Yep. No ambition to do anything for a career. And I'm done with college and don't know what to do. All I want to do is play video games and they've consumed me since I was 11. So I'm very close to losing it. It would be better if I wasn't born in the first place because of how indecisive I am. Life doesn't feel like anything to me anymore.
I feel worthless, maybe sometimes, things would be better off without me. That's how I tend to feel about it general.
Worthlessness is the default end state of life.
Quote from: RomanGladiator on November 01, 2014, 06:00:42 AMYep. No ambition to do anything for a career. And I'm done with college and don't know what to do. All I want to do is play video games and they've consumed me since I was 11. So I'm very close to losing it. It would be better if I wasn't born in the first place because of how indecisive I am. Life doesn't feel like anything to me anymore.Why don't you try to take a break from video games and focus on your career?
Quote from: Isara on November 01, 2014, 09:27:12 AMI feel worthless, maybe sometimes, things would be better off without me. That's how I tend to feel about it general.Is that a question? Or a belief? A question, as in a potential of what would happen where you not here anymore? Or a belief? Nobody would care about your passing? Your life, and everything thus far would just wink out, and no one would bat an eye?
I accepted the uselessness of life. Now i just work on trying to make life exciting. Place the bricks and build something awesome and then bring it crashing down and rinse and repeat.Make something awesome and when it gets boring and stale restart from scratch. Chaos and order, these are what i live my life on.
Quote from: Nul Arc on November 01, 2014, 01:30:46 PMQuite often, it's something that you have to look into and understand why. Trying to find a purpose is hard, I'd suggest figuring out what makes you happy and what you want first.I would just like to say that I'm a huge fan of your country. Anti-semites need to pay for the Holocaust.
Quite often, it's something that you have to look into and understand why. Trying to find a purpose is hard, I'd suggest figuring out what makes you happy and what you want first.