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I've had pneumonia a few times over, and I am still alive. I am sure you can soldier on.

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So have I. I've even had Mono before. But i never had it when my lungs were already crippled. Normally, when I step outside when it's too humid or cold, my lungs seize up. The simplest things make me sound like a fat guy trying to go up the stairs.

Right now, I'm a mess. I can hardly even step outside.

I can feel it, when I breathe.

I have three weeks. At the very best condition, I have three weeks before I will have to be hospitalized.

I can say that I will try to look up to things. But that's all I can offer.


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I've had pneumonia a few times over, and I am still alive. I am sure you can soldier on.

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So have I. I've even had Mono before. But i never had it when my lungs were already crippled. Normally, when I step outside when it's too humid or cold, my lungs seize up. The simplest things make me sound like a fat guy trying to go up the stairs.

Right now, I'm a mess. I can hardly even step outside.

I can feel it, when I breathe.

I have three weeks. At the very best condition, I have three weeks before I will have to be hospitalized.

I can say that I will try to look up to things. But that's all I can offer.
What do you mean be hospitalized?


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i'm so sorry. i hope everything works out okay. :(


 
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I've had pneumonia a few times over, and I am still alive. I am sure you can soldier on.

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So have I. I've even had Mono before. But i never had it when my lungs were already crippled. Normally, when I step outside when it's too humid or cold, my lungs seize up. The simplest things make me sound like a fat guy trying to go up the stairs.

Right now, I'm a mess. I can hardly even step outside.

I can feel it, when I breathe.

I have three weeks. At the very best condition, I have three weeks before I will have to be hospitalized.

I can say that I will try to look up to things. But that's all I can offer.
What do you mean be hospitalized?

I won't be able to breathe on my own. As my body tries to fight the two infections at once, everything will start to go downhill. It already is. Fever, tiredness, low appetite. This is the early stage of the flu that I have. But once my lungs start to go, and fill with toxic crap, my body will strain to keep everything running and every symptom I have will worsen exponentially.

When I say hospitalized, I mean tubes, machinery, and drugs. Immobilization, and perhaps, always relatively in a state of unconsciousness because of everything.


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See you Cowgirl,
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I've had pneumonia a few times over, and I am still alive. I am sure you can soldier on.

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So have I. I've even had Mono before. But i never had it when my lungs were already crippled. Normally, when I step outside when it's too humid or cold, my lungs seize up. The simplest things make me sound like a fat guy trying to go up the stairs.

Right now, I'm a mess. I can hardly even step outside.

I can feel it, when I breathe.

I have three weeks. At the very best condition, I have three weeks before I will have to be hospitalized.

I can say that I will try to look up to things. But that's all I can offer.
What do you mean be hospitalized?

I won't be able to breathe on my own. As my body tries to fight the two infections at once, everything will start to go downhill. It already is. Fever, tiredness, low appetite. This is the early stage of the flu that I have. But once my lungs start to go, and fill with toxic crap, my body will strain to keep everything running and every symptom I have will worsen exponentially.

When I say hospitalized, I mean tubes, machinery, and drugs. Immobilization, and perhaps, always relatively in a state of unconsciousness because of everything.
Oh...


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You will pull through. Keep that thought on top of all others. You will pull through.


 
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You will pull through. Keep that thought on top of all others. You will pull through.

All I can do is try. That's all I've ever done. This time might be different though. I need a good cosmic coin toss on my side.


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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?


 
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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?

Nothin' much. Enjoy my time here while I have it. Work on that nice old job I found until I can't. Try to relax when I can.

And, give or take, in three weeks, I won't be here anymore. I might come back, might not.

Wanna celebrate?


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Damn dude, that sounds like a lot of information to handle.  Hope it works out for you.


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Ember used to be cool and funny

Now he's just gay
dammit sandtrap, the first time me and you ever interacted was when i shared that story of my xbox friend who died

this will not end with you being my second online acquaintance who dies


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I neither fear, nor despise.
I'm going to be brief about this. Frankly, I'm not even really sure what I can say. I don't even know what to say really. But I'd like to try, before I can't.

A few days ago, I picked up the flu. And I had a mild sore throat. And then I ate some bad food. Puked it all up one night, and went to the hospital because there was blood in my puke. Found out the stomach acid was hard on my sore throat and did a number on it. But that's not the point.

Last night, I was feeling horrible. And I went to the hospital. I have some bad news.

The wounds in my throat have become infected, despite all the drugs the doc gave me. The infection's gone respitory. And the doc gave me the bad news last night.

My chances are bad. My lungs are already damaged from work prior in my life, and they will likely be unable to handle this. The doc's given me a huge cocktail of shit to fight this, but it's only a matter of time before I end up in the hospital bed.

My will's breaking down. I claw and tear at myself with depression. And I know, when you become sick like this, your outlook on things can really help you along. Happy people can fight better. And I'm not happy.

