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The Flood / The more money I make the more broke I feel??
« on: Today at 02:04:05 PM »
Wtf is this phenomenon

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The Flood / Re: I almost died recently too
« on: February 02, 2019, 09:08:25 PM »
did you ever find out what happened?
Glad you're alive, but also curious about what actually happened.
did you ever find out what happened?

So from what I found out later was that the dude trying to leave got in his car, was about to leave when the crazy dude got his gun and shot into the air hella times to scare him. He took off  and that’s when me and gf hid for a while. We had no idea what happened though we were looking for signs of blood when we dipped lol

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The Flood / I almost died recently too
« on: January 29, 2019, 03:51:34 AM »
Well I completely 100% thought I was going to die

Few weekends ago my girlfriend and I go out to downtown bars. Were having a great time, drinking, dancing, partying it up, when we run into her friend, we’ll call her Missy(who was with another girl but she isn’t really important to the story). So all 4 of us are hanging out when the bars close. So at 2 AM my girlfriend and I are about to head back to our respective houses when Missy texts her saying we can come to her boyfriends house and stay the night there.

We get to the boyfriends house, Missy introduces me to him and 4 other dudes, they look age 23-28, no clue who they are, and then leads me and my girl upstairs to a room. Girlfriend and I close the door (has no door frame so I block it from swinging open with my shoes lmao) and fool around for a good while. Around 4am I’m still awake just laying there listening to them downstairs bullshit about whatever when I drift off. I wake up to two dudes downstairs arguing really violently. They’re yelling at eachother pretty loud making a lot of threats, one dude seems like he’s just trying to leave while the other dude(who lived at the house along with Missy’s boyfriend) keeps threatening saying he’s gonna kill him and beat his ass etc.

 It gets increasingly loud and wild, I hear shit getting smashed around and thrown glass breaking etc. Guy #1 says he’s leaving trying to get his blacked out cousin out of the house with him when I hear someone run up the stairs into the room next to ours, run back downstairs, then 6-7 loud as fuck gunshots pop off, immediately followed by complete silence. Girlfriend woke up in terror and I’ve never been so scared in my life, completely froze and i was convinced he killed the dude. For the next hour the house was silent except for the sound of 1 person slowly pacing throughout the house up and down the stairs and breathing heavily. My girlfriend and I just lied there pretending we were asleep(pretty sure they had forgotten we were even there) terrified that if he came across us he’d kill us for being witnesses.

Was planning our escape out the window when we heard him go into his room and lay down. Waited a little bit(it’s around 8am by this time) and then dipped the fuck out as fast as possible. Scariest hours of my life, fully believed I was going to die. Can’t really explain that feeling of accepting death lol it was so strange never experienced anything like it

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The Flood / Re: Who is your favorite character of all time
« on: January 29, 2019, 03:35:35 AM »
That’s kind of a hard one. I maybe Yusuke from Yu Yu Hakusho. Idk I can’t think of many characters of media I’ve watched, but if I got reminded I would be able to name more

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The Flood / Re: I almost just died
« on: January 29, 2019, 03:33:11 AM »
Do you have narcolepsy or something?
I was high as shit and zoned out, I went down there during my peak high and that was such a mistake.

But yeah I just now went downstairs and played fallout for an hour, and I feel so much better now. I got lucky and I'm going to learn from this.
I've been high as shit, tripping absolute balls, on the brink of ego death, and hammered to the point of projectile vomiting and I've never once actually blacked out or lost motor function. In fact, the only experience I have at all with suddenly losing consciousness besides regular sleep is going under for surgery.

Why does everyone get knocked out by drugs? Why am I always so mentally wired and extra-conscious?

Damn, I need to go reflect on these questions.
Im the same bro. Even one time on a combo of alcohol/cocaine/mdma/lsd I never actually lost consciousness and was still highly aware of everything I was doing. Even some people we were with were asking me to be the leader because they couldn’t function even though I was on the craziest cocktail of drugs. I’ve thought about it and think it’s because I’ve always naturally been very “separated” and self aware of myself. Really strong solid internal dialogue and ability to view myself from a 3rd person point of view kinda

Only time I ever DID end up blacking out was when I drank over half a handle (nearly a liter) of alcohol in under 15 minutes

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The Flood / Re: I got banned from 4chan, can we make sep7 active again?
« on: January 28, 2019, 12:27:40 AM »
This thread is kinda entertaining in a weird way

