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Okay, to get this out of the way ahead of time; This thread is pretty damn stupid to begin with. Just a heads up.

Over the past few months I ended up watching a fair share of anime, yeah fucking disgusting I know. memes 'n' shit, yeah.
Frankly it all started when Overlord was popular and I decided that the overall style of Papa Bones and setting were pretty good, So I watched it and fuck me I want more. Trumps all the other "Stuck in a videogame" anime imo and I went on to read a shitload of the light novel. But it was just my slippery slope and ended up watching a few other anime.

I'll just list what I've "disgraced" myself with in recent memory.
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One Punch Man
Overlord
Durarara!!
The Devil is a part-timer
Konosuba
Log Horizon
Dimension W
Hellsing
Hellsing is more or less responsible for this thread.

I watched all of Hellsing (regular Hellsing, not Ultimate) in a single sitting, that's pretty much how I've watched most of these, staying up until 5 or 6 AM (kill me) because I pretty much shut my brain off while they're running and literally had nothing better to do. and initially my reaction to all those listed above was just, "Eh, pretty good." But after sleeping on it and letting it sit for a little while I can better criticize whatever media I consume. Generally when all is said and done I don't really care about the characters all that much. Most of them are forgettable.

And fuck if there didn't end up being a character that I ended up actually caring about when I woke up this morning. Feels like a fucking pit in my stomach. Quite uncomfortable and the implications just make it worse.

I'm talking about Seras Victoria, the sidekick of Alucard.

Most y'all weebs know how that is.

Probably the closest, if not hitting the nail on the fucking head relatable character for myself out of all these series' I've watched. Indecisive, kinda timid, torn on the philosophy of immortality, confused regularly, afraid of hurting people. That kinda shit.

As stupid as it sounds, thinking back to Hellsing and Seras I feel pressure in my chest. One thought leads to another and the thought that keeps coming back is that, this is the feeling of finding a waifu...
YouTube

I usually don't get all that immersed in video games or television and then it happens with FUCKING ANIME of all things (oh yeah, that stigma)
Fo' real tho, I'll say I'm not a weeb but I'll probably end up sinking a little deeper
Fucking kill me


Anyway, hi guys. Probably the worst thread ever made, but I don't make threads very often anyway so fuck it. This feeling will most likely blow over by tomorrow, I'm just caught by surprise in this instance and really bothered me throughout the day. Figured whatever this emotion I'm feeling should be towards something with actual significance rather than "a cute drawing of a cockney girl."


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talk to a psychiatrist. Even though i'm usually against seeking professional help regarding these types of things, the death of a loved one is something you have to deal with ASAP. Not worth keeping the emotions contained.


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talk to a psychiatrist. Even though i'm usually against seeking professional help regarding these types of things, the death of a loved one is something you have to deal with ASAP. Not worth keeping the emotions contained.
Your post actually confuses me.

If you're taking my post seriously please don't. I tend to engage in shitty hyperbole and this is no exception.
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I'm sorry sir, but I'm going to have to diagnose you with waifuism. It's terminal.

We're going to have to put you down.


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I'm sorry sir, but I'm going to have to diagnose you with waifuism. It's terminal.

We're going to have to put you down.
Probably for the best.


 
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Dawwww it's your first waifu

Real talk tho: There's nothing wrong with having a waifu as long as it's not delusional to the point where you're buying waifu pillows and thinking she's real. The reason fiction works is because at some level we recognize these characters to be real. If we didn't fiction wouldn't be a thing.


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Dawwww it's your first waifu

Real talk tho: There's nothing wrong with having a waifu as long as it's not delusional to the point where you're buying waifu pillows and thinking she's real. The reason fiction works is because at some level we recognize these characters to be real. If we didn't fiction wouldn't be a thing.
Nah I'm not that mad. Mostly just playing with the stigma around anime.


 
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Seras Victoria aka mega mellons

It's perfectly normal to connect and care for a character in a show you get invested in. Just realize it's fiction and don't go overboard.

Just be thankful YOUR WAIFU DOESN'T GET A THOUSAND SWORDS IN HER AND DIES IN ONE UNIVERSE.



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you're better in zero and ccc good old gilgie

bat shit insane in stay night
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Seras Victoria aka mega mellons

It's perfectly normal to connect and care for a character in a show you get invested in. Just realize it's fiction and don't go overboard.

Just be thankful YOUR WAIFU DOESN'T GET A THOUSAND SWORDS IN HER AND DIES IN ONE UNIVERSE.



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I'm not a big baby, I can distinguish reality and fiction without issue.

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you're better in zero and ccc good old gilgie

bat shit insane in stay night
However I have not fucking clue what this means.


 
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Seras Victoria aka mega mellons

It's perfectly normal to connect and care for a character in a show you get invested in. Just realize it's fiction and don't go overboard.

Just be thankful YOUR WAIFU DOESN'T GET A THOUSAND SWORDS IN HER AND DIES IN ONE UNIVERSE.



happy thoughts
I'm not a big baby, I can distinguish reality and fiction without issue.

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you're better in zero and ccc good old gilgie

bat shit insane in stay night
However I have not fucking clue what this means.

