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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 01:47:34 AM »
Generally not being so pointlessly hostile with everyone helps.

Don't bother talking to me like you know me. You don't understand me. You never will.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 01:46:41 AM »
I've been feeling the same way these past couple days

Maybe we can relate.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 01:46:16 AM »
are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

oh I know, my mom's side is Armenian. even though i'm half, i was brought up in the community

all my annoying ass relatives are from Glendale

Then you out of all people here would know exactly what it's like. At least the college is tolerable along with Verdugo Park and Kenneth Village, but everything else, I cannot fucking stand it anymore.

I would also like to inform you that I am not your stereotypical Armenian, I am a person. Hell I identify myself as American. My primary language is English. The only person I really talk to in Armenian is my mom, that's really it. Everyone else in my household primarily speaks English.

I probably forgot to specify, i'm not from Glendale I live in NY so unless you're talking about the Glendale in queens it might be hard for me to relate.

but whenever a lot of Armenians get together, it get's annoying as shit so you must be going through hell.

i can't speak armenian but i can understand it fairly well, my life has sort of been a seesaw between the cultures of my mom and dad.. I know plenty of Armenians who were born here and still have accents when speaking english

kinda weird

There is a Glendale in queens? No I'm talking about Glendale California.



lol

Fuck Glendales all over the world then.

God fucking piece of shit cities!

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 01:05:48 AM »
are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

oh I know, my mom's side is Armenian. even though i'm half, i was brought up in the community

all my annoying ass relatives are from Glendale

Then you out of all people here would know exactly what it's like. At least the college is tolerable along with Verdugo Park and Kenneth Village, but everything else, I cannot fucking stand it anymore.

I would also like to inform you that I am not your stereotypical Armenian, I am a person. Hell I identify myself as American. My primary language is English. The only person I really talk to in Armenian is my mom, that's really it. Everyone else in my household primarily speaks English.

I probably forgot to specify, i'm not from Glendale I live in NY so unless you're talking about the Glendale in queens it might be hard for me to relate.

but whenever a lot of Armenians get together, it get's annoying as shit so you must be going through hell.

i can't speak armenian but i can understand it fairly well, my life has sort of been a seesaw between the cultures of my mom and dad.. I know plenty of Armenians who were born here and still have accents when speaking english

kinda weird

There is a Glendale in queens? No I'm talking about Glendale California.

And yeah, the older generation here are extremely misunderstood, and the majority of the younger generation isn't any better.

Also, hope New York is cool.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 01:04:51 AM »
Okay Deci, what I want you to do is watch Danger 5.

Just do it. It will kill 4 or 5 hours and it will help you feel better knowing that there's still such joyful, creative absurdity in the world.

Okay.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:58:27 AM »
Oh yeah, to make matter even worse now, I'm feeling a bit under the weather. If it gets worse I might take a sick day off of school and email my professor that I'm sick if I really feel sick. He's a chill dude so he'll understand. His class is really laid back and he doesn't assign homework, everything is hands on and it's one hell of a learning experience.

This is pretty much digital sculpting in Zbrush.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:54:21 AM »
are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

oh I know, my mom's side is Armenian. even though i'm half, i was brought up in the community

all my annoying ass relatives are from Glendale

Then you out of all people here would know exactly what it's like. At least the college is tolerable along with Verdugo Park and Kenneth Village, but everything else, I cannot fucking stand it anymore.

I would also like to inform you that I am not your stereotypical Armenian, I am a person. Hell I identify myself as American. My primary language is English. The only person I really talk to in Armenian is my mom, that's really it. Everyone else in my household primarily speaks English.

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The Flood / Re: what a dumbass
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:50:22 AM »
That actually made me chuckle. Thanks man. :)

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:45:28 AM »
are you in Glendale? lol it's the only place where people know who Armenians are

You're talking to an Armenian right now, and yes.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:44:42 AM »
YouTube


WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies. :)

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man. :)

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden. :(

girlfriend? escort?

hopefully she's ok. if you are genuinely worried, call someone she knows, or the police

Sort of a GF yeah. :(

I would if I could. It's complicated.

try not to worry about things, i know it's shitty advice but just let life happen if there is nothing you can do to change the situation. 

you can pm me if you don't wanna get 2 personal on the forum

If I don't hear from her within 3 days, I'll PM you.  :'(

I'll PM you sooner if I do.

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The Flood / Re: So I'm arguing with TVC's fanbase
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:42:58 AM »

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:38:50 AM »
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.
i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?

Fucking Armenians here act like they own the place, drivers here are dangerous and you could end up road killed if you don't look both ways, everything here is fucking boring. I've been here for 22 fucking years and I'm so sick of it.

Imagine playing the same video game for 22 years straight and you can't even turn it off. That's my fucking city. Boring as shit, ass backwards people that think they're the shit, and all the nice parts of town are really expensive.

There is only one place I haven't been in that's at the park next to my college, it's up at a hill, with grass. There is this tree. A tree where I just want to climb up a hill, go under that tree and read a book under it or something.

But it's pretty much private property.

Yeah this place sucks.
Work your ass off to transfer bro. That's what i'm doing, working also to save up enough money for Sunny San Diego 8)  Your environment is bringing you down

That's nothing new, and why the heck would you want to go to San Diego? If it were me I'd want to go up north, not south.

