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Messages - Jive Turkey
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« on: July 26, 2023, 11:47:55 PM »
This mf got hands But we keep it pushin’!!  Hope y’all are well
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« on: November 24, 2021, 10:04:20 PM »
We'll bang, okay?
Been really tempted to start an onlyfans…
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« on: November 24, 2021, 09:58:02 PM »
It’s crazy. I designed this entire life the way I wanted it and am pretty proud tbh.
AMA
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« on: June 12, 2021, 06:07:10 PM »
I got way more attractive
I got more muscular, literally peak physical specimen
Made tons more money
I have met 1000s of different people and made close connections/relationships with hundreds of unique friends, broadening my perspective and giving me many opportunities for an exciting lifestyle
I’ve deepened my own perspective of life so much, I have a huge appreciation for every single thing in my life, just existing in general. My mood is like a constant 8-9/10 every day. I am genuinely in love with life more than I ever thought possible
I got a little bit more humble
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« on: May 28, 2021, 12:13:10 AM »
A lot but also I feel like it was the natural progression of who I am so not much
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« on: May 28, 2021, 12:03:14 AM »
Update:
Voluntarily quit my job and got offered a better one but declined it, going to go all in on personal training & coaching
Shoulder is fully healed
Still pretty hurt over ex but everyday I’m getting better. Forgot how good I am with women lol, I can get a beautiful high quality girlfriend very quickly. Lots of girls interested. But I’m avoiding all relationships for now until I am able to 1. Heal from last relationship 2. Fix my issues that caused the ending of last relationship and others. I need to be the absolute best I can for another person first
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« on: May 27, 2021, 11:59:53 PM »
someone found the jar of "special" cookies
I haven’t done drugs other than alcohol/caffeine in years srs. I meditate 1+ hour a day now though I’m very drawn to it, have done it every single for the past year along with self inquiry and now this just sort of happens on its own.
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« on: May 27, 2021, 11:56:24 PM »
I get it now what they mean when they say die before you die. To really grasp this your entire sense of self must die. Your ego is your entire sense of identity but accepting that it’s all a figment of imagination is pretty much the exact equivalent of death. I would love to be able to consciously shift between the stages
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« on: May 27, 2021, 11:50:32 PM »
This insight(if you can even call it that) transitions from
Experiential
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Intellectual understanding
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Completely forgotten
Over and over. But the truest feeling is when it’s experienced. When it’s experienced it’s like that moment in a dream when you realize “holy shit o wait I’m in a dream lol”
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« on: May 27, 2021, 11:49:02 PM »
Jive turkey is just a whirlpool of sensations
Memories
Physical sensations
Emotions
Habits and patterns
Thoughts and mental dialogue
It’s all not even real. Very fluid and changing and pretty inaccurate in a lot of aspects. The only constant is the actual observer of this character. It’s like we’ve been deceived by some silly lie this entire time
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« on: May 04, 2021, 01:47:14 PM »
Thanks guys, glad to hear you’re all doing decently well What makes ya figure your job's on the line?
Job is making cuts and putting extreme pressure on my manager. Even though I’m the top performer in our entire location, he’s getting desperate and wanted me to do something unethical which I refused, now he is after me lol. I’m not too worried about the job tbh. It’s a good job but I have enough money to survive 6-10 months normally and can find another quickly. If anything it’s welcome, I feel like I cannot even preform well in the mental state I’m in My breakup is messing me up so bad. I feel like it’s bringing up years of childhood traumas and deep underlying issues I’ve had. This girl was incredibly good to me, loyal and full of love. And my pure selfishness is what ruined it. I ruined an incredibly beautiful relationship because of my need for validation and lack of true love for myself. It has brought up years of instances since childhood where I was completely inconsiderate and selfish to the people who loved me most. I feel like my entire sense of self is just disintegrating. Like I am being torn apart in a blender. Really intense :/
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« on: May 03, 2021, 01:02:12 PM »
All of this in the span of about a week
Sometimes when life shits on you it shits on you hard lol
How are you guys doing?
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« on: October 12, 2020, 10:32:21 PM »
Interesting. I agree with it actually 
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« on: September 30, 2020, 01:17:34 AM »
Really couldn’t tell you. Couple different ideas but things can change so quickly
A district manager for my company ($100k salary + fat commission bonuses)
A high level personal trainer at a quality facility.
Traveling around doing online coaching
Who knows. I have a lot of drive I just need to focus it a little better
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« on: August 24, 2020, 07:00:03 PM »
College is such a scam lmfao
Can’t believe how hard they are fucking you guys over during this pandemic
Brb full tuition price for online classes
Brb tons of unnecessary classes
Brb having to buy expensive ass books you’ll only use once
Brb P.E.??
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« on: July 28, 2020, 11:31:35 PM »
oh wow
still gotta play destiny 2 though, right?
