Not in a good place now

RomanGladiator · April 01, 2016, 01:08:47 PM

I'm just not a normal person, and pretty fucked. The reason why I wanted to be a teacher was because of one I was dating at the time to impress them, and make them think wow he's ambitious. Maybe it's worth sticking around with him then. That's been the case with a lot of them (Bree, Brittany, Ashley, Lauren, Samantha, etc...). Or because I thought there'd be my "perfect match" also in my class. Or to get me out of working retail which is literally driving me crazy. I don't have a dream job and have to choose something, I just don't know what.

And I want the normal life that every one else has. It didn't work out with the last girl because she is normal. She has plenty of friends, goes to the gym, is social, mature, works to pay for her education and utilities...and I am the opposite of everyone of those things. And I still have feelings for her, and she blocked me from everything. Working 24 hours a week at a KMart does make me want to kill myself. And so does spending the majority of my time on the internet. And not one woman can even stay my friend after things don't work out, and I annoy them. Now even my parents hate me because I drink in the mornings and throughout the day. They don't even want me to go to a bar, and I'm almost 24.

Oh · April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM

at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

DAS B00T x2 · April 01, 2016, 01:10:46 PM

Have you tried not being a raging alcoholic? It's been working for me.

N/A · April 01, 2016, 01:12:02 PM

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DAS B00T x2 · April 01, 2016, 01:12:57 PM

At least you can talk to girls you fucking prick

BaconShelf · April 01, 2016, 01:13:49 PM

I'm pretty sure you could probably get bannu'd for spam at this point, considering how many clone threads you've made within the last day.

🂿 · April 01, 2016, 01:14:02 PM

Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM

at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

Excuse me?

April 01, 2016, 01:17:34 PM

Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM

at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

deci isn't 1/100 as bad as Roman

OT: literally just get castrated

Oh · April 01, 2016, 01:18:43 PM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on April 01, 2016, 01:14:02 PM

Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM
at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

Excuse me?

i think my statement was pretty straight forward.

🂿 · April 01, 2016, 01:19:53 PM

Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:18:43 PM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on April 01, 2016, 01:14:02 PM
Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM
at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

Excuse me?
i think my statement was pretty straight forward.

You're saying that I'm worse than Roman? Do you see me making girl threads and talking about girl problems? Grow up.

snee0rp · April 01, 2016, 01:22:45 PM

[CAN'T WAKE UP]

Oh · April 01, 2016, 01:29:48 PM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on April 01, 2016, 01:19:53 PM

Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:18:43 PM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on April 01, 2016, 01:14:02 PM
Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM
at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

Excuse me?
i think my statement was pretty straight forward.

You're saying that I'm worse than Roman? Do you see me making girl threads and talking about girl problems? Grow up.

Exactly. If Roman is that bad, then you must be truly pathetic.

🂿 · April 01, 2016, 01:31:10 PM

Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:29:48 PM

Quote from: Decimator Omega on April 01, 2016, 01:19:53 PM
Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:18:43 PM
Quote from: Decimator Omega on April 01, 2016, 01:14:02 PM
Quote from: Simseoh on April 01, 2016, 01:10:25 PM
at least you're not deci, you've got that going for you.

Excuse me?
i think my statement was pretty straight forward.

You're saying that I'm worse than Roman? Do you see me making girl threads and talking about girl problems? Grow up.
Exactly. If Roman is that bad, then you must be truly pathetic.

How? I'm absolutely nothing like Roman. I don't do the kind of shit he does to girls where girls just stay the fuck away from him.

Get your facts straight.

Solonoid · April 01, 2016, 01:34:56 PM

>working 24 hours a week at Kmart

OH GOD THOSE SLAVE DRIVERS
YOU POOR FUCKING BABY

how have you not COLLAPSED under the PRESSURE

My god everyone #pray4roman

aREALgod · April 01, 2016, 01:56:25 PM

You only work 24 hours at a K-mart? LMAOFAOFOAOFAOFNSOUBLWEKJGNkl;bevzetrsd

Fuck that's easy. Your life is on easy mode and you can't even get it right.

Solonoid · April 01, 2016, 02:02:30 PM

Quote from: aSMARTfeminist on April 01, 2016, 01:56:25 PM

Fuck that's easy. Your life is on easy mode and you can't even get it right.

Working three days a week living off of your parents and spending every day drunk.

God I can't think of an easier life.

MyNameIsCharlie · April 01, 2016, 02:07:42 PM

Roman, I've said this before. You need to relax. You're taking everything too seriously. Now it's starting to eat at you. Go and unplug for a bit and get your head straight. Everything you've been doing is an attempt to release. You gotta realize that you're the one creating your own stress.

Word Wizard · April 01, 2016, 02:09:11 PM

Focus on actually improving yourself and your life before women.

Dietrich Six · April 01, 2016, 02:14:42 PM

Get a different job. Don't rush into a career you don't want.

