>thinks existence is terrible>wants to fully experience existence
Life sucks intrinsically for me, so...Also, hedonistic treadmill a shit. I've always been able to get high off not even half a blunt, no need to keep increasing shit to get high.
Being happy five minutes>not being happy at all
Quote from: Zen on July 05, 2016, 01:00:10 AMBeing happy five minutes>not being happy at allin what waysespecially when you're talking about artificial happiness, not real happinessin what way is a 5 minute state of artificial, meaningless, fleeting happiness "better" than anything else
Quote from: Verbatim on July 05, 2016, 01:03:57 AMin what waysespecially when you're talking about artificial happiness, not real happinessin what way is a 5 minute state of artificial, meaningless, fleeting happiness "better" than anything elseyou're happy
in what waysespecially when you're talking about artificial happiness, not real happinessin what way is a 5 minute state of artificial, meaningless, fleeting happiness "better" than anything else
Quote from: SecondClass on July 05, 2016, 01:04:53 AMQuote from: Verbatim on July 05, 2016, 01:03:57 AMin what waysespecially when you're talking about artificial happiness, not real happinessin what way is a 5 minute state of artificial, meaningless, fleeting happiness "better" than anything elseyou're happyyou're not, though
Quote from: SecondClass on July 05, 2016, 01:04:53 AMQuote from: Verbatim on July 05, 2016, 01:03:57 AMin what waysespecially when you're talking about artificial happiness, not real happinessin what way is a 5 minute state of artificial, meaningless, fleeting happiness "better" than anything elseyou're happyyou're not, thoughi'd rather be pissed off at the world for the rest of my life than have 5 minutes of FAKE happiness
Quote from: MyNameIsCharlie on July 05, 2016, 12:57:14 AMI'm drunk. Why's it so hard?No alcohol here.
I'm drunk. Why's it so hard?
You guys are going to fuck up your livers
Quote from: Kiwicake on July 05, 2016, 01:08:24 AMYou guys are going to fuck up your liversHey, if it kills me, than it's doing me a favor.
Quote from: Zen on July 05, 2016, 01:10:06 AMQuote from: Kiwicake on July 05, 2016, 01:08:24 AMYou guys are going to fuck up your liversHey, if it kills me, than it's doing me a favor.not a girlnot richwhy even liveshitty die roll and im still expected to just bear the weatherguess im just whining 4 no reason
Quote from: SecondClass on July 05, 2016, 01:28:26 AMQuote from: Zen on July 05, 2016, 01:10:06 AMQuote from: Kiwicake on July 05, 2016, 01:08:24 AMYou guys are going to fuck up your liversHey, if it kills me, than it's doing me a favor.not a girlnot richwhy even liveshitty die roll and im still expected to just bear the weatherguess im just whining 4 no reason I'm working towards that first thing, even if I'm not as real as someone who was actually born a girl, I still feel better than I have in so many years after starting hrt and estrogen and all thatIt's a possible goal, is what I'm sayingDon't have to keep the hand you start with
like, sometimes, i just lay down and bask in my sobrietyi just think of how fucking awesome it is that i'm in control of all my faculties, all the timethe thought alone gets me higher than the highest high, and i'm not even highpretty fucking amazing
Quote from: Kiwicake on July 05, 2016, 01:34:10 AMQuote from: SecondClass on July 05, 2016, 01:28:26 AMQuote from: Zen on July 05, 2016, 01:10:06 AMQuote from: Kiwicake on July 05, 2016, 01:08:24 AMYou guys are going to fuck up your liversHey, if it kills me, than it's doing me a favor.not a girlnot richwhy even liveshitty die roll and im still expected to just bear the weatherguess im just whining 4 no reason I'm working towards that first thing, even if I'm not as real as someone who was actually born a girl, I still feel better than I have in so many years after starting hrt and estrogen and all thatIt's a possible goal, is what I'm sayingDon't have to keep the hand you start witheasy for you to say 5'8 cute face bitch