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because although life is a festering pile of shit, there are things i still need to accomplish that cannot be accomplished if i'm dead

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The Flood / Re: How have you changed since Sep7 began?
« on: May 24, 2021, 03:24:55 AM »
I really want Vebatim to post ITT.
well, if you insist

i don't have a lot to say, though, because i'm willing to bet that i've probably changed the least out of anybody still using this website

i joined this forum during my first semester of college, and after seven grueling years, i can finally expect to get my worthless degree by august, whereupon i can spend the rest of my days worrying about how i'm going to pay the government back for the stupidest decision i've made in my life

i haven't really changed any of my beliefs over the past seven years, and if anything, i've only doubled, tripled, or quadrupled down on the majority of them (because the world only continues to prove just how right i am about fucking everything—and yeah, my bitterness has also increased tenfold)

if anything about me has changed, i'd say i've gotten a little bit better at communicating with people; i find it much easier to express myself in ways that regular people will actually understand now, and i also find myself a lot more tolerant of people's bullshit in general—but at the core, i'm still a pretty angry and spiteful person who doesn't enjoy life very much, because as anyone could plainly see, there's really not a whole lot to enjoy

first person to suggest therapy gets to be thrown off a cliff

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The Flood / Re: Kentaro Miura, author of BERSERK, dies at 54
« on: May 20, 2021, 06:07:01 AM »
RIP

berserk was edgelord trash anyway, but dying in your 50s is a pretty raw deal

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The Flood / Re: Bought my bf a ps5, but at what cost?
« on: May 08, 2021, 11:49:20 AM »
you must really love the guy

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The Flood / Re: Happy Post Nut Depression Day
« on: May 04, 2021, 01:52:21 PM »
Also, post nut clarity is just that, clarity. What you two are describing is post nut depression
there is LITERALLY no difference (if you're an intelligent person)

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The Flood / Re: Happy Post Nut Depression Day
« on: May 04, 2021, 09:19:41 AM »
If you're not feeling post nut clarity something is wrong.
I still dont understand what this clarity is or is supposed to be
It's apparently more noticeable for people who get addicted to porn and end up watching more extreme/odd content to fit the bill. The clarity part hits and makes people suddenly feel disgusted with what they just watched, or shows up in some other form such as depression coming back to fill the void from the high of masturbation.
personally, i've cut down to watching porn maybe once a month, and what i watch is extremely vanilla by internet standards, and i still get "post-nut clarity"

there's actually a much older french term for the phenomenon: la petite mort, which literally translates to "a little death"—it's like the brain is distressed that it allowed itself to be overcome by carnal desire once again

the fact that casper doesn't understand it also leads me to think the phenomenon may be linked with intelligence

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jesus, sorry to hear that

i'm doing okay—i'm getting my degree by the end of this year, so i'm currently in the middle of planning where i'm gonna go from there

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Serious / Re: How ya hangin' in there Americans?
« on: April 22, 2021, 09:14:45 PM »
all things considered, i'm doing okay

despite a huge spike in covid cases in my area, i was able to get vaccinated last week, but my second dose is still pending

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 13, 2021, 11:58:37 AM »
i just don't know why you would do this, unless you suffer from "PC master race" brainrot to such a degree that the mere thought of playing a game on its intended console makes you want to vomit, or something

best justification i can think of would be a speedrunner who wants to use emulator tools for the sake of practice
You forgot that consoles break and they are expensive, right?
no console old enough to break down can't be found for a reasonable price somewhere—i collect retro games as a hobby, so i should know

granted, i don't know how true this is outside of the US, so you might be at a disadvantage

at the same time, nobody said that any of this was good or fair—if i can't play a game because it's unavailable to me for bullshit reasons, that fucking sucks, but i personally find it very easy to suck it up

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 13, 2021, 10:08:37 AM »
I'm pretty sure you can make a rom from a copy you already own
i just don't know why you would do this, unless you suffer from "PC master race" brainrot to such a degree that the mere thought of playing a game on its intended console makes you want to vomit, or something

best justification i can think of would be a speedrunner who wants to use emulator tools for the sake of practice

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 13, 2021, 09:58:01 AM »
You see, you are working with the predicate that all laws concerning this issue are perfect.
i'm working with the predicate that the law is the law, regardless of whether it's perfect and regardless of whether you like it or not

The law actually states that it is completely legal to get the ROM from your purchased copy of any game.  It's also legal to modify it from there.  What's illegal is distributing it.
choosing to play a game on an inferior machine that the game was never intended to be played on in the first place doesn't make a whole lot of sense to me, but okay i guess

