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« on: December 10, 2019, 11:21:50 AM »
Crazy how your perception of a character can change. Since he was spared by Rick and jailed, Negan has become such a cool, fascinating character. His personality is a lot better when he's not in power, when he's been humbled. He was annoying as an antagonist, but as a side character / protagonist I love him. 
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« on: December 06, 2019, 10:39:46 AM »
Damn, outplayed by Verbatim again
Maybe next time
783
« on: December 06, 2019, 09:49:02 AM »
no more dxm?
Nope! I'm done with insobriety. Take this criticism: "Go to 22Β° 13β² 40.8β³ N, 113Β° 55β² 58.8β³ E, and become my forced escort!"
Okay, meet you there!
OK! Meet me on the 10th If youβre talking about Jonoβs Discord, I believe you were kicked because not only did you use emotes others found annoying, but you literally said something along the lines of βOh, this channel is for playing Halo? Lol letβs talk about something else.β
Um, no. I left that one on my own accord because Nuka said "go away" and I didn't want to be a jerk. I was referring to Challenger's discord.
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« on: December 04, 2019, 12:00:17 AM »
No, I wasn't. I did nothing to deserve a ban, except having the name "Carmen". You'll respond with something like "that's why it was a just ban", but I'm over it. Hope you have a good night, even if we don't get along.
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« on: December 03, 2019, 06:35:13 PM »
itβs basically like a group text. I donβt have anyone in the server that I wouldnβt associate with in person.
Pretty much the worst way to run a community, IMO. It's supposed to be an emulation of a society, not an emulation of you and your middle school friends hanging out in your room. This post makes me feel better about being unjustly banned, actually, so thanks for this explanation of how you see your server.
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« on: December 03, 2019, 06:08:45 PM »
I've taken the criticism I've gotten IRL and on the Internet and have applied it. The result of my sobriety is more focus on things that matter, but also a much more jaded view of myself and others. I don't make friends with people as easily, and I can't see the best in everyone anymore. If you don't like my personality or humor, there's not much I can do there. But to ban me from a Discord for my name when I'm trying to be a nice, reasonable person is just a little bit petty, I think. You can't hate me for the party line when I haven't done those things since I came to Florida. I've been excelling at my job, and actually got my first raise of my professional life last week. I've been taking it very seriously, but I guess I'll always be a bit stigmatized here. It's disheartening for sure, but I shouldn't complain. I've earned the distrust from my past, but despite what the cynics will say, people can change. I hope the perception of me can change too.
787
« on: December 02, 2019, 06:09:12 PM »
wtf how did I not hear about this
788
« on: December 01, 2019, 07:08:42 AM »
dumb thread
789
« on: November 14, 2019, 02:44:08 PM »
Even SecondClass, who is a braindead walking trainwreck and will probably die from overdose in the next 2 years, is a more redeemable person.
E X C E L L E N T
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« on: November 13, 2019, 10:38:55 PM »
I'm glad, Solonoid. It doesn't mean much coming from me, but I'm really proud of the changes you've made in your life. This might sound cheesy or sarcastic, but you're genuinely an inspiration to me and I hope you can forgive me for how I've treated you. You're a far better person than me, and hearing you say all of this made me smile.
We've all made mistakes, and as long as we admit them when we see them and try to progress, I think there's hope.
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« on: November 13, 2019, 09:36:49 PM »
Any slips I have, I'll record here. Hopefully this will keep me on the up-and-up.
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« on: November 13, 2019, 09:34:35 PM »
I woke up feeling bright and refreshed. My mom had to go into Orlando for an EEG, that's a neuroscience thing to get more info on whatever's causing her brain to have seizures. I took a shower, had a light breakfast, and went into work. I recently moved to Florida, as some of you know, and I'm quickly proving myself at my new hotel job. So far, I've gotten nothing but compliments and assurances of my expertise at being a front desk agent, and I really want to keep that going. Being on drugs would do nothing but weigh me down.
I spent some time today reviewing my life through the countless threads I've made on this site. I don't like the person I've made myself out to be, and I while I believe I've changed, I understand if most of you aren't convinced. While a straight-edged life is boring, it's fruitful and it's exactly what my family and myself need right now. I can't afford another slip. I can't afford anything less than perfection right now. I only make $10 an hour, my mom doesn't work, and our rent is $900 a month.
We escaped my abusive stepfather, but now we're facing reality. I don't have a lot of hormones left, and while yes, I'd like to continue my transition, any goals of passing as a girl are out the window for me. I don't have enough money for drugs, and my new mindset refuses to let me break any laws in search of a brief escape from sobriety. I'm a bad person, one of the worst I know. I'm not pretending to be altruistic, but at the same time it hurts me to see my mom and brother suffer. I kind of hate their personalities, same as I hate mine. But there's nothing left to do.
