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10291
« on: October 16, 2014, 09:38:49 AM »
Another wall of text from the blog master.
Oho! Come Anarchy you're going to get a lot more than a wall. Try roughly 80 pages of walls.
10292
« on: October 16, 2014, 09:30:40 AM »
I have a little class you know!
I guess we'll find out when you post your story, won't we? 
I guess we will. But for fun, let's try to put things into perspective. A little base to work off of.
So, you ask, why would little old me even bother posting here? Well, if memory serves, I've been writing for four years. And I've been searching, for four years. There are hundreds, if not thousands of erotica based places out there for writers. And none of them ever held anything good for me.
Four years of searching. Either what I write is so terrible that nobody can read it, or I walk a very, very fine line, between something else. And with the labels tossed around for writers, shades of colour and a title to match like a prison, finding a place to call home that suited me has been no easy task.
So let that sink in, and come November, we'll see if I'm just a terrible writer or something else.
Buddy stop doubting yourself! Have confidence! Believe in your abilities! 
Oh believe me I know I'm a half assed decent writer.
10293
« on: October 16, 2014, 09:07:29 AM »
ITT: basement dwellers who collect shitty plastic kids toys.
I'll have you know that technically I live in an attic.
10294
« on: October 16, 2014, 09:03:03 AM »
I have a little class you know!
I guess we'll find out when you post your story, won't we?
I guess we will. But for fun, let's try to put things into perspective. A little base to work off of. So, you ask, why would little old me even bother posting here? Well, if memory serves, I've been writing for four years. And I've been searching, for four years. There are hundreds, if not thousands of erotica based places out there for writers. And none of them ever held anything good for me. Four years of searching. Either what I write is so terrible that nobody can read it, or I walk a very, very fine line, between something else. And with the labels tossed around for writers, shades of colour and a title to match like a prison, finding a place to call home that suited me has been no easy task. So let that sink in, and come November, we'll see if I'm just a terrible writer or something else.
10295
« on: October 16, 2014, 08:49:46 AM »
I'm sure people some TF2 regulars spend around the same amount of money like so...
The most expensive hat in TF2 translated into something like 6000 dollars worth of real world money.
10296
« on: October 16, 2014, 08:45:24 AM »
You can be our new Wednesday...........
I don't remember Wednesday. Name rings a bell though.
Spammer on B.old that sent out mass PM's with erotic stories, if I recal correctly.
Oh. Boo. I'm not some simple minded spammer! I have a little class you know!
10297
« on: October 16, 2014, 08:27:02 AM »
You can be our new Wednesday...........
I don't remember Wednesday. Name rings a bell though.
10298
« on: October 16, 2014, 02:31:49 AM »
Hey LC......
touche, sandman...touche
Better yet, I know why they were all after him. Metal endoskeleton you say?
10299
« on: October 16, 2014, 02:27:16 AM »
Hey LC......
10300
« on: October 16, 2014, 02:09:18 AM »
Good to know I've got one person solidly on my side bud.
I am the epitome of your submission.
10301
« on: October 16, 2014, 02:08:47 AM »
10302
« on: October 16, 2014, 02:06:04 AM »
If god is real he'd kill me, here and now, before I finish this sentence.
10303
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:59:54 AM »
 Good to know I've got one person solidly on my side bud.
10304
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:54:29 AM »
10305
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:48:28 AM »
Bring it on, Sandman. I think you'd have to try pretty hard to revolt most the people on this forum.
I can't lose. I either get what I'm expecting, or get something unexpected. If I get the first, then no biggy. If I get the second?
10306
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:44:30 AM »
Are these going to be life stories or what?
Nope. Machinations from my deranged noggin. When I say strange, I mean strange. You're going to be walking down frackville avenue strange.
Looking forward to it
Best thing is, you have no idea what you're going to be walking into. I'd bet money that half the people who gaze upon what I conjure up will turn away in disgust. I suppose the next Anarchy is a ways off. Gives me time to pick the very first piece of writing I throw into the fire. Tough choice really.
Also, Like I said. You get more than just simple "Johnny rammed his jackhammer into her crumbling tunnel and promptly made a mess of the thing." Characters, worlds, rhymes and reasons. Kinks and all that. For the illiterate of this site, or those that have trouble reading, I can tell all I'll get is TL:DR.
We'll see c:
You know, I think I know exactly what I'm going to post. Something a little homey. Something, at one point in time, we were all familiar with. Something we all have origins on. Ultimate sacrilege, and a good way to make an entrance.
10307
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:39:00 AM »
I skimmed the OP and saw the words "Sex" and "erotica" so you have my attention.
I can tell right now. You don't have the guts to slog through one of my stories in full. You're going to skip the best bits for the steamy bits. I eagerly await your TL:DR.
10308
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:36:12 AM »
Truth be told I don't see how someone can criticize you everyone had a secret they've never told anyone
Everybody's got one thing about them that others disagree with. Everybody has a flaw, or a secret. The only thing is, most people don't look in the mirror before they start slinging shit. Criticism is easy to do when you're too afraid to look at yourself and realize you've made a mistake.
