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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 01:47:34 AM »Generally not being so pointlessly hostile with everyone helps.
Don't bother talking to me like you know me. You don't understand me. You never will.
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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 01:47:34 AM »Generally not being so pointlessly hostile with everyone helps. Don't bother talking to me like you know me. You don't understand me. You never will. 14852
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 01:46:41 AM »I've been feeling the same way these past couple days Maybe we can relate. 14853
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 01:46:16 AM »are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are Fuck Glendales all over the world then. God fucking piece of shit cities! 14854
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 01:05:48 AM »are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are There is a Glendale in queens? No I'm talking about Glendale California. And yeah, the older generation here are extremely misunderstood, and the majority of the younger generation isn't any better. Also, hope New York is cool. 14855
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 01:04:51 AM »Okay Deci, what I want you to do is watch Danger 5. Okay. 14856
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:58:27 AM »
Oh yeah, to make matter even worse now, I'm feeling a bit under the weather. If it gets worse I might take a sick day off of school and email my professor that I'm sick if I really feel sick. He's a chill dude so he'll understand. His class is really laid back and he doesn't assign homework, everything is hands on and it's one hell of a learning experience.
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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:54:21 AM »are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are Then you out of all people here would know exactly what it's like. At least the college is tolerable along with Verdugo Park and Kenneth Village, but everything else, I cannot fucking stand it anymore. I would also like to inform you that I am not your stereotypical Armenian, I am a person. Hell I identify myself as American. My primary language is English. The only person I really talk to in Armenian is my mom, that's really it. Everyone else in my household primarily speaks English. 14858
The Flood / Re: what a dumbass« on: March 25, 2015, 12:50:22 AM »
That actually made me chuckle. Thanks man.
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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:45:28 AM »are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes. 14860
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:44:42 AM »
If I don't hear from her within 3 days, I'll PM you. ![]() I'll PM you sooner if I do. 14861
The Flood / Re: So I'm arguing with TVC's fanbase« on: March 25, 2015, 12:42:58 AM »TVC?The Vigilant Christian. The Illuminati Exposed guy. ............ 14862
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:38:50 AM »Work your ass off to transfer bro. That's what i'm doing, working also to save up enough money for Sunny San Diegoi know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way That's nothing new, and why the heck would you want to go to San Diego? If it were me I'd want to go up north, not south. 14863
The Flood / Re: Dubs decides who I PM and what to give them« on: March 25, 2015, 12:37:38 AM »
I'm depressed, if you want to PM me something go ahead.
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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:36:14 AM »
Sort of a GF yeah. ![]() I would if I could. It's complicated. 14865
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:35:33 AM »Go on a long walk Deci. It's going to be 11 at night in 20 minutes and that's when all the fucked up people come out at night. So pass on that. I have school tomorrow anyway. 14866
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM »
I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden. ![]() 14867
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:31:05 AM »You're asking a nihilist that, so....Used to be getting baked, doing shrooms, ect. Now, fuck if I know, I'm just stuck in a perpetual state of boredom; the clean life sucks honestly. I see. 14868
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:30:36 AM »i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way Fucking Armenians here act like they own the place, drivers here are dangerous and you could end up road killed if you don't look both ways, everything here is fucking boring. I've been here for 22 fucking years and I'm so sick of it. Imagine playing the same video game for 22 years straight and you can't even turn it off. That's my fucking city. Boring as shit, ass backwards people that think they're the shit, and all the nice parts of town are really expensive. There is only one place I haven't been in that's at the park next to my college, it's up at a hill, with grass. There is this tree. A tree where I just want to climb up a hill, go under that tree and read a book under it or something. But it's pretty much private property. Yeah this place sucks. 14869
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:23:13 AM »Used to be getting baked, doing shrooms, ect. Now, fuck if I know, I'm just stuck in a perpetual state of boredom; the clean life sucks honestly. Is life itself even worth it anymore? 14870
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM »
I think I will. Thanks man. ![]() 14871
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM »when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them. 14872
The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM »
WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies. ![]() 14874
The Flood / I feel really shitty« on: March 25, 2015, 12:18:37 AM »
My depression has recently gotten even worse today. There are various reasons why I'm depressed right now, I'm also really over worried about someone. :/
Best if I don't get into any details. I tried watching something on Netflix and it didn't help. What do you do when you're depressed? 14875
The Flood / Re: I've been convinced to give it another go« on: March 25, 2015, 12:16:29 AM »
Welcome back dude.
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Serious / Re: I have thoughts of suicide quite often.« on: March 25, 2015, 12:15:23 AM »It's beyond me why someone would want to speed up the inevitability of nothingness. This life is all you have, and all you'll ever have. You need to fight as hard as you can against your tangible challenges, because there's no continuation of existence whatsoever after you decide to end it. And how the hell would you know that? Did you die? I did. 14877
Septagon / Re: Post links to websites, and forums whose design you like« on: March 25, 2015, 12:13:50 AM »Okay.Those colors, that layout, what was that person thinking? The website may not be special, but the music is. 14878
Serious / Re: I have thoughts of suicide quite often.« on: March 24, 2015, 10:02:44 PM »It's beyond me why someone would want to speed up the inevitability of nothingness. This life is all you have, and all you'll ever have. You need to fight as hard as you can against your tangible challenges, because there's no continuation of existence whatsoever after you decide to end it. QFF 14879
Serious / Re: Plane Crash in France - 150 feared dead« on: March 24, 2015, 10:01:31 PM »![]() Today is not a good day. 14880
Serious / Re: I have thoughts of suicide quite often.« on: March 24, 2015, 10:00:32 PM »It's beyond me why someone would want to speed up the inevitability of nothingness. This life is all you have, and all you'll ever have. You need to fight as hard as you can against your tangible challenges, because there's no continuation of existence whatsoever after you decide to end it. He's right you know. Where were you before you were born? You didn't exist. You go back to not existing after death. |