I've signed up for a job. It's only a matter of time before I end up in a hospital bed. And I don't know if I'll survive this. But I'm not going to lay down and wait to die. If I'm going to leave my family and this world, I'm not going to leave them to the ravages of unfairness.

I'm going to try and post here, for the sake of it, as long as I can. But I will be gone for long periods of time. And when the infection puts me down in a bed, I won't be seeing any of you anymore. When it does, I'm going to hope for the best. But luck can be cruel.

I don't really know what else to say. Thank you all for the time you've given me.
I know you've got a tough road ahead. But a doctor's diagnosis isn't absolute.

You can beat this. Don't lose your will to live. Don't lose your joy. Remember that no matter what happens, you've got people here who love you bro.

I will definitely pray for you man. I haven't known you long, but I want you to know I'm with you bud.


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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Can't wait for you to get cancer
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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.


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Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.

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See you Cowgirl,
Someday, somewhere
Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.
Maybe his mum buys him those cheap, generic poptarts with no icing. And he has to eat those every morning for breakfast.


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Long live NoNolesNeckin.

Ya fuckin' ganderneck.
Maybe his mum buys him those cheap, generic poptarts with no icing. And he has to eat those every morning for breakfast.
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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.
Damn, your rear sounds extremely sore.


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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Can't wait for you to get cancer
Ouch my self-esteem ahh please stop no


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I neither fear, nor despise.
I have money saved up.

Don't make me buy a round trip flight; track down your hospital room number, barge in there and give you the PEP TALK OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!
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I'm not kidding. I can get the vacation days, I have the money.

You are going to get better. You are going to live a long happy life and you can laugh in the face of disease after you've kicked it in the face.
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I have money saved up.

Don't make me buy a round trip flight; track down your hospital room number, barge in there and give you the PEP TALK OF YOUR LIFE!!!!!

You are going to get better. You are going to live a long happy life and you can laugh in the face of disease after you've kicked it in the face.

What he said! ^


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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.
Damn, your rear sounds extremely sore.
You're damn right I'm pissed off when a faggot like you with a heart of ice waltzes in to shit on everyone else's day. acting like a cunt towards sandtrap won't bring daddy back, I'm sorry to break it to you.


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I am always around, but never seen. I am often avoided, but you can't out run me. for I will come when you're old and grey, or maybe even the very next day. I will come with cold embrace, and give you rest with a chilled kiss on your face. I come in many forms of emotional state, whether it's irony, love, laughter, or hate. I am everyone's final fate.
Stay strong, comrade. :( I believe in you.


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I cant argue with progress, just you.
Oh Sandtrap. Im really sorry. I know it doesn't mean much at this point but you can beat this. I know you can with all the shit you've been through already this is nothing. I  know you can beat this.
 I will hunt you down to your hospital room, tell you to get better, and party like a mutherfuger.


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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.
Damn, your rear sounds extremely sore.
You're damn right I'm pissed off when a faggot like you with a heart of ice waltzes in to shit on everyone else's day. acting like a cunt towards sandtrap won't bring daddy back, I'm sorry to break it to you.
So mad. Get over it, bitch. It's a videogame forum.


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Oh jesus, enough with the attention-seeking. You already made a thread a few weeks ago saying you were going to start a job and stop posting or you were just going to kill yourself. What do you have planned for us next?
Why are you such a cunt? seriously, I'm curious what shits in your cornflakes every morning to make you act like a complete cunt.
Damn, your rear sounds extremely sore.
You're damn right I'm pissed off when a faggot like you with a heart of ice waltzes in to shit on everyone else's day. acting like a cunt towards sandtrap won't bring daddy back, I'm sorry to break it to you.
So mad. Get over it, bitch. It's a videogame forum.
sentra, i know your not one to have emotions, but cant you see that this is a man dying asking his good ol flood to remember him for his funny, helpful, and positive attitude to life?


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So mad. Get over it, bitch. It's a videogame forum.
When you insult a person who's already dealing with a lot of shit, it isn't "just" a video game forum you dumb sack of shit. you're talking to others on the other side of that screen that you don't seem to take seriously. I bet you wouldn't have the balls to say any of this if these conversations were face to face, in fact, I bet you wouldn't even be able to back up those words if you said them, you're probably some 100 lb 6' awkward faggot IRL who's too scared to speak their mind, so you resort to acting like a douche online to people who are already having trouble, just to keep some superiority complex you have in check.

Scum bags like you aren't worth the air you breathe, you prey on people who are already weak, like a pathetic rat.


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I am always around, but never seen. I am often avoided, but you can't out run me. for I will come when you're old and grey, or maybe even the very next day. I will come with cold embrace, and give you rest with a chilled kiss on your face. I come in many forms of emotional state, whether it's irony, love, laughter, or hate. I am everyone's final fate.
Alright, well Sandtrap, I'm sorry your thread turned into a shit fest.
I'm truly sorry that you're going through this. Survive it.
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Lol.
Nice response.

I just got here, but it seems like he hit some spots.