Gilgamesh kills Luci's waifu in Fate/Stay Night: Unlimited Blade Works.


 
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Me ranting about the Fate universe and going on about this waifu

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Seras Victoria aka mega mellons

It's perfectly normal to connect and care for a character in a show you get invested in. Just realize it's fiction and don't go overboard.

Just be thankful YOUR WAIFU DOESN'T GET A THOUSAND SWORDS IN HER AND DIES IN ONE UNIVERSE.



happy thoughts
I'm not a big baby, I can distinguish reality and fiction without issue.

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you're better in zero and ccc good old gilgie

bat shit insane in stay night
However I have not fucking clue what this means.

Gilgamesh kills Luci's waifu in Fate/Stay Night: Unlimited Blade Works.
HE KILLED YOURS TOO

IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD

Though she's pretty much "dead" so to speak in that universe. If the Fate/Illya version of Leysritt died, I'd die inside.


 
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Seras Victoria aka mega mellons

It's perfectly normal to connect and care for a character in a show you get invested in. Just realize it's fiction and don't go overboard.

Just be thankful YOUR WAIFU DOESN'T GET A THOUSAND SWORDS IN HER AND DIES IN ONE UNIVERSE.



happy thoughts
I'm not a big baby, I can distinguish reality and fiction without issue.

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you're better in zero and ccc good old gilgie

bat shit insane in stay night
However I have not fucking clue what this means.

Gilgamesh kills Luci's waifu in Fate/Stay Night: Unlimited Blade Works.
HE KILLED YOURS TOO

IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD

Though she's pretty much "dead" so to speak in that universe. If the Fate/Illya version of Leysritt died, I'd die inside.

Sella isn't my fate waifu.

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Yeah don't go giving me that gibberish I don't habitually watch anime.


 
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Seras Victoria aka mega mellons

It's perfectly normal to connect and care for a character in a show you get invested in. Just realize it's fiction and don't go overboard.

Just be thankful YOUR WAIFU DOESN'T GET A THOUSAND SWORDS IN HER AND DIES IN ONE UNIVERSE.



happy thoughts
I'm not a big baby, I can distinguish reality and fiction without issue.

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you're better in zero and ccc good old gilgie

bat shit insane in stay night
However I have not fucking clue what this means.

Gilgamesh kills Luci's waifu in Fate/Stay Night: Unlimited Blade Works.
HE KILLED YOURS TOO

IT CAUGHT ME SO OFF GUARD

Though she's pretty much "dead" so to speak in that universe. If the Fate/Illya version of Leysritt died, I'd die inside.

Sella isn't my fate waifu.

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Yeah don't go giving me that gibberish I don't habitually watch anime.
Neither do we


 
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Yeah don't go giving me that gibberish I don't habitually watch anime.
Neither do we

Pretty much this. You'll find that most of the "weebs" here maybe watch one or two things a season.
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Yeah don't go giving me that gibberish I don't habitually watch anime.
Neither do we

Pretty much this. You're find that most of the "weebs" here maybe watch one or two things a season.
Certainly more modest than a friend of mine. Crazy bastard has seen everything.


 
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Yeah don't go giving me that gibberish I don't habitually watch anime.
Neither do we

Pretty much this. You're find that most of the "weebs" here maybe watch one or two things a season.
Certainly more modest than a friend of mine. Crazy bastard has seen everything.

I have no idea how people can do that. Most of the stuff that comes out isn't even worth watching.


 
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You will find out who you are not a thousand times, before you ever discover who you are. I hope you find peace in yourself and learn to love instead of hate.
It's ok Psy can have you sectioned


 
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Yeah don't go giving me that gibberish I don't habitually watch anime.
Neither do we

Pretty much this. You're find that most of the "weebs" here maybe watch one or two things a season.
Certainly more modest than a friend of mine. Crazy bastard has seen everything.

I have no idea how people can do that. Most of the stuff that comes out isn't even worth watching.
I tend to find the stuff I enjoy most is years old. Like from 2007 and 08.


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It's ok Psy can have you sectioned
Already filed the paperwork :/

I'm sorry OP, we need to save you from becoming one of us.


 
 
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<.<

Needs the 'Go ahead, they're waiting' caption tbh


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Luckily for most of us (including me) we have a waifu that survives and gets a good end.

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Then we get delusional fags that worship wormslut and go batshit insane because she either ruins the MC or loses in her own route.


 
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Luckily for most of us (including me) we have a waifu that survives and gets a good end.

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Then we get delusional fags that worship wormslut and go batshit insane because she either ruins the MC or loses in her own route.
Funny because Saber was insanely boring in her own route due to it being subject as the info dump route. Plus the story of the 3, Fate is the least interesting due to almost no background on any other servants, having no real assassin, etc.

Saber Nero is better by the way. She actually has an interesting personality.
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Zero Saber is best Saber, but that makes Fate route Saber best by default since that's what canon and they're literally the same Saber.

Funny because Saber was insanely boring in her own route due to it being subject as the info dump route. Plus the story of the 3, Fate is the least interesting due to almost no background on any other servants, having no real assassin, etc.

Saber Nero is better by the way. She actually has an interesting personality.