I'm sick of living in a world where it's so complicated to interact with people, and people who have an inability to talk to you like a real person. Like, I like joking around, but people treat you like such shit all the time. It stops being like banter after a while, it starts to feel like people just have the inability to actually talk to you like a real person. It just makes me feel like there's not that much good in people in the world, people are generally cold and selfish besides a select few people. Like, honestly, I just wish that I could find a website where everyone is just nice to each other.

In fact, it would be nicer if they had chat rooms in real life, so you didn't have to ever talk to people online. Because people would never talk to you the way that they talk to you online in real life. Strangely though, it feels even more reserved and filled with barriers sometimes when you're talking to people in real life. So you almost don't really get authentic interactions with people in real life, or maybe someone will interact with you briefly but it's just these short superficial interacts that never go any further and you're just playing the role of the person just going about their day with nothing deeper to say.

I'm just sad, I feel sad.

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