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10471
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:41:26 PM »
Anywho, I'll be getting up early and heading out to work tomorrow. I need some rest. I'm calling it a night.
10472
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:40:12 PM »
well shit, hopefully you pull through
didn't you survive a collision with a fucking truck?
The truck was basically a slow moving snail. Only doing 20 or something. But this is different. And I don't have the will to put up with all this anymore.
10473
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:33:46 PM »
Geez, your life is just filled with bad luck.
That is the stupidest fucking thing to say you inbred moron.
No. He's right. Always has been. And I've tried to make of it what I could. Guess it wasn't enough though. Won't stop me from trying though.
10474
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:31:25 PM »
Wait, don't fucking tell me asbestos is still a commo. Insulator In Canada
It's not. But there's a lot of old buildings still containing it. I worked in a room for basically five days straight, with a disfunctional mask that I didn't know about until after we were done.
oh my gott...
Sue, I'd all i can think.
You. . You may be done for, bur please do it so your family has something.
I can't sue the construction company because it's not their fault. And I can't sue the company that sold it tot hem because I don't even have any money in my pockets right now.
10475
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:30:22 PM »
You're over-stressing yourself. Illnesses tend to be much worse when the body is stressed or working too hard. I don't know how, but you need to find a way to slow things down or put them on pause once you've recovered from this illness. You have to for your health.
I know this doctor. He knows his stuff. And I know my own body. My lungs are in poor shape. My chances are slim of pulling through, even if I sit and wait. If I walked into the hospital right now, and told them to take care of me..... it wouldn't make a difference. My lungs are going to be affected by this one way or another, and my body is now dealing with two things.
The flu, and this respitory infection. I'm not going to sit and wait to die. I'm not going to take my chances. I'M NOT GOING TO DIE AND LEAVE MY FAMILY ON THE VERGE OF HOMELESSNESS AND BEING BANKRUPT.
Why are your lungs in such bad shape? Are you a smoker, or...?
Asbestos.
...oh.
Had to do a google search on that. So it's a mineral that you've been overexposed to?
Asbestos and concrete dust, all in my lungs. So, yes. My lungs are filled with the stuff, and my air capacity is, to put it bluntly, bad. In humid or cold dry weather, it gets even worse and I can't work for even 10 minutes without having to sit down and catch my breath,
Well...good thing you didn't take the construction job, huh?
That's where I originally got the asbestos exposure from. My first construction job. And, this job is no cake walk either. Tomorrow I'll be helping to lift up 36ft long trusses for a roof. There was no way out, all along, but this. So yes, I did take the construction job. Just another one close by.
10476
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:19:32 PM »
Wait, don't fucking tell me asbestos is still a commo. Insulator In Canada
It's not. But there's a lot of old buildings still containing it. I worked in a room for basically five days straight, with a disfunctional mask that I didn't know about until after we were done.
10477
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:18:31 PM »
You're over-stressing yourself. Illnesses tend to be much worse when the body is stressed or working too hard. I don't know how, but you need to find a way to slow things down or put them on pause once you've recovered from this illness. You have to for your health.
I know this doctor. He knows his stuff. And I know my own body. My lungs are in poor shape. My chances are slim of pulling through, even if I sit and wait. If I walked into the hospital right now, and told them to take care of me..... it wouldn't make a difference. My lungs are going to be affected by this one way or another, and my body is now dealing with two things.
The flu, and this respitory infection. I'm not going to sit and wait to die. I'm not going to take my chances. I'M NOT GOING TO DIE AND LEAVE MY FAMILY ON THE VERGE OF HOMELESSNESS AND BEING BANKRUPT.
Why are your lungs in such bad shape? Are you a smoker, or...?
Asbestos.
...oh.
Had to do a google search on that. So it's a mineral that you've been overexposed to?
Asbestos and concrete dust, all in my lungs. So, yes. My lungs are filled with the stuff, and my air capacity is, to put it bluntly, bad. In humid or cold dry weather, it gets even worse and I can't work for even 10 minutes without having to sit down and catch my breath,
10478
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:12:34 PM »
You're over-stressing yourself. Illnesses tend to be much worse when the body is stressed or working too hard. I don't know how, but you need to find a way to slow things down or put them on pause once you've recovered from this illness. You have to for your health.
