Talking with Kupo made me realize something:
Shaman King, one of my top 5 manga back when I subscribed to Shonen Jump, did NOT have a proper ending and literally ended with the writer saying, "Yeah I'm burnt out and don't care anymore, so everything was all a dream, the end."
I'm regaining old feelings of sadness, anger...misunderstanding....denial.....
god damnit Kupo.