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The Flood / Re: Addicted to my phone
« on: January 26, 2019, 02:30:40 AM »
get a job
I have two jobs hehe
why
Wanna have considerable financial freedom in a few short years. I have a pretty good plan set up, just requires that I buckle down right now and work super hard, save aggressively and budget properly. Living as minimalistic as possible while improving my knowledge in certain fields. It’s actually pretty simple to end up with lots of money if you’re willing to suffer in the initial phases

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The Flood / Re: Addicted to my phone
« on: January 26, 2019, 12:52:03 AM »

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The Flood / Re: Here is why you are worthy of scorn
« on: January 26, 2019, 12:47:56 AM »
For the first time I tried to take you seriously and read your post with serious consideration and open mindedness

And I realize,  you’re really pretentious. Your head is up your ass and you have no idea what you’re talking about, you just regurgitate things you’ve read from your books. You don’t have any life experience or meaningful impact on society bro. It’s just Mental masturbation

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The Flood / Re: So where did everyone go
« on: January 22, 2019, 12:57:48 PM »
I’m kind of stuck on another bodybuilding forum right now and usually just skimming reddit or articles. But when I’m not online I’ve been really trying to be busy irl focusing on progressing my business / finances / relationship. Big stuff coming!!

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The Flood / Addicted to my phone
« on: January 22, 2019, 12:56:22 PM »
Find myself always on my phone now smh. Addicted to the little dopamine hits when I refresh reddit/Instagram/etc.

Any tips to reduce phone time?

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The Flood / Re: What do we think of Gillettes new ad
« on: January 22, 2019, 12:51:37 PM »
Tbh I didn’t feel offended or anything by it. Seemed like a “just be nice” campaign idkkk

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The Flood / Re: you guys arent even fun
« on: January 22, 2019, 12:50:02 PM »
I know a few male - female trans people who get loads of guy attention you’d be surprised. One of them is even pretty wealthy because she is an escort for rich dudes. You can pull it off you have a very feminine face. The height is your only issue but even then it isn’t dealbreaking

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The Flood / Re: What are your plans for the 2019
« on: January 02, 2019, 03:30:20 PM »
I haven’t gotten the chance to write my goals down yet(I will tonight) but off the top of my head

Outwardly:
-Finalize my personal training license and have a career as a trainer at a private gym 
-Move into my own place in _____ possibly with my girlfriend
-Become financially independent from my parents
-Have enough money to be able to comfortably take a major trip this year with girlfriend and close friends. Leaning towards Hawaii
-Become much more prominent on social media(Instagram) to promote my business

Inner self goals:
-Do a vipassina 7 day meditation retreat
-Read 25 new books
-Continue to develop myself as a more loving, compassionate, and resilient person so I can benefit the lives of myself and my loved ones

Have never been more excited for what’s to come than I am now

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The Flood / Money is great tbh
« on: November 21, 2018, 02:19:47 PM »
Never realized how important it was

Now that I’m making bigger boy money & not leaching off my rich parents I understand & respect it a lot more

Money=experiences/connection/fun

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The Flood / Re: how do i console this friend of mine
« on: November 21, 2018, 02:15:59 PM »
He should find a job back home and move back. He should be qualified enough to get a similar wage. And even if not a similar wage, why does it matter then if he already makes more money than he needs for his lifestyle?

Needs to get himself out of that toxic environment(parents/work that he hates). Literally no point to continue there just for the approval of others (or fear of disapproval). Fears basically the only thing holding him back from all this. But if he doesn’t face it he’ll be miserable anyways so there’s nothing to lose

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The Flood / Re: post users who are literally insane
« on: October 14, 2018, 12:37:48 PM »
I am by far the craziest person here tbh

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The Flood / Re: Do some people really not have an "inner voice?"
« on: October 11, 2018, 04:57:26 PM »
I have had a very strong “inner voice” for as long as I can remember

I think everyone has it, but to varying degrees

I also notice it tends to “shut off” or at least quiets down a lot when I’m in big social situations, or around friends(I’ve trained to do this tbh because it usually messes me up). But when I’m alone it’s very prominent. And a lot of people I know CANNOT be alone. Like you guys would be surprised, some people are literally never alone, they’re with their best friend, or their boyfriend, or at least someone all day long from waking to sleeping. I think these people avoid their inner voice a lot because they never really hear it

Some people numb it out too, with drugs or alcohol.

And I’ve met very few individuals, probably like 5 my whole life, who I really believe don’t have it at all. They’re so interesting. It’s like their entire life is purely instinctual. Every action, word, etc all come from a place of instinct and not thought.

