I've hit a new low. I'm a point where not only do I not give a shit, but its getting to the point that I don't even care about living let alone wanting to be alive anymore.

I can no longer stand myself and its currently taking a massive toll on my overall mood.

I hate everyone equally, but I hate myself the most. I honestly wish I could be someone else entirely with a complete blank slate with a revised personality, and not be tied down to my current ethic background, gender, or mental disability.

"Kill yourself then Deci"

Yeah that doesn't give me what I want, that would only give what others on here want, at least a sick few who would actually encourage suicide.

If life itself had a nice reset button, where I could be someone else entirely and have the chance to make completely different decisions and have the option to be a blank slate let alone wiping away any mental disability I have, I would be doing a lot better on a social level.

Instead I'm socially impaired and am nothing more but a pessimistic pathetic loser thinking I'm able to find some form of reassurance that I'm wrong on a backwater internet forum

But nope, I know I'm right.

Bruh, stop reposting secondclass's shit, you're a fucking adult.

You hate others because you hate yourself in the first place. Honestly, did you even try to help yourself? Did you ever try to make peace with yourself, to work it out, to negotiate?

woah

is Deci a tranny now

No one wants you to kill yourself you dumb idiot

woah

is Deci a tranny now

Ew, fuck no dude.

unironically though, this seems like exactly the kind of thing class would say, which is why I find it disconcerting

the thing that cripples him the most is that he has absolutely no idea what he wants out of life, and if you're in a similar place you may want to examine your abilities and fall in love with your strengths, that way you can do something you want to, instead of wanting to do something you know you can't

I'm just going through a lot of shit right now, I didn't write what I wrote in the OP to even attempt to emulate Class. The fact that people compare what I wrote to the kind of shit that SecondClass would say is purely coincidental.