So I had a fun experience last night.

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I have no clue why this happened it's starting to really fuck with me now. So basically I'm going to sleep everything's good, everything's fine. Then out of fucking no where I start flipping the fuck out. I see my fan as something red, I couldn't figure out what it was and I just started screaming for no reason. My dog who was obviously confused as fuck jumps on my bed probably trying to help me, to which I think the dog is attacking me because he looks red and fiery for whatever reason.

So I scramble out of my bed screaming around the house like a fucking lunatic. To the point where I'm just lying on the floor with my hands over my head like a crazy person.

I don't know what's happening to me but it's been getting worse lately, and never this bad. The first time I was at my grandparents and started seeing figures crawling out from behind my fan and again started screaming like an idiot. Most of the time me just screaming.

Is this bad. Am I going crazy. Someone smart on here please explain what the fuck is happening to me.


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Schiz onset? Sounds terrifying man I really have no idea how to help


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Why is this so black?
Are you sleep-deprived?
Not particularly. Lately I've been going to bed pretty early. Around 9-10, which is early for me.


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fuck you. go cry to your best friends and get hugs and get over this little experience that you think is impacting your life you coward.


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fuck you. go cry to your best friends and get hugs and get over this little experience that you think is impacting your life you coward.

oh the irony


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fuck you. go cry to your best friends and get hugs and get over this little experience that you think is impacting your life you coward.

oh the irony
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fuck you. go cry to your best friends and get hugs and get over this little experience that you think is impacting your life you coward.
It's not simple as that dude. If continues to get as bad as it is. I could lose sleep. It can impact my life actually.


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Are you sleep-deprived?
Not particularly. Lately I've been going to bed pretty early. Around 9-10, which is early for me.

http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx31t.htm

check this out. Schizophrenia usually shows up during the late-teens and early twenties, which I'm assuming you fit in.


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This could be some sort of mental thing like schizophrenia or, depending on your beliefs, could be considered something demonic and all sorts of creepy fucked up. I've had some pretty nasty experiences myself, but nothing like what you described. Most of what I've experienced is very different kind of scary than what you described. I once describe my experiences on B.OLD, but everyone called me crazy and said I was making the shit up. I believe that was an another account though.
Last Edit: March 10, 2015, 07:00:19 PM by Chakas


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Why is this so black?
Are you sleep-deprived?
Not particularly. Lately I've been going to bed pretty early. Around 9-10, which is early for me.

http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx31t.htm

check this out. Schizophrenia usually shows up during the late-teens and early twenties, which I'm assuming you fit in.
Great.
Even though it's a very bad idea to get medical help from the internet. If this is actually what's happening, I'm going to have a fun life as a 20 year old.


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Are you sleep-deprived?
Not particularly. Lately I've been going to bed pretty early. Around 9-10, which is early for me.

http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx31t.htm

check this out. Schizophrenia usually shows up during the late-teens and early twenties, which I'm assuming you fit in.
Great.
Even though it's a very bad idea to get medical help from the internet. If this is actually what's happening, I'm going to have a fun life as a 20 year old.

I looked up "Schizophrenia symptoms", and that came up.

Hopefully it just goes away. I'd try and talk with a doctor when you get a chance, try and get an official diagnosis.


 
 
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<.<
Quick question - Have you ever used narcotics?


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This could be some sort of mental thing like schizophrenia or, depending on your beliefs, could be considered something demonic and all sorts of creepy fucked up. I've had some pretty nasty experiences myself, but nothing like what you described. Most of what I've experienced is very different kind of scary than what you described. I once describe my experiences on B.OLD, but everyone called me crazy and said I was making the shit up. I believe that was an another account though.
lol. I highly doubt I'm being possessed by demons and shit. But that would be an interesting experience that's for sure.


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Quick question - Have you ever used narcotics?
I got addicted to Vitamin pills when I was 6. That probably doesn't count though.


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I highly doubt I'm being possessed by demons and shit.

Demons? Probably not. Shit? You might be on to something...


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Why is this so black?
Are you sleep-deprived?
Not particularly. Lately I've been going to bed pretty early. Around 9-10, which is early for me.

http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx31t.htm

check this out. Schizophrenia usually shows up during the late-teens and early twenties, which I'm assuming you fit in.
Great.
Even though it's a very bad idea to get medical help from the internet. If this is actually what's happening, I'm going to have a fun life as a 20 year old.

I looked up "Schizophrenia symptoms", and that came up.

Hopefully it just goes away. I'd try and talk with a doctor when you get a chance, try and get an official diagnosis.
That would be the best idea. I'm worried that I'm going to go over and they won't have a clue and I'll be stuck with this.


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I neither fear, nor despise.
Are you sleep-deprived?
Not particularly. Lately I've been going to bed pretty early. Around 9-10, which is early for me.

http://psychcentral.com/disorders/sx31t.htm

check this out. Schizophrenia usually shows up during the late-teens and early twenties, which I'm assuming you fit in.
Great.
Even though it's a very bad idea to get medical help from the internet. If this is actually what's happening, I'm going to have a fun life as a 20 year old.

