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13801
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:36:13 PM »
Hey, we talked about it. We can talk again if you want....
Anyway, I'm starting to have to take pills for my anxiety. Kinda annoying.
It's ok Tru, I failed you, too. I really am a moron
I've nothing to do with this, you haven't failed me...
I said to keep her happy, but I didn't. I broke the promise.
stuff happened. You didn't fail anyone, you keep thinking that way you'll never cheer up.
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13802
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:30:51 PM »
Hey, we talked about it. We can talk again if you want....
Anyway, I'm starting to have to take pills for my anxiety. Kinda annoying.
It's ok Tru, I failed you, too. I really am a moron
I've nothing to do with this, you haven't failed me...
I said to keep her happy, but I didn't. I broke the promise.
13803
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:29:49 PM »
I logged in the other day and not even one server was full. Damn runescape used to be so good. I'd play if I didn't lose my account.
They added a bunch of servers, it's more annoying, really.
13804
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:26:45 PM »
Not feeling great either. Let's cut together.
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13805
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:23:32 PM »
Imma gib you dat fish
Thanks, LC..
13806
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:22:37 PM »
Hey, we talked about it. We can talk again if you want....
Anyway, I'm starting to have to take pills for my anxiety. Kinda annoying.
It's ok Tru, I failed you, too. I really am a moron
13807
« on: December 09, 2014, 01:21:04 PM »
Fagex is doing fine. The only thing is that they're raising the price of membership next year.
Whaaaaaat.
I know, but they said you get a 2 week grace period if you want to keep the low total, should your membership run out, so it's not all bad.
13808
« on: December 09, 2014, 11:59:31 AM »
Fagex is doing fine. The only thing is that they're raising the price of membership next year.
13809
« on: December 08, 2014, 11:47:22 PM »
13810
« on: December 08, 2014, 11:13:41 PM »
I cover Mountain Time, and no DST can benefit with timezones around me
13811
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:52:25 PM »
McDonald's
Might quit around Jan or once I get over $1000 in my account.
13812
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:49:01 PM »
Just sign out. The "appear offline" feature is currently for admins only.
But why?
13813
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:33:17 PM »
Just asking, just thought it can be a useful tool in case someone wants to lurk for a little bit.
13814
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:31:13 PM »
Is it ok if I ask what's wrong?
If not, I hope you can get past it man.
This one girl I've known for 4+ years, I hit her last nerve with me.
Shit man, what'd you do?
Jealousy took over.
13815
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:27:30 PM »
Is it ok if I ask what's wrong?
If not, I hope you can get past it man.
This one girl I've known for 4+ years, I hit her last nerve with me.
13816
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:26:58 PM »
Sorry to hear Gasai. I wish you the best through this.
And to you, Nuka-chan
You have me on Skype. I'm pretty much always willing to talk.
Oh, but you don't reply to my message from days ago. Meanie..
13817
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:24:52 PM »
Sorry to hear Gasai. I wish you the best through this.
And to you, Nuka-chan
13818
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:23:57 PM »
I keep seeing signs from TV, the radio, and videogames reminding me of what happened, how much I lost, and how much I failed. Maybe I'm over thinking it, but I just can't wrap my head around it. Imagine having that but with paranoid schizophrenia at the same time. I could read the signs in things like... things that didn't even have a symbolic relation... like a two line advertisement for an egg cup or something. You've gotta knuckle down and tune all that shit out.
Edit: Oh damn. I just assumed this thread was about your lady friend. Sorry.
That's my problem.. I'm a paranoid person who can over think the simplest things. I don't know, but I am trying to get through this toxic way of thinking.
I'm a reader so I did a lot of reading, but maybe for a gamer, this?
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sparx_%28video_game%29
I just read the page and it seems interesting.
The game is only available to New Zealand citizens... Huh..
13819
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:18:58 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
If you don't want to talk about that, then what are your flaws? What do you, think your flaws are? Come on. Shoot.
I'll tell you mine up front and center if you tell me yours. A trade.
Jealousy, dependent, clingy.
I want to better myself, and to prove that I can change. Ugh, the episode of House has the name "Selfish".. See what I mean? I keep seeing these signs.
