I've been getting more and more melancholy lately.

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I'm not really sure why. Or at least I cannot put my finger on it. Might be, I don't want to say pains of nostalgia, maybe 'sad' memories. Might be just overall lack of motivation. I've just been kinda meh lately. 

Anyone else in the same boat? What you guys doing to cope or deal with it?

 
 
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It might be a form of depression.

As for how I deal with that...
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I just keep going, if it hits me, it hits me.
Some days I want to curl up and die, but not all are like that. That's my way of coping.

 
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I can't use an image in my signature? That blows, you all blow.
It really might be. I know my father suffers from mild depression. The thing is though, I always have drive, I just at times feel like that drive is getting me nowhere. I find my self on google maps often just panning and looking, throwing my self down on a street view. I see all these wonderful places and I feel like I may never get to see them.  I feel like I will be stuck here, where I am, and in response to that I remember all the friends I had and how they have all left. I remember my early high school years and I just find my self down.

I, think more than anything, what I need is change. I've been stuck in this depressing corner of California for 20 years. I've seen it slowly descend into the cess pool that is your average LA suburb. I want to leave, I have the desire and will to leave. But I lack the ability. I have no money, and that is the biggest limiting factor to my wanderlust. 90 dollars will not get you far. But at the same time, I've considered just taking my cash, fueling up, and driving in a direction and where my engine dies is where I stop.


 
 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 09:57:59 PM
Honestly, human society kinda forces depression on people. The way everything is, the way people treat each other, the way money controls your life, it all causes depression in everyone. It sucks...
Not really. There's just people who can adapt to their conditions and people who can't. If you're sensitive to how people treat you and don't have the job security to not worry about money, that's your fault.

 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
—Judge Aaron Satie
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Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 10:04:09 PM
Quote from: SecondClass on February 19, 2015, 10:02:14 PM
Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 09:57:59 PM
Honestly, human society kinda forces depression on people. The way everything is, the way people treat each other, the way money controls your life, it all causes depression in everyone. It sucks...
Not really. There's just people who can adapt to their conditions and people who can't. If you're sensitive to how people treat you and don't have the job security to not worry about money, that's your fault.
That is a shitty, and factually incorrect opinion to have.
Shitty? That's subjective. "Factually incorrect"? How can you even make a claim like that?

Unless you're in the bottom 5% of American society, you have the opportunity to make a comfortable life for yourself. I'm not just talking money-wise, either. If you're confident in yourself and don't act like a loser, the way others treat you will never be a problem.

 
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Oh, hey.
Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 10:08:19 PM
Quote from: SecondClass on February 19, 2015, 10:06:33 PM
Shitty? That's subjective. "Factually incorrect"? How can you even make a claim like that?

Unless you're in the bottom 5% of American society, you have the opportunity to make a comfortable life for yourself. I'm not just talking money-wise, either. If you're confident in yourself and don't act like a loser, the way others treat you will never be a problem.
I have to say, you are part of the problem with society.

Bold claim, no?

 
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"With the first link, the chain is forged. The first speech censured, the first thought forbidden, the first freedom denied, chains us all irrevocably."
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Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 10:08:19 PM
Quote from: SecondClass on February 19, 2015, 10:06:33 PM
Shitty? That's subjective. "Factually incorrect"? How can you even make a claim like that?

Unless you're in the bottom 5% of American society, you have the opportunity to make a comfortable life for yourself. I'm not just talking money-wise, either. If you're confident in yourself and don't act like a loser, the way others treat you will never be a problem.
I have to say, you are part of the problem with society.
Not my fault you lack the aptitude to be a normal member of society.

 
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Oh, hey.
Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 10:09:54 PM
Quote from: BC on February 19, 2015, 10:08:58 PM
Quote from: Noëlle on February 19, 2015, 10:08:19 PM
Quote from: SecondClass on February 19, 2015, 10:06:33 PM
Shitty? That's subjective. "Factually incorrect"? How can you even make a claim like that?

Unless you're in the bottom 5% of American society, you have the opportunity to make a comfortable life for yourself. I'm not just talking money-wise, either. If you're confident in yourself and don't act like a loser, the way others treat you will never be a problem.
I have to say, you are part of the problem with society.

Bold claim, no?
Not at all. It was a statement made based on his posts. Those are his words.

What exactly do you mean, like what exactly did he say that makes him a "problem to society".

I'm not arguing, just asking

 
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I get that sometimes. Almost like I'm starting to slip into a slightly depressed state. For me it usually happens out of boredom and spending too much time waiting for new things to happen on the internet (YouTube videos, threads here, ect.). I usually try to spend more time doing things away from my computer, eat better, and maybe exercise a bit more. Sleep also helps me.
Last Edit: February 19, 2015, 10:18:07 PM by Rinev Jeqkogo