I'm not numb. I'm frustrated because I can't get to the person I care about.
When will it end? So hopelessly detached from it all, the world is just a spectacle and I am an onlooker. I lost my train of thought, because my computer doesn't care and was freezing up. I closed my 10 hitomi.la windows I had open, it started to get speedier again. Nothing else I say would really make any point or sense, but I just wanna say I fucking love the band Dystopia, because it's music about living a miserable as fuck existence, spewing hatred everywhere on the poor record that was made victim to contain this fucked up noise. It's relateable, beautiful. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uvXg3BLAR_E The site slowed down again...