Jealousy is natural.
Tell you what. I'm jealous. Every time I see two people, friends or something more, it burns me. It hurts. Because I'm alone. And it burns my ass when I try to change shit and it just doesn't change.
How about dependant?
Do you know the reason why I'm here right now? Because I can't fight alone anymore. I can't do it. Try as hard as I might, I can't stand on my own two feet.
How about clingy?
I've gotten overly clingy with a friend. I made a mistake. A big one. And it backfired. Even worse, I made the same mistake again with somebody else. Another friend. And while it didn't backfire, I know that what was said will always push them away from me. The direct opposite of what I wanted.
So, here I am Naru. I'm in your shoes. And you're in mine. How are we going to change it. Don't know yet. But, certainly, not alone.
I made a huge mistake.. The only thing I'm told to do is to wait out and see what can happen. It's been days and soon to be a week, and nothing. I'm scared something will happen and things will drastically change. I made it happen and it's horrible.
If I had to guess. Don't quote me on this. Maybe I'm not reading things right here. Pregnant? Pregnancy, isn't it? Or, you came out. You told somebody. You told somebody what was in your head. Told them what you've kept chained up inside and set that free.
And they flinched when you told them. They backed away. And now you're just waiting right? Waiting for something?
Nothing like that. I did something, it was their last straw. yes, backed away, and I'm told to wait it out. Waiting for something..
Last straw implies doing something to disappoint someone. Friend or family?
Closest friend I have.. Or soon.. "Had"
So you said something or did something. Now, personally, I don't know of any friend of mine that would be dissappointed in me if I said something. And, depending on what I did, they wouldn't be dissappointed either. In the personal context.
You did something big to upset them then. I can think of three things, maybe four, that would do that.
Stealing and using money without permission.
Snapping and lashing out at them, physically, or verbally.
Fucking around with relationships.
If I had to guess, you got upset. Said stuff you didn't mean to.
Things I got annoyed about from the past. Mainly said by jealousy and my idiotic ways.
You try telling them what you're telling me now?
A few times, but no response. So I have to wait to see what happens
13820
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:17:38 PM »
I keep seeing signs from TV, the radio, and videogames reminding me of what happened, how much I lost, and how much I failed. Maybe I'm over thinking it, but I just can't wrap my head around it. Imagine having that but with paranoid schizophrenia at the same time. I could read the signs in things like... things that didn't even have a symbolic relation... like a two line advertisement for an egg cup or something. You've gotta knuckle down and tune all that shit out.
Edit: Oh damn. I just assumed this thread was about your lady friend. Sorry.
Ugh.. It is.. You assumed right.. I was trying to hide it but I can't
13821
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:16:58 PM »
I keep seeing signs from TV, the radio, and videogames reminding me of what happened, how much I lost, and how much I failed. Maybe I'm over thinking it, but I just can't wrap my head around it. Imagine having that but with paranoid schizophrenia at the same time. I could read the signs in things like... things that didn't even have a symbolic relation... like a two line advertisement for an egg cup or something. You've gotta knuckle down and tune all that shit out.
Edit: Oh damn. I just assumed this thread was about your lady friend. Sorry.
That's my problem.. I'm a paranoid person who can over think the simplest things. I don't know, but I am trying to get through this toxic way of thinking.
13822
« on: December 08, 2014, 10:10:56 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
If you don't want to talk about that, then what are your flaws? What do you, think your flaws are? Come on. Shoot.
I'll tell you mine up front and center if you tell me yours. A trade.
Jealousy, dependent, clingy.
I want to better myself, and to prove that I can change. Ugh, the episode of House has the name "Selfish".. See what I mean? I keep seeing these signs.
Jealousy is natural.
Tell you what. I'm jealous. Every time I see two people, friends or something more, it burns me. It hurts. Because I'm alone. And it burns my ass when I try to change shit and it just doesn't change.
How about dependant?
Do you know the reason why I'm here right now? Because I can't fight alone anymore. I can't do it. Try as hard as I might, I can't stand on my own two feet.
How about clingy?