I looked up "Schizophrenia symptoms", and that came up.

Hopefully it just goes away. I'd try and talk with a doctor when you get a chance, try and get an official diagnosis.
That would be the best idea. I'm worried that I'm going to go over and they won't have a clue and I'll be stuck with this.

They'll give you some kind of idea as to what is going on at least.


 
 
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Quick question - Have you ever used narcotics?
I got addicted to Vitamin pills when I was 6. That probably doesn't count though.
Nah, that's fine heh. It would be anything from Cannabis to Heroin, but from the sounds of it that's not the case.

I'd recommend you go and see a Psychiatrist as soon as possible to get a proper diagnosis and quick treatment but this does sound like Schizophrenia.

The one thing I would stress is that don't start to worry that your life is over if it is indeed schizophrenia, there are a lot of treatments for it and most people afflicted with it are able to lead perfectly normal lives (Relatively of course)

As I'm sure you know, the hallucinations aren't real but they will of course seem real and will be frightening but that's why it's imperative to seek professional help quickly, so that you can get them under control and get on with things >.>


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just wrap yourself in blankets and sweat out the sickness



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That's called Night Terrors.
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This could be some sort of mental thing like schizophrenia or, depending on your beliefs, could be considered something demonic and all sorts of creepy fucked up. I've had some pretty nasty experiences myself, but nothing like what you described. Most of what I've experienced is very different kind of scary than what you described. I once describe my experiences on B.OLD, but everyone called me crazy and said I was making the shit up. I believe that was an another account though.
lol. I highly doubt I'm being possessed by demons and shit. But that would be an interesting experience that's for sure.
Not possessed, but harassed by them. But from the sound of it, it sounds like you are a schizophrenic.


 
 
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That's called Night Terrors.
My younger brother used to have these a couple years ago.

I wouldn't be 100% certain though <.<

DSM 5

    Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
    Intense fear and signs of autonomic arousal, such as tachycardia, rapid breathing, and sweating, during each episode.
    Relative unresponsiveness to efforts of others to comfort the person during the episode.
    No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
    The episodes cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.
    The disturbance is not due to the direct physiological effects of a substance (e.g., a drug of abuse, a medication) or a general medical condition.

No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
-^OP remembers what he saw

Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
-This one^ is kind of key to it <.<
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A flower which blooms on the battlefield
That's called Night Terrors.
My younger brother used to have these a couple years ago.

I wouldn't be 100% certain though <.<

DSM 5

    Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
    Intense fear and signs of autonomic arousal, such as tachycardia, rapid breathing, and sweating, during each episode.
    Relative unresponsiveness to efforts of others to comfort the person during the episode.
    No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
    The episodes cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.
    The disturbance is not due to the direct physiological effects of a substance (e.g., a drug of abuse, a medication) or a general medical condition.

No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
-^OP remembers what he saw

Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
-This one^ is kind of key to it <.<
lol OP is a schizo


 
 
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That's called Night Terrors.
My younger brother used to have these a couple years ago.

I wouldn't be 100% certain though <.<

DSM 5

    Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
    Intense fear and signs of autonomic arousal, such as tachycardia, rapid breathing, and sweating, during each episode.
    Relative unresponsiveness to efforts of others to comfort the person during the episode.
    No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
    The episodes cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.
    The disturbance is not due to the direct physiological effects of a substance (e.g., a drug of abuse, a medication) or a general medical condition.

No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
-^OP remembers what he saw

Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
-This one^ is kind of key to it <.<
lol OP is a schizo
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A flower which blooms on the battlefield
That's called Night Terrors.
My younger brother used to have these a couple years ago.

I wouldn't be 100% certain though <.<

DSM 5

    Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
    Intense fear and signs of autonomic arousal, such as tachycardia, rapid breathing, and sweating, during each episode.
    Relative unresponsiveness to efforts of others to comfort the person during the episode.
    No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
    The episodes cause clinically significant distress or impairment in social, occupational, or other important areas of functioning.
    The disturbance is not due to the direct physiological effects of a substance (e.g., a drug of abuse, a medication) or a general medical condition.

No detailed dream is recalled and there is amnesia for the episode.
-^OP remembers what he saw

Recurrent episodes of abrupt awakening from sleep, usually occurring during the first third of the major sleep episode and beginning with a panicky scream.
-This one^ is kind of key to it <.<
lol OP is a schizo
Limon pls
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fuck you. go cry to your best friends and get hugs and get over this little experience that you think is impacting your life you coward.
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Are you sleep deprived?

Have you been taking drugs?

Does your family have a history of mental illness?

In any case, I'd suggest you speak to a doctor about it, that sort of thing shouldn't be happening.

Could be schizophrenia.
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To say, 'nothing is true', is to realize that the foundations of society are fragile, and that we must be the shepherds of our own civilization. To say, 'everything is permitted', is to understand that we are the architects of our actions, and that we must live with their consequences, whether glorious or tragic.
Well then.

Does everything looking red and fiery at least look cool?
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