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If you're against buying games second-hand that's fine, it just limits your options.
the post you're quoting literally said that i want flea markets to receive financial support because they deserve it, so idk how you took this position away from it—flea markets are generally the way to go these days when it comes to retro games in particular, and it's not illegal to sell pre-owned video games, so it wouldn't make sense for me to be against buying games second-hand

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Downloading the game online is literally no different than buying a game secondhand, or borrowing it from a friend, or being given it by a friend.
this argument kind of works if you're talking about torrents or parsec or something along those lines, but not if you're making new copies—the main difference being, when you borrow a physical copy of a game from a friend, you're not producing another physical copy of it, which is what makes it okay

even then, the idea that a seeder is your "friend" is also fairly disingenuous, because they are most certainly not your friend—you're anonymous strangers collaborating on the circumvention of having to pay for something

when a friend lets you borrow something, it's not because they want you to avoid having to pay for something—it's mainly because they're your friend. if i cared about people having to pay for shit, i wouldn't be so exclusive about who i allow to borrow my shit, so it's really just not the same thing

bottom line is, if i were to drop my principles right now, and say that all of this is okay, i'm basically never going to spend a dollar on a video game ever again, because i'm going to find ways to download absolutely everything—even if they actually made games cheaper and more accessible, nothing beats getting it for free, so why pay any money at all

it's a very black and white subject for me—you're either always okay with being a thief, or you're never okay with it

to be sometimes okay with being a thief doesn't make any sense to me as a moral position, because any line you draw in the sand between what's okay or not okay to steal is going to be totally arbitrary. and will most likely boil down to "it's okay, because i want it, and i don't want to pay money for it" or "it's okay because big corporation bad"

how about "it's never okay"? what's so bad about that? oh yeah, you don't get free shit

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 12, 2021, 08:15:43 AM »
cool, where can majora's mask be legally purchased on my PC and when did nintendo greenlight this
Buy a copy on ebay and then it's completely legal to own a copy of the ROM.  Ta-da!

There is no-where you can buy Majora's Mask and have it contribute money to Nintendo's bank account.
that's a commonly circulated meme, but unfortunately, not how it actually works—you could argue from an ethical standpoint that it's okay to do it that way, and i wouldn't be able to argue with you, but there's no law that says "it's okay to steal something if you already own one copy of it"—you could have a million apples, and it still wouldn't be okay to steal one more apple (if anything, that only makes it worse, because why would you need one more apple at that point)

majora's mask is currently purchasable on the Wii U's e-shop, so that would be your one option as far as supporting the developer goes (not that flea markets aren't worthy of monetary support—they are, and piracy hurts them, too)

but if we're talking about a game that genuinely isn't available to be purchased anywhere, then that's kinda tough shit from a legal standpoint—i don't like it either, especially for the sake of preservation, but that's the way it is

not that i'm saying you should care about any of this—you can do whatever you want—i just personally find it a little disingenuous and irresponsible to argue that PC lets you play "all games" when you essentially have to steal in order for that to be true—and if stealing is okay, why isn't the same true for consoles? because it's harder to get away with? you wouldn't steal physical copies of games if you could get away with it, would you?

all you really needed to say was "steam" and you would've had a solid foundation, even if the majority of games available on steam are also available on console

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 12, 2021, 07:14:59 AM »
and play what games
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cool, where can majora's mask be legally purchased on my PC and when did nintendo greenlight this
As soon as they stopped selling it themselves, that's the green light.

I'm not sure if its available digitally through their store though.
yes it is, but that's not how it works at all—that's just how you internally justify it

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 12, 2021, 07:03:53 AM »
and play what games
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cool, where can majora's mask be legally purchased on my PC and when did nintendo greenlight this

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 11, 2021, 04:16:13 PM »
Join the PC Mustard Race my friend, never look back.
and play what games

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Gaming / Re: Next-gen consoles
« on: April 11, 2021, 11:56:58 AM »
not me, but a couple of my friends have a PS5, and they've been having a good time with them—apparently haptic feedback and adaptive triggers are the real deal

meanwhile, i don't know anyone with a sexbox, and i'm pretty sure most people don't even understand that it's a next gen console—they Wii U'd themselves pretty hard with the marketing on that one (perhaps intentionally as an excuse to exit the console race, which they've supposedly been trying to do for a while now or something)

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Gaming / Re: Super Smash Brothers
« on: April 09, 2021, 11:58:32 AM »
Pardon my killing time for a bit. Surprised you never changed your stance on mods Verb(minus the half hearted jest here).