I've gotten overly clingy with a friend. I made a mistake. A big one. And it backfired. Even worse, I made the same mistake again with somebody else. Another friend. And while it didn't backfire, I know that what was said will always push them away from me. The direct opposite of what I wanted.
So, here I am Naru. I'm in your shoes. And you're in mine. How are we going to change it. Don't know yet. But, certainly, not alone.
I made a huge mistake.. The only thing I'm told to do is to wait out and see what can happen. It's been days and soon to be a week, and nothing. I'm scared something will happen and things will drastically change. I made it happen and it's horrible.
If I had to guess. Don't quote me on this. Maybe I'm not reading things right here. Pregnant? Pregnancy, isn't it? Or, you came out. You told somebody. You told somebody what was in your head. Told them what you've kept chained up inside and set that free.
And they flinched when you told them. They backed away. And now you're just waiting right? Waiting for something?
Nothing like that. I did something, it was their last straw. yes, backed away, and I'm told to wait it out. Waiting for something..
Last straw implies doing something to disappoint someone. Friend or family?
Closest friend I have.. Or soon.. "Had"
So you said something or did something. Now, personally, I don't know of any friend of mine that would be dissappointed in me if I said something. And, depending on what I did, they wouldn't be dissappointed either. In the personal context.
You did something big to upset them then. I can think of three things, maybe four, that would do that.
Stealing and using money without permission.
Snapping and lashing out at them, physically, or verbally.
Fucking around with relationships.
If I had to guess, you got upset. Said stuff you didn't mean to.
Things I got annoyed about from the past. Mainly said by jealousy and my idiotic ways.
13823
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:51:03 PM »
don't let the niggermen get to you. i gochu if you wanna talk to someone.
Thanks RC. No niggermen
13824
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:49:43 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
If you don't want to talk about that, then what are your flaws? What do you, think your flaws are? Come on. Shoot.
I'll tell you mine up front and center if you tell me yours. A trade.
Jealousy, dependent, clingy.
I want to better myself, and to prove that I can change. Ugh, the episode of House has the name "Selfish".. See what I mean? I keep seeing these signs.
Jealousy is natural.
Tell you what. I'm jealous. Every time I see two people, friends or something more, it burns me. It hurts. Because I'm alone. And it burns my ass when I try to change shit and it just doesn't change.
How about dependant?
Do you know the reason why I'm here right now? Because I can't fight alone anymore. I can't do it. Try as hard as I might, I can't stand on my own two feet.
How about clingy?
I've gotten overly clingy with a friend. I made a mistake. A big one. And it backfired. Even worse, I made the same mistake again with somebody else. Another friend. And while it didn't backfire, I know that what was said will always push them away from me. The direct opposite of what I wanted.
So, here I am Naru. I'm in your shoes. And you're in mine. How are we going to change it. Don't know yet. But, certainly, not alone.
I made a huge mistake.. The only thing I'm told to do is to wait out and see what can happen. It's been days and soon to be a week, and nothing. I'm scared something will happen and things will drastically change. I made it happen and it's horrible.
If I had to guess. Don't quote me on this. Maybe I'm not reading things right here. Pregnant? Pregnancy, isn't it? Or, you came out. You told somebody. You told somebody what was in your head. Told them what you've kept chained up inside and set that free.
And they flinched when you told them. They backed away. And now you're just waiting right? Waiting for something?
Nothing like that. I did something, it was their last straw. yes, backed away, and I'm told to wait it out. Waiting for something..
Last straw implies doing something to disappoint someone. Friend or family?
Closest friend I have.. Or soon.. "Had"
13825
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:43:39 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
If you don't want to talk about that, then what are your flaws? What do you, think your flaws are? Come on. Shoot.
I'll tell you mine up front and center if you tell me yours. A trade.
Jealousy, dependent, clingy.
I want to better myself, and to prove that I can change. Ugh, the episode of House has the name "Selfish".. See what I mean? I keep seeing these signs.
Jealousy is natural.
Tell you what. I'm jealous. Every time I see two people, friends or something more, it burns me. It hurts. Because I'm alone. And it burns my ass when I try to change shit and it just doesn't change.
How about dependant?
Do you know the reason why I'm here right now? Because I can't fight alone anymore. I can't do it. Try as hard as I might, I can't stand on my own two feet.
