Holy fucking shit I need to be more careful. I was just trying to go downstairs to play my PS4, I was carrying my laptop with me to bring downstairs, but halfway down the stairs I zoned out / fainted / whatever and fucking collapsed and rolled down the stairs onto the hard concrete basement floor. I got so lucky that I didn't snap my neck, but holy shit my jaw and neck feels so fucked up right now. The pain is kinda going away though, I just hope my body can repair this shit by itself so I don't need to pay hospital bills. I think I'm going to be fine, if it was a lethal injury I would've been dead by now. Anyway just wanted to have an official post here so I can look back on this and not make the same mistake in the future. I need to be a lot more cautious, I should've just went outside and walked down the incline to get to the basement.

But what's funny about this is that I realized something. If I was a girl - small and petite and fragile like I want to be - I would've died right there. I hate my big tall burly body and all that comes with it, but goddamn, my body type probably saved my life tonight. It would have been so much worse if I didn't have that male tougher bones and larger body and all that. Me being trans probably saved me tonight. I think I can start to appreciate the benefits of having a physically strong body now. It might not make me look cute or pretty, but my stature has so many grounded life benefits that I didn't realize until now. Being alive is the most important thing, way more important than even being a girl, so I'm actually glad that I have this build now. It's going to be a lot harder to kill me lol. I can be a trans woman with a big body actually - that's fine. I can protect people and protect myself that way. I never knew I had this privilege honestly and I'm going to value it a lot more in my life now.

it's my last day until my weekend and I thought it might be nice to do a rabb.it stream

just let me know what shows you'd want to see

https://discord.gg/vBE3978

one night only chatroom anyone?

if it was so vital to our language you'd think it would've come up before this age of forced, reactionary maledom

it's more like a social network

www.epicmafia.com

we have our own discord now

https://www.rockstargames.com/newswire/article/60711/Red-Dead-Online-Beta?utm_source=twitter&utm_medium=social&utm_campaign=reddeadonline-11262018&utm_content=newswire


Now that everyone has had a chance over the past month to experience the story of Arthur Morgan and the Van der Linde gang in Red Dead Redemption 2, it is almost time to begin the beta period for Red Dead Online. Early access to the Red Dead Online beta begins tomorrow on Tuesday, November 27, working up to full public access on Friday, November 30.

Built from the ground up for the latest hardware, Red Dead Online blends the classic multiplayer of the original Red Dead Redemption with the best of everything we have learned since then about creating deep multiplayer experiences. The result is something completely new and fun, and an experience that will continue to expand and evolve over time.


With the gameplay of Red Dead Redemption 2 as its foundation, Red Dead Online transforms the vast and deeply detailed landscapes, cities, towns and habitats of Red Dead Redemption 2 into a new, living online world ready to be shared by multiple players. Create and customize your character, tailor your abilities to suit your play style and head out into a new frontier full of things to experience.

Explore the world solo or with friends. Form or join a Posse to ride with up to seven players; gather around the fire at your Camp; head out hunting or fishing; visit bustling towns; battle enemy gangs and attack their hideouts; hunt for treasure; take on missions and interact with familiar characters from across the five states; or fight against other outlaws in both spontaneous skirmishes and pitched set-piece battles; compete with other players or whole Posses in open world challenges and much more.


The launch of the Red Dead Online Beta is the first step in what will be a continually expanding and dynamic world, and the beta period will allow us to deal with the inevitable turbulence of launching any online experience of this size and scale.

During this process, we will be looking to our dedicated community to help us report and fix problems, share ideas, and assist in shaping the future of the full Online experience. As with all of our releases, we will strive to make the launch of Red Dead Online the best it can possibly be, and we ask that the community share that spirit with us over the next weeks and months.

To help us ease into the beta and to mitigate major issues, we will begin the early access period starting Tuesday, November 27 at 8:30am EST, and gradually scale the player base up to full access beginning on Friday, November 30. This will help ensure that our servers can handle a steadily growing volume of concurrent players in the early hours and first days of the Beta and hopefully reduce the likelihood of any server crashes during the launch week as we get things up and running.  Full rollout details are as follows:

• Tuesday, November 27th: All Red Dead Redemption 2: Ultimate Edition owners. Please note, players who purchased the physical Ultimate Edition must redeem the Ultimate Edition code in the packaging to be eligible.
• Wednesday, November 28th: All players who played Red Dead Redemption 2 on October 26th according to our data.
• Thursday, November 29th: All players who played Red Dead Redemption 2 between October 26th to October 29th according to our data.
• Friday, November 30th: All players who own Red Dead Redemption 2.

The Red Dead Online Beta will be available to anyone who owns Red Dead Redemption 2 on PlayStation 4 or Xbox One starting Friday, November 30. When booting up Red Dead Redemption 2 and arriving to the title menu, you will see an option in the top right of the screen to select Online.

Stay tuned to the Rockstar Newswire tomorrow for more details about Red Dead Online modes, gameplay and more.

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What does everyone think of this? Looks exciting!

and I just found $20 randomly in my house

is it money from a lost paycheck that I lost when drunk/high or is it someone else's

pro strat: take it and dont spend it and wait for someone to come asking

well two people, the first was some guy that called me out on the street yesterday because he recognized me from HS. I vageuly recognized him but didnt remember his name, then thought that I remembered it last night and messed him a follow up

but I think I thought of the wrong person lol

and I also messaged my very short term gf from a while ago and asked if she wanted to get coffee and told her about my new job, that's the scarier thing

anyway how are your personal lives going?

violence isnt the answer to any ideology

DEUS VULT MEN ARE BETTER THEN FEMALES

You're welcome

to stretch your days and bring you fun

also I harnessed the breeze

you're welcome - to fill your sails and shake your trees...

but he never talks 

what kind of conspiracy going on here

and he saw corruption everywhere, except within

this is a legendary story