I thought the power of rage would help, but it threw my mind into chaos. I've lost about 100 ranks in CF, and I'm without a cause to go on living. I was planning on going up some 40 ranks, and then learning stuff that was within my reach, but I can't do it, not like this.
I'm also becoming sick, so that might contribute to this weird state of being, but I just don't feel like doing anything anymore.
What the fuck is the point?