How about clingy?
I've gotten overly clingy with a friend. I made a mistake. A big one. And it backfired. Even worse, I made the same mistake again with somebody else. Another friend. And while it didn't backfire, I know that what was said will always push them away from me. The direct opposite of what I wanted.
So, here I am Naru. I'm in your shoes. And you're in mine. How are we going to change it. Don't know yet. But, certainly, not alone.
I made a huge mistake.. The only thing I'm told to do is to wait out and see what can happen. It's been days and soon to be a week, and nothing. I'm scared something will happen and things will drastically change. I made it happen and it's horrible.
If I had to guess. Don't quote me on this. Maybe I'm not reading things right here. Pregnant? Pregnancy, isn't it? Or, you came out. You told somebody. You told somebody what was in your head. Told them what you've kept chained up inside and set that free.
And they flinched when you told them. They backed away. And now you're just waiting right? Waiting for something?
Nothing like that. I did something, it was their last straw. yes, backed away, and I'm told to wait it out. Waiting for something..
13826
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:33:44 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
If you don't want to talk about that, then what are your flaws? What do you, think your flaws are? Come on. Shoot.
I'll tell you mine up front and center if you tell me yours. A trade.
Jealousy, dependent, clingy.
I want to better myself, and to prove that I can change. Ugh, the episode of House has the name "Selfish".. See what I mean? I keep seeing these signs.
Jealousy is natural.
Tell you what. I'm jealous. Every time I see two people, friends or something more, it burns me. It hurts. Because I'm alone. And it burns my ass when I try to change shit and it just doesn't change.
How about dependant?
Do you know the reason why I'm here right now? Because I can't fight alone anymore. I can't do it. Try as hard as I might, I can't stand on my own two feet.
How about clingy?
I've gotten overly clingy with a friend. I made a mistake. A big one. And it backfired. Even worse, I made the same mistake again with somebody else. Another friend. And while it didn't backfire, I know that what was said will always push them away from me. The direct opposite of what I wanted.
So, here I am Naru. I'm in your shoes. And you're in mine. How are we going to change it. Don't know yet. But, certainly, not alone.
I made a huge mistake.. The only thing I'm told to do is to wait out and see what can happen. It's been days and soon to be a week, and nothing. I'm scared something will happen and things will drastically change. I made it happen and it's horrible.
13827
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:14:47 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
If you don't want to talk about that, then what are your flaws? What do you, think your flaws are? Come on. Shoot.
I'll tell you mine up front and center if you tell me yours. A trade.
Jealousy, dependent, clingy. I want to better myself, and to prove that I can change. Ugh, the episode of House has the name "Selfish".. See what I mean? I keep seeing these signs.
13828
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:11:04 PM »
Next week, 3 finals out of 4 classes.
13829
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:10:28 PM »
May I ask what was lost?
I wondered where you went you know. I don't know you. But I noticed your absence.
I can't say specifically.
Valued is the main word I can give you.
Family or friends then. Personal life. Somebody important to you doesn't return the sentiments. Or, everything in general seems grey. You're alone right? Feels like a prison. You're not wanted or cared for and it doesn't seem like anybody gives a shit?
I can't say much, because I know nothing about you. But, I'm here. Here to stay as well. If you want to talk, shoot.
The thing that you should see here, is that you're not as alone as you think. Similar folks group together. They have a knack, for finding each other. There are people here, among you that are riding through the bullshit too. Maybe not the same. But there's a lot of hurt folks here. More than what you see at first glance. If you want to talk, I'm around.
Thanks Sand, but I need to focus on myself and you need to focus on yourself. Only I can bring myself up. If I need the help, I can ask for it. Don't worry.
13830
« on: December 08, 2014, 09:08:32 PM »
Whatever it is you're dealing with I hope you can find a way to fix or move past it, Gasai.
I will soon, man. Just now is not the time.
I'll definitely go on record and say that I'm not necessarily the best at giving advice, but if you feel like you need to get this stuff off of your chest I'm willing to listen and provide some insight.
It's fine man. You're a cool guy, but I'm fine. I just need to release my flaws I have.
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