Well, it's here
No more having to deal with my faggotness anymore

Before you proceed any further I will warn you that I'm going to dive a bit into the selfish self pity round for a bit
Why? Because I'm selfish and it makes me feel good I guess

I once thought I could be something in life but recent events transpired that made me look at life and myself very differently
I tell myself that they're just teenage hormones which is the truth but they still manage to crush me in the end anyways
Between the divorce, move, and my own development as a person, I do not have high hopes for the future
The things that have happened has made my self loathing and bleak outlook for life unbearable
Things are changing

I'm arrogant, selfish, and probably mentally ill
It's horrible because I did it to myself
No one to blame but me
If there is no one to blame, I suppose I shouldn't be whining on the internet but I suppose it makes me feel better pretending that someone is reading this and caring
In recent times, I've tried to become less materialistic and less artificial but I just can't win against myself
The worst thing is that I can see these things about myself
I wish I was blind to my own evils but I can't

But now that life has forced me to look beyond myself, I find myself crying more at night
I've been so selfish only complaining about myself and not seeing the pain of others
I tell myself there are people in worse places than me and that helps me get through the day but that is no longer helping
My poor mom is suffering because of me and I cry because I won't stop it

So I guess that's why I'm so immature and love animated movies and things I really shouldn't be loving
They provide me with my escape
The world that Frozen and every other fantasy animated children's movies occupy are so beautiful and innocent that I want to live in that
I want to escape this world and spend the rest of my life somewhere like that
I envy children and the things their brains allow them to believe
That's why I try to resemble them as much as possible
So I'm sorry for spreading my fantasies all over you guys but like I said, I am selfish and want to feel good

Why do I take the internet so seriously?
Because it's not real life
I like the concept of not having responsibilities and having that false love so many have
I like it because you don't know me in real life so I can be whatever I want
I can have fun that I'm not allowed in real life
Here, I'm allowed anything all of the time
But I suppose all good things must end

Now many of you know me from b.net and I followed you here to find comfort
I take the things you say very seriously because I'm too cowardly to be serious in real life
The things said on the internet hurt me even when I tell myself it's harmless
These forums are one of the few joys I have left in my life which is why I've tried so hard to make it work
I hate myself for finding joy in things I find on the internet

I suppose you have grown tired of hearing this or I suppose I should thank you for those who made it this far
I know I'm not a good writer
I'm trying

So to the point, this relationship isn't working
I'm not feeling anything positive from this
Even worse, you guys aren't benefiting from this
I'm sorry for making you put up with my bullshit

So I guess it's best for all of us if I leave

So please
Call me a faggot, bitch, retard, overly sensitive, or whatever you need to say to help you rid yourself of me

I'm sorry

It's because you're 12. And you like Frozen.

mfw

PLUG DJ IS BACK UP

Didn't you post this yesterday

No

Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on December 16, 2014, 04:24:38 PM

>tries to send positive message
>gets shit for it

That kind of message does better on tumblr or Facebook.

Other people don't care for vague pseudo-philosophical mumbo jumbo.

>tells people to help each other
>vague pseudo-philosophical mumbo jumbo

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I learned how to be high without drugs from him

I don't get why everyone thinks the Russian Sleep Experiment is so scary

It got really cheesy towards the end

There's a fucking trust rating on this site?

Fuck man, I had a custom nameplate all ready to go

O no VIRUS!

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Quote from: Ingloriouswho98 on December 15, 2014, 09:00:34 PM

Quote from: Snow Digger on December 15, 2014, 08:57:28 PM

What did you think? I thought it was a terrible film.

i WOT

If i was in highschool and i saw a chick like that i would have a strong feelings for.
Chick i am talking about is your profile pic.

Me too brah

What did you think? I thought it was a terrible film.

i WOT

You wipe away your tears and pick up the pieces of your brain off the floor

MAkes mE hornY