If you have no motivation to change, chances are, you won't.
It's safe to say that most of us don't think we are perfect. We know what are weaknesses are. Are we actively trying to improve ourselves?
Who has helped you create an urgency to change?

When my daddy keeps me in the same room with my uncle as a punishment.

Nobody.

A lot of it all is based off of social acceptance. Like, if people around me perceive me as a failure, I just break down and give up.

So you need a confidence boost, my friend.

Attractive people, Milo Yiannopoulos

myself, and i guess to help motivate me for school, my girlfriend since shes saying the usual "i can do it" and whatnot.

I don't want to change though

Quote from: AstroNaru on May 02, 2016, 11:29:11 PM

myself, and i guess to help motivate me for school, my girlfriend since shes saying the usual "i can do it" and whatnot.

You've got a good girlfriend. Don't take her forgranted like how my ex took me forgranted.

Nigga it's just her being nice. Everyone tells me I'll "Do well" and stuff

Might make an entire thread on it from start to finish one of these days

Please don't.

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Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 02:43:02 AM

Might make an entire thread on it from start to finish one of these days

Please don't.

Word of advice, don't even bother clicking on any of my threads if you don't want to read them, but I'm going to make a thread about it because it helps me release the tension I've had building up for awhile now. Don't care if people make fun of me or give me shit.

Don't click. Its that simple.

You don't dictate my choices.

we don't need another roman

one is enough

Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 02:58:06 AM

Quote from: BaconShelf on May 03, 2016, 02:55:25 AM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 02:43:02 AM

Might make an entire thread on it from start to finish one of these days

Please don't.

Word of advice, don't even bother clicking on any of my threads if you don't want to read them, but I'm going to make a thread about it because it helps me release the tension I've had building up for awhile now. Don't care if people make fun of me or give me shit.

Don't click. Its that simple.

You don't dictate my choices.

we don't need another roman

one is enough

What gives you the idea that I'm Roman? No no no no. This isn't going to be some sob story.

I really don't care if you dislike me. The people that dislike me here mean nothing to me anyway. This is for those that want a read.

Besides, its just 1 thread on my experience.

this one chick
lately i've been in a rut but she really motivated me in the past and she's still the main driving force

this one chick
lately i've been in a rut but she really motivated me in the past and she's still the main driving force

Good to know there are girls out there that aren't cutthroat.

Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 03:07:21 AM

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forgranted forgranted

Those are two separate words.

I'm too tired to care at this point.

Hmm. You know what I think I'm gonna make that thread tomorrow. Don't care if I get declared the new "Roman" for it according to Bacon. I don't even care if I'm going to get made fun of for it.

Ok?

Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 03:08:00 AM

Quote from: Tsirist on May 03, 2016, 03:06:04 AM

this one chick
lately i've been in a rut but she really motivated me in the past and she's still the main driving force

Good to know there are girls out there that aren't cutthroat.

Seems to me you're still really emotional about being dumped.

Kind of am. I'm pretty jaded because of it as well. At least I'm having therapy overall. But yeah, I need to make a thread about it basically for myself whenever I feel like I'm ready to make said thread, if I go with it. Just make it, write it all up, put it in a spoiler, post, let shit go and then go outside. Come back, read some of the replies if any, reply to any if its actually necessary, ignore rest of the thread, play guitar, sleep.

Not gonna lie, there are times where I wish I was just a savage and gave zero fucks about anyone, especially irl. People on here must think I'm some winy baby, but I really don't care about myself anymore. This experience is the reason why I hate myself mostly.

Its not so much doing it for attention, just expression really.

You know we should play Rocket League more often. Sucks you couldn't get on today.

Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 02:43:02 AM

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Quote from: Decimator Omega on May 03, 2016, 02:37:15 AM

Quote from: AstroNaru on May 02, 2016, 11:29:11 PM

myself, and i guess to help motivate me for school, my girlfriend since shes saying the usual "i can do it" and whatnot.

You've got a good girlfriend. Don't take her forgranted like how my ex took me forgranted.

Nigga it's just her being nice. Everyone tells me I'll "Do well" and stuff

Oh. Yeah mine was being nice to me too for awhile, then she changed and I saw her true mean spirited side.

Yours from the sound of it though does genuinely love you. I've been used and dumped in the trash like a tampon. Sorry for the shitty analogy but its really the best way I can describe my experience.

Might make an entire thread on it from start to finish one of these days since the love for her isn't there anymore and the feelings are dead.

Nigga I just barely became her boyfriend barely over a month ago. There's a long way before it becomes serious

Let me go how it goes after an entire year, if it lasts that long. That's how long mine lasted really. Which, I'm starting to think it doesn't really count considering the circumstances.

I dunno I'm hoping therapy in the upcoming weeks works out in the long run.