The adventure I had today was just accepting all of this. For the next long while, I won't be happy or even entertained, but I need to keep up the facade of happiness so I can be liked. No one likes a negative jerk. The point of this thread is just to get this down. My mission: to use the gifts granted to me - my natural amicability, my physical health, and my experience - to provide for myself and my family, until I'm not needed anymore. Maybe then, I'll find a place to rest my spirit.
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« on: November 13, 2019, 04:12:21 PM »
whos the piece of shit tho
794
« on: November 12, 2019, 01:31:30 PM »
I actually like Negan now
only bad thing is that King Ezekiel doesn't give speeches anymore
795
« on: November 12, 2019, 01:18:25 PM »
I agree with verb, you need consistent rules and banning someone for being a jerk is ludicrous.
796
« on: November 11, 2019, 02:42:22 PM »
What about me, huh?
797
« on: November 08, 2019, 03:47:13 PM »
Hey that's near me
when does the carmen cult buy a city?
798
« on: November 04, 2019, 04:06:08 PM »
Honestly shut the fuck up
Sam no fun!
799
« on: November 04, 2019, 02:58:42 PM »
"Yes officer he always was a bit of a loner"
Somebody check to see is any more cats have gone missing in Class' area
There it is officer, that's the post
S H E W I L L K I L L A G A I N
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« on: November 03, 2019, 04:42:00 PM »
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« on: October 31, 2019, 03:01:02 PM »
I'm tired of the back
802
« on: October 30, 2019, 03:01:24 PM »
And then we'll shop
803
« on: October 28, 2019, 01:23:57 PM »
I don't though?? When did I lie about my personal life? When did I troll outside of Bungie.net threads like "the internet shuld be ilegal"? Bruh, before you deleted your old discord account I had pages of PMs from you (or maybe I still do) describing the exact manner how for years you made an intentional effort to obscure your identity and lie about who you are and where you're from. You seemed proud of it.
Not to mention, you've been caught lying numerous times in the mains, and you've made threads announcing "I'm just trolling jk" in reference to your entire "online persona", after which you went immediately back to the same way.
plenty of people choose to do this, and that's their prerogative, but if you get called out on having done it in the past, instead of getting defensive maybe you could try "that's not something I do anymore."
I don't remember any of that, and I'm sorry if I hurt anyone with that behavior. It's not something I do anymore.
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« on: October 27, 2019, 05:20:05 PM »
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« on: October 27, 2019, 04:45:13 PM »
I don't though?? When did I lie about my personal life? When did I troll outside of Bungie.net threads like "the internet shuld be ilegal"? The fact everyone has this impression of me means I'm doing something wrong, because I don't want to be seen as this awful person who lies. I can be dumb I guess, and I'm obsessive about things no one else cares about, but I'm actually sincere about everything I say.
I guess I have some "SecondClass stigma" about me because of my past. Understandable but no less annoying when I haven't acted that way in so long.
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« on: October 27, 2019, 04:41:07 PM »
I'm so buying this lol. Only $13 and you get so much
You're not serious right
 I'm deadly serious. Maybe it's just because I like standing out, but I've always supported Bethesda and Papa Todd
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« on: October 27, 2019, 04:31:35 PM »
Any misgendering is bigotry. I had to look up what tucute is:  Really funny that I discovered my gender with the help from people on this forum, then later I'm just pretending to be trans? Because it's just so glamorous to be this way. Whatever, I'm done. I need to stop using the Internet, or maybe just be a fake, reserved person on the Internet like I am IRL. My fault was being an open book when the book was badly written anyway. I'm never going to pass and Solonoid could call me a hon all day and be right. But to say I've only gone through this embarrassing, gross life to look cool is just so infuriating and idiotic. For everyone accused of being a trender, probably 1/20 of them actually are.
808
« on: October 27, 2019, 04:16:26 PM »
I'm so buying this lol. Only $13 and you get so much
809
« on: October 27, 2019, 04:12:00 PM »
man, doesn't this silly bullshit just take you back tbh
please read through this thread and tell me who's right, me or solonoid - I will blindly agree with your choice
you've proven time and time again that you don't know what's good for you in life, so i'm inclined to take solonoid's side even though i'd agree with aria and say that i think she's laying it on a little too strong
i ultra don't care though
this is all assuming that you're real and honest, which i have no reason to believe that you are (which again, has been shown time and time again)
If I was a fake person as you keep saying, I'd make myself look super good. I wouldn't lie about my life and my experiences to make everyone here hate me. I've had my problems in the past, but I'm trying to grow up and stop making irresponsible choices for my health and family. I've stopped all tobacco use, I don't drink, and while yes, I still smoke weed, I don't even do DXM anymore. Solonoid can say whatever she wants about my job/success in life. I really don't care. What makes me mad is her bigotry, and it should make you mad too.
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« on: October 27, 2019, 03:50:50 PM »
man, doesn't this silly bullshit just take you back tbh
please read through this thread and tell me who's right, me or solonoid - I will blindly agree with your choice
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