Sad for days...

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:10:44 PM

Long time no see everyone...

How has everyone been?

MarKhan · February 11, 2018, 12:13:42 PM

I was sad, playing sad videogames, doing sad things like lying in bed doing nothing, was listening to sad music.

YouTube

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:17:07 PM

Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 12:13:42 PM

I was sad, playing sad videogames, doing sad things like lying in bed doing nothing, was listening to sad music.
YouTube

Good music choice (I only listed to the first couple of seconds)...

I started my own sad posting page. My therapist says it helps face your emotions. It honestly just makes me sadder...

Casper · February 11, 2018, 12:19:26 PM

eh, im not very good at this independent thing. I try to find a rut to put myself in asap cuz I dont like feeling lost. And Oss wont go on a date with me, so theres that

MarKhan · February 11, 2018, 12:20:27 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:17:07 PM

Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 12:13:42 PM
I was sad, playing sad videogames, doing sad things like lying in bed doing nothing, was listening to sad music.
YouTube

Good music choice (I only listed to the first couple of seconds)...

I started my own sad posting page. My therapist says it helps face your emotions. It honestly just makes me sadder...

Spoiler

God this videogame was saaaaaaaaddddd

Aether · February 11, 2018, 12:20:39 PM

Going through a very intense herxheimer reaction that has lasted for 3 weeks now. Definitely one of the most harrowing experiences I've ever been through.

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:23:48 PM

Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 12:20:27 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:17:07 PM
Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 12:13:42 PM
I was sad, playing sad videogames, doing sad things like lying in bed doing nothing, was listening to sad music.
YouTube

Good music choice (I only listed to the first couple of seconds)...

I started my own sad posting page. My therapist says it helps face your emotions. It honestly just makes me sadder...

Spoiler
God this videogame was saaaaaaaaddddd

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:27:37 PM

Quote from: Aether on February 11, 2018, 12:20:39 PM

Going through a very intense herxheimer reaction that has lasted for 3 weeks now. Definitely one of the most harrowing experiences I've ever been through.

You really are a trooper. I don't know how you do it. I hope you feel better soon Chronic.

The suffering you go through is so unfair. You don't deserve it. I hope you are cured soon. <3

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:29:43 PM

Quote from: Casper on February 11, 2018, 12:19:26 PM

eh, im not very good at this independent thing. I try to find a rut to put myself in asap cuz I dont like feeling lost. And Oss wont go on a date with me, so theres that

You moved out of your mom's? Wow I really have missed a lot. I'm sorry Oss is still being distant... You have to do what makes you happy, and tricking someone into a date always sounds fun. :3

I'm not a good influence...

Aether · February 11, 2018, 12:31:47 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:27:37 PM

You really are a trooper. I don't know how you do it. I hope you feel better soon Chronic. The suffering you go through is so unfair. You don't deserve it. I hope you are cured soon. <3

Thanks, but It will be a long time before I'm 'cured.'

This mess is the result of my own foolishness so I would say I'm getting exactly what I deserve. At least I can say I learned an incredibly valuable lesson from it all.

MarKhan · February 11, 2018, 12:34:09 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:23:48 PM

Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 12:20:27 PM
Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:17:07 PM
Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 12:13:42 PM
I was sad, playing sad videogames, doing sad things like lying in bed doing nothing, was listening to sad music.
YouTube

Good music choice (I only listed to the first couple of seconds)...

I started my own sad posting page. My therapist says it helps face your emotions. It honestly just makes me sadder...

Spoiler
God this videogame was saaaaaaaaddddd
Spoiler

YouTube

Casper · February 11, 2018, 12:39:48 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:29:43 PM

Quote from: Casper on February 11, 2018, 12:19:26 PM
eh, im not very good at this independent thing. I try to find a rut to put myself in asap cuz I dont like feeling lost. And Oss wont go on a date with me, so theres that

You moved out of your mom's? Wow I really have missed a lot. I'm sorry Oss is still being distant... You have to do what makes you happy, and tricking someone into a date always sounds fun. :3

I'm not a good influence...

