Ian if you ever stop being a trumpublican (which I highly doubt) then yes. That doesn’t mean I’m going to forgive you for wanting people like me out of this country. I’m not an idiot. Forgiveness is for people who change for the better and make amends.
No, the final straw was that I said you had to stop acting like you were and I gave you 3 final warnings after countless times talking shit to everybody in there. It’s obvious you haven’t changed.
I’m a forgiving person.
You don’t find any of this hilarious. It’s painful to you. For you to care this much after all this time, it’s obvious. I’m sorry you feel this way, but this is a result of your own actions.
I wouldn’t kick anybody for teasing me about anything. I don’t want you to be sorry about anything, all I asked was if you want to come back you’re welcome to, just don’t insult people. Like I said a bunch of times before it’s like a group text in there, so when somebody starts insulting people and belittling people wouldn’t you exclude them from the group when nobody else engages in that behavior?
This thread is about riots, maybe you should move your discussion to a separate thread or use PMs.
No I can understand perfectly why you behaved that way towards midget and I don’t hold it against you. What bothered me is that I asked you so many times to stop and you didn’t.
Why are you calling me and people who are my friends idiots when we’re not, though? Because we disagree with you on a certain issue? The crazy thing to me is I don’t even really disagree with you on anything, it’s just the way you go about everything that’s a turn off for people.
You didn’t. Look, what’s the point of being in a server/group text with people if you don’t consider them your friends? You act like you’re like this with everybody, but you’re not. I’ve never seen you call people on here idiots, who I know are your friends. That’s because friends don’t jump down each other’s throats over disagreements.
Quote from: Verbatim on July 14, 2020, 02:42:08 AMQuote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 12:43:14 AMI came here recently to tell Cheat to delete my account/permaban me, because of the ugly history this website has which was propagated by you and users like you.do you honestly think she contributed more to the website's ugly history than you haveis your last post on here going to be a lieI’ve said plenty of ugly things here that I’m ashamed of and have even apologized for. But yes I’d say users like ender, slash, psy, commander whatever his name was, iron man (?), kinder, brenman94, etc. the list goes on made this site a legitimately hateful website that is more akin to 4chan than bungie. When the protests and riots in Baltimore were occurring, ender and many other people were referring to the protestors as “chimps” and saying they were “chimping out” as well as posting edited images with “Planet of the Apes” being a thread title by that iron man dude. You can check my posts where I railed hard against these posts and called them out for their vile and racist bullshit. You can check my post history. For every distasteful joke (of which I made plenty) and occasional bigoted comment, I made many more defending equality when things actually got serious. I’ve never been a racist person although I have said racist things out of anger due to altercations I’ve had with people that created that hatred inside me. It’s not an excuse at all, but at least I have never in my life considered myself superior to anyone else due to ethnicity or any other characteristic a person has that is out of their control.I spent years getting called a sandnigger and a spic by a lot of users on here. Have you? To top it off they’d rarely get banned for it. One of those users (das boot) is actually a good friend of yours, who you have defended vehemently over the years. I can easily find and post screenshots of you defending him on my server claiming it’s all just jokes and his constant pedophile jokes aren’t a cause for concern at all lmao. Who the fuck are you to try and call me out on anything?
Quote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 12:43:14 AMI came here recently to tell Cheat to delete my account/permaban me, because of the ugly history this website has which was propagated by you and users like you.do you honestly think she contributed more to the website's ugly history than you haveis your last post on here going to be a lie
I came here recently to tell Cheat to delete my account/permaban me, because of the ugly history this website has which was propagated by you and users like you.
You and I have never played a game together, or ever really had a normal discussion. It was usually you venting about your life or life in general, and any advice or opinion of mine you would shoot down and just react in a very bitter way.
Yeah we have, but the difference is I know he doesn’t actively dislike me. The way you’d act towards me was always extra. You’d always go the extra mile to try and belittle me or make it personal.
Well, it’s like I said. You have to actually create a bond with somebody that becomes strong enough to where you can have that kind of relationship. Can you honestly say you’ve even tried to do that with me, or anyone in my server?
Quote from: Mmmmm Napalm on July 14, 2020, 05:25:51 PMQuote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 03:28:24 AMQuote from: Verbatim on July 14, 2020, 02:42:08 AMQuote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 12:43:14 AMI came here recently to tell Cheat to delete my account/permaban me, because of the ugly history this website has which was propagated by you and users like you.do you honestly think she contributed more to the website's ugly history than you haveis your last post on here going to be a lieI’ve said plenty of ugly things here that I’m ashamed of and have even apologized for. But yes I’d say users like ender, slash, psy, commander whatever his name was, iron man (?), kinder, brenman94, etc. the list goes on made this site a legitimately hateful website that is more akin to 4chan than bungie. When the protests and riots in Baltimore were occurring, ender and many other people were referring to the protestors as “chimps” and saying they were “chimping out” as well as posting edited images with “Planet of the Apes” being a thread title by that iron man dude. You can check my posts where I railed hard against these posts and called them out for their vile and racist bullshit. You can check my post history. For every distasteful joke (of which I made plenty) and occasional bigoted comment, I made many more defending equality when things actually got serious. I’ve never been a racist person although I have said racist things out of anger due to altercations I’ve had with people that created that hatred inside me. It’s not an excuse at all, but at least I have never in my life considered myself superior to anyone else due to ethnicity or any other characteristic a person has that is out of their control.I spent years getting called a sandnigger and a spic by a lot of users on here. Have you? To top it off they’d rarely get banned for it. One of those users (das boot) is actually a good friend of yours, who you have defended vehemently over the years. I can easily find and post screenshots of you defending him on my server claiming it’s all just jokes and his constant pedophile jokes aren’t a cause for concern at all lmao. Who the fuck are you to try and call me out on anything?In regards to the conduct of users, this site also started almost 6 years ago. Many people here - and their views - have changed. Jester was only 12 when the site started. I was 17, and I'm 23 now. Plenty of users were edgy and stuff in the past and haven't remained so.Jester was a crazy kid but he never really did anything malicious to anybody. 17 really isn’t that young dude. It’s not about posting “edgy” shit. This site is a cesspool. I remember the way you guys were and I see how some of you guys talk about current things now.