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I live with the assumption that my beliefs can be completely wrong. But I like to maintain the beliefs that benefit me the most

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Serious / Re: why should anybody talk to you
« on: October 01, 2018, 02:32:25 AM »
I can provide value to almost anyone who talks to me

I’ve worked for this tbh

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I honestly don’t even attempt to grasp it

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Serious / Re: Chipotle having ANOTHER illness outbreak
« on: August 04, 2018, 01:40:02 AM »
Lol I have good insider perspective on this:

Chipotle is probably one of the cleanest and strictest restaurants when it comes to health/safety. The food is all prepared fresh every morning, ingredients shipped twice a week, and we use a lot of items that have potential to get people sick if not stored/cooked properly(raw chicken, limes, bell peppers, onions, etc) basically there’s HUGE room for error everyday.

The higher up people are actually so strict with healthiness/cleanliness that we have two different companies that come twice every 2-3 months to judge and inspect chipotle. They judge literally everything, they check the temperature of the water we wash our hands with and make sure it’s 100 degrees all the time for the correct amount of time. Check the temp of every food, check the sanitizer solution, watch the employees for any kind of violation, etc. like a food inspector on steroids

If we fail (85% or lower is a fail) twice, the entire management team is fired along with the crew that was working that shift. That means everyone could get fired for not closing the sink with a paper towel or not switching a food on the line fast enough even if it’s an accident

Not trying to excuse whatever happened I know a lot of people get sick from chipotle but whatever happened there specifically came out of pure laziness/disregard from those workers and guarantee the entire restaurant was fired and replaced smh. It is a huge stress that seems to get tighter and tighter for managers etc feel really bad for them

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Some guys legitimately send them money

For no damn reason

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The Flood / Chaotic week
« on: July 27, 2018, 05:17:40 AM »
Too much - meditation and self inquiry

Too much - anabolics and sexual encounters

Too much - emotionally triggering situations

Pic update:

Spoiler

Losing my mind but also constantly dipping in and out of flow

Mindset is changing drastically very fast. In a good way!! 

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The Flood / I’m actually really crazy and unstable
« on: July 11, 2018, 05:24:51 PM »
But I’ve learned to come to peace with it.

It’s like a super power  8)

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The Flood / Re: Insecurity is for the weak
« on: July 11, 2018, 05:20:12 PM »
You need to work on your writing. I like the idea and would love to actually discuss this, but I honestly have no idea what you ramble about man. It’s like you start somewhere and go on some tangent based off your anger/unstable emotions, it’s led even further astray by this weird attempt you make to try and come across as very intelligent, but it really comes across as the opposite. Like the kid who uses gigantic words from the dictionary when normal words are good enough

If you think I’m wrong then you really lack the self awareness to be able to see how others(we) view your posts. Keep at it though Loaf and work on your writing, I’d love to actually get a coherent thread out of you cause I’m sure you have some interesting ideas

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The Flood / Re: Hey cheat give me sep7agon
« on: June 29, 2018, 01:52:09 AM »
Also, I can actually afford to buy Sep7 now off of Cheat, but its not worth fucking 1k, what a joke.
How much would you be willing to pay

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You are a gross human

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The Flood / Re: Seriously, fuck you if you're talking shit about X
« on: June 19, 2018, 03:34:11 PM »
God, you guys are fucking assholes. If you must know why I'm so angry in this thread, it's because shit has happened to me IRL, and I'm trying to cope with it but I ended up becoming numb to things, but there's this bad feeling inside me that wants me to lash out and destroy myself, but I contain it because letting myself be emotional accomplishes nothing.

This thread, I made and posted in until maybe 5 pm into the next day. I never went to bed to sleep because I didn't feel tired, but I ended up having some of my rationale removed due to the lack of sleep, and some of those crazy feelings came up. A friend on discord asked me very normal questions, and I assumed they held contempt for me and hate towards me so I ended up hating them. I went to sleep feeling sad or momentarily depressed, and when I woke up I read the questions again and I'm like "holy shit, I was really out of it". I'm now in more control, so I want to say "close this thread, and don't talk about it" instead of arguing with you people thinking I'm accomplishing something.
Happens to me too mayne it’s all good

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The Flood / Re: Seriously, fuck you if you're talking shit about X
« on: June 19, 2018, 01:07:23 AM »
My enjoyment of his music and appreciation of him as an artist let’s me completely overlook any bad things he did, just being honest

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