I know this doctor. He knows his stuff. And I know my own body. My lungs are in poor shape. My chances are slim of pulling through, even if I sit and wait. If I walked into the hospital right now, and told them to take care of me..... it wouldn't make a difference. My lungs are going to be affected by this one way or another, and my body is now dealing with two things.
The flu, and this respitory infection. I'm not going to sit and wait to die. I'm not going to take my chances. I'M NOT GOING TO DIE AND LEAVE MY FAMILY ON THE VERGE OF HOMELESSNESS AND BEING BANKRUPT.
Do you know what type of respiratory infection it is?
No. I could ask the doc. But I don't see much point. I'm headed to a hospital bed one way or another, no matter what it is.
10479
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:11:45 PM »
You're over-stressing yourself. Illnesses tend to be much worse when the body is stressed or working too hard. I don't know how, but you need to find a way to slow things down or put them on pause once you've recovered from this illness. You have to for your health.
I know this doctor. He knows his stuff. And I know my own body. My lungs are in poor shape. My chances are slim of pulling through, even if I sit and wait. If I walked into the hospital right now, and told them to take care of me..... it wouldn't make a difference. My lungs are going to be affected by this one way or another, and my body is now dealing with two things.
The flu, and this respitory infection. I'm not going to sit and wait to die. I'm not going to take my chances. I'M NOT GOING TO DIE AND LEAVE MY FAMILY ON THE VERGE OF HOMELESSNESS AND BEING BANKRUPT.
Why are your lungs in such bad shape? Are you a smoker, or...?
Asbestos.
10480
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:11:23 PM »
Oh my god... I'm so sorry.
I can't even hug my sister because I'm infectious. I CAN'T EVEN HUG THEM.
10481
« on: September 27, 2014, 10:08:58 PM »
You're over-stressing yourself. Illnesses tend to be much worse when the body is stressed or working too hard. I don't know how, but you need to find a way to slow things down or put them on pause once you've recovered from this illness. You have to for your health.
I know this doctor. He knows his stuff. And I know my own body. My lungs are in poor shape. My chances are slim of pulling through, even if I sit and wait. If I walked into the hospital right now, and told them to take care of me..... it wouldn't make a difference. My lungs are going to be affected by this one way or another, and my body is now dealing with two things. The flu, and this respitory infection. I'm not going to sit and wait to die. I'm not going to take my chances. I'M NOT GOING TO DIE AND LEAVE MY FAMILY ON THE VERGE OF HOMELESSNESS AND BEING BANKRUPT.
10482
« on: September 27, 2014, 09:57:12 PM »
I'm going to be brief about this. Frankly, I'm not even really sure what I can say. I don't even know what to say really. But I'd like to try, before I can't.
A few days ago, I picked up the flu. And I had a mild sore throat. And then I ate some bad food. Puked it all up one night, and went to the hospital because there was blood in my puke. Found out the stomach acid was hard on my sore throat and did a number on it. But that's not the point.
Last night, I was feeling horrible. And I went to the hospital. I have some bad news.
The wounds in my throat have become infected, despite all the drugs the doc gave me. The infection's gone respitory. And the doc gave me the bad news last night.
My chances are bad. My lungs are already damaged from work prior in my life, and they will likely be unable to handle this. The doc's given me a huge cocktail of shit to fight this, but it's only a matter of time before I end up in the hospital bed.
My will's breaking down. I claw and tear at myself with depression. And I know, when you become sick like this, your outlook on things can really help you along. Happy people can fight better. And I'm not happy.
I've signed up for a job. It's only a matter of time before I end up in a hospital bed. And I don't know if I'll survive this. But I'm not going to lay down and wait to die. If I'm going to leave my family and this world, I'm not going to leave them to the ravages of unfairness.
I'm going to try and post here, for the sake of it, as long as I can. But I will be gone for long periods of time. And when the infection puts me down in a bed, I won't be seeing any of you anymore. When it does, I'm going to hope for the best. But luck can be cruel.
I don't really know what else to say. Thank you all for the time you've given me.
Edit I left you a present Sentra. Enjoy.
10483
« on: September 26, 2014, 11:20:35 PM »
Read that as "I could use a handjob tonight Flood"
But anyhow I'm silver otherwise I would lend you a hand.
Behold the magic of private chat.
But we won't be able to play anything 
Doesn't matter. Just somebody else to have to talk to would have been nice tonight. Doesn't matter now. I feel horrid right now. In fact, I don't think I've ever felt this shitty before. And I can't sleep. There's no tiredness in my eyes when I lay down and try to sleep. I'm going to try and see if I can roll on over to the docs.
