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I am by far the craziest person here tbh
« on: October 11, 2018, 04:57:26 PM »
I have had a very strong “inner voice” for as long as I can remember
I think everyone has it, but to varying degrees
I also notice it tends to “shut off” or at least quiets down a lot when I’m in big social situations, or around friends(I’ve trained to do this tbh because it usually messes me up). But when I’m alone it’s very prominent. And a lot of people I know CANNOT be alone. Like you guys would be surprised, some people are literally never alone, they’re with their best friend, or their boyfriend, or at least someone all day long from waking to sleeping. I think these people avoid their inner voice a lot because they never really hear it
Some people numb it out too, with drugs or alcohol.
And I’ve met very few individuals, probably like 5 my whole life, who I really believe don’t have it at all. They’re so interesting. It’s like their entire life is purely instinctual. Every action, word, etc all come from a place of instinct and not thought.
« on: October 01, 2018, 02:34:03 AM »
I live with the assumption that my beliefs can be completely wrong. But I like to maintain the beliefs that benefit me the most
« on: October 01, 2018, 02:31:46 AM »
I honestly don’t even attempt to grasp it
Lol I have good insider perspective on this:
Chipotle is probably one of the cleanest and strictest restaurants when it comes to health/safety. The food is all prepared fresh every morning, ingredients shipped twice a week, and we use a lot of items that have potential to get people sick if not stored/cooked properly(raw chicken, limes, bell peppers, onions, etc) basically there’s HUGE room for error everyday.
The higher up people are actually so strict with healthiness/cleanliness that we have two different companies that come twice every 2-3 months to judge and inspect chipotle. They judge literally everything, they check the temperature of the water we wash our hands with and make sure it’s 100 degrees all the time for the correct amount of time. Check the temp of every food, check the sanitizer solution, watch the employees for any kind of violation, etc. like a food inspector on steroids
If we fail (85% or lower is a fail) twice, the entire management team is fired along with the crew that was working that shift. That means everyone could get fired for not closing the sink with a paper towel or not switching a food on the line fast enough even if it’s an accident
Not trying to excuse whatever happened I know a lot of people get sick from chipotle but whatever happened there specifically came out of pure laziness/disregard from those workers and guarantee the entire restaurant was fired and replaced smh. It is a huge stress that seems to get tighter and tighter for managers etc feel really bad for them
« on: July 30, 2018, 05:06:33 PM »
Some guys legitimately send them money
For no damn reason
Too much - meditation and self inquiry
Too much - anabolics and sexual encounters
Too much - emotionally triggering situations
Losing my mind but also constantly dipping in and out of flow
Mindset is changing drastically very fast. In a good way!!
You need to work on your writing. I like the idea and would love to actually discuss this, but I honestly have no idea what you ramble about man. It’s like you start somewhere and go on some tangent based off your anger/unstable emotions, it’s led even further astray by this weird attempt you make to try and come across as very intelligent, but it really comes across as the opposite. Like the kid who uses gigantic words from the dictionary when normal words are good enough
If you think I’m wrong then you really lack the self awareness to be able to see how others(we) view your posts. Keep at it though Loaf and work on your writing, I’d love to actually get a coherent thread out of you cause I’m sure you have some interesting ideas
Also, I can actually afford to buy Sep7 now off of Cheat, but its not worth fucking 1k, what a joke.How much would you be willing to pay
« on: June 20, 2018, 03:16:19 PM »
You are a gross human
« on: June 19, 2018, 03:34:11 PM »
God, you guys are fucking assholes. If you must know why I'm so angry in this thread, it's because shit has happened to me IRL, and I'm trying to cope with it but I ended up becoming numb to things, but there's this bad feeling inside me that wants me to lash out and destroy myself, but I contain it because letting myself be emotional accomplishes nothing.Happens to me too mayne it’s all good
« on: June 19, 2018, 01:07:23 AM »
My enjoyment of his music and appreciation of him as an artist let’s me completely overlook any bad things he did, just being honest
« on: June 08, 2018, 05:10:42 PM »
Relax bby no ones salty here, I don’t care if you hate disabled people or not lmao. I am actually, genueinly curious as to what happened to you that made your brain the way it is. Very interestingSrs question no insult bro: what happened to you that made you the way you are? I think your brain is wired very differently and I was wondering if any traumatic childhood experience did that or whateverLmao don't be salty, fag.
« on: June 08, 2018, 05:09:12 PM »
If I pull out my smartphone when pooping it’s game over I’m there for 5 minutes MINIMUM smh
« on: June 08, 2018, 05:08:31 PM »
Srs question no insult bro: what happened to you that made you the way you are? I think your brain is wired very differently and I was wondering if any traumatic childhood experience did that or whatever
« on: May 31, 2018, 03:38:40 AM »
The Drake / Pusha T beef is REALLY entertaining. Im a fan of Drake and never really listened to Pusha T unless it was on a Kanye song, but I love seeing him get backed into a corner for some reason. This is the first time I’ve ever been interested in rappers beefing. Drake was seen as this invincible celebrity behemoth and just got absolutely destroyed by Pusha Ts latest track. He even used this picture of Drake in blackface as his cover art for the song lmao
Blew it way out of context and made Drake have to publicly explain himself to (try) and avoid any repercussions
The song itself is filled with really insulting lyrics he wrecks Drake on multiple levels. Song name is “The Story of Adidon” for anyone interested
« on: May 31, 2018, 01:04:38 AM »
Most fun place ever if you’re into that stuff
« on: May 27, 2018, 12:19:39 AM »
Can I say nigga as a Mexican?
« on: May 27, 2018, 12:08:01 AM »
U need to fall in love with someone else
You’re not over her because your brain is being reminded of her and you were never REALLY over her, just got her out of your head enough. Reminded through dreams/friends/imagination
Contact her if you’d like, nothing wrong with that. But prepare for the worst if you’re gonna do that, just so you don’t feel like you’re back in the same place because you can never really move backwards. Would be interesting to interact with eachother after 2 years, and manage things differently thanks to your new confidence/skills/mentality.
Life’s short man and people we really connect with don’t come around as often as we’d like. You already know what you want to do anyways
« on: May 17, 2018, 12:32:42 AM »
Idk man I just do stuff
When I’m sad I do stuff 10x harder. Workout harder eat better read more etc. then I end up not sad anymore because of how much I leveled up
Also when I’m trying to obtain this ideal of who I want to become
« on: April 28, 2018, 12:40:32 AM »
Isn't it literally just sleeping beauty?Nah man not even close
Shrek is like this disgusting ogre who can only accept himself when he’s alone
Fiona wants to live up to societies standards to be beautiful SO BAD. She’s isolated in this tower for years
Shrek doesn’t ever believe someone like Fiona can love him for who he is
But through challenges/adventure/etc they fall for eachother and accept who they are. What reality has made them. And they learn to love themselves and by extension eachother
And don’t even get me started on shrek 2
« on: April 28, 2018, 12:34:13 AM »
Just like watch Shrek and Shrek 2 and try to look past the entertainment factor
It’s a beautiful love story
« on: April 27, 2018, 11:02:19 PM »
I am fucked. And the thing is I didn’t even do anything wrong this time, he’s the unstable one, even more emotionally unstable than me.