10309
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:34:31 AM »
uhm....
okay
YFW.
Actually it's really not that big a deal. Maybe because the internet has desensitized me...dunno.
I just don't get why everything needs such a long drawn out explanation.
Because it's a secret of mine that I've kept safe and hidden for a very long time. Sorry if I can't just toss whatever reputation I have here among people out the window without pause. Maybe you can, but all my life I've been the outsider. And here, I wasn't so much of an outsider. And now, I will be. I'll always have this little label over my head wherever I go. People will bring it up. Attempt to start arguments with it. Make wonderful comments. But they're irrelevant. So, I set myself free.
10310
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:30:19 AM »
Are these going to be life stories or what?
Nope. Machinations from my deranged noggin. When I say strange, I mean strange. You're going to be walking down frackville avenue strange.
Looking forward to it
Best thing is, you have no idea what you're going to be walking into. I'd bet money that half the people who gaze upon what I conjure up will turn away in disgust. I suppose the next Anarchy is a ways off. Gives me time to pick the very first piece of writing I throw into the fire. Tough choice really. Also, Like I said. You get more than just simple "Johnny rammed his jackhammer into her crumbling tunnel and promptly made a mess of the thing." Characters, worlds, rhymes and reasons. Kinks and all that. For the illiterate of this site, or those that have trouble reading, I can tell all I'll get is TL:DR.
10311
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:21:54 AM »
uhm....
okay
 YFW.
10312
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:20:36 AM »
Are these going to be life stories or what?
Nope. Machinations from my deranged noggin. When I say strange, I mean strange. You're going to be walking down fuckville avenue strange.
10313
« on: October 16, 2014, 01:18:01 AM »
I've been doing a little bit of thinking tonight Flood. And I'd like to take a moment to talk about something of mine. It's something I've worked on for years. Learned and grown with. It's a part of me, and I can't change it. I would never trade it for anything. It's the fact that I'm a writer.
But what do I write? What have I spent three years of my life writing? What kind of short stories do I make?
It's a good question. Because honestly, I don't know what they are. It's a question I've worked on for years. And I've done my best to find other people like me. But I can't. I search everywhere. And finding anybody, any person at all who walks a blurred line like I do, has proven nigh impossible.
So you know what? I've got nothing to lose. Nothing to hide. Whenever Anarchy rolls in, I'm going to post one of my stories. Just one, for every Anarchy.
And, for the most part, I think I'm making a mistake. But I just don't give a fuck anymore. I'm tired of waking up to the life that I live. So I'm going to change things. Even if that means from here on out I get the weird stares and the flak from all the sacks of old sacks that dwell here.
So I'll say it.
A simple person, would try to shunt me into the category of "A writer of erotica." And you know what? They'd be partially right. But over the years it's changed. I put something more into it than just simple, mindless sex for the sake of sex.
And that's it folks. This is my last little secret of mine. No longer a secret now. I am strange by nature, and I can't change that. Nor will I fight it. And, if there's a chance that even one person here would enjoy what I write, then why the fuck not?
One life to live. One shot, one chance at everything. So, I'll be seeing you in Anarchy when it arrives folks. You ready to get a little strange?
10314
« on: October 15, 2014, 11:37:37 PM »
When there's some light and I have time I'll open up an old box of mine and show you how it's partially done.
10315
« on: October 15, 2014, 06:26:39 PM »
This implies that a like button exists.
Oh. Well shit, look at that.
10316
« on: October 15, 2014, 06:17:20 PM »
Saving it for their port onto the xbox juan.
10317
« on: October 15, 2014, 05:56:29 PM »
Okay. Here's the deal. It's a concerning message. But it isn't an immidiate problem, since the message was sent on September 30th. Sentra's been active between then and now, which means he hasn't kicked the bucket. He may not be okay, but he's been around for 15 days still.
So...it was a message about suicide?
That it was. Questions and revealings on his current thoughts.
10318
« on: October 15, 2014, 05:52:19 PM »
Let me guess, after all the bullshit he talked he threatened to commit suicide?
Threats? No.
Oh goody semantics. Said he was going to commit suicide?
No.
Whatever I don't give a shit. If you're going to be vague and all secret about it whatever.
I respect people's privacy. If it was sent to me in a PM, and me of all people, out of all the other people better suited for this kind of stuff around here, then I'm going to keep my trap shut. The only thing you need to know is that what was said was concerning.
"Somebody sent me something private and I think I'm keeping it private by making a thread about it while not discussing the details."
10/10
Either tell us or don't mention it at all and if it's something concerning this site contact Cheat and the mods.
Apologies if I dropped the ball. I'm sorry I was in a comatose state for roughly four or five days, and I missed a good chunk of time here. Because going by his message and the date on it, he sent it just after I started drowning inside my own lungs in the hospital.
I'm sorry if I literally don't know anything about Sentra, have only conversed with him with a countable number of times on one of my hands, and asked you people who have more experience with him about this shit.