Jive Turkey · April 01, 2016, 02:20:56 PM

Dude that's crazy because I was laying bed just now thinking about how I'm just not a normal person, and pretty fucked. The reason why I wanted to be a teacher was because of one I was dating at the time to impress them, and make them think wow he's ambitious. Maybe it's worth sticking around with him then. That's been the case with a lot of them (Bree, Brittany, Ashley, Lauren, Samantha, etc...). Or because I thought there'd be my "perfect match" also in my class. Or to get me out of working retail which is literally driving me crazy. I don't have a dream job and have to choose something, I just don't know what.

And I want the normal life that every one else has. It didn't work out with the last girl because she is normal. She has plenty of friends, goes to the gym, is social, mature, works to pay for her education and utilities...and I am the opposite of everyone of those things. And I still have feelings for her, and she blocked me from everything. Working 24 hours a week at a KMart does make me want to kill myself. And so does spending the majority of my time on the internet. And not one woman can even stay my friend after things don't work out, and I annoy them. Now even my parents hate me because I drink in the mornings and throughout the day. They don't even want me to go to a bar, and I'm almost 24.

RomanGladiator · April 01, 2016, 02:23:45 PM

Quote from: MyNameIsCharlie on April 01, 2016, 02:07:42 PM

Roman, I've said this before. You need to relax. You're taking everything too seriously. Now it's starting to eat at you. Go and unplug for a bit and get your head straight. Everything you've been doing is an attempt to release. You gotta realize that you're the one creating your own stress.

This is just a meltdown before I look for someone to fuck at a bar tonight. I've always thought I was better than other people for not being one of those guys that goes to a bar for that sole purpose, but that is exactly what I need tonight.

RomanGladiator · April 01, 2016, 02:25:28 PM

Quote from: Soliloquy Sauce on April 01, 2016, 02:02:30 PM

Quote from: aSMARTfeminist on April 01, 2016, 01:56:25 PM
Fuck that's easy. Your life is on easy mode and you can't even get it right.
Working three days a week living off of your parents and spending every day drunk.

God I can't think of an easier life.

You make it sound that way, but maybe if I had a single friend to go out with on weekends I'd be more motivated.

RomanGladiator · April 01, 2016, 02:27:51 PM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on April 01, 2016, 02:20:56 PM

Dude that's crazy because I was laying bed just now thinking about how I'm just not a normal person, and pretty fucked. The reason why I wanted to be a teacher was because of one I was dating at the time to impress them, and make them think wow he's ambitious. Maybe it's worth sticking around with him then. That's been the case with a lot of them (Bree, Brittany, Ashley, Lauren, Samantha, etc...). Or because I thought there'd be my "perfect match" also in my class. Or to get me out of working retail which is literally driving me crazy. I don't have a dream job and have to choose something, I just don't know what.

And I want the normal life that every one else has. It didn't work out with the last girl because she is normal. She has plenty of friends, goes to the gym, is social, mature, works to pay for her education and utilities...and I am the opposite of everyone of those things. And I still have feelings for her, and she blocked me from everything. Working 24 hours a week at a KMart does make me want to kill myself. And so does spending the majority of my time on the internet. And not one woman can even stay my friend after things don't work out, and I annoy them. Now even my parents hate me because I drink in the mornings and throughout the day. They don't even want me to go to a bar, and I'm almost 24.

One positive thing I can say though, I've never done drugs to make myself even more messed up.

RomanGladiator · April 01, 2016, 02:28:47 PM

Quote from: DAS B00T 2016 on April 01, 2016, 01:12:57 PM

At least you can talk to girls you fucking prick

I'm hoping I an tonight. I want to live what my college life should have been.

N/A · April 01, 2016, 02:31:46 PM

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RomanGladiator · April 01, 2016, 02:31:58 PM

Quote from: MyNameIsCharlie on April 01, 2016, 02:07:42 PM

Roman, I've said this before. You need to relax. You're taking everything too seriously. Now it's starting to eat at you. Go and unplug for a bit and get your head straight. Everything you've been doing is an attempt to release. You gotta realize that you're the one creating your own stress.

Women aren't impressed no matter what you do, I'm convinced of that now. And I don't expect them to be perfect, I've dated people that certainly were not. But it's like they expect me to be.

Jive Turkey · April 01, 2016, 02:39:43 PM

Quote from: RomanGladiator on April 01, 2016, 02:27:51 PM

Quote from: Jive Turkey on April 01, 2016, 02:20:56 PM
Dude that's crazy because I was laying bed just now thinking about how I'm just not a normal person, and pretty fucked.
One positive thing I can say though, I've never done drugs to make myself even more messed up.

yeah me either

challengerX · April 01, 2016, 02:39:51 PM

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Naru · April 01, 2016, 02:43:32 PM

there really isnt anything ambitious about being a teacher tbqh fam

ΚΑΤΑΝΑΛΩΤΗΣ · April 01, 2016, 02:45:48 PM

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