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The Flood / Re: Dubs decides who I PM and what to give them
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:37:38 AM »
I'm depressed, if you want to PM me something go ahead.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:36:14 AM »
YouTube


WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies. :)

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man. :)

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden. :(

girlfriend? escort?

hopefully she's ok. if you are genuinely worried, call someone she knows, or the police

Sort of a GF yeah. :(

I would if I could. It's complicated.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:35:33 AM »
Go on a long walk Deci.

It helps me. I went on a 2 hour walk then went home and downed 4 shots of whiskey.
Long walks help.

Whoever linked Danger 5 in here, I love you.

Ilsa <3

It's going to be 11 at night in 20 minutes and that's when all the fucked up people come out at night. So pass on that.

I have school tomorrow anyway.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:31:55 AM »
YouTube


WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies. :)

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man. :)

no problem, good luck with the depression and don't commit suicide

I'll try not to. I just hope the person I'm worried about is okay. I haven't heard of her this entire day and it's not likely for her to just stop texting all of a sudden. :(

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:31:05 AM »
Used to be getting baked, doing shrooms, ect. Now, fuck if I know, I'm just stuck in a perpetual state of boredom; the clean life sucks honestly.

Is life itself even worth it anymore?
You're asking a nihilist that, so....

But anyhow, while I truly do hate the finiteness of existence and fail to see any reason to follow through with the existential path of making your own reason, I just continue on. Fear of consciousness ending, wanting to keep hold of finite desires, ect. Can't say I see much else to it all.   

I see.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:30:36 AM »
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.
i know that feel about crappy cities lol, what's wrong with yours?

Fucking Armenians here act like they own the place, drivers here are dangerous and you could end up road killed if you don't look both ways, everything here is fucking boring. I've been here for 22 fucking years and I'm so sick of it.

Imagine playing the same video game for 22 years straight and you can't even turn it off. That's my fucking city. Boring as shit, ass backwards people that think they're the shit, and all the nice parts of town are really expensive.

There is only one place I haven't been in that's at the park next to my college, it's up at a hill, with grass. There is this tree. A tree where I just want to climb up a hill, go under that tree and read a book under it or something.

But it's pretty much private property.

Yeah this place sucks.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:23:13 AM »
Used to be getting baked, doing shrooms, ect. Now, fuck if I know, I'm just stuck in a perpetual state of boredom; the clean life sucks honestly.

Is life itself even worth it anymore?

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:22:56 AM »
YouTube


WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies. :)

watch danger 5 on netflix

I think I will. Thanks man. :)

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:22:22 AM »
when i get depressed i try to occupy myself with things that help me improve in any way

examples: workout out, playing instrument, reading something new, making money, stretching, meditation ect.

why are you feeling down?

Many various reasons. Being in this city for a long time with no real change is one of them.

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The Flood / Re: I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:20:29 AM »
YouTube


WTF did I just watch? That made me chuckle a little. Also, the lady had nice boobies. :)

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The Flood / Re: So I'm arguing with TVC's fanbase
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:19:06 AM »
TVC?

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The Flood / I feel really shitty
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:18:37 AM »
My depression has recently gotten even worse today. There are various reasons why I'm depressed right now, I'm also really over worried about someone. :/

Best if I don't get into any details.

I tried watching something on Netflix and it didn't help. What do you do when you're depressed?

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The Flood / Re: I've been convinced to give it another go
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:16:29 AM »
Welcome back dude.  :D

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Serious / Re: I have thoughts of suicide quite often.
« on: March 25, 2015, 12:15:23 AM »
It's beyond me why someone would want to speed up the inevitability of nothingness. This life is all you have, and all you'll ever have. You need to fight as hard as you can against your tangible challenges, because there's no continuation of existence whatsoever after you decide to end it.

You say that like it's a proven fact there's no after life.

>Acting like it's absolute fact

*tips fedora*

He's right you know. Where were you before you were born? You didn't exist. You go back to not existing after death.

QFF

Still, to say with absolute certainty that there is no life after death screams of arrogance.

And how the hell would you know that? Did you die? I did.

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Okay.

http://somafm.com/
Those colors, that layout, what was that person thinking?

The website may not be special, but the music is.

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Serious / Re: I have thoughts of suicide quite often.
« on: March 24, 2015, 10:02:44 PM »
It's beyond me why someone would want to speed up the inevitability of nothingness. This life is all you have, and all you'll ever have. You need to fight as hard as you can against your tangible challenges, because there's no continuation of existence whatsoever after you decide to end it.

You say that like it's a proven fact there's no after life.

>Acting like it's absolute fact

*tips fedora*

He's right you know. Where were you before you were born? You didn't exist. You go back to not existing after death.

QFF

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Serious / Re: Plane Crash in France - 150 feared dead
« on: March 24, 2015, 10:01:31 PM »
:(

Today is not a good day.

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Serious / Re: I have thoughts of suicide quite often.
« on: March 24, 2015, 10:00:32 PM »
It's beyond me why someone would want to speed up the inevitability of nothingness. This life is all you have, and all you'll ever have. You need to fight as hard as you can against your tangible challenges, because there's no continuation of existence whatsoever after you decide to end it.

You say that like it's a proven fact there's no after life.

He's right you know. Where were you before you were born? You didn't exist. You go back to not existing after death.

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