Popped into my head recently while idlely thinking how many ways you can technically poke holes in the mods r bad motto you carry via asking questions.
when it comes to mods, i've changed my stance insofar as i care significantly less when other people do it—so long as they're not trying to tell ME to do it, because that would be obnoxious

the least offensive mods to me are those that fix game-breaking bugs, and add functionalities like netplay to games that didn't previously have them (such as Super Smash Bros. Melee), or anything installed after you've already beaten the vanilla game at least once

but even with the former category, that's getting into a sketchy territory on the basis that it shouldn't be up to the players, on principle, to fix your broken-ass game for you—and don't get me started on "lore-friendly" mods, which are, more often than not, far from it

anything that defies developer intentions is an obvious no-go, but even things outside of that still rub me the wrong way, just because i've always valued having an authentic experience with a game

i'm not out here, like most people, playing games strictly for entertainment purposes—i'm out here to figure out what the best games ever made are, because i actually think of games as works of art worthy of critical evaluation, and part of a good critical evaluation is coming to the understanding that a game's flaws make up an important aspect of what that game is at its core, in the same way that a movie's flaws are an important aspect of what makes the movie what it is—and yet, we don't really see people modifying movies very often (although i'm sure there's some weirdos who do that—solonoid just posted an edit of GvK, but stuff like that is pretty outside of the norm)

being able to face up to those flaws, rather than trying to sweep them under the rug with a mod, will allow you to have a stronger grasp of what your tastes are, what the best games for you are, and what kinds of flaws and issues you're willing to put up with in order to play an otherwise fun game—and then, rather than modding those problems out, the best solution is to find a similar game that doesn't have that flaw, and then you won't have to mod anything (because you shouldn't have to—games should just be good out of the box)

now, granted, i do understand now more than ever that 99% of gamers just don't give a fuck about anything to do with what i just said, and just wanna have their dumb fun doing all kinds of stupid shit in their video games, because video games are strictly an entertainment medium for them—and i'm able to concede, at this point in my life, that that's probably fine

i still have a different perspective, though, and i think my way of thinking tends to lead to more fulfilling gameplay experiences—my vanilla skyrim may not be as fun to play as your ultra-modified version of it, but for me, part of a game's fun factor is having the opportunity to experience, discuss, and criticize its imperfections, which you'll miss out on entirely if you decide to mod those imperfections out (whether you care or not)

i don't think any of these thoughts should be controversial or unreasonable—i'm not saying anyone needs to agree with me by any means, but in order to understand where i'm coming from even more, think back to how george lucas likes to keep editing the original star wars movies

regardless of how strongly you feel about the edited star wars films, there's a good chance that you probably disagree with lucas's decision to make these alterations—but why?

probably for the same exact reasons that i don't like modifying games

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The newly wanted Pioneer Port Campbell soup room, doctors are also more future group, the Pioneer Port character and fashion are focused on Eva Haru. I'll use Aster Formal, so if the ketchup goes out, the z sauce instead of g market drink pressure per week and wanted channel Banggye-ri 5g squishy Liberation Lyon here and there night 4 Simon's.

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The Flood / Re: Evangelion 3.0+1.0: Thrice Upon A Time; MAJOR SPOILERS
« on: March 13, 2021, 11:57:22 AM »
Verb how are you going to watch/review 3.0+1.0? Camrip? Torrent of BD release subbed? Dare I say...Dubbed?
in this instance, quality is pretty important to me, so i'm comfortable waiting for a high quailty rip with subs... however long that will take

i would be delighted to pay $10-20 for a BD or an official stream, but not if that's gonna take a year or more

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The Flood / Re: Evangelion 3.0+1.0: Thrice Upon A Time; MAJOR SPOILERS
« on: March 12, 2021, 09:06:14 PM »
Is it worth watching the rebuilds?
My answer would be yes, but with a couple asterisks. It really kinda depends on what you liked about Evangelion. What did you like about Evangelion?

Regardless of my personal (and mostly negative) feelings, the Rebuilds are major cultural touchstones that are worth experiencing regardless of their quality, imo—which is to say that I would only check them out for the sake of giving yourself the opportunity to partake in modern discussions about Eva. They are definitely polarizing movies, but they're polarizing in the same way that the Disney Star Wars films are polarizing. As such, it's not really feasible to ask people if they're worth watching, because you're not going to get many unbiased responses (case in point: see above). It's a prime example of a "decide for yourself" kind of situation.

In general, if you find it fun or exciting to be part of burgeoning discourses about pre-eminent media, then there's virtually no sense missing out.

