with my family who are pretty cool, and it unstuck the cyclical mindset of pessimism you can get trapped in, from a whole week of unrequited suffering. I fucking hate school.
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« on: September 02, 2017, 01:03:56 PM »
I pose this question to you, denizens of bungie.net.
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« on: August 27, 2017, 01:26:56 PM »
Think about it, the whole world is divided by all of their own languages. The world should devise a single government which controls all of the world, and in principle, if that government was logically actualized, they would kill all of the people who refuse to speak English. English is already the most important language in the world, and we need to have a world where we're all united. Now, I'm not saying I would ever personally kill anyone, I'm just saying if there was one world government, that is, by principle, the policy they would enact, if they were logically actualized.
I mean think about it, all the languages of the world are basically saying the same thing anyways, having more than one just creates a language barrier.
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« on: August 25, 2017, 09:28:46 AM »
A mom: *sees tag on hair drier that says warn kids of death from electrocution*
A mom: son, I want to warn you about death by electrocution, if you touch the electricity in the electrical outlet!
Kid: Mommy, what is death?
A mom: It's when you go to heaven!
Kid: what's heaven?
A mom: It's the happiest place ever, filled with infinite happiness, and no worries
Kid: COOL! *runs and electrocutes himself to death
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