Quote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:55:30 AMQuote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 12:52:08 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:51:10 AMQuote from: TBlocks on August 13, 2016, 12:49:39 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:27:29 AM then my friends are coming over for laser tag so cant really complainfuckin' rightdo you know what time youre going to swing by?I always forget you two know each otheryeah man hes one of my oldest friendsI would be embarrassed af if someone I knew saw my posts on here lol
Quote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 12:52:08 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:51:10 AMQuote from: TBlocks on August 13, 2016, 12:49:39 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:27:29 AM then my friends are coming over for laser tag so cant really complainfuckin' rightdo you know what time youre going to swing by?I always forget you two know each otheryeah man hes one of my oldest friends
Quote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:51:10 AMQuote from: TBlocks on August 13, 2016, 12:49:39 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:27:29 AM then my friends are coming over for laser tag so cant really complainfuckin' rightdo you know what time youre going to swing by?I always forget you two know each other
Quote from: TBlocks on August 13, 2016, 12:49:39 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:27:29 AM then my friends are coming over for laser tag so cant really complainfuckin' rightdo you know what time youre going to swing by?
Quote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 12:27:29 AM then my friends are coming over for laser tag so cant really complainfuckin' right
then my friends are coming over for laser tag so cant really complain
problem with an idea like suicide pills is that you have to go through your organs shutting down and you'd be aware of it all happening unless you black out firstthere'd be no turning back if you reach a moment of desperation where you change your mind
"Died in your arms tonight" is a Shakesperian allusion to orgasm.
Quote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 01:06:26 AMQuote from: Varg on August 13, 2016, 01:02:56 AMproblem with an idea like suicide pills is that you have to go through your organs shutting down and you'd be aware of it all happening unless you black out firstthere'd be no turning back if you reach a moment of desperation where you change your mindwhy are you always so pedanticthe idealistic suicide pills im referring to dont work that wayI call 'em as I see 'em.I used to see things in idealistic ways but that stopped when it started slowing me down. Better to just look to what's realistically possible rather than toss and turn over things that can never happen.
Quote from: Varg on August 13, 2016, 01:02:56 AMproblem with an idea like suicide pills is that you have to go through your organs shutting down and you'd be aware of it all happening unless you black out firstthere'd be no turning back if you reach a moment of desperation where you change your mindwhy are you always so pedanticthe idealistic suicide pills im referring to dont work that way
why not be lazy when there's nothing worth caring about
I'm just going to go ahead and be absolutely blunt. I'll let my inner redneck talk for a second.You're lazy. And you're complacent about being lazy and sitting around in a state of non caring about much because that's the easiest route to take.I'm not panning that as an intended insult nor am I trying to bring your day down. But if I ask myself what's up with you, that's the answer I get at the very bottom of things. Maybe that's because years ago, I was the same way. But, I'm no doctor after all.On the bright side of things, you'll get there if you keep moving on the upswing. Not every day is one where you feel like rainbows and sunshine. The point is not to let the down moments drag you a step backwards.
Quote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 01:15:17 AMwhy not be lazy when there's nothing worth caring aboutYou only say that because you haven't found anything much to care about. People don't slide down when their attention is held by something that sparks their interests and drives their life forward by sheer passion.Most of all, these days, people aren't taught properly how to find that.
the things i deem worth it i work hard at. like being meticulously clean in every aspect of my life, or finalising the editing on a short film ive directed.
Quote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 01:16:53 AMQuote from: Varg on August 13, 2016, 01:11:35 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 01:06:26 AMQuote from: Varg on August 13, 2016, 01:02:56 AMproblem with an idea like suicide pills is that you have to go through your organs shutting down and you'd be aware of it all happening unless you black out firstthere'd be no turning back if you reach a moment of desperation where you change your mindwhy are you always so pedanticthe idealistic suicide pills im referring to dont work that wayI call 'em as I see 'em.I used to see things in idealistic ways but that stopped when it started slowing me down. Better to just look to what's realistically possible rather than toss and turn over things that can never happen.oh my god shut up you fucking faggotusing a hypothetical that works in the optimal way to convey a specific concept tailored to the conversation is different than having an idealistic world viewand youre more idealistic than ill ever be. trust me.As someone who has wrestled with existentialism since adolescence and has seen and been through quite a bit of shit, rather than dwell on the pointlessness of existence and the perfection of nonexistence I reached a turning point where it shifted to the opposite side. Live life despite the absurdity of it, and do what you can to enjoy the ride.I don't bother with unobtainable ideals because they keep you stuck dwelling and unhappy.You're not going to agree with anything I say and that's fine.