Nope not to view them I was going through my old posts on sep7agon and came across one about Rhea/Minerva/Felicia. Out of curiosity I googled rhea Bungie which led me to her profile, which actually allowed me to view the groups she was in. And to my surprise I could view both the group posts and members! https://www.bungie.net/en/Profile/BungieActivity/254/364037/RheaIt’s a bit strangely formatted and I don’t think everything is all there, but you can find pretty much anyone just clicking around deep enough
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« on: July 28, 2020, 12:10:06 AM »
Just found this out. Not sure if you guys knew this or not but wow it’s pretty crazy, going back through groups reading posts and seeing names that flood back memories. Sapphire, The Knights of Cree, the fitness group, Take over teh word. all of these groups and people I forgot existed, very interesting
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« on: July 27, 2020, 11:58:02 PM »
Wtf lol
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« on: July 13, 2020, 01:15:30 AM »
What were the videos
something along these lines, except shirtless, looking 10x more strung-out, and playing charlie brown music in the background
second video was just some dirty foot fetish shit that someone paid for, i guess
I think I've seen one of the videos in a hotel room with similar music playing Class wtf
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« on: July 13, 2020, 01:07:32 AM »
Thank you both, these are very thought provoking replies. And thank you to everyone in this thread
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« on: July 13, 2020, 01:06:22 AM »
What were the videos
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« on: July 08, 2020, 07:52:33 PM »
Rewatched avatar the last air bender. What a beautiful show, better than I remember it being TBH. It tugged at me more emotionally this time for sure
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« on: July 08, 2020, 03:56:45 PM »
At a crossroads right now. I have always been inclined to become a personal trainer. I have extensive knowledge and passion for the subject, a great physique and people skills, and LOVE the appeal of choosing my own hours. I even did training on the side for a few months and did pretty good! Got a small number of clients who loved me and had good progress.
I currently have a sales job that pays very nicely, and if goals are hit the commission is great. It’s incredibly easy/relaxed, good benefits, etc. However the main drawbacks are
1. It devours my time. Working for this company they expect your life to revolve around them. Shifts are always in the middle of the day (10-6 / 12-8) basically taking your entire day. Random mandatory meetings at 8am, etc
2. Corporate structure environment. You must do exactly as they say as they say it, etc
I have stacked up quite a large amount of savings this last year and could probably go without working for an entire year and still live identical to how I am now. Part of me wants to quit, and chase my desire to be a personal trainer(as well as online training). The appeal of choosing my own hours or days I want off is HUGE to me, massive. I value my free time above almost anything else. It would also be more morally beneficial to the world as id be helping people improve their health/happiness.
The drawbacks are in this economy it could be a very risky thing to try, especially with new restrictions on gyms etc. and having a job in this current time is a blessing. I also have a goal of having a net worth of $1million By the time i turn 30 so would prefer not running through my savings. If I kept this job and moved up linearly I could get there. The ego drive to have lots of money and a great job is still too big for me, plus having money is very beneficial for other avenues of life and I just don’t know if I could make it there with personal training.
What would you do in my position? All opinions welcome
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« on: July 07, 2020, 11:56:46 PM »
LOL
The worst part now is the quarantine. Haven't left my room except for the bathroom or to go outside for some sunlight/air in over a week now.
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« on: July 07, 2020, 11:56:08 PM »
Damn man sorry that happened to you
Glad to hear you're recovering
Where do you think you got it from
Honestly, most likely bars. I was very careless and not taking the virus seriously at all. The weekends that bars were open here in California I was out every Friday and Saturday night for 3 weeks straight. And bars were PACKED over capacity, we were in there like sardines. 100% deserved and has woken me up to the dangers of this. I'll be fine but I'm imagining if any older person or someone with a compromised immune system catches it to this severity, it's going to be bad.
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« on: July 07, 2020, 11:53:21 PM »
What is your blood type? I heard it may play a role in the severity of the symptoms.
I believe I'm blood type A- but not 100% sure
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« on: July 07, 2020, 11:52:25 PM »
Are you infertile? Is any of your skin purple?
Definitely not, but also definitely WORSE than I had actually assumed it to be. I haven't been majorly sick in about 8 years due to lifestyle /health and this thing kicked my ass.
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« on: July 07, 2020, 07:00:25 PM »
Finally getting over it now I believe. Have had it for like a week now and all symptoms subsiding besides cough
It has been hell. I severely underestimated this virus.
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« on: June 20, 2020, 08:23:57 PM »
I was at and near some protests this past weekend in San Diego. Booked a trip with my girlfriend a week before all this happened and got caught in the middle of it Saturday night. Pretty wild, there were thousands of people, seemed mostly peaceful at first but as it got later in the night the people were wilding out. Normally I would’ve stayed but since I had my girl with me I decided we leave.
We had a great view from our hotel room of the action
What'd you think of SD besides the chaos?
i loved it. Beautiful scenery, everyone was nice, lots of variety and people. Would consider moving there
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