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because you havent changed your profile picture
« on: April 21, 2018, 10:24:58 PM »
goddamn this is a whole mess
Coming to the end of my third year of uni (doing computer science). Finalising our big group project which we present to the public in three weeks. Got one more year left after this where I've gotta decide on what I want to do for my individual project. Problem is that you can do absolutely anything you want, but have to come up with it yourself, which I'm terrible at doing. Hoping to do something related to machine learning, not sure what specifically.
what was the project?
i hate working with others
Bout to go see a wrinkle in time.
i thought that movie looked interesting
heard it wasnt too good tho
Got promoted at work so I'm gonna be making an extra dollar an hour. That means I'll be making $14.75 an hour now.
i dont know nothing about cars so idk even know when my next one is
the past few days, my car has been shaking and the rpm would dip below what was normal, and we ended up taking it go get fixed
this car has problems upon problems
I have one more academic year to finish my astronomy major and physics minor. I would've gotten a physics major but the quantum professor said no because she doesn't want me to fail and I don't wanna stay another fucking semester being jewed out thousands for one core class to finish a second bachelors. Plus I hate physics. Might get a research position with faculty about asteroid stuff which seems promising. Technically I graduate this coming fall but I'm starting the extra semester for research experience and maybe a during internship for a newspaper.
astronomy is cool, it was one of the majors i was thinking about before i chose biology. what else would you wanna do w/ thag astronomy major?
i have to take physics too, super not looking forward to that
what is bar hopping
I'm in between going nuts and being totally oblivious. I just turned in my research paper, so that's off my back. But today I start a week long excursion to Nuremberg and then to Prague, and I'm freaking out because for one, I've made no friends here, so I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do when we have free time, and two I have to share a room with other people, and I've never been able to do that, especially with strangers. And I couldn't find a cheap enough single room, so there went that. I've been inbetween moods of being totally miserable from being alone to being content and thinking i don't need anyone. Uhh I've still convinced myself that I have no future, because I'll have to go back home to take care of my mom, try to learn zbrush, but then might have to get a job, so I don't know how that is going to interfere with trying to learn. Plus I may be moving to Alaska at some point, but not having an estimate is bothering me. Uhhh classes are frustrating because I'm in a class of Californian/Middle Class fuckwits who dont care about learning while I sit bored in class trying to learn as much German as I can. Also not being able to buy an Gundam models to build is eating at me bad. I think that's everything off the top of my head other than the usual overthinking and getting pissed when I start thinking about my past. Part of me wants to get tested for like autism or aspegers or whatever when I get home, but I don't know what good it will do, since it'll be just another thing for my mom to tell me to get over. So yeah
i dont think the “not knowing what to do cuz i dont know anybody” part is a bad thing. during the summer, i was forced to live on campus for the college experience™ and dorm w/ others, but i ended up always going home instead of living in the dorms. my roommates were cool, but i never bothered to get to know them better outside of class
how come youre tryna learn german? my brother has a gundam model thats been siting there for like a month, hasnt tried to build it
havent seen much of oss around, is he even active still?
Deadline for a coursework in Monday
sounds like a lotta stress
do you try to find time to relieve some stress?
hang in there, college can be tough
yeah, chemistry is a challenge but it feels good when i finally understand it
ive been super bad about twd, i think i stopped watching it 2 episodes into season 8
tell me about whats going on with you
ive been in my 3rd quarter of college for about 3 weeks, and it's already a pain in the butt. im taking chemistry, english, kinesology, and poltical science (the latter 2 are ge requirements, wouldnt have taken them otherwise)
chemistry is a bitch but i think im handling it... i also have lab for it and thats even worse, i hate doing... stuff. i like my lab partner tho, shes kinda cute
what about yall
« on: April 15, 2018, 09:46:09 PM »
i'm in the process of watching every single pokémon movie (there's exactly 20 of them) because i feel like it
rise of darkrai is lit
« on: April 14, 2018, 04:03:49 PM »
call of duty
« on: April 14, 2018, 12:48:38 PM »
my whole face is ugly and ive come to accept it
I need you guys to go back to when you were little.
how about a book to write down anything?
sounds lame but maybe they could use it as their "adventure log" or note rare sightings