10484
« on: September 26, 2014, 10:31:41 PM »
Read that as "I could use a handjob tonight Flood"
But anyhow I'm silver otherwise I would lend you a hand.
Behold the magic of private chat.
10485
« on: September 26, 2014, 10:14:33 PM »
I am mentally exhausted. I need sleep. But I can't sleep at the moment. I'm on about 3 or so different drugs that the doc threw at me and I just took some sleeping shit an hour ago and I'm still up for some reason. I'm too weak physically to tire myself out, and it feels like I have a foot in the grave tonight.
All I'd like, is the company of somebody. Talk or no, I don't care. But I can't sit here all alone like this tonight.
GT is Sangheili Merc for any that care. Xbox 360 because I'm poor as shit.
10486
« on: September 26, 2014, 09:14:11 PM »
Bungie's concept art had 10x more life and atmosphere than their finished product.
If only they could do a little extra work and put that spark into their world. It's pretty, like a very finely painted picture. But the artist did not know the other side of the coin, and that was expression.
Pretty on the eyes, hollow on the soul.
10487
« on: September 26, 2014, 09:09:48 PM »
Stopped cutting it. Can never get it right and neither can anybody else.
Ponytail works fine.
10488
« on: September 26, 2014, 08:55:52 PM »
10489
« on: September 26, 2014, 07:02:30 PM »
Spoiler You fucking asked for it.
10490
« on: September 26, 2014, 06:55:02 PM »
Favorite moment in the entire franchise right now.
If we could seriously fucking get the two actors who play Chief and Didact to play this out in a cutscene, I'd die happy.
10491
« on: September 26, 2014, 06:30:33 PM »
http://powerlisting.wikia.com/wiki/True_Name_ManipulationThe user can Manipulate true names - the metaphysical representations of sentient being - which grants them certain amount of power over the target being able to find, control, summon and banish them among others.Fucking yes. Now I can turn people into sacks of old sacks.
10492
« on: September 26, 2014, 06:14:41 PM »
I'm substituting for Ryle here. 
10493
« on: September 26, 2014, 01:05:38 PM »
Welcome home!
10494
« on: September 26, 2014, 12:26:21 PM »
Oh, I don't know.....
eeeeeeewwwwwwWWWWWWWWW
Omg OMG OMG! That's horrendous!
Look! Five sides! It's an inverted pentagon!
10495
« on: September 26, 2014, 12:23:09 PM »
Oh, I don't know.....
10496
« on: September 26, 2014, 12:08:04 PM »
Discuss money coming in and money going out.
Always too much going out.
Fuckin' vacuum cleaners man.
10497
« on: September 26, 2014, 11:20:29 AM »
Tim Horton's is better.
git gud Americlap.
Maybe I'm biased, but every other coffee place I've been to tastes like a fucking ashtray. I miss my restaurant coffee when I'm out and about in cities cause everything else tastes like shit.
10498
« on: September 26, 2014, 11:17:38 AM »
How long is the project gonna take?
The contractor never runs out of work. Even in the winter months he's got inside work to do. It goes for however long I can keep going. I'm the laborer. I'm the guy who gets to move several ton piles of dirt in an afternoon. So, basically, so long as my will not to just give up remains, I'll keep going.
10499
« on: September 26, 2014, 11:15:42 AM »
Ouch... At least you get more for your money in America. >,>
Not really. Shit ain't cheap in Canada. What I'm making won't even put a fucking dent in our bills and debts. But I have to try for everything that I can. Speaking of bills and debts, another piece of equipment broke, which will cost roughly 4000 bucks to repair. So, here's the grand total of shit that needs to be paid that we currently can't manage. 900 dollars minimum a month for the mortgage of roughly 65,000 dollars 600 bucks for water and electricity every month 150 for internet stuff 900 for supplies every month 1200 for our other branch of supplies 1300 to replace a broken compressor on our fridge 4000 for this new broken part Another roughly 500-600 that I owe to the insurance on my truck We need to make 200 dollars a day bare minimum to break even for a day of being open. Our winter profits have kicked in. On average, we make 120-140 a day now.
10500
« on: September 26, 2014, 10:41:25 AM »
Right. 15 bucks an hour, job starts at 6'o clock bright and early.
Let's hope I can make a fucking record recovery time from whatever this fucking bug is that I have.
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