If you gave your heart and soul

A year's worth of your sincere time and effort

To someone that doesn't care?

After mental illness took away your ability to focus on your schoolwork for nearly 3 years

You think she might the reason for you to live

So you devote yourself to her

Yet one day she throws you away

She doesn't even tell you why

Couple days ago user here texted you saying he was going to kill himself

You're words weren't enough to save him apparently

At this point I ask you

Honestly

What would you do, huh?

What would you do??

This sounds vaguely like me.
A lot vaguely.

But I'd uhh..
Well if I weren't poor I'd fly out there and beat his ass.

Girls be nothin but trix n hoes.

I'd probably move on. I'm really passive so I don't think it would be the end of my world if the used me and threw me away.

I don't know enough about the situation to be able to say what I'd do.

Simple. If they don't care. Then you go without them. The sooner you jam it into your head that they don't care, and therefore you've no reason to care either, the faster you move on.

Look at the positives. Have you ever seen or been in a relationship that wasn't working, but tried to make itself work?

That's how constant arguments and fights happen. That's how disputes and physical things involving the police are formed. That's how a lot of misery and no good comes to being.

When things don't work. They don't work. And you've got to let that go. Even if you invested time and care. It's like trying to build a treehouse as a kid and watching all that work get ripped apart in a windstorm.

The sooner you move forwards, the sooner you realize that for the potential time being, you're actually better off on your own.

id kill her family with some Yakuza hitmen

id kill her family with some Yakuza hitmen

so much red. It's beautiful.

Try not to think about it.

Thinking further about sad events or how it could be changed because you think you could've done something else to help can spiral into worse.