You're probably the oddest person I've met lately, Desty my man. I can't read you for shit and that's because I can't tell half the time whether you're serious or not. I also don't make the best reader of humor through text so I'll just answer your question with a legitimate answer. My life wasn't a mostly empty void when my SO was alive. Plus, your mum made you. She's the only reason you even exist at the moment to complain about women, so there's that.