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that generally doesn't happen to me very often, to where it's genuinely difficult to think of great examples

what happens more often is for something i dislike to start growing on me after i give it enough tries

YouTube

similar to jono, i try to listen to all genres of music nowadays, because variety is the spice of life—in the not-so-distant past, you would never catch me listening to death metal or anything similar to it, but sure enough, i was eventually able to find some enjoyable death metal—but only after giving the album somewhere between 10-20 tries

even as someone who has a background of listening to loud and heavy music almost exclusively throughout my teen years, extreme metal genres can be very difficult to digest, but it can be done if you're patient and open-minded enough

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Gaming / Re: Game collecting
« on: March 11, 2021, 10:36:58 AM »
How much have you spent on this collection
over the course of ten years, probably at least $2000, with about half of that being spent over the last couple

if you think that's irresponsible, you should see CIB collectors

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Gaming / Re: Game collecting
« on: March 10, 2021, 05:03:47 PM »
Added Indy Racing 2000 and NHL Breakaway 99 today. Here's a chart of all the sports/racing games I still need:

Spoiler

Games highlighted in green are "expensive" games that go for $40 or more loose. If I were to just buy all of these at once, I would have 84% of the library—the sad part being that there's only 4 or 5 here that I could actually see myself enjoying.

Still no sign of Banjo-Tooie, and I've been to at least three new retro game shops that I've never been to before lately.

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Gaming / Re: Super Smash Brothers
« on: March 10, 2021, 04:55:42 PM »
world tour 2.0 let's go. Hope nintendo doesn't catch wind of this one
any reason to think they won't?

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Gaming / Re: Super Smash Brothers
« on: March 07, 2021, 08:32:35 PM »
so i got the guy who got blown up on twitter for making an "exaggerated jiggle physics" mod to give me a tutorial on how to reduce the jiggle physics to 0

hey guys, i changed my mind—mods are pretty cool after all
theres jiggle physics in this game??
i believe pyra/mythra are the first smash characters to have jiggle physics in the chest region, yeah

pretty embarrassing, but not super noticeable—now there really is no excuse for Mai not to be in the background of that one Fatal Fury stage, i guess

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Gaming / Re: Super Smash Brothers
« on: March 07, 2021, 06:44:24 PM »
so i got the guy who got blown up on twitter for making an "exaggerated jiggle physics" mod to give me a tutorial on how to reduce the jiggle physics to 0

hey guys, i changed my mind—mods are pretty cool after all

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The Flood / Re: Evangelion 3.0+1.0: Thrice Upon A Time; SPOILERS
« on: March 07, 2021, 06:14:42 PM »
aw, i didn't know it was gonna be a missable stream

guess i'll just twiddle my thumbs

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Gaming / Re: Halo.Bungie.net is going to shut down on February 9th
« on: March 06, 2021, 06:55:55 AM »
Kinda wanted to take one last look at my first profile before the nuke, but I never got around to it. Too bad.
You're just the master of procrastination aren't you. Memory's dim on that one, but how the hell'd you get into Halo in the first place? Or did you just stumble onto the bungie forums and just make a home there?
More of the latter, yeah. Never cared for Halo, but I had a few friends who did. One of them told me all about B.net—how cool the community was, despite being a Halo forum, and how the Flood was the most popular board anyway, so if I were to join, I would never actually have to talk about Halo.

Much like a hipster atheist choosing to wear a cross necklace "because it's ironic," I signed up because the idea of posting on a website centered around something that I don't like was incredibly amusing to me—and as my friend indicated, the off-topic board was where most of the activity was anyway, so I spent most of my time there (until I found private groups).

My one regret—just kidding, I have a lot—but a smaller one that I've never really disclosed before, is that I never really had a turnaround on Halo. It'll never not be that one stupid shooter series that my dumb friends forced me to play with them as a kid, after they "grew out of" playing Nintendo games (even though they were still only 12).

I've since played through Halo: CE's campaign on my own in the interest of having a more adult perspective on it, and I wasn't terribly impressed. The music was good, and it felt great to play and shoot stuff, but the guns themselves were hella boring, and the combat was repetitive and monotonous—I also didn't find myself particularly invested in the story, either. It's just one of those games that doesn't really do a whole lot for me, which is a shame, given how special and resonant the series was to pretty much everybody here.

Then again, even if I did turn around on it, it would be difficult to dissociate it from those bad childhood memories. That built up a lot of resentment within me, not only for Halo, but for the FPS genre itself—though at the very least, that sweeping hatred has pretty much fallen by the wayside at this point. I've had a lot of time to try out a lot of different shooters since then, and while it's still not my favorite genre, I'm at least capable of naming a decent number of shooters that I've enjoyed quite thoroughly, such as Half-Life and Borderlands.

That said, I guess I would have to concede that Halo probably opened the floodgates in terms of how modern shooters are designed (for better or for worse), so I guess you could say that I have an appreciation for it on that angle.

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Gaming / Re: Super Smash Brothers
« on: March 04, 2021, 01:13:31 PM »
so now Lloyd is the last smash 4 mii costume that needs to be added (besides the generic hoodie)

also i guess a moveset was discussed or something? idk who gives a fuck

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