Quote from: Varg on August 13, 2016, 01:11:35 AMQuote from: ⊿ Eli on August 13, 2016, 01:06:26 AMQuote from: Varg on August 13, 2016, 01:02:56 AMproblem with an idea like suicide pills is that you have to go through your organs shutting down and you'd be aware of it all happening unless you black out firstthere'd be no turning back if you reach a moment of desperation where you change your mindwhy are you always so pedanticthe idealistic suicide pills im referring to dont work that wayI call 'em as I see 'em.I used to see things in idealistic ways but that stopped when it started slowing me down. Better to just look to what's realistically possible rather than toss and turn over things that can never happen.oh my god shut up you fucking faggotusing a hypothetical that works in the optimal way to convey a specific concept tailored to the conversation is different than having an idealistic world viewand youre more idealistic than ill ever be. trust me.
Quote from: Doop on August 13, 2016, 01:14:29 AMI'm just going to go ahead and be absolutely blunt. I'll let my inner redneck talk for a second.You're lazy. And you're complacent about being lazy and sitting around in a state of non caring about much because that's the easiest route to take.I'm not panning that as an intended insult nor am I trying to bring your day down. But if I ask myself what's up with you, that's the answer I get at the very bottom of things. Maybe that's because years ago, I was the same way. But, I'm no doctor after all.On the bright side of things, you'll get there if you keep moving on the upswing. Not every day is one where you feel like rainbows and sunshine. The point is not to let the down moments drag you a step backwards.im not lazy, theres just nothing (few things) worth working forthe things i deem worth it i work hard at. like being meticulously clean in every aspect of my life, or finalising the editing on a short film ive directed. i can understand why youd think that though because i used to think i was lazy, too. then i realised im actually capable of going the distance, but id rather just stay home.
Quote from: Doop on August 13, 2016, 01:17:40 AMQuote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 01:15:17 AMwhy not be lazy when there's nothing worth caring aboutYou only say that because you haven't found anything much to care about. People don't slide down when their attention is held by something that sparks their interests and drives their life forward by sheer passion.Most of all, these days, people aren't taught properly how to find that.People talk about passions like everyone has one, or can find one if they just try hard enough, man!That's bullshit.
i guess im lazy then
Quote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 01:41:00 AMQuote from: Doop on August 13, 2016, 01:17:40 AMQuote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 01:15:17 AMwhy not be lazy when there's nothing worth caring aboutYou only say that because you haven't found anything much to care about. People don't slide down when their attention is held by something that sparks their interests and drives their life forward by sheer passion.Most of all, these days, people aren't taught properly how to find that.People talk about passions like everyone has one, or can find one if they just try hard enough, man!That's bullshit.If you stop and reread your sentence you'll realize that you only say that because you haven't found one. You're sitting on an entire planet's worth of places, subjects, sights and whatever else that you've never seen before. And even if you spent your life walking the planet and taking all of it in, you'll have only ever covered the smallest fraction of it.It's an immense world. And to think that there isn't something out there that can catch your interest and make your days worthwhile is exactly like staring out your window and labeling that tiny view as the world itself. The more you restrict yourself and impose limits on yourself, then the more walls with tiny windows you'll start to see.Nobody said it's easy to just go up and find something meaningful to you. But then again, it won't show itself if you never look for it.
Quote from: Joyce Byers on August 13, 2016, 12:04:40 AMjust turn off your emotions with drugs, alcohol, and obsessing over tv showsmental distractions are the best way to keep depression subsidedthats actually what ive been doing for the most partyou may have noticed (or may not have) but ive kinda mellowed out recently and im feeling a lot better, depression-wise at leasti guess im just regretting my life so far because i couldve been actually living had i had these inhibitions removed a long time agoidk i feel like my life can finally start now but its too late to have the experiences everyone else already had
just turn off your emotions with drugs, alcohol, and obsessing over tv showsmental distractions are the best way to keep depression subsided
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