Apologies that I woke up this morning, a little bit scrambled, and didn't think to ask Cheat even though he wasn't on yet.
Lemme just put all my cards up front on the table without holding anything back with no simple discretion. Would that make you happy? Okay then.
Sit down and have a coffee or something, because god forbid I ask a simple fracking question and get met with whatever stupid bullshit you're dishing out.
Really you're going try and make me go on a guilt trip because you were in a coma and sick?
No offense, but that's irrelevant. Don't tell me you respect privacy or whatever and tell me "all I need to know is such and such". Nah, I need to know whatever the frack I want to know. If you don't want to tell me, then contact a mod or Cheat if it's something to do with this site.
If not, tell us what it is. Or PM me and I'll keep it secret. Not like he can know if you PM me or not. But don't make a thread about it and tell people it's a secret, because you've already breached privacy and people know something's up. Now, is it important or not?
Okay. Here's the deal. It's a concerning message. But it isn't an immidiate problem, since the message was sent on September 30th. Sentra's been active between then and now, which means he hasn't kicked the bucket. He may not be okay, but he's been around for 15 days still. And you want me to put my cards up on the fucking table? Okay. Let me guess, after all the bullshit he talked he threatened to commit suicide? I don't trust you. Your first response in this thread was asking for a simple PM. I looked at it, and my gut said no. And I listened. Your second response? Was that ^ Your third was even better. You can wish to know whatever you want. But I won't tell you what he said to me, because I choose and decided that you'd run around and make a big fucking mess of shit, or maybe even in the future, cause issues with him by bringing up what I shared, assuming I shared it. There you go. Everything's up front now. You got what you asked for, or at the very least, the best I could give without saying the words that were exchanged to me.
10319
« on: October 15, 2014, 05:42:45 PM »
Let me guess, after all the bullshit he talked he threatened to commit suicide?
Threats? No.
Oh goody semantics. Said he was going to commit suicide?
No.
Whatever I don't give a shit. If you're going to be vague and all secret about it whatever.
I respect people's privacy. If it was sent to me in a PM, and me of all people, out of all the other people better suited for this kind of stuff around here, then I'm going to keep my trap shut. The only thing you need to know is that what was said was concerning.
"Somebody sent me something private and I think I'm keeping it private by making a thread about it while not discussing the details."
10/10
Either tell us or don't mention it at all and if it's something concerning this site contact Cheat and the mods.
WTF dude, he asked a simple question. That's it. Don't get offended because he isn't being specific ffs.
Eh, he's sort of got a point. Why tell us if you're just going to be cryptic about it?
I get that. But Sandtrap isn't just saying it to get attention, he's just concerned. If it was the other way around then calling the OP out would be justified. That's all I'm saying.
I'm not saying he's doing it for attention and I'm not calling him out. I'm telling him to tell us what's going on of it's serious.
If it's the difference between life and death, then I agree with you. But that's up to Sandtrap.
Message was sent on September 30th. It's October 15th. Obviously Sentra didn't kick the bucket, and from what folks say, he has been active, but there's been a decline. So you know what? I'm just going to wait.
10320
« on: October 15, 2014, 05:37:21 PM »
Let me guess, after all the bullshit he talked he threatened to commit suicide?
Threats? No.
Oh goody semantics. Said he was going to commit suicide?
No.
Whatever I don't give a shit. If you're going to be vague and all secret about it whatever.
I respect people's privacy. If it was sent to me in a PM, and me of all people, out of all the other people better suited for this kind of stuff around here, then I'm going to keep my trap shut. The only thing you need to know is that what was said was concerning.
"Somebody sent me something private and I think I'm keeping it private by making a thread about it while not discussing the details."
10/10
Either tell us or don't mention it at all and if it's something concerning this site contact Cheat and the mods.
Apologies if I dropped the ball. I'm sorry I was in a comatose state for roughly four or five days, and I missed a good chunk of time here. Because going by his message and the date on it, he sent it just after I started drowning inside my own lungs in the hospital.
I'm sorry if I literally don't know anything about Sentra, have only conversed with him with a countable number of times on one of my hands, and asked you people who have more experience with him about this shit.
Apologies that I woke up this morning, a little bit scrambled, and didn't think to ask Cheat even though he wasn't on yet.
Lemme just put all my cards up front on the table without holding anything back with no simple discretion. Would that make you happy? Okay then.
Sit down and have a coffee or something, because god forbid I ask a simple fracking question and get met with whatever stupid bullshit you're dishing out.
It's fine, you don't need to be so defensive about it. People are just curious to know what he said.
Like I said, me, of all people got a message. Who the fuck sends me a message? If I get a message from somebody, usually it's always been something that's needed to have been said, or something important. And in those regards, that content is often private. Whatever's happening on his end is either bad enough that he's scraping the bottom of the barrel to come talk to me of all fucking people, or he's just going for a joyride. Either way, I guess I'll just sit tight and wait and see what happens since nobody else apparently gives a fuck other than to post sarcastic bullshit.
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