Quote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 03:28:24 AMQuote from: Verbatim on July 14, 2020, 02:42:08 AMQuote from: challengerX on July 14, 2020, 12:43:14 AMI came here recently to tell Cheat to delete my account/permaban me, because of the ugly history this website has which was propagated by you and users like you.do you honestly think she contributed more to the website's ugly history than you haveis your last post on here going to be a lieI’ve said plenty of ugly things here that I’m ashamed of and have even apologized for. But yes I’d say users like ender, slash, psy, commander whatever his name was, iron man (?), kinder, brenman94, etc. the list goes on made this site a legitimately hateful website that is more akin to 4chan than bungie. When the protests and riots in Baltimore were occurring, ender and many other people were referring to the protestors as “chimps” and saying they were “chimping out” as well as posting edited images with “Planet of the Apes” being a thread title by that iron man dude. You can check my posts where I railed hard against these posts and called them out for their vile and racist bullshit. You can check my post history. For every distasteful joke (of which I made plenty) and occasional bigoted comment, I made many more defending equality when things actually got serious. I’ve never been a racist person although I have said racist things out of anger due to altercations I’ve had with people that created that hatred inside me. It’s not an excuse at all, but at least I have never in my life considered myself superior to anyone else due to ethnicity or any other characteristic a person has that is out of their control.I spent years getting called a sandnigger and a spic by a lot of users on here. Have you? To top it off they’d rarely get banned for it. One of those users (das boot) is actually a good friend of yours, who you have defended vehemently over the years. I can easily find and post screenshots of you defending him on my server claiming it’s all just jokes and his constant pedophile jokes aren’t a cause for concern at all lmao. Who the fuck are you to try and call me out on anything?In regards to the conduct of users, this site also started almost 6 years ago. Many people here - and their views - have changed. Jester was only 12 when the site started. I was 17, and I'm 23 now. Plenty of users were edgy and stuff in the past and haven't remained so.
I tried to be a friend to you so many times, and so many of those times you told me I was full of empty platitudes. Like my life experiences don’t count for anything and I don’t have anything of substance or anything original to say.
I guess, in your way, you feel like you did try. But it always felt like you wanted to able to argue about something else, or to prove a point. I remember I told you to watch something and you spent like the next 3 days shitting on it on and off in the server hahaha. I was like what the fuck. Just say it isn’t for you and move on. You’d always make things so negative.
I get that you’re full of anger about everything, even more than that I empathize with you. I don’t know man. You’re so hardline about everything. I remember when we all invited you to play that Half Life multiplayer mod and you were like “I don’t play mods”. Hahaha it’s like come on dude, lighten up a little. There were also a lot of times where you’d rarely post, but you’d inject yourself into a conversation just to let everybody know how much you disagree with what’s being discussed. This isn’t just me, a lot of people get this vibe from you and it’s off putting.
I’m not trying to insult you or judge you, I’m just saying you should take a look at how you’ve been acting all your life, look at the results, and think about if you want to keep getting those same results.
Well that’s just something you’re into doing. If I don’t like something I may continue watching it to give it a chance or I’ll just drop it. I won’t spend a bunch of my time posting every thought I’ve ever had about it especially when it’s a rehash of the same negative opinion.
There’s nothing wrong with it when you want to actually be part of a conversation instead of trying to shut it down because you dislike it.
That’s the tone you take when you have conversations, you always want to be right.
Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 01:03:29 AMdestroys temptation, and eliminates accountabilitybut also not really, since you can still read blacklisted members' posts by checking their profilebesides those two reasons, there's nothing elseYouTube
destroys temptation, and eliminates accountabilitybut also not really, since you can still read blacklisted members' posts by checking their profilebesides those two reasons, there's nothing else
you didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.
Quote from: Verbatim on July 15, 2020, 02:08:47 AMQuote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:06:32 AMyou didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.but you're having cheat permaban you though rightwhy is that necessary, is what i'm askingwhy not just leave without a wordBecause I don’t want to be a part of this website. I tried to leave without a word but cheat didn’t answer for me 2 days so I made a thread. Then I saw Ender’s post and it shocked me how much she changed, so I talked to her, then I talked to you. Why are you so worried about what I’m doing?
Quote from: challengerX on July 15, 2020, 02:06:32 AMyou didn’t watch the video did you. It’s not about not posting dude, I have no temptation to post here. As you can see I’ve basically been inactive here almost the entire year. I don’t want to be associated with this place anymore. I’m glad to see quite a few users have changed their ways, but I still don’t want to be associated with this place.but you're having cheat permaban you though rightwhy is that necessary, is what i'm askingwhy not just leave without a word