I hate sexuality, and the act of sexual intercourse. I find it to be disgusting, and   I see it as a way of using people. That isn't to say I don't find myself attracted to people, I just abhor the idea of sexual intercourse.

I've stated this to others on this forum, and they just came to the conclusion that I was roleplaying as Rorschach. While Rorschach is a character I admire and agree with on a variety of issues, I'm not roleplaying as him. I just empathize with him, as he reminds me of myself in certain ways.

Mind you, I'm not asking to be "fixed". I embrace this dislike of sexuality, and will continue to do so. It makes me feel good about myself, and I don't want to lose that feeling.

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Do you get boners? 

Hush, Verb.

Hush, Verb.

I'm not Verbatim. I don't hate kids.

I would definitely be talking to a professional therapist about this. It is strange, and not healthy.

I don't understand how it isn't healthy.

Who is that?

I don't understand how it isn't healthy.

Sexuality is an important part of life. If you feel disgusted by it, or yourself, then there is likely some trauma that you need to address. In any case, self loathing isn't something you want.

You're obviously gay.

You're obviously gay.

Spoiler

Why the fuck are you asking us if you embrace it?

I don't know. I was curious as to if anyone else had similar feelings.

I don't suffer from self-loathing.
Furthermore, I don't understand why it has to be important. It gets in the way of efficiency.

Get help.

You can be efficient without thinking sex is bad.

How is it odd?

Because you still find yourself attracted to people.

YouTube

Yes, right.

The brain is an incredibly complex thing, and one little loose connection or setup in a different area can produce all sorts of different results, combined with our own experiences and you get a formula for what makes what that rivals pi in length.

Is it bad? No. Can it be off putting? Sure. But I make a note not to call folks out on things in any regard. Every single person has that one thing. An oddity, a kink, a certain way of going about things that is unique to them. Why would I call one person bad when I myself have traits that others feel are weird, or wrong?

For example, I'm an isolationist. I am perfectly fine in complete isolation, away from contact with anything. And this translates into how I am with people. I am friendly with them in nature, and I have a few close friends, but overall, I still keep my distance. I've never had a partner, nor have I ever sought one. I've had people try to get close to me before, more than just a friend, and I shut them all out. Personally, I don't think I'll ever have kids. I don't think I'll even be married or have any meaningful relationship of that kind, because something just doesn't click for me on that level.

Ironically, even though we all harbour an oddity that others would find strange or wrong, there is no such thing as "normal." Normal is something perceived as a common thing shared between people, but when you look at our staggering numbers, and history itself, my oddity, your oddity, and everyone else's in here, what we have is not entirely unique to us. If something was ever thought of, ever dreamed of, ever made, ever done, that means someone before you already did it. And that means there are other people out there, both in the past, long dead, and now, that have thought of, created, or done something that you have.

Out of 7 billion people spread across the planet, I am not the only one who likes what I like and prefers what I like. The same goes for you, and everybody else in here. In the end, you could say every last one of us is a big, perfectly normal bunch of abnormal humans.

So no, nothing is wrong with ye.