Well I didn't really move out, and he's not physically distant. I'm in Berlin for a few months for school. But I dunno, not much tricking to do, I've offered monetarily so I dunno what more to offer. Being in the city alone sucks, and i can tell I wont make friends with people in my program, nor I do see people my age around here (plus I know fuck all about making friends, i'm picky and like real friends, not just people to pass the time, no ugly people either)

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:42:37 PM

Quote from: Aether on February 11, 2018, 12:31:47 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:27:37 PM
You really are a trooper. I don't know how you do it. I hope you feel better soon Chronic. The suffering you go through is so unfair. You don't deserve it. I hope you are cured soon. <3
Thanks, but It will be a long time before I'm 'cured.'

This mess is the result of my own foolishness so I would say I'm getting exactly what I deserve. At least I can say I learned an incredibly valuable lesson from it all.

positivity is a good bandaid I guess. I hope it's not too painful.

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 12:46:36 PM

Quote from: Casper on February 11, 2018, 12:39:48 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 12:29:43 PM
Quote from: Casper on February 11, 2018, 12:19:26 PM
eh, im not very good at this independent thing. I try to find a rut to put myself in asap cuz I dont like feeling lost. And Oss wont go on a date with me, so theres that

You moved out of your mom's? Wow I really have missed a lot. I'm sorry Oss is still being distant... You have to do what makes you happy, and tricking someone into a date always sounds fun. :3

I'm not a good influence...
Well I didn't really move out, and he's not physically distant. I'm in Berlin for a few months for school. But I dunno, not much tricking to do, I've offered monetarily so I dunno what more to offer. Being in the city alone sucks, and i can tell I wont make friends with people in my program, nor I do see people my age around here (plus I know fuck all about making friends, i'm picky and like real friends, not just people to pass the time, no ugly people either)

I don't get him.

It'd be rude of me to say fuck him... but fuck it.

I'm picky about who my real friends are too, but not that picky. Sometimes you have to lower your walls and get some abuse to understand and create real friendship...

I hope you try to make at least one "friend" for the trip while you're there, at least then you won't be alone, and then when you get home you can be cruel and ditch them on the side of the emotional road.

Try to enjoy your trip. I bet it's beautiful!

Desty · February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM

I've been wondering where you'd gone for quite some time now.

Did you know? The site got a boost in new users

Desty · February 11, 2018, 01:15:29 PM

I kicked my nephew in the eye earlier and I kept laughing but I felt bad inside but good outside 'cause I was laughing. He's fine tho so don't worry about it

alphy · February 11, 2018, 01:18:12 PM

ive been pretty good

my birthday was on thursday, my friends took me out on friday, and i went to disneyland yesterday

Casper · February 11, 2018, 01:30:41 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM

I've been wondering where you'd gone for quite some time now.

Did you know? The site got a boost in new users

theyre already gone

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM

I've been wondering where you'd gone for quite some time now.

Did you know? The site got a boost in new users

Yeah I've been checking in randomly, but I've mainly been lurking. I saw that there was a post about new members, but I've only seen like one new user.

Was there another b.net purge or something?

Desty · February 11, 2018, 01:41:22 PM

Quote from: Casper on February 11, 2018, 01:30:41 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
I've been wondering where you'd gone for quite some time now.

Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
theyre already gone

Yeah, haha

Desty · February 11, 2018, 01:42:09 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
I've been wondering where you'd gone for quite some time now.

Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
Was there another b.net purge or something?

Something like that.

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 01:44:26 PM

Quote from: alphy on February 11, 2018, 01:18:12 PM

ive been pretty good

my birthday was on thursday, my friends took me out on friday, and i went to disneyland yesterday

Happy belated birthday! How does it feel to be 19? I miss it. That was definitely one of my favorite years. I'm glad you had an awesome birthdays. Birthdays really are important and should be celebrated to the fullest. I'm glad you did just that.

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 01:45:07 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:42:09 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM
Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
I've been wondering where you'd gone for quite some time now.

Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
Was there another b.net purge or something?
Something like that.

Surprise surprise.

I'm glad your nephew is okay lmao

MarKhan · February 11, 2018, 01:48:26 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
Was there another b.net purge or something?

http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/gtit's-another-episode-of-bungie-fucking-over-their-halo-fans/

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 02:02:22 PM

Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 01:48:26 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM
Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
Was there another b.net purge or something?
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/gtit's-another-episode-of-bungie-fucking-over-their-halo-fans/

Holy shit that's fucking sad. I hope their company goes under. Maybe that doesn't mean much coming from me (someone who never really played Halo nor Destiny and was never on b.net) but damn you can't do that to your customers that's some petty shit right there.

Aether · February 11, 2018, 02:08:31 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 02:02:22 PM

Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 01:48:26 PM
Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM
Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
Was there another b.net purge or something?
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/gtit's-another-episode-of-bungie-fucking-over-their-halo-fans/

Holy shit that's fucking sad. I hope their company goes under. Maybe that doesn't mean much coming from me (someone who never really played Halo nor Destiny and was never on b.net) but damn you can't do that to your customers that's some petty shit right there.

Bungie only gives a fuck about the community in so far as to sell their content. Old Halo/Oni/Myth fans are irrelevant to them now.

The developer sold its soul to Activision.

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 02:11:33 PM

Quote from: Aether on February 11, 2018, 02:08:31 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 02:02:22 PM
Quote from: MarKhan on February 11, 2018, 01:48:26 PM
Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:41:18 PM
Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 01:13:48 PM
Did you know? The site got a boost in new users
Was there another b.net purge or something?
http://sep7agon.net/the-flood/gtit's-another-episode-of-bungie-fucking-over-their-halo-fans/

Holy shit that's fucking sad. I hope their company goes under. Maybe that doesn't mean much coming from me (someone who never really played Halo nor Destiny and was never on b.net) but damn you can't do that to your customers that's some petty shit right there.
Bungie only gives a fuck about the community in so far as to sell their content. Old Halo/Oni/Myth fans are irrelevant to them now.

The developer sold its soul to Activision.

Well that's what happens when you sell your soul to the devil.

Desty · February 11, 2018, 02:13:17 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:44:26 PM

Quote from: alphy on February 11, 2018, 01:18:12 PM
ive been pretty good

my birthday was on thursday, my friends took me out on friday, and i went to disneyland yesterday

Happy belated birthday! How does it feel to be 19? I miss it. That was definitely one of my favorite years. I'm glad you had an awesome birthdays. Birthdays really are important and should be celebrated to the fullest. I'm glad you did just that.

What's so good about being 19?

alphy · February 11, 2018, 02:20:31 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:44:26 PM

Quote from: alphy on February 11, 2018, 01:18:12 PM
ive been pretty good

my birthday was on thursday, my friends took me out on friday, and i went to disneyland yesterday

Happy belated birthday! How does it feel to be 19? I miss it. That was definitely one of my favorite years. I'm glad you had an awesome birthdays. Birthdays really are important and should be celebrated to the fullest. I'm glad you did just that.

it doesnt feel much different but at the same time, all my friends are still 18, so i feel superior just for a while lol

Kitsune 狐 · February 11, 2018, 02:26:36 PM

Quote from: Desty on February 11, 2018, 02:13:17 PM

Quote from: Kitsune 狐 on February 11, 2018, 01:44:26 PM
Quote from: alphy on February 11, 2018, 01:18:12 PM
ive been pretty good

my birthday was on thursday, my friends took me out on friday, and i went to disneyland yesterday

Happy belated birthday! How does it feel to be 19? I miss it. That was definitely one of my favorite years. I'm glad you had an awesome birthdays. Birthdays really are important and should be celebrated to the fullest. I'm glad you did just that.
What's so good about being 19?

For me it was the oldest I could ever imagine myself as a kid, but it was also an awesome year for me. I had a lot of fun with my friends